{"id":977,"date":"2008-10-20T22:03:30","date_gmt":"2008-10-20T22:03:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/2008\/10\/xun-di%e1%bb%87u-v-t-hoi-v-m%e1%bb%91i-tnh-trai\/"},"modified":"2019-03-10T01:18:50","modified_gmt":"2019-03-10T01:18:50","slug":"xuan-dieu-va-to-hoi-va-moi-tinh-trai","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/977\/xuan-dieu-va-to-hoi-va-moi-tinh-trai","title":{"rendered":"Xuân Di\u1ec7u và Tô Hoài, và "M\u1ed1i Tình Trai""},"content":{"rendered":"

\"nthoXuanDieu\"<\/a> \"ToHoai-full\"<\/a> Cu\u1ed1i th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 20, b\u01b0\u1edbc qua \u0111\u1ea7u th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 21, \u201c\u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh luy\u1ebfn \u00e1i\u201d g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u201cb\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng h\u00f3a\u201d trong x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i con ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a nhi\u1ec1u v\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u00ean th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi.
\u0110\u00e3 c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi, \u1edf Vi\u1ec7t Nam ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta x\u1ebfp lo\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh luy\u1ebfn \u00e1i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u0103n b\u1ec7nh. Nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh luy\u1ebfn \u00e1i, c\u1ea3 nam l\u1eabn n\u1eef th\u01b0\u1eddng hay b\u1ecb d\u00e8 b\u0129u, di\u1ec5u c\u1ee3t, xem th\u01b0\u1eddng\u2026 Trong nhi\u1ec1u th\u1eadp ni\u00ean c\u1eadn<\/p>\n

\u0111\u1ea1i, nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ee9ng minh cho th\u1ea5y s\u1ef1 th\u00f4ng minh, kh\u1ea3 n\u0103ng nh\u1ea1y c\u1ea3m v\u00e0 hi\u1ec7u qu\u1ea3 trong c\u00f4ng vi\u1ec7c l\u00e0m c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd. \u1ede h\u1ea7u h\u1ebft m\u1ecdi l\u00e3nh v\u1ef1c, nh\u1ea5t l\u00e0 ngh\u1ec7 thu\u1eadt s\u00e1ng t\u1ea1o, ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh th\u01b0\u1eddng c\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u ph\u00e1t ki\u1ebfn \u0111i tr\u01b0\u1edbc th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i. Ph\u1ea3i ch\u0103ng, \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y n\u1ea3y sinh t\u1eeb t\u00e2m th\u1ee9c t\u1ef1 do, ph\u00e1 v\u1ee1 nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i b\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a suy t\u01b0\u1edfng ti\u1ec1m th\u1ee9c \u201cv\u01b0\u1ee3t m\u1ecdi bi\u00ean gi\u1edbi\u201d trong con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh, \u0111\u00e3 cho h\u1ecd ngu\u1ed3n l\u1ef1c qu\u00fd gi\u00e1 c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t con ng\u01b0\u1eddi s\u00e1ng t\u1ea1o? Gi\u1edbi v\u0103n h\u1ecdc, \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t T\u00e2y Ph\u01b0\u01a1ng, nhi\u1ec1u t\u00e1c gi\u1ea3 l\u1eebng danh v\u1ed1n l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh. Andr\u00e9 Gide cu\u1ed1i th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 XIX c\u1ee7a Ph\u00e1p, Allen Ginsberg cu\u1ed1i th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 XX c\u1ee7a M\u1ef9 .v.v\u2026 ch\u1eb3ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 hai t\u00ean tu\u1ed5i l\u1eebng l\u1eaby tr\u00ean kh\u1eafp \u0111\u1ecba c\u1ea7u sao?<\/p>\n

Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u d\u0129 nhi\u00ean l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t trong nh\u1eefng t\u00e0i danh khai ph\u00e1 c\u1ee7a n\u1ec1n Th\u01a1 Ti\u1ec1n Chi\u1ebfn Vi\u1ec7t Nam. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u c\u00f2n l\u00e0 nh\u00e0 th\u01a1 \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh c\u1ee7a thi ca Vi\u1ec7t Nam \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ghi nh\u1eadn. T\u00f4i n\u00f3i l\u00e0 \u201c\u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ghi nh\u1eadn\u201d, v\u00ec bi\u1ebft \u0111\u00e2u trong gi\u1edbi thi, v\u0103n s\u0129 Vi\u1ec7t Nam t\u1eeb th\u1eddi xa x\u01b0a, \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh. Nh\u01b0ng nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00e0y v\u00ec b\u1ed1i c\u1ea3nh x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i th\u1eddi \u0111\u00f3, v\u00ec nh\u1eefng quan ni\u1ec7m, l\u1ec1 th\u00f3i \u0111\u1ea1o \u0111\u1ee9c phong ki\u1ebfn v\u00e0 th\u00e0nh ki\u1ebfn, n\u00ean \u0111\u00e3 su\u1ed1t \u0111\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0nh gi\u1ea5u di\u1ebfm, n\u00e9n \u0111\u00e8 \u0111i c\u00e1i con ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh m\u00ecnh!<\/p>\n

T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, t\u00e1c gi\u1ea3 C\u00e1t B\u1ee5i Ch\u00e2n Ai, cu\u1ed1n h\u1ed3i k\u00fd do nh\u00e0 Thanh V\u0103n Paris xu\u1ea5t b\u1ea3n v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u n\u01a1i trang b\u00eca cu\u1ed1i nh\u1eefng d\u00f2ng trang tr\u1ecdng nh\u01b0 sau:<\/p>\n

\u201cQuy\u1ec3n s\u00e1ch kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 t\u1ecf l\u1ed9 m\u1ed9t l\u1eddi b\u00e0o ch\u1eefa hay k\u1ebft t\u1ed9i n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi c\u00e1i ch\u1ebf \u0111\u1ed9 m\u00e0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i ph\u1ee5c v\u1ee5 n\u1eeda th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 r\u00f2ng r\u00e3. Ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng c\u1ea3m ngh\u0129, nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u m\u1eaft th\u1ea5y tai nghe. Ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi thu\u1eadt l\u1ea1i kh\u00f4ng h\u01a1n kh\u00f4ng k\u00e9m, kh\u00f4ng c\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111i\u1ec7u c\u0169ng nh\u01b0 bi th\u1ea3m h\u00f3a. C\u00e1i l\u1ed1i k\u1ec3 chuy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t b\u00e0 gi\u00e0 nh\u00e0 qu\u00ea, ng\u1ed3i b\u1ec7t xu\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5t, ngay l\u1ec1 \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng, ngay \u0111\u1ea7u ng\u00f5. C\u00e1i l\u1ed1i k\u1ec3 chuy\u1ec7n lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1ch l\u1ea5y g\u1ea5u qu\u1ea7n lau nh\u1eefng gi\u1ecdt m\u1ed3 h\u00f4i, c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 gi\u1ea5u trong nh\u1eefng gi\u1ecdt m\u1ed3 h\u00f4i n\u00e0y \u0111\u00f4i ba gi\u1ecdt l\u1ec7 m\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi nghe ph\u1ea3i tinh \u00fd m\u1edbi nh\u1eadn th\u1ea5y. Ch\u00ednh v\u00ec th\u1ebf m\u00e0 th\u00e1i \u0111\u1ed9 ch\u00ednh tr\u1ecb m\u1edbi m\u1ea1nh l\u00e0m sao. N\u00f3 l\u00e0m nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi nghe ph\u1ea3i \u0111au bu\u1ed3n qu\u1eb1n qu\u1ea1i cho s\u1ef1 th\u1eadt. M\u1ed9t ch\u1ebf \u0111\u1ed9 th\u1ea3n nhi\u00ean ch\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea1p l\u00ean t\u1ea5m l\u00f2ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ecdi con ng\u01b0\u1eddi, ch\u1ebf \u0111\u1ed9 \u0111\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o t\u1ed3n t\u1ea1i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. M\u1ed9t ch\u1ebf \u0111\u1ed9 d\u1ef1a v\u00e0o s\u1ef1 d\u1ed1i tr\u00e1 v\u00e0 b\u1ea1o l\u1ef1c cho d\u00f9 c\u00f3 kh\u1ed1ng ch\u1ebf \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i, th\u00ec c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 kh\u1ed1ng ch\u1ebf \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi kho\u1ea3ng n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3. Khi m\u1ecdi con ng\u01b0\u1eddi trong x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i \u0111\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n s\u1ee3 h\u00e3i, khi m\u00e0 nh\u1eefng nh\u00e0 v\u0103n \u0111\u00e3 bi\u1ebft kh\u00e1t khao s\u1ef1 th\u1eadt, khi m\u00e0 nh\u1eefng c\u00f4ng th\u1ea7n \u0111\u00e3 ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ed5i gi\u1ecdng th\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 gi\u1edd c\u00e1o chung c\u1ee7a ch\u1ebf \u0111\u1ed9\u201d.
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, C\u00e1t B\u1ee5i Ch\u00e2n Ai, trang b\u00eca sau)<\/p>\n

Tuy nhi\u00ean, trong b\u00e0i vi\u1ebft n\u00e0y t\u00f4i s\u1ebd ch\u1ec9 n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 chuy\u1ec7n \u201cT\u00ecnh Trai\u201d c\u1ee7a Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u v\u1edbi T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i trong C\u00e1t B\u1ee5i Ch\u00e2n Ai, qua ch\u00ednh l\u1eddi k\u1ec3 c\u1ee7a T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch h\u1ebft s\u1ee9c n\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n v\u00e0 c\u1ea3m \u0111\u1ed9ng.<\/p>\n

Chuy\u1ec7n t\u00ecnh gi\u1eefa Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u v\u00e0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, th\u1ef1c ra, t\u1eeb bao l\u00e2u \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u l\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3n v\u00e0 nghi v\u1ea5n. L\u1ea7n n\u00e0y, khi vi\u1ebft h\u1ed3i k\u00fd v\u1ec1 \u0111\u1eddi m\u00ecnh, T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i \u0111\u00e3 ngang nhi\u00ean k\u1ec3 l\u1ea1i m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh \u0111\u00f3. M\u1ed9t h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ed9ng v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng ch\u00e2n th\u1eadt \u0111\u1ea7y t\u00ednh \u201cc\u00e1ch m\u1ea1ng\u201d v\u1edbi x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i Vi\u1ec7t Nam h\u00e3y c\u00f2n r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u nh\u1eefng th\u00e0nh ki\u1ebfn; m\u1ed9t th\u00e1i \u0111\u1ed9 can \u0111\u1ea3m d\u1ee9t kho\u00e1t \u0111\u1ec3 n\u00f3i v\u1edbi \u0110\u1ea3ng v\u00e0 Nh\u00e0 N\u01b0\u1edbc Vi\u1ec7t C\u1ed9ng v\u1ec1 hai ch\u1eef T\u1ef1 Do.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i ghi:<\/p>\n

\u201cR\u1eddi th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1, l\u00ean \u0111\u1ebfn Y\u00ean D\u00e3 \u0111\u00e3 u t\u1ef3 l\u1eafm r\u1ed3i. T\u00f4i quen Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u tr\u01b0\u1edbc n\u0103m 1945. T\u00f4i c\u0169ng l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u r\u1ee7 \u0111i nghe v\u00e0 c\u1ed5 v\u0169 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean di\u1ec5n thuy\u1ebft \u0111\u1ec1 t\u00e0i Thanh Ni\u00ean V\u1edbi Qu\u1ed1c V\u0103n \u1edf gi\u1ea3ng \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng tr\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ea1i h\u1ecdc H\u00e0 N\u1ed9i. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u00f3i \u201cHo\u00e0i \u01a1i \u0111i \u1ee7ng h\u1ed9 Di\u1ec7u\u201d. Anh Hi\u1ebfn sinh vi\u00ean m\u1eb7t t\u00e1i xanh nh\u00fat nh\u00e1t ra gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u lung tung. Kh\u00f4ng sao, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u \u00e1o Tu\u00fdt so l\u1ee5a m\u1ee1 g\u00e0, c\u00e0 v\u1ea1t l\u1ea5m t\u1ea5m v\u00e0ng s\u1eabm, l\u00e0n t\u00f3c r\u1eadm \u0111en lo\u0103n xo\u0103n tr\u00ean \u0111\u00e0i tr\u00e1n \u0111\u00e3 thu h\u00fat ng\u01b0\u1eddi nghe v\u00e0o ngay c\u00e2u chuy\u1ec7n. \u0110\u1ed9t nhi\u00ean, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u00f3i nh\u1ecbu ch\u1eef \u201ct\u00e2m h\u1ed3n\u201d \u2013 nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t b\u00e0 gi\u00e0 trong l\u00e0ng b\u00e1n b\u00e1nh \u0111\u00fac c\u00f3 t\u1eadt n\u00f3i nh\u1ecbu nh\u1ea3m. Nh\u01b0ng Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u v\u1eabn ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c sang s\u1ea3ng h\u00f9ng bi\u1ec7n, kh\u00f4ng ai k\u1ecbp s\u1eedng s\u1ed1t.<\/p>\n

Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u v\u00e0 Huy C\u1eadn l\u00ean Ngh\u0129a \u0110\u00f4, \u1edf ch\u01a1i c\u1ea3 bu\u1ed5i v\u00e0 \u0103n c\u01a1m. D\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng, \u00e2u y\u1ebfm, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u c\u1ea7m c\u1ed5 tay t\u00f4i, n\u1eafm ch\u1eb7t r\u1ed3i vu\u1ed1t l\u00ean vu\u1ed1t xu\u1ed1ng.B\u1ed1n m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn nhau \u0111\u1eafm \u0111u\u1ed1i. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u g\u1eafp th\u1ee9c \u0103n cho t\u00f4i. C\u1eed ch\u1ec9 th\u00e2n thi\u1ebft qu\u00e1, h\u01a1i l\u1ea1 v\u1edbi t\u00f4i, nh\u01b0ng m\u00e0 t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m \u0111\u1ed9ng. T\u00f4i s\u01b0\u1edbng m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn t\u1eadp Th\u01a1 Th\u01a1 kh\u1ed5 r\u1ed9ng nh\u00e0 in Trung B\u1eafc ph\u1ed1 h\u00e0ng Bu\u1ed3m. Hai ch\u1eef Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u00e9t ch\u00ec s\u1eafc g\u1ee3n, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i ch\u1eef g\u1ed7 gi\u1eb9p \u0111\u00e9t.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, C\u00e1t B\u1ee5i Ch\u00e2n Ai, Thanh V\u0103n (kh\u00f4ng th\u1ea5y ghi n\u0103m xb), trang 188 & 189)<\/p>\n

\u0110i\u1ec1u tr\u01b0\u1edbc h\u1ebft ph\u1ea3i n\u00ean ghi nh\u1eadn, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u qu\u1ea3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi m\u00ea \u0111\u1eafm v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ecfm d\u00e1ng! Nh\u1eefng \u0111\u1eb7c t\u00ednh r\u00f5 n\u00e9t c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh. \u00c1o Tu\u00fdt so l\u1ee5a m\u1ee1 g\u00e0, c\u00e0 v\u1ea1t l\u1ea5m t\u1ea5m v\u00e0ng s\u1eabm\u2026 Xem ra, n\u00e9t \u0103n m\u1eb7c c\u1ee7a Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u t\u1eeb h\u01a1n n\u1eeda th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 tr\u01b0\u1edbc, so v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng tay \u0111\u1ecfm d\u00e1ng hi\u1ec7n \u0111\u1ea1i ch\u1ea3 c\u00f3 g\u00ec thua s\u00fat l\u1ea1c \u0111i\u1ec7u. \u201cHo\u00e0i \u0111i \u1ee7ng h\u1ed9 Di\u1ec7u\u201d. C\u00e2u n\u00f3i nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng, m\u1ecfng manh \u0111\u1ea7y n\u1eef t\u00ednh nh\u01b0ng quy\u1ebft li\u1ec7t. V\u00e0 hai ch\u1eef \u201ct\u00e2m h\u1ed3n\u201d n\u00f3i nh\u1ecbu. T\u1ea1i sao? N\u00f3i nh\u1ecbu nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t b\u00e0 gi\u00e0 b\u00e1n b\u00e1nh \u0111\u00fac trong l\u00e0ng c\u00f3 t\u1eadt n\u00f3i nh\u1ecbu nh\u1ea3m! \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i \u00e1m \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t, hay l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 th\u1ec3 ph\u1ea3n \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t n\u1ed7i cu\u1ed3ng si?<\/p>\n

Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u c\u1ea7m tay T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i v\u00e0 \u00e2u y\u1ebfm vu\u1ed1t l\u00ean, vu\u1ed1t xu\u1ed1ng. Nh\u01b0ng l\u00e0 \u201cb\u1ed1n m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn nhau \u0111\u1eafm \u0111u\u1ed1i\u201d. C\u00f3 ngh\u0129a, T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1eafm \u0111u\u1ed1i nh\u00ecn v\u00e0o m\u1eaft Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u. C\u00e1i \u0111\u1eafm \u0111u\u1ed1i m\u00e0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i ch\u1eb3ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o hi\u1ec3u nh\u01b0ng n\u00f3 c\u00f3 l\u00e0m T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i c\u1ea3m \u0111\u1ed9ng v\u00e0 rung \u0111\u1ed9ng!<\/p>\n

T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i k\u1ec3 ti\u1ebfp. R\u00e0nh m\u1ea1ch, r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t tr\u00ed nh\u1edb xanh t\u01b0\u01a1i:<\/p>\n

\u201cTh\u1ec9nh tho\u1ea3ng, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u l\u1ea1i l\u00ean nh\u00e0 t\u00f4i. V\u1eabn n\u1eafm tay c\u1ea3 bu\u1ed5i, nh\u00ecn tha thi\u1ebft. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u y\u00eau t\u00f4i. Nh\u1edb nh\u1eefng t\u00ecnh y\u00eau con trai v\u1edbi nhau, \u1edf trong l\u00e0ng v\u00e0 \u1edf l\u1edbp, khi m\u1edbi l\u1edbn. H\u1ecdc l\u1edbp nh\u1ea5t tr\u01b0\u1eddng Y\u00ean Ph\u1ee5, n\u00f3i v\u1ee1 ti\u1ebfng \u1ed3 \u1ed3 m\u1eb7t s\u00f9i tr\u1ee9ng c\u00e1, ch\u00fang n\u00f3 c\u1ee9 b\u1ea3o t\u00f4i l\u00e0 con g\u00e1i. Nhi\u1ec1u th\u1eb1ng c\u1eb7p \u0111\u00f4i v\u1edbi t\u00f4i, \u0111\u00f2i l\u00e0m v\u1ee3 ch\u1ed3ng. C\u00f3 h\u00f4m ch\u00fang n\u00f3 tranh v\u1ee3 \u0111\u00e1nh nhau lung tung. C\u00f3 \u0111\u1ee9a x\u00f4 v\u00e0o \u00f4m ch\u1eb7t, s\u1edd so\u1ea1ng to\u1ea1c c\u1ea3 \u0111\u0169ng qu\u1ea7n t\u00f4i. Nhi\u1ec1u h\u00f4m \u0111i h\u1ecdc kh\u00f4ng d\u00e1m \u0111\u1ebfn s\u00e2n tr\u01b0\u1eddng s\u1edbm. Ph\u1ea3i l\u1ea9n v\u00e0o trong ng\u00f5 Tr\u00fac L\u1ea1c, nghe tr\u1ed1ng m\u1edbi ch\u1ea1y \u00f9 \u0111\u1ebfn s\u1eafp h\u00e0ng v\u00e0o l\u1edbp.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 189)<\/p>\n

T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i h\u00f4m nay \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t \u00f4ng gi\u00e0. Nh\u01b0ng \u00f4ng gi\u00e0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i v\u1eabn ch\u01b0a hi\u1ec3u l\u1eafm v\u1ec1 s\u1ef1 kh\u00e1c bi\u1ec7t gi\u1eefa \u201cT\u00ecnh Trai\u201d v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ngh\u1ecbch ph\u00e1 c\u1ee7a tu\u1ed5i h\u1ecdc tr\u00f2 con n\u00edt. Ch\u1eafc r\u1eb1ng T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i l\u00fac b\u00e9 \u1ebbo l\u1ea3 v\u00e0 gi\u1ed1ng con g\u00e1i. Cho n\u00ean l\u0169 b\u1ea1n ti\u1ec3u h\u1ecdc m\u1edbi d\u1ee1 nh\u1eefng tr\u00f2 ch\u01a1i tinh qu\u00e1i \u0111\u00f3. Nh\u01b0ng v\u1edbi Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u th\u00ec kh\u00e1c! \u0110\u00fang nh\u01b0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i \u0111\u00e3 x\u00e1c \u0111\u1ecbnh: Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u y\u00eau T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i. T\u00ecnh y\u00eau th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 c\u1ee7a tu\u1ed5i thanh ni\u00ean tr\u01b0\u1edfng th\u00e0nh. T\u00ecnh trai, tuy l\u00e0 \u201ct\u00ecnh trai\u201d, ai c\u1ea5m giai \u0111o\u1ea1n m\u1edf \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1eabn khai m\u00e0o b\u1eb1ng nh\u1eefng g\u00ec \u0111\u1eb1m th\u1eafm, th\u01a1 m\u1ed9ng. Tay c\u1ea7m tay. M\u1eaft nh\u00ecn m\u1eaft. \u2026 \u0110\u1eafm \u0111u\u1ed1i. N\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n\u2026<\/p>\n

Nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh c\u1ee7a Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u v\u1edbi T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 th\u1ebf. Kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 tay c\u1ea7m tay, m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn m\u1eaft. T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i l\u00e0m t\u00f4i ng\u1ea1c nhi\u00ean \u1edf \u0111o\u1ea1n t\u00f4i s\u1eafp tr\u00edch d\u1eabn d\u01b0\u1edbi \u0111\u00e2y, khi h\u1ecd T\u00f4 k\u1ec3 l\u1ea1i, mi\u00eau t\u1ea3 l\u1ea1i b\u1eb1ng gi\u1ecdng v\u0103n t\u00e0i t\u00ecnh c\u00f3 tay ngh\u1ec1 c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng:<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u1edbi x\u1ebf chi\u1ec1u \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1eadp t\u1ed1i, ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f2n ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00f2 ch\u00e2n ra \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng x\u00f3m \u0111\u00e1 t\u1ea3ng l\u1ea7y l\u1ed9i. C\u01a1m xong, nh\u00e0 \u0103n \u0111\u00f3ng c\u1eeda, m\u00e1i r\u1ea1 l\u1eabn v\u00e0o s\u01b0\u1eddn \u0111\u1ed3i ch\u01a1 v\u01a1. M\u1ea5y c\u1eadu v\u0103n ph\u00f2ng \u1edf m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh, xong b\u1eefa l\u1ea1i qu\u1eb3ng b\u00e1t \u0111\u0169a nay, v\u00e0o ch\u01a1i ng\u1ee7 lu\u00f4n t\u1ea1i c\u00e1c nh\u00e0 trong x\u00f3m. C\u00f3 c\u1eadu vi\u1ec7c g\u1ea5p, \u0111\u00e1nh m\u00e1y \u0111\u00eam xong r\u1ed3i c\u0169ng chu\u1ed3n m\u1ea5t. D\u1eaby bu\u1ed3ng \u1edf t\u1eadp th\u1ec3 kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u00e8n \u0111\u00f3m, t\u1ed1i thui. Kh\u00f4ng nghe ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi tr\u1edf m\u00ecnh, gi\u00e1t gi\u01b0\u1eddng kh\u00f4ng ken k\u00e9t. Im nh\u01b0 \u0111\u1ea5t hoang. Nh\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u1edf ngo\u00e0i ven ng\u00f5 gi\u1eefa \u0111\u1ed3ng. R\u01b0\u1ee3u khuya, \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng m\u01b0a l\u1ed9i t\u00f4i ng\u1ee7 l\u1ea1i.
Ch\u00fang n\u00f3 s\u1ee3, \u0111i b\u1ecf tr\u1ed1ng c\u1ea3 c\u01a1 quan. C\u1ea3 d\u1ea1o m\u01b0a gi\u00f3, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u \u1edf l\u1ea1i u t\u1ef3 qu\u1ed1c kh\u00f4ng ra ngo\u00e0i. Gi\u1ecdt gianh l\u00e1ch t\u00e1ch m\u00e1i n\u1ee9a g\u1ecdi v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam ma qu\u00e1i, r\u00f9ng r\u1ee3n, say \u0111\u1eafm. B\u00e0n tay ma \u1edf \u0111\u00e2u r\u1eddn v\u00e0o. Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i. Tay ng\u01b0\u1eddi, b\u00e0n tay ng\u01b0\u1eddi nay \u0111\u1eb7n, \u1ea5m \u1ea5m. Hai b\u00e0n tay m\u1ec1m m\u1ea1i xoa l\u00ean m\u1eb7t l\u00ean c\u1ed5 r\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng d\u1ea7n xu\u1ed1ng d\u1ea7n kh\u1eafp m\u00ecnh tr\u1ea7n tru\u1ed3ng trong m\u1ea3nh ch\u0103n d\u1ea1. B\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i b\u1eadp b\u00f9ng l\u00ean nh\u01b0 ng\u1ecdn l\u1eeda \u0111en kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 \u00e1nh, c\u00e1i l\u1ea1nh \u0111\u00eam m\u01b0a r\u1eebng \u1ea5m d\u1ea7n l\u00ean. Ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f2n bi\u1ebft \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng \u1edf \u0111\u00e2u, m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 ai, hai c\u01a1 th\u1ec3 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi qu\u1eb1n qu\u1ea1i, qu\u1ea5n quit, c\u00e1nh tay, c\u1eb7p \u0111\u00f9i thong ch\u00e3o tr\u00f3i l\u1ea1i, th\u00edt l\u1ea1i, gi\u1eb1ng ra. Ni\u1ec1m hoan l\u1ea1c trong t\u00f4i v\u1ee1 ra, d\u1eef d\u1ed9i gi\u1eb1ng ng\u1eeda c\u00e1i x\u00e1c th\u1ecbt kia."
(T\u00f4 H\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 190 & 191)<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y nh\u01b0 tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft c\u00e1i \u0111\u00ecu hiu hoang s\u01a1 tr\u00ean tri\u1ec1n Tam \u0110\u1ea3o. V\u00e0 nh\u1eefng cu\u1ed3ng m\u00ea x\u00e1c th\u1ecbt gi\u1eefa m\u01b0a gi\u00f3, b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng kho\u1ea3ng tr\u1ed1ng v\u1eafng tr\u01a1 l\u1ea1nh gi\u1eefa n\u00fai r\u1eebng Y\u00ean D\u00e3. Bao v\u00f2 r\u01b0\u1ee3u n\u1ebfp c\u1ee7a ki\u1ebfn tr\u00fac s\u01b0 V\u00f5 \u0110\u1ee9c Di\u00ean h\u1eb3n nhi\u00ean s\u1ebd nung n\u1ea5u d\u00f2ng m\u00e1u n\u00f3ng c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng ch\u00e0ng thanh ni\u00ean nh\u01b0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u. V\u00e0 th\u1ebf l\u00e0 c\u01a1n \u0111\u1ed3ng thi\u1ebfp \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u1ecdi l\u00ean. Ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 \u1edf m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi. B\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u \u1edf m\u1ed9t Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u thi s\u0129 T\u00ecnh Trai. T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i l\u00e0 k\u1ebb b\u1ecb cu\u1ed1n v\u00e0o c\u01a1n s\u00f3ng d\u1eadp d\u1eddn \u0111\u00f3. B\u1eb1ng v\u00f4 th\u1ee9c. Kh\u00f4ng suy ngh\u0129 suy lu\u1eadn ph\u00e2n t\u00edch g\u00ec h\u1ebft. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y r\u00f5 \u1edf nh\u1eefng d\u00f2ng ch\u1eef k\u1ec3 l\u1ea1i c\u1ee7a T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i m\u1ed9t \u00fd th\u1ee9c r\u1ea5t t\u1ec9nh t\u00e1o. V\u00e0 nh\u1ea5t l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng ch\u00fat m\u1eb7c c\u1ea3m hay v\u00f2 x\u00e9 (c\u1ea7n thi\u1ebft) theo th\u00f3i th\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 g\u1ecdi l\u00e0 Truy\u1ec1n Th\u1ed1ng Vi\u1ec7t Nam hay Lu\u00e2n Th\u01b0\u1eddng \u0110\u1ea1o L\u00fd ki\u1ec3u \u00e1o d\u00e0i kh\u0103n \u0111\u00f3ng!<\/p>\n

T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c t\u1ec9 m\u1ec9, r\u1ea5t v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng d\u00f2ng k\u1ec3 ti\u1ebfp theo:<\/p>\n

\u201cR\u1ed3i nh\u01b0 chi\u00eam bao, t\u00f4i ng\u00e3 ra, th\u1ed1ng kho\u00e1i. Im l\u1eb7ng. Nghe m\u01b0a r\u01a1i xu\u1ed1ng t\u00e0u l\u00e1 chu\u1ed1i trong \u0111\u00eam v\u00e0 c\u00e1i m\u1ec7t d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng trong m\u00ecnh. Gi\u1eefa l\u00fac \u1ea5y, hai b\u00e0n tay m\u1ec1m nh\u01b0 l\u1ee5a l\u1ea1i vu\u1ed1t l\u00ean m\u1eb7t. L\u00e0n m\u00f4i v\u00e0 h\u01a1i th\u1edf n\u00f3ng nh\u01b0 than b\u00f2 v\u00e0o m\u1eaft, xu\u1ed1ng v\u00fa, xu\u1ed1ng roan, xu\u1ed1ng b\u1eb9n\u2026 C\u01a1n s\u01b0\u1edbng l\u1ea1i c\u1ed3n l\u00ean cho \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac ng\u00e3 c\u1ea3 ra, r\u00fac v\u00e0o nhau. R\u1ed3i b\u00e0n tay d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng l\u1ea1i vu\u1ed1t l\u00ean m\u1eb7t. L\u1ea7n n\u00e0y th\u00ec t\u00f4i l\u1eef l\u1ea3, t\u00f4i ngu\u00f4i ra r\u00ean \u01b0 \u1eed, nh\u01b0 con \u0111i\u1ebfm m\u00ea t\u01a1i kh\u00f4ng nh\u1edb n\u1ed5i ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u1ee9 m\u1ea5y, th\u1ee9 m\u1ea5y n\u1eefa.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 191)<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ecdc H\u1ed3 Tr\u01b0\u1eddng An, Ng\u00f4 Nguy\u00ean D\u0169ng, Ho\u00e0ng Mai \u0110\u1ea1t, v.v\u2026 vi\u1ebft v\u1ec1 \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh. T\u1ed9i c\u0169ng t\u1eebng \u0111\u1ecdc v\u00e0i nh\u00e0 v\u0103n n\u1eef Vi\u1ec7t Nam \u1edf h\u1ea3i ngo\u1ea1i vi\u1ebft v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh, nh\u1eefng c\u01a1n \u00e1i \u00e2n \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh. Theo t\u00f4i, ch\u01b0a c\u00f3 ai xu\u1ea5t s\u1eafc nh\u01b0 \u00d4ng Gi\u00e0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i khi vi\u1ebft l\u1ea1i m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh trai c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng v\u00e0 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u.
T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i t\u00e1o b\u1ea1o m\u00e0 v\u1eabn n\u00ean th\u01a1. Bu\u00f4ng th\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch t\u1eadn c\u00f9ng nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u1ed3ng l\u00fac l\u1ea1i v\u1eabn nh\u01b0 e d\u00e8 mu\u1ed1n n\u00edu l\u1ea1i h\u1ebft. N\u00edu l\u1ea1i m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 r\u1ea5t m\u01a1 h\u1ed3 ngay ch\u00ednh h\u1ecd T\u00f4 ch\u1eb3ng h\u1ec1 bi\u1ebft hi\u1ec3u, ch\u1eb3ng h\u1ec1 ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c:<\/p>\n

\u201cTr\u1eddi r\u1ea1ng s\u00e1ng. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 m\u00e0n m\u00ecnh l\u00fac n\u00e0o kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft. T\u00f4i he h\u00e9 m\u1eaft nh\u1edb l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng h\u1ee9ng th\u00fa kh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp. Nh\u1eefng c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c n\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n k\u00edch th\u00edch trong b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i \u0111\u00e3 tr\u01a1 ra khi s\u00e1ng b\u1ea1ch. T\u00f4i ch\u1ea1y xu\u1ed1ng c\u00e1nh \u0111\u1ed3ng gi\u1eefa m\u01b0a.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 191)<\/p>\n

Nh\u1eefng n\u00edu l\u1ea1i v\u00f4 \u00edch v\u00f4 th\u1ee9c. Nh\u1eefng h\u1ee9ng th\u00fa qu\u1ea3 t\u00ecnh kh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp! Nh\u01b0ng v\u1eabn l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng h\u1ee9ng th\u00fa k\u1ef3 b\u00ed \u201cn\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n k\u00edch th\u00edch\u201d. Trong b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i.
B\u1edfi \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng b\u1ea1ch b\u00ecnh minh ban ng\u00e0y s\u1ebd l\u00e0m tan r\u00e3 h\u1ebft. S\u1ebd l\u00e0m \u201cl\u1ea1nh\u201d \u0111i nh\u1eefng \u201cn\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n k\u00edch th\u00edch\u201d trong \u0111\u00eam m\u01b0a gi\u00f3 gi\u1eefa n\u00fai r\u1eebng.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i ch\u1ea1y tr\u1ed1n nh\u1eefng \u201ckh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp\u201d c\u1ee7a c\u01a1n h\u1ee9ng th\u00fa. Trong c\u00e1i kh\u1ef1ng l\u1ea1i e d\u00e8 (t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ea5y n\u00f3i ch\u00fat g\u00ec \u0111\u1ebfn ni\u1ec1m s\u1ee3 h\u00e3i hay \u00e2n h\u1eadn!), v\u1eabn c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t s\u1ef1 \u201ctu\u00f4n ch\u1ea1y b\u0103ng b\u0103ng\u201d v\u00e0o \u201cch\u1ed1n \u0111\u00f3\u201d. D\u00f9 c\u00e1i \u201cn\u01a1i ch\u1ed1n \u0111\u00f3\u201d c\u00f3 l\u00e0 thi\u00ean \u0111\u00e0ng hay \u0111\u1ecba ng\u1ee5c. Xin nghe T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i k\u1ec3 ti\u1ebfp:<\/p>\n

\u201cNh\u01b0ng \u0111\u00eam mai l\u1ea1i v\u00e0o cu\u1ed9c d\u1eef d\u1ed9i. Trong \u0111\u00eam qu\u00e1i qu\u1ec9 l\u1ea1i th\u1ea5y m\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i m\u00ecnh m\u1ecdi khi, c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft r\u1ed3i tr\u1eddi l\u1ea1i s\u00e1ng. Cho \u0111\u1ebfn khi th\u1eadt th\u1ea5y r\u1ea1ng s\u00e1ng m\u1edbi r\u1eddn r\u1ee3n.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 191)<\/p>\n

Ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 r\u1eddn r\u1ee3n khi \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng m\u1eb7t tr\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 v\u1edbi kh\u00f4ng gian. R\u1eddn r\u1ee3n nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea3n \u1ee9ng thi\u00ean nhi\u00ean t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean kh\u00f4ng l\u00fd gi\u1ea3i. Do \u0111\u00f3, khi \u0111\u00eam v\u1ec1, T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 \u00fd ni\u1ec7m, kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 r\u1ed3i tr\u1eddi s\u1ebd l\u1ea1i s\u00e1ng!<\/p>\n

Nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed9t m\u1ed1i, hay nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh trai trong th\u1eddi \u201ckh\u00e1ng chi\u1ebfn\u201d nh\u01b0 v\u1eady l\u00e0m sao qua m\u1eaft n\u1ed5i \u201cc\u01a1 quan\u201d! V\u00e0 h\u1eadu qu\u1ea3 c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng c\u01a1n \u201ch\u1ee9ng th\u00fa kh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp\u201d l\u00e0 \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng. L\u00e0 ph\u1ea3i ph\u00f4 b\u00e0y, t\u1ef1 th\u00fa. L\u00e0 ph\u1ea3i l\u00f4i t\u1eeb \u0111\u00eam th\u1eb3m, t\u1eeb gi\u00f3 m\u01b0a c\u1ee7a r\u1eebng n\u00fai ra nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi b\u1ed9c b\u1ea1ch. Ph\u1ea3i mang b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i ra tr\u00ecnh di\u1ec7n tr\u01b0\u1edbc \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng.
\u201cM\u1ecdi c\u00f4ng vi\u1ec7c c\u01a1 quan l\u1eb7ng l\u1ebd, nh\u01b0ng c\u1ee9 t\u1ed1i \u0111\u1ebfn th\u00ec nh\u00e1o l\u00ean, nh\u00e1o l\u00ean m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch \u00e2m th\u1ea7m. C\u00e1c ch\u00e0ng trai tr\u1ebb v\u00e0o ng\u1ee7 lang trong x\u00f3m. Th\u1eb1ng \u0110\u1ea1i tr\u1eafng tr\u1ebbo, m\u0169m m\u0129m th\u00ec bi\u1ebfn l\u00e0 ph\u1ea3i. Nh\u01b0ng c\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1eb1ng Nghi\u00eam B\u00ecnh cao to hi\u00ean ngang nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf, t\u1ed1i c\u0169ng l\u1eb3ng l\u1eb7ng v\u00e1c c\u00e1i ghi ta ra \u0111i. B\u1ed1n b\u00ean im nh\u01b0 t\u1edd. . . . .
. . . . chi\u1ebfc m\u00e0n m\u1ed9t tr\u01a1 tr\u1ecdi c\u1ee7a l\u00e3o Hi\u1ebfn, \u0111\u00f4i khi c\u1ea3 m\u00e0n c\u1ee7a Kim L\u00e2n, c\u1ee7a Nguy\u00ean H\u1ed3ng \u1edf B\u1eafc Giang sang, ng\u1ee7 t\u1ea1m nay. Ch\u1eb3ng bi\u1ebft \u0111\u00eam h\u00f4m c\u00f3 \u00f4ng k\u1ec5nh n\u00e0o b\u1ecb b\u00e0n tay nhung s\u1edd v\u00e0o roan kh\u00f4ng. Cu\u1ed9c ki\u1ec3m \u0111i\u1ec3m Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u k\u00e9o li\u1ec1n hai t\u1ed1i. H\u1ed3i \u1ea5y ch\u01b0a bi\u1ebft ph\u01b0\u01a1ng ph\u00e1p ch\u1ec9nh hu\u1ea5n, nh\u01b0ng h\u00e0ng ng\u00e0y ch\u00fang t\u00f4i l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c gi\u1edd gi\u1ea5c nghi\u00eam ng\u1eb7t, m\u1ed7i t\u1ed5 bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u tr\u01b0\u1edbc gi\u1edd t\u0103ng gia l\u1ea1i h\u1ed9i \u00fd r\u00fat kinh nghi\u1ec7m. C\u1ea3 c\u01a1 quan h\u1ecdp \u0111\u1ebfn khuya. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 \u00f4ng Phan Kh\u00f4i l\u00ean bu\u1ed3ng v\u1eabn m\u1eafc m\u00e0n s\u1eb5n \u0111i ng\u1ee7 t\u1eeb ch\u1eadp t\u1ed1i, b\u1ecf ngo\u00e0i tai m\u1ecdi vi\u1ec7c.<\/p>\n

Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u ch\u1ec9 ng\u1ed3i kh\u00f3c, ch\u1eb3ng bi\u1ebft Nam Cao, Nguy\u1ec5n Huy T\u01b0\u1edfng, Tr\u1ecdng H\u1ee9a, Nguy\u1ec5n V\u0103n M\u00e3i, c\u1ea3 l\u00e3o Hi\u1ebfn, th\u1eb1ng Nghi\u00eam B\u00ecnh, th\u1eb1ng \u0110\u1ea1i v\u00e0 m\u1ea5y th\u1eb1ng n\u1eefa, c\u00f3 ai ng\u1ee7 v\u1edbi Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u kh\u00f4ng, nh\u01b0ng c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng ai n\u00f3i ra. T\u00f4i c\u0169ng c\u00e2m nh\u01b0 h\u1ebfn. L\u00fac r\u1ed3 l\u00ean, trong \u0111\u00eam t\u1ed1i quy\u1ebfn r\u0169, ch\u00ednh m\u00ecnh c\u0169ng \u0111i\u00ean kia m\u00e0. Kh\u00f4ng n\u00f3i c\u1ee5 th\u1ec3 vi\u1ec7c \u1ea5y, nh\u01b0ng ai c\u0169ng to ti\u1ebfng gay g\u1eaft \u201ct\u01b0 t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0 s\u1ea3n, ph\u1ea3i ch\u1eeba \u0111i\u201d. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u1ee9c n\u1edf \u201ct\u00ecnh trai c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i\u2026 t\u00ecnh trai\u2026\u201d r\u1ed3i ngh\u1eb9n l\u1eddi, n\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft l\u1ea1i \u1ee9a ra.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 193)<\/p>\n

H\u1eb3n l\u00e0 c\u00f2n may m\u1eafn, v\u00ec \u201ch\u1ed3i \u1ea5y ch\u01b0a bi\u1ebft ph\u01b0\u01a1ng ph\u00e1p ch\u1ec9nh hu\u1ea5n\u201d, n\u00ean Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u ch\u1ec9 b\u1ecb m\u1eafng m\u1ecf l\u00e0 \u201ct\u01b0 t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0 s\u1ea3n, ph\u1ea3i ch\u1eeba \u0111i\u201d. Ch\u1ec9 t\u1ed9i nghi\u1ec7p cho c\u00e1i g\u1ecdi l\u00e0 \u201ct\u01b0 s\u1ea3n\u201d! L\u00e0m nh\u01b0 ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u201ct\u01b0 s\u1ea3n\u201d m\u1edbi bi\u1ebft \u0111\u1ebfn \u201c\u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh luy\u1ebfn \u00e1i\u201d!<\/p>\n

Ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f3 \u0111\u1ea5u t\u1ed1, khai t\u1ed9i v\u00e0 ph\u1ec9 nh\u1ed5 ch\u1eedi b\u1edbi. Ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f3 n\u00e9m \u0111\u00e1 hay h\u00e0nh h\u1ea1 c\u1ee5 th\u1ec3 t\u1ee9c th\u00ec. Nh\u01b0ng sau \u0111\u00f3 \u00edt l\u00e2u, th\u00ec Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u b\u1ecb \u0111\u01b0a ra kh\u1ecfi ban th\u01b0\u1eddng v\u1ee5.
\u201cV\u00e0 c\u0169ng th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i n\u1ebfp k\u00e9o d\u00e0i, t\u1eeb \u0111\u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng ai nh\u1eafc nh\u1edf \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u1eefng vi\u1ec7c ch\u1ee7 ch\u1ed1t tr\u01b0\u1edbc kia Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u \u0111\u00e3 ph\u1ee5 tr\u00e1ch. B\u1ed7ng d\u01b0ng, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nhi\u1ec1u th\u1eddi gi\u1edd ch\u1ec9 chuy\u00ean \u0111i vi\u1ebft. M\u00e0 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u c\u0169ng nh\u01b0 xa l\u00e1nh m\u1ecdi c\u00f4ng t\u00e1c.\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 193)<\/p>\n

Xem ra, h\u00ecnh ph\u1ea1t nh\u01b0 v\u1eady \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng \u201ct\u1ed9i t\u00ecnh, b\u00ea b\u1ed1i\u201d m\u00e0 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m ra \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0 qu\u00e1 nh\u1eb9. \u0110\u1ea3ng Vi\u1ec7t C\u1ed9ng v\u00ec tr\u1ecdng t\u00e0i Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u00ean n\u01b0\u01a1ng tay? Hay v\u00ec l\u00e0 giai \u0111o\u1ea1n c\u1ea7n k\u1ebft n\u1ea1p, c\u1ea7n nh\u1eefng c\u00e1n b\u1ed9 ti\u1ebfng t\u0103m, c\u00f3 t\u00e0i, n\u00ean \u0110\u1ea3ng \u0111\u00e3 ng\u00f3 l\u01a1 ph\u1ea7n n\u00e0o cho Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u? T\u00f4i l\u1ea1i ngh\u0129 nh\u1eefng l\u00ed do v\u1eeba n\u00eau ra c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0 v\u00e0i ch\u1ee5c ph\u1ea7n tr\u0103m. Nh\u01b0ng nhi\u1ec1u ph\u1ea7n tr\u0103m ch\u00ednh y\u1ebfu l\u00e0 \u0110\u1ea3ng \u0111\u00e3 \u201cm\u1eafc c\u1ee1\u201d! \u0110\u1ea3ng ng\u01b0\u1ee3ng ng\u00f9ng ch\u1eb3ng bi\u1ebft\u2026 k\u1ebft t\u1ed9i ra l\u00e0m sao v\u1edbi tr\u01b0\u1eddng h\u1ee3p Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u.<\/p>\n

V\u00e0 nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u, theo nh\u01b0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i \u0111\u00e3 ghi, v\u1ed1n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u201c\u0111\u00e0o hoa\u201d v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh trai. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft chung th\u1ee7y. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u ch\u1ec9 bi\u1ebft m\u00ea \u0111\u1eafm. T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i h\u1ed3i \u1ee9c:<\/p>\n

\u201cT\u1eeb thu\u1edf tr\u1ebb, c\u00e1i b\u1eaft tay nh\u01b0 v\u1ed3 l\u1ea5y, tr\u00e1n \u0111\u1ee5ng v\u00e0o nhau, b\u1ed1n con m\u1eaft nghi\u00eang ng\u1ea3 vu\u1ed1t ve nhau. \u1ede \u0111\u00e2u Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e0o hoa nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh trai. Bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u trong kh\u00e1ng chi\u1ebfn, \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ebft lo \u0111\u00e1m m\u00e1y bay l\u00ean \u0111\u00e1nh bom, ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t ba l\u00f4 ngh\u1ec9 ch\u00e2n \u1edf \u1ea4m Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng xu\u1ed1ng s\u00f4ng t\u1eafm t\u00e1p xong l\u00ean d\u1ea1o ph\u1ed1. \u0110\u00eam nay th\u1ecb tr\u1ea5n m\u1eddi Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u00f3i chuy\u1ec7n th\u01a1. B\u1ecdn con trai choai choai kh\u00e1u kh\u1ec9nh x\u00fam x\u00edt quanh nh\u00e0 th\u01a1. Tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb, trai g\u00e1i th\u1ea5y nhau nh\u01b0 c\u00f3 \u0111i\u1ec7n, d\u00f9 \u0111i\u1ec7n y\u00eau hay \u0111i\u1ec7n gh\u00e9t, th\u00e1i \u0111\u1ed9 hi\u1ec7n ngay ra con m\u1eaft, n\u1ee5 c\u01b0\u1eddi, c\u00e1i b\u1ec9u m\u00f4i, d\u00e1ng x\u00f3c c\u1ed5 \u00e1o, b\u00e3i n\u01b0\u1edbc b\u1ecdt. \u0110\u1eb1ng n\u00e0y, con g\u00e1i \u0111i ngang m\u1eb7t d\u1eedng d\u01b0ng nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng, nh\u01b0ng con trai xo\u1eafn x\u00edt v\u00f2ng trong v\u00f2ng ngo\u00e0i. S\u00e1ng h\u00f4m sau c\u00f2n \u0111\u1ebfn ch\u01a1i. Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u n\u1eafm c\u1ed5 tay t\u1eebng \u0111\u1ee9a m\u00e2n m\u00ea nh\u01b0 ch\u1ecdn \u0111\u1eb5n m\u00eda, v\u00e0 nh\u00ecn d\u00f5i v\u00e0o m\u1eaft\u2026"
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 196)<\/p>\n

Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u qu\u1ea3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t tay \u0111\u00e0o hoa v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh trai. Qua ng\u00f2i b\u00fat T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, ch\u00fang ta th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh th\u1ea3n nhi\u00ean v\u00e0 ng\u00e2y th\u01a1 kh\u00f4ng m\u1eb7c c\u1ea3m. M\u1eb7c c\u1ea3m, m\u1ed9t tr\u1ea1ng th\u00e1i g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 (\u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng nhi\u00ean v\u00e0 th\u1eadm ch\u00ed c\u1ea7n thi\u1ebft) b\u1eaft bu\u1ed9c ph\u1ea3i c\u00f3 \u1edf nh\u1eefng con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh ch\u1eb3ng nh\u1eefng v\u00e0o th\u1eddi thi s\u0129 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u, m\u00e0 ngay c\u1ea3 \u1edf th\u1eddi nay t\u1ea1i Vi\u1ec7t Nam!<\/p>\n

V\u00e0 nh\u01b0 T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i \u0111\u00e3 k\u1ec3, Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u ch\u1eb3ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t tay chung t\u00ecnh. Tuy nhi\u00ean, \u0111\u1ec3 k\u1ebft lu\u1eadn v\u1ec1 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u, T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i vi\u1ebft:<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u1ed7i khi nh\u1edb, chuy\u1ec7n v\u1ec1 Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u bu\u1ed3n th\u01b0\u01a1ng, bu\u1ed3n c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e1ng y\u00eau, ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u00e1ng y\u00eau\u2026\u201d
(T\u00f4 Ho\u00e0i, s\u0111d, trang 193)<\/p>\n

\u0110\u1ec3 d\u1ee9t b\u00e0i n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i xin ch\u00e9p l\u1ea1i nay m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i th\u01a1 \u201cT\u00ecnh Trai\u201d c\u1ee7a Xu\u00e2n Di\u1ec7u, g\u1eedi m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00ednh tr\u1ebb r\u1eddi th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 v\u00e0o chi\u1ebfn tr\u01b0\u1eddng. B\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ecdc n\u1ebfu kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft tr\u01b0\u1edbc, ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn s\u1ebd nh\u1ea7m \u0111\u00e2y l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i th\u01a1 T\u00ecnh G\u00e1i, do m\u1ed9t ch\u00e0ng trai vi\u1ebft g\u1eedi cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi y\u00eau b\u00e9 nh\u1ecf c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh:<\/p>\n

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EM \u0110I
T\u1eb7ng Ho\u00e0ng C\u00e1t<\/p>\n

Em \u0111i, \u0111\u1ec3 t\u1ea5m l\u00f2ng son m\u00e3i
Nh\u01b0 \u00e1nh \u0111\u00e8n chong, nh\u01b0 ng\u00f4i sao
Em \u0111i, m\u1ed9t t\u1ea5m l\u00f2ng l\u01b0u l\u1ea1i
Anh nh\u1edb th\u01b0\u01a1ng em, l\u1ec7 mu\u1ed1n tr\u00e0o
\u00d4i C\u00e1t! H\u00f4m v\u1eeba ti\u1ec5n \u1edf ga
Ch\u01b0a chi ta \u0111\u00e3 ph\u1ea3i chia xa!
N\u1ee5 c\u01b0\u1eddi em n\u1edf, tay em v\u1eaby,
\u00d4i m\u1eb7t em th\u01b0\u01a1ng nh\u01b0 \u0111\u00f3a hoa
Em h\u1ee1i! \u0110\u01b0\u1eddng kia v\u01b0\u1edbng nh\u1eefng g\u00ec
M\u00e0 anh mang n\u1eb7ng b\u01b0\u1edbc em \u0111i!
Em \u01a1i, anh th\u1ea5y nh\u01b0 anh \u0111\u1ee9ng
\u00d4m m\u00e3i ch\u00e2n em ch\u1eb3ng ch\u1ecbu l\u00eca
Nh\u01b0ng b\u00f3ng em \u0111i \u0111\u00e3 khu\u1ea5t r\u1ed3i.
\u0110\u1ee9t l\u00eca kh\u00fac ru\u1ed9t c\u1ee7a anh th\u00f4i!
T\u00ecnh ta nh\u01b0 m\u1ed1i d\u00e2y mu\u00f4n d\u1eb7m
Bu\u1ed9c m\u00e3i \u0111\u00f4i ch\u00e2n, d\u1eabu c\u00e1ch v\u1eddi
Em h\u1eb9n sau \u0111\u00e2y s\u1ebd tr\u1edf v\u1ec1
S\u1ed1ng c\u00f9ng anh l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng say m\u00ea\u2026
\u00c1o ch\u0103n em g\u1eedi cho anh gi\u1eef,
Xin g\u1eedi c\u00f9ng em c\u1ea3 h\u1eb9n th\u1ec1!
M\u1ed9t t\u1ea5m l\u00f2ng em s\u00e2u bi\u1ebft bao
\u0110\u1ec3 anh th\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u00e3i, bi\u1ebft l\u00e0m sao!
Em \u0111i xa c\u00e1ch, em \u01a1i C\u00e1t
Em ch\u1edb bu\u1ed3n, nghe! Anh nh\u1edb y\u00eau\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

(\u0110\u00eam 11\/7\/1965 * 23 gi\u1edd 30)
Tr\u1ea7n Nghi Ho\u00e0ng<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Cu\u1ed1i th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 20, b\u01b0\u1edbc qua \u0111\u1ea7u th\u1ebf k\u1ef7 21, \u201c\u0111\u1ed3ng t\u00ednh luy\u1ebfn \u00e1i\u201d g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u201cb\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng h\u00f3a\u201d trong x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i con ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a nhi\u1ec1u v\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u00ean th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi. …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":682,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,30,31,138],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-977","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bien-khao","category-chuyen-de","category-gioi-tinh","category-tieu-luan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/977","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/682"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=977"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/977\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":56300,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/977\/revisions\/56300"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=977"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=977"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=977"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}