{"id":7994,"date":"2009-08-06T00:02:00","date_gmt":"2009-08-06T00:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/archives\/7994"},"modified":"2019-03-14T22:49:36","modified_gmt":"2019-03-14T22:49:36","slug":"moi-thu-deu-toa-khoi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/7994\/moi-thu-deu-toa-khoi","title":{"rendered":"M\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 \u0111\u1ec1u to\u1ea3 kh\u00f3i"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/damau.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/bientap\/mithutokhi_1784\/toakhoi1.jpg\" rel=\"lightbox[7994]\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px\" title=\"toakhoi1\" border=\"0\" alt=\"toakhoi1\" src=\"http:\/\/damau.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/bientap\/mithutokhi_1784\/toakhoi1_thumb.jpg\" width=\"644\" height=\"359\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p><i>Hello darkness, my old friend,      <br \/>I&#8217;ve come to talk with you again<\/i><\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00f4 g\u00e1i t\u00f4i \u0111ang l\u1ea7m l\u1ea1c, t\u00f4i kh\u1eb3ng \u0111\u1ecbnh m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch ch\u00ednh x\u00e1c v\u1edbi nh\u00ecn nh\u1eadn c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 c\u00f4 g\u00e1i \u1ea5y \u0111ang l\u1ea7m l\u1ea1c. \u0110\u1ed9t nhi\u00ean t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 sau m\u1ed9t kho\u1ea3ng d\u00e0i th\u1eddi gian g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i, ban \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 t\u1ea1i sao t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean c\u00f4 l\u1ea1i nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. Nh\u01b0ng ng\u1eabm l\u1ea1i th\u00ec \u0111\u00fang l\u00e0 ch\u1eb3ng \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 g\u1ecdi l\u00e0 t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i c\u1ea1nh nhau tr\u00f2 chuy\u1ec7n m\u1ed9t h\u1ed3i, r\u1ed3i im l\u1eb7ng, r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i \u0111\u00e3i b\u00f4i nhau b\u1eb1ng nh\u1eefng c\u00e2u b\u00e2ng qu\u01a1. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 h\u1ecfi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u1ea1i sao c\u00f4 l\u1ea1i nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf. C\u0169ng m\u1ea5y th\u00e1ng r\u1ed3i, t\u00f4i im l\u1eb7ng v\u00e0 c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y m\u00ecnh m\u1ea5t d\u1ea7n thi\u1ec7n c\u1ea3m v\u1edbi th\u1eddi gian. Xem n\u00e0o, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec c\u00f2n l\u1ea1i \u1edf m\u1ed9t con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eebng v\u00f4 t\u01b0 l\u1ef1 b\u00e2y gi\u1edd \u0111\u00e3 tr\u1edf n\u00ean th\u1ebf n\u00e0y sao?<\/p>\n<p>C\u00f4 h\u1ecfi chuy\u1ec7n t\u00f4i v\u1ec1 t\u00ecnh y\u00eau, t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft c\u00f4 ch\u1ec9 c\u1ea7n t\u00f4i tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi v\u1ec1 t\u00ecnh y\u00eau c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh c\u00f4. Nh\u01b0ng m\u00eanh mang qu\u00e1, t\u00f4i c\u00f3 bi\u1ebft g\u00ec \u0111\u00e2u, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng m\u1edb c\u1ea3m x\u00fac b\u00ean trong h\u1ea7u nh\u01b0 \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 b\u00f9a l\u00fa g\u00ec \u0111\u1ea5y \u0111\u00e1nh v\u00e0o \u0111\u00e2m ra \u00e1 kh\u1ea9u, ch\u00fang bay \u0111i h\u1ebft r\u1ed3i. T\u00f4i ch\u00e2m thu\u1ed1c h\u00fat, hai \u0111i\u1ebfu m\u1ed9t l\u00fac, m\u1ed9t cho t\u00f4i v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t cho c\u00f4, m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ebfu \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00f4i h\u00fat v\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ebfu kia \u0111\u1ec3 ng\u1eafm. C\u00f4 kh\u00e1c th\u1eadt, m\u00e1i t\u00f3c ng\u1eafn c\u1eaft s\u00e1t \u0111\u1ebfn \u00f3t v\u00e0 tr\u00f4ng c\u00f4 gi\u00e0 d\u1eb7n \u0111i r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u m\u1eb7c d\u00f9 t\u00f3c ng\u1eafn th\u01b0\u1eddng th\u00ec l\u00e0m cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta tr\u00f4ng s\u1ebd tr\u1ebb trung h\u01a1n. Gi\u00f3 th\u1ed5i qua v\u00e0 v\u00e0i s\u1ee3i t\u00f3c lo\u00e1ng l\u00ean trong \u00e1nh \u0111\u00e8n, ch\u00fang kh\u1ebd kh\u00e0ng dao \u0111\u1ed9ng, xung quanh th\u1eadt im. C\u00e1i ng\u1ed9t ng\u1ea1t kh\u00f3 ch\u1ecbu trong m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00eam b\u1ee9c b\u1ed1i. T\u00f4i s\u1ebd \u0111\u00e1nh ti\u1ebfng ti\u1ebfp \u01b0?<\/p>\n<p>Nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u1ec1 t\u00e0i mu\u00f4n thu\u1edf l\u00e0 \u0111\u00e2y: t\u00f4i s\u1ebd n\u00f3i g\u00ec? C\u00f4 b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u l\u1ea5y ng\u00f3n \u00fat c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh ch\u1ea5m v\u00e0o v\u0169ng n\u01b0\u1edbc loang ch\u1ea3y xu\u1ed1ng t\u1eeb c\u1ed1c v\u00e0 v\u1ebd nh\u1eefng h\u00ecnh th\u00f9 l\u00ean m\u1eb7t b\u00e0n, bi\u1ec3u hi\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a s\u1ef1 ch\u00e1n n\u1ea3n c\u1ee5c b\u1ed9. Ngay l\u00fac n\u00e0y, t\u1ea5t nhi\u00ean th\u00f4i.. \u0111\u1ec3 n\u00f3i m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 th\u00ec kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 qu\u00e1 kh\u00f3, nh\u1ea5t l\u00e0 khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 qu\u00e1 l\u00e2u ng\u00e0y m\u1edbi g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i. Nh\u01b0ng th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 \u0111\u00f3 ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u nh\u1ea1t nh\u1ebdo, v\u00f4 v\u1ecb v\u00e0 th\u1eadt \u0111\u00e1ng bu\u1ed3n c\u01b0\u1eddi n\u1ebfu m\u1ed9t l\u00fac n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 t\u00f4i nh\u00ecn nh\u1eadn l\u1ea1i cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1ed1i tho\u1ea1i n\u00e0y. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 \u0111i v\u00e0o v\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1, nh\u01b0 r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i n\u00f3i v\u1edbi c\u00f4 v\u1ec1 \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng ban ng\u00e0y v\u00e0 ban \u0111\u00eam &quot;c\u00f4 s\u1ebd v\u1eabn l\u00e0 c\u00f4 khi \u00e1nh n\u1eafng chi\u1ec1u v\u00e0o, c\u00f2n nh\u1eefng s\u1eafc \u0111\u00e8n &#8211; c\u00f4 th\u1ea5y ch\u1ee9? Ch\u00ednh n\u00f3 s\u1ebd nhu\u1ed9m c\u00f4 th\u00e0nh nh\u1eefng m\u00e0u m\u00e8 n\u00e0y n\u1ecd m\u00e0 ch\u00ednh r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0\u1ee3ng ra \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c khi chi\u1ec1u nay c\u00f4 c\u00f2n ng\u1eafm nh\u00ecn m\u00ecnh qua g\u01b0\u01a1ng, c\u00f4 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n nh\u1eadn ra l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh kho\u00e1c tr\u00ean ng\u01b0\u1eddi m\u1ed9t b\u1ed9 c\u00e1nh th\u1eadt \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n v\u1ec1 m\u00e0u s\u1eafc&quot;. Ph\u1ea3i, ch\u00ednh r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i s\u1ee3 r\u1eb1ng m\u1ecdi chuy\u1ec7n s\u1ebd \u0111i qu\u00e1 gi\u1edbi h\u1ea1n m\u00e0 t\u00f4i mong mu\u1ed1n, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng s\u1ee3 m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ee7 kh\u1ea3 n\u0103ng l\u00e8o l\u00e1i c\u00e2u chuy\u1ec7n s\u1ebd lu\u00f4n n\u1eb1m trong nh\u1eefng h\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ecbnh m\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t ra, t\u00f4i ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, k\u1ec3 c\u1ea3 c\u00e1ch l\u1eb7ng im. Nh\u01b0ng nh\u1eefng suy ngh\u0129 ch\u1ea3y tr\u00f4i trong \u0111\u1ea7u, h\u1ee1i \u00f4i, l\u00e0m sao t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ng\u0103n ch\u00fang l\u1ea1i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, nh\u01b0 gi\u01a1 hai b\u00e0n tay \u0111\u1ec3 ng\u0103n l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng lu\u1ed3ng s\u00e1ng \u0111ang chi\u1ebfu r\u1ecdi nh\u1eefng tia d\u1eef d\u1ed9i trong \u0111\u00eam?<\/p>\n<p>Nh\u01b0ng l\u00fac n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e2y, khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i kh\u1edfi s\u1ef1 im l\u1eb7ng v\u00e0 c\u00e1i c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n \u0111\u00ea ti\u1ec7n \u0111\u00e3 l\u1ea1i xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n trong c\u1ea3 hai ch\u00fang t\u00f4i, c\u00f4 g\u00e1i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng t\u00ecnh ti\u1ebft h\u00e0ng ng\u00e0y c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh &#8211; nh\u1eefng t\u00ecnh ti\u1ebft th\u1eeba th\u00e3i v\u00e0 t\u00f4i c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 c\u00f3 \u00fd th\u1ee9c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u00fat n\u00e0o v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111ang ph\u00e1t \u00e2m. L\u1ea1i m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ebfu thu\u1ed1c n\u1eefa, t\u00f4i ch\u00e2m cho s\u1ef1 suy t\u00e0n c\u1ee7a \u00e2m thanh, h\u00fat m\u1eebng cho nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u m\u00e0 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1eabn lu\u00f4n g\u1eafng g\u01b0\u1ee3ng, c\u1ea3 th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 d\u1ea7n t\u00e0n l\u1ee5i b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1ch c\u00e2m l\u1eb7ng v\u00e0 t\u1ef1 thi\u00eau ch\u00e1y t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng \u00fd ngh\u0129 c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi ch\u00fang \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c di\u1ec5n gi\u1ea3i ra, m\u1ea5t h\u1ebft, ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n tr\u01a1 tr\u1ee5i, ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00e1m kh\u00f3i. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ho\u1ea3ng h\u1ed1t m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat v\u1edbi s\u1ef1 im \u1eafng n\u00e0y, ch\u00ednh n\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0 nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf hay do t\u00f4i t\u1ef1 t\u1ea1o ra. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u1eafng nghe c\u00f4 n\u00f3i nh\u01b0ng ch\u1eb3ng nghe g\u00ec c\u1ea3, nh\u1eefng b\u1ea3n nh\u1ea1c rock kh\u1ed1n n\u1ea1n, ch\u00ednh n\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m h\u01b0 tai t\u00f4i. <\/p>\n<p>&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i t\u1eeb bi\u1ec7t nhau \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 nh\u00e0, \u0111\u00eam \u0111\u00e3 r\u1ea5t khuya v\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111ang cu\u1ed1c b\u1ed9, t\u00f4i \u0111ang mu\u1ed1n l\u1eafng nghe m\u00ecnh m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat.<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\">.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>C\u00f4 g\u00e1i t\u00f4i \u0111ang l\u1ea7m l\u1ea1c, t\u00f4i kh\u1eb3ng \u0111\u1ecbnh m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch ch\u00ednh x\u00e1c v\u1edbi nh\u00ecn nh\u1eadn c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 c\u00f4 g\u00e1i \u1ea5y \u0111ang l\u1ea7m l\u1ea1c. \u0110\u1ed9t nhi\u00ean t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 sau m\u1ed9t kho\u1ea3ng d\u00e0i th\u1eddi gian g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i, ban \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 t\u1ea1i sao t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean c\u00f4 l\u1ea1i nh\u01b0 v\u1eady.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1384,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[179,135,22],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7994","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-chup-va-chep","category-doan-van","category-sang-tac"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7994","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1384"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7994"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7994\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":58397,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7994\/revisions\/58397"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7994"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7994"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7994"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}