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\u201cCh\u00f4\u0300ng em ra\u0301ch na\u0301t chi\u00ea\u0301n ba\u0300o
Vi vu gio\u0301 th\u00f4\u0309i bay va\u0300o Kinh \u0110\u00f4.\u201d<\/i><\/i><\/p>\n
Ki\u00ea\u0300u Loan- ki\u0323ch th\u01a1 Hoa\u0300ng C\u00e2\u0300m <\/p>\n
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C\u00f4 ba\u0323n l\u01b0\u01a1\u0300m nguy\u0301t, nhi\u0300n t\u00f4i nh\u01b0 m\u00f4\u0323t ke\u0309 \u201dpha\u0309n qu\u00f4\u0301c\u201d, khi t\u00f4i no\u0301i v\u01a1\u0301i c\u00f4 r\u0103\u0300ng, su\u00f4\u0301t h\u00ea\u0301t th\u01a1\u0300i thi\u00ea\u0301u n\u01b0\u0303 t\u00f4i \u0111a\u0303 ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0301 quen ai, kh\u00f4ng bi\u00ea\u0301t ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i li\u0301nh chi\u00ea\u0301n na\u0300o trong Qu\u00e2n \u0110\u00f4\u0323i VNCH.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i m\u00ea Chinh Phu\u0323 Ng\u00e2m. M\u00ea nh\u01b0\u0303ng anh hu\u0300ng Tra\u0301c Ba\u0323c, vung ki\u00ea\u0301m \u0111ao que\u0301t sa\u0323ch qu\u00e2n thu\u0300 n\u01a1i chi\u00ea\u0301n tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng xa x\u0103m, mu\u0300 mi\u0323t.<\/p>\n
Nh\u01b0\u0303ng tra\u0301ng si\u0303 ki\u00eau hu\u0300ng, da\u0323n d\u00e2\u0300y gio\u0301 s\u01b0\u01a1ng… \u0110e\u0323p ba\u0300ng ba\u0323c v\u01a1\u0301i hi\u0300nh a\u0309nh cu\u0309a chu\u0301t ng\u00f4ng cu\u00f4\u0300ng, phi\u00eau la\u0303ng.<\/p>\n
Ni\u00ea\u0300m u hoa\u0300i cu\u0309a thi\u00ea\u0301u phu\u0323 mong ch\u00f4\u0300ng, se s\u0103\u0301t trong nh\u01b0\u0303ng \u0111\u00eam da\u0300i ch\u01a1\u0300 \u0111\u01a1\u0323i, cu\u0303ng pha\u0309i m\u01a1 ma\u0300ng, r\u01a1i r\u01a1i theo tr\u0103m v\u00e2\u0300n th\u01a1 tra\u0301c tuy\u00ea\u0323t, \u0111e\u0323p ng\u01a1\u0300i va\u0300 n\u00ean th\u01a1…<\/p>\n
\u201c Chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh\u201d, ma\u0300 t\u00f4i co\u0300n \u201ccho\u0323n l\u01b0\u0323a\u201d, co\u0300n ti\u0300m cho ra nh\u01b0\u0303ng kh\u00f4\u0309 \u0111au trong b\u00f4\u0301i ca\u0309nh la\u0303ng ma\u0323n, th\u01a1 m\u00f4\u0323ng va\u0300 co\u0300n pha\u0309i \u0111e\u0323p nh\u01b0 tr\u0103ng.<\/p>\n
\u201c…Cha\u0300ng ru\u00f4\u0303i ng\u01b0\u0323a d\u0103\u0323m tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng m\u00e2y phu\u0309<\/i><\/p>\n
Thi\u00ea\u0301p da\u0323o ha\u0300i l\u00e2\u0300u cu\u0303 r\u00eau in\u2026\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n
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\u201c…Ti\u0300m cha\u0300ng thu\u01a1\u0309 D\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0110a\u0300i, l\u00f4\u0301i cu\u0303<\/i><\/p>\n
G\u0103\u0323p cha\u0300ng n\u01a1i T\u01b0\u01a1ng Ph\u00f4\u0301, b\u00ea\u0301n x\u01b0a\u2026\u201d <\/i>[ Chinh Phu\u0323 Ng\u00e2m ]<\/p>\n
Khi chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh n\u00e2\u0309y l\u01b0\u0309a, tang th\u01b0\u01a1ng vu\u0300i d\u00e2\u0323p tr\u00ean kh\u0103\u0301p ca\u0309 qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng, Sa\u0300iGo\u0300n v\u00e2\u0303n co\u0301 nh\u01b0\u0303ng \u0111\u01b0\u0301a ho\u0323c tro\u0300 nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i, chi\u0309 nghe \u201c chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh \u201d trong Radio, ngo\u0301 s\u01a1 s\u01a1 nh\u01b0\u0303ng th\u01a1\u0300i s\u01b0\u0323 chi\u00ea\u0301n tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng qua TV, va\u0300 \u0111\u0103\u0323c bi\u00ea\u0323t, kh\u00f4ng theo do\u0303i nh\u01b0\u0303ng Qua\u0309ng Tri\u0323 kinh hoa\u0300ng, Khe Sanh b\u01b0\u0300ng l\u01b0\u0309a tr\u00ean ba\u0301o chi\u0301….Nh\u00e2\u0301t \u0111i\u0323nh chi\u0309 \u0111o\u0323c Chinh Phu\u0323 Ng\u00e2m…, Va\u0300 chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh cu\u0309a t\u00f4i, \u0111a\u0303 m\u01a1 ma\u0300ng theo Chinh Phu lang ba\u0323t hay C\u00f4 Phu\u0323 ng\u00f4\u0300i ch\u01a1\u0300 ch\u00f4\u0300ng trong nh\u01b0\u0303ng \u0111\u00eam da\u0300i m\u01b0a r\u01a1i, gio\u0301 l\u00f4\u0323ng….<\/p>\n
Cho \u0111\u00ea\u0301n khi t\u00f4i g\u0103\u0323p Anh, c\u01b0\u0301 coi nh\u01b0 \u0111a\u0303 g\u0103\u0323p ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i chi\u00ea\u0301n si\u0303 duy nh\u00e2\u0301t, du\u0300 cu\u00f4\u0323c \u0111ao binh \u0323\u0111a\u0303 ta\u0300n. <\/p>\n
N\u0103m 1982, Anh m\u01a1\u0301i ra kho\u0309i tra\u0323i tu\u0300 va\u0300i tha\u0301ng, sau 7 n\u0103m bi\u0323 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y a\u0309i n\u01a1i r\u01b0\u0300ng thi\u00eang n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c \u0111\u00f4\u0323c, C\u00f4\u0309ng Tr\u01a1\u0300i.<\/p>\n
Th\u01a1\u0300i gian \u0111o\u0301, \u0111i theo anh chi\u0323 ho\u0323a si\u0303 Cu\u0300 Nguy\u00ea\u0303n, t\u00f4i mang h\u00ea\u0301t tu\u0309 sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Nghi\u00eau \u0110\u00ea\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 nho\u0323c c\u00f4ng gi\u1ea5\u0301u di\u00ea\u0301m ra ba\u0300y, ba\u0301n ch\u01b0\u0303 nghi\u0303a ngoa\u0300i Ch\u01a1\u0323 Sa\u0301ch tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng Calmette, Ky\u0301 Con.<\/p>\n
Ba\u0301n thi\u0300 i\u0301t ma\u0300 t\u00f4i ma\u0309i m\u00ea \u0111o\u0323c la\u0323i nh\u01b0\u0303ng cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch qui\u0301 \u0111o\u0301 thi\u0300 nhi\u00ea\u0300u. T\u00f4i xo\u0301t xa, ti\u00ea\u0301c re\u0309 khi pha\u0309i ba\u0301n \u0111i sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Arthur Koestler, Dostoevsky hay Solzhenitsyn\u2026. <\/p>\n
Nh\u01b0\u0303ng di\u0323ch gia\u0309 mi\u00ea\u0300n Nam \u0111a\u0303 mang v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng th\u00ea\u0301 gi\u01a1\u0301i tra\u0309i da\u0300i… cho n\u00ea\u0300n v\u0103n hoa\u0301 Vi\u00ea\u0323t nh\u01b0\u0303ng a\u0301nh \u0111e\u0300n r\u01b0\u0323c r\u01a1\u0303 sa\u0301ng. \u0110a\u0303 mang nh\u01b0\u0303ng minh tri\u00ea\u0301t, tinh hoa t\u01b0\u0300 mu\u00f4n ph\u01b0\u01a1ng, giu\u0301p tu\u00f4\u0309i tre\u0309 chu\u0301ng t\u00f4i \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0323c th\u01b0\u01a1\u0309ng la\u0303m va\u0300 ho\u0323c ho\u0309i qua nh\u01b0\u0303ng quy\u00ea\u0309n sa\u0301ch v\u00f4 cu\u0300ng gia\u0301 tri\u0323, \u0111\u00ea\u0309 chu\u0301ng t\u00f4i co\u0301 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y \u0103\u0301p nh\u01b0\u0303ng th\u0103ng hoa cho m\u00f4\u0323t cu\u00f4\u0323c s\u00f4\u0301ng \u0111e\u0323p ng\u01a1\u0300i.<\/p>\n
B\u0103\u0300ng gio\u0323ng mi\u00ea\u0300n B\u0103\u0301c cu\u0309a Sa\u0300igon thanh thao, nh\u01b0ng la\u0323i tr\u00e2\u0300m nh\u01b0 m\u00f4\u0323t note nha\u0323c r\u01a1i xu\u00f4\u0301ng th\u00e2\u0301p. Anh \u0111a\u0303 la\u0300m t\u00f4i mu\u00f4\u0301n t\u0103\u0323ng lu\u00f4n cu\u00f4\u0301n \u201c \u0110\u00f4i ba\u0323n ch\u00e2n ti\u0300nh\u201d cu\u0309a Hermann Hesse thay vi\u0300 pha\u0309i ba\u0301n v\u01a1\u0301i gi\u0301a\u0301 r\u00e2\u0301t m\u0103\u0301c, m\u00f4\u0323t cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch ma\u0300 ch\u0103\u0301c kh\u00f4ng co\u0300n ai co\u0301.<\/p>\n
Chi\u0323 Cu\u0300 Nguy\u00ea\u0303n \u0111\u01b0a m\u0103\u0301t nhi\u0300n nh\u01b0 mu\u00f4\u0301n khi\u00ea\u0301u na\u0323i, th\u0103\u0301c m\u0103\u0301c. Sao t\u00f4i ba\u0301n ma\u0300 nh\u01b0 cho kh\u00f4ng, quy\u00ea\u0309n sa\u0301ch hi\u00ea\u0301m hoi t\u01a1\u0301i m\u00f4\u0323t \u0111\u00f4\u0323c gia\u0309 v\u01b0\u0300a g\u0103\u0323p nh\u01b0 v\u00e2\u0323y? <\/p>\n
T\u00f4i hay bi\u0323 xu\u0301c \u0111\u00f4\u0323ng r\u00f4\u0300i mu\u0323 mi\u0323 ngang x\u01b0\u01a1ng, \u0111i\u00ea\u0300u na\u0300y bi\u0301 m\u00e2\u0323t, kh\u00f4ng ai hi\u00ea\u0309u \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0323c \u0111\u00e2u. Ch\u0103\u0301c chi\u0309 co\u0301 mi\u0300nh t\u00f4i bi\u00ea\u0301t\u2026<\/p>\n
Sau khi mua va\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 \u0111o\u0323c g\u00e2\u0300n h\u00ea\u0301t \u201ctu\u0309\u201d sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a t\u00f4i, Anh vi\u00ea\u0301t cho t\u00f4i m\u00f4\u0303i nga\u0300y, tr\u00ean m\u0103\u0323t sau cu\u0309a t\u01a1\u0300 gi\u00e2\u0301y ba\u0323c trong bao thu\u00f4\u0301c la\u0301. <\/p>\n
Nh\u01b0\u0303ng cay \u0111\u0103\u0301ng cu\u0309a m\u00f4\u0323t ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i sau ba\u0309y n\u0103m da\u0300i tu\u0300 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y, tr\u01a1\u0309 la\u0323i c\u0103n nha\u0300 x\u01b0a, ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i v\u01a1\u0323 \u0111a\u0303 bo\u0309 \u0111i bi\u00ea\u0300n bi\u00ea\u0323t….Anh chi\u0309 vi\u00ea\u0301t nh\u01b0 t\u00e2m s\u01b0\u0323 lan man, chu\u0301t chi ti\u00ea\u0301t u a\u0301m cho t\u00f4i hi\u00ea\u0309u, co\u0300n la\u0323i la\u0300 nh\u01b0\u0303ng m\u00f4ng lung quanh va\u0300i quy\u00ea\u0309n sa\u0301ch \u0111a\u0303 \u0111o\u0323c…Ho\u0103\u0323c va\u0300i y\u0301 nghi\u0303 r\u01a1\u0300i cu\u0309a nh\u01b0\u0303ng tha\u0301ng nga\u0300y tuy\u00ea\u0323t vo\u0323ng, kh\u00f4ng co\u0300n thi\u00ea\u0301t tha gi\u0300, v\u01a1\u0301i bao \u0111\u00f4\u0309i thay nghi\u00ea\u0323t nga\u0303 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y ta\u0300n ba\u0323o tr\u00ean qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng.<\/p>\n
Anh co\u0300n loanh quanh vi\u00ea\u0301t va\u0300i c\u00e2u cho t\u00f4i hi\u00ea\u0309u r\u0103\u0300ng, ni\u00ea\u0300m vui duy nh\u00e2\u0301t cu\u0309a Anh b\u00e2y gi\u01a1\u0300 chi\u0309 la\u0300, ng\u00f4\u0300i qua\u0301n Cafe b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng nhi\u0300n…t\u00f4i ba\u0301n sa\u0301ch!! <\/p>\n
T\u00f4i ng\u00e2\u0323m ngu\u0300i nghi\u00ea\u0323m ra n\u00f4\u0303i lo\u0300ng \u0111\u00e2\u0300y na\u0303o n\u00ea\u0300, \u00e2\u0309n \u01b0\u0301c cu\u0309a ca\u0309 d\u00e2n t\u00f4\u0323c t\u00f4i, trong \u0111o\u0301 co\u0301 Anh. B\u00f4\u0303ng d\u01b0ng ma\u0300 m\u00e2\u0301t tr\u0103\u0301ng ca\u0309 m\u00f4\u0323t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng, du\u0300 sau nh\u01b0\u0303ng n\u0103m da\u0300i \u0111a\u0303 pha\u0309i tra\u0309 b\u0103\u0300ng bao ma\u0301u x\u01b0\u01a1ng va\u0300 n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c m\u0103\u0301t. <\/p>\n
T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng co\u0301 \u0111u\u0309 s\u01b0\u0323 ma\u0323o hi\u00ea\u0309m \u0111\u00ea\u0309 th\u01b0 qua th\u01b0 la\u0323i cu\u0300ng Anh. Nh\u01b0ng cu\u0303ng ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0301 nghi\u0303a la\u0300 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ch\u01a1\u0300, kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01a1\u0323i, nh\u01b0\u0303ng l\u01a1\u0300i le\u0303 d\u00ea\u0303 th\u01b0\u01a1ng, \u0111\u00e2\u0323m \u0111a\u0300 Anh vi\u00ea\u0301t m\u00f4\u0303i nga\u0300y. Th\u00eam va\u0300o \u0111o\u0301, ch\u01b0\u0303 Anh r\u00e2\u0301t \u0111e\u0323p va\u0300 bay b\u01b0\u01a1\u0301m, ma\u0300 tu\u00f4\u0309i \u0111\u01a1\u0300i t\u00f4i co\u0300n nho\u0309 va\u0300 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y nh\u01b0\u0303ng u m\u00ea\u2026Co\u0300n thi\u0301ch ca\u0309 t\u01b0\u0300 m\u00f4\u0323t ne\u0301t ch\u01b0\u0303 ha\u0300o hoa, hay m\u00f4\u0323t gio\u0323ng no\u0301i th\u00e2m tr\u00e2\u0300m, \u00e2\u0301m a\u0301p…<\/p>\n
Anh ki\u00ean nh\u00e2\u0303n vi\u00ea\u0301t, du\u0300 ch\u0103\u0309ng bao gi\u01a1\u0300 t\u00f4i da\u0301m tra\u0309 l\u01a1\u0300i.<\/p>\n
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T\u00f4i ru\u0323c ra\u0303, tang th\u01b0\u01a1ng t\u01b0\u0300 nga\u0300y Ch\u00f4\u0300ng \u0111au y\u00ea\u0301u, r\u00f4\u0300i qua \u0111\u01a1\u0300i\u2026<\/p>\n
Tang l\u00ea\u0303 Anh trang tro\u0323ng, v\u01a1\u0301i r\u00e2\u0301t \u0111\u00f4ng ba\u0323n be\u0300 qui\u0301 m\u00ea\u0301n xa g\u00e2\u0300n t\u01a1\u0301i ti\u1ec5n \u0111\u01b0a, ch\u01b0\u0301 kh\u00f4ng pha\u0309i chi\u0309 ri\u00eang ta\u0323i California, n\u01a1i chu\u0301ng t\u00f4i \u0111a\u0303 nhi\u00ea\u0300u n\u0103m sinh s\u00f4\u0301ng.<\/p>\n
Khi s\u0103\u0301p s\u01b0\u0309a ra v\u00ea\u0300, sau m\u00f4\u0323t nga\u0300y da\u0300i \u0111\u00e2\u0300y nghi l\u00ea\u0303…B\u00f4\u0303ng tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c m\u0103\u0323t t\u00f4i la\u0300 ai, r\u00e2\u0301t la\u0323. Ch\u01b0a ki\u0323p th\u0103\u0301c m\u0103\u0301c, \u00d4ng \u0111\u01b0a t\u00f4i cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch cu\u0303:\u201d \u0110\u00f4i ba\u0323n ch\u00e2n ti\u0300nh\u201d, Hermann Hesse. Kh\u00f4ng no\u0301i th\u00eam c\u00e2u na\u0300o, \u00d4ng bo\u0309 \u0111i ngay.<\/p>\n
Trong m\u00f4\u0323t lu\u00e2n ly\u0301 v\u01b0\u0300a \u0111u\u0309, v\u00e2\u0303n c\u00e2\u0300n pha\u0309i gi\u0300n gi\u01b0\u0303, t\u00f4i cho tha\u0301i \u0111\u00f4\u0323 cu\u0309a \u00d4ng khi b\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c r\u00e2\u0301t nhanh, r\u01a1\u0300i kho\u0309i n\u01a1i m\u01a1\u0301i ch\u00f4n c\u00e2\u0301t ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i qua\u0301 c\u00f4\u0301, la\u0300 m\u00f4\u0323t s\u01b0\u0323 h\u01a1\u0323p ly\u0301\u2026Nh\u01b0ng v\u00e2\u0303n nhi\u0300n theo da\u0301ng \u00d4ng, nh\u00e2\u0323n ra ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i mua sa\u0301ch, va\u0300 ch\u01a1\u0323t t\u00f4i nh\u01a1\u0301 la\u0323i nh\u01b0\u0303ng t\u01a1\u0300 gi\u00e2\u0301y nho\u0309 n\u0103m x\u01b0a, \u0111a\u0303 15 n\u0103m cu\u0303.<\/p>\n
Ghe\u0301p trong cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch la\u0300 t\u01a1\u0300 gi\u00e2\u0301y ba\u0323c co\u0300n th\u01a1m mu\u0300i thu\u00f4\u0301c la\u0301. \u0110\u0103\u0323c bi\u00ea\u0323t la\u0300 nh\u01b0\u0303ng do\u0300ng ch\u01b0\u0303 v\u00e2\u0303n r\u00e2\u0301t \u0111e\u0323p, ke\u0300m theo la\u0300 s\u00f4\u0301 \u0111i\u00ea\u0323n thoa\u0323i\u2026<\/p>\n
Ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0301 nghi\u0323 l\u01b0\u0323c, can \u0111a\u0309m na\u0300o \u0111\u00ea\u0309 t\u00f4i nghi\u0303 t\u01a1\u0301i chuy\u00ea\u0323n huy\u00ean thuy\u00ean, li\u0301u lo cu\u0300ng v\u01a1\u0301i ai. Sau m\u00f4\u0323t bi\u00ea\u0301n c\u00f4\u0301 d\u00ea\u0303 s\u01a1\u0323, \u0111a\u0303 nh\u00f4\u0301t t\u00f4i trong v\u00e2\u0323t va\u0303, \u0111\u01a1\u0301n \u0111au su\u00f4\u0301t 3 n\u0103m da\u0300i, va\u0300 kh\u00f4ng bi\u00ea\u0301t se\u0303 co\u0300n cho \u0111\u00ea\u0301n bao gi\u01a1\u0300 n\u01b0\u0303a?<\/p>\n
\u0110i\u00ea\u0300u b\u0103\u0301t bu\u00f4\u0323c la\u0300 t\u00f4i pha\u0309i qu\u00ean ngay \u00d4ng. Va\u0300 r\u00e2\u0301t ng\u0103n n\u0103\u0301p, t\u00f4i x\u00ea\u0301p Hermman Hesse va\u0300o trong tu\u0309 sa\u0301ch, nh\u01b0 \u0111a\u0303 c\u00e2\u0301t \u0111i m\u00f4\u0323t ni\u00ea\u0300m bi\u0301 \u00e2\u0309n.<\/p>\n
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C\u00f4 ba\u0323n \u0111a\u0303 ghe\u0301p t\u00f4i t\u00f4\u0323i \u201cpha\u0309n qu\u00f4\u0301c\u201d, nh\u00e2\u0301t \u0111i\u0323nh m\u01a1\u0300i t\u00f4i t\u01a1\u0301i bu\u00f4\u0309i ho\u0323p m\u0103\u0323t ky\u0309 ni\u00ea\u0323m 30 tha\u0301ng 4, do h\u00f4\u0323i HO t\u00f4\u0309 ch\u01b0\u0301c nga\u0300y mai..<\/p>\n
\u0110\u00ea\u0309 tra\u0301nh chuy\u00ea\u0323n bi\u0323 vu va\u0323 th\u00eam ca\u0309 t\u00f4\u0323i \u201c ba\u0301n n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c\u201d, chi\u0309 vi\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u01a1\u0300 la\u0300 \u201cNg\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i y\u00eau cu\u0309a li\u0301nh\u201d. T\u00f4i \u0111a\u0300nh pha\u0309i thu\u00e2\u0323n theo l\u01a1\u0300i, \u0111i v\u01a1\u0301i ba\u0323n.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i kho\u0301c khi ba\u0300i Qu\u00f4\u0301c Ca ha\u0300o hu\u0300ng vang l\u00ean cu\u0300ng la\u0301 c\u01a1\u0300 bay trong gio\u0301. \u0110a\u0303 bao n\u0103m r\u00f4\u0300i t\u00f4i m\u01a1\u0301i \u0111\u00ea\u0301n cu\u0300ng v\u01a1\u0301i qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng, m\u00f4\u0323t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u00e2\u0300y tai \u01b0\u01a1ng, va\u0300 v\u01a1\u0301i ca\u0309 nh\u01b0\u0303ng d\u00e2\u0323p vu\u0300i th\u00ea tha\u0309m\u2026<\/p>\n
Co\u0301 ai \u0111o\u0301 tr\u00ean s\u00e2n kh\u00e2\u0301u, \u00f4m \u0111a\u0300n ha\u0301t gio\u0323ng tenor vang vo\u0323ng, \u0111a\u0303 la\u0300m t\u00f4i pha\u0309i l\u0103\u0301ng nghe:<\/p>\n
\u201c…H\u00f4\u0300ng ha\u0300 m\u00eanh m\u00f4ng tr\u00f4i ca\u0301t t\u01a1\u0301i ch\u00e2n la\u0300ng qu\u00ea<\/i><\/p>\n
\u201c\u2026H\u00f4\u0300ng Ha\u0300 \u01a1i, ta nh\u01a1\u0301 mu\u0300a thu x\u01b0a n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c v\u00ea\u0300, khi bo\u0301ng c\u01a1\u0300 \u0111\u00eam khuya… <\/i>\u201d [ \u0110\u00f4\u0303 Nhu\u00e2\u0323n ]<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i nh\u00e2\u0323n ra ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i \u0111ang ha\u0301t la\u0300 \u00d4ng, ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i \u0111o\u0323c Hermann Hesse. Kh\u00f4ng ng\u01a1\u0300 \u00d4ng ha\u0301t r\u00e2\u0301t hay m\u00f4\u0323t ba\u0300i t\u00f4i thi\u0301ch nh\u00e2\u0301t. Ti\u00ea\u0301ng ha\u0301t vang xa va\u0300 cao vu\u0301t nh\u01b0 cu\u0309a Luciano, m\u00f4\u0323t trong \u201cThe Three Tenor\u201d ma\u0300 t\u00f4i th\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng say s\u01b0a, t\u01b0\u01a1\u0309ng nh\u01b0 pha\u0309i nghe cho \u0111\u00ea\u0301n ch\u00ea\u0301t.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i ch\u01a1\u0323t ru\u0301ng \u0111\u00f4\u0323ng, b\u01a1\u0309i qua ti\u00ea\u0301ng ha\u0301t, t\u00f4i nh\u01a1\u0301 la\u0323i gio\u0323ng no\u0301i quy\u00ea\u0301n ru\u0303 cu\u0309a \u00d4ng khi g\u0103\u0323p \u01a1\u0309 \u201cCh\u01a1\u0323 Sa\u0301ch\u201d nh\u01b0\u0303ng n\u0103m x\u01b0a…<\/p>\n
Va\u0300, \u00d4ng cu\u0303ng ch\u01a1\u0323t nh\u00e2\u0323n ra t\u00f4i, khi \u0111i vo\u0300ng qua vo\u0300ng la\u0323i, c\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i no\u0301i cu\u0300ng be\u0300 ba\u0323n.<\/p>\n
Nh\u01b0 m\u00f4\u0323t \u0111\u01a1\u0323i ch\u01a1\u0300 quen thu\u00f4\u0323c, t\u00f4i t\u01b0\u01a1\u0309ng \u00d4ng la\u0323i s\u0103\u0301p \u0111\u01b0a cho t\u00f4i mi\u00ea\u0301ng gi\u00e2\u0301y ba\u0323c, v\u01a1\u0301i nh\u01b0\u0303ng ne\u0301t vi\u00ea\u0301t ha\u0300o hoa\u2026<\/p>\n
**<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i v\u00ea\u0300 tay kh\u00f4ng. \u00d4ng \u0111a\u0303 ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0300n hu\u0301t thu\u00f4\u0301c.<\/p>\n
L\u00eaChi\u00ea\u0300uGiang<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Th\u01a1\u0300i gian \u0111o\u0301, \u0111i theo anh chi\u0323 ho\u0323a si\u0303 Cu\u0300 Nguy\u00ea\u0303n, t\u00f4i mang h\u00ea\u0301t tu\u0309 sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Nghi\u00eau \u0110\u00ea\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 nho\u0323c c\u00f4ng gi\u1ea5\u0301u di\u00ea\u0301m ra ba\u0300y, ba\u0301n ch\u01b0\u0303 nghi\u0303a ngoa\u0300i Ch\u01a1\u0323 Sa\u0301ch tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng Calmette, Ky\u0301 Con.<\/p>\n
Ba\u0301n thi\u0300 i\u0301t ma\u0300 t\u00f4i ma\u0309i m\u00ea \u0111o\u0323c la\u0323i nh\u01b0\u0303ng cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch qui\u0301 \u0111o\u0301 thi\u0300 nhi\u00ea\u0300u. T\u00f4i xo\u0301t xa, ti\u00ea\u0301c re\u0309 khi pha\u0309i ba\u0301n \u0111i sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Arthur Koestler, Dostoevsky hay Solzhenitsyn\u2026.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1969,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[22,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-67020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sang-tac","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1969"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=67020"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":67021,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020\/revisions\/67021"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=67020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=67020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=67020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
![<\/a><\/p>\n<\/p>\n \u201cCh\u00f4\u0300ng em ra\u0301ch na\u0301t chi\u00ea\u0301n ba\u0300oVi vu gio\u0301 th\u00f4\u0309i bay va\u0300o Kinh \u0110\u00f4.\u201d<\/i><\/i><\/p>\nKi\u00ea\u0300u Loan- ki\u0323ch th\u01a1 Hoa\u0300ng C\u00e2\u0300m <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\nC\u00f4 ba\u0323n l\u01b0\u01a1\u0300m nguy\u0301t, nhi\u0300n t\u00f4i nh\u01b0 m\u00f4\u0323t ke\u0309 \u201dpha\u0309n qu\u00f4\u0301c\u201d, khi t\u00f4i no\u0301i v\u01a1\u0301i c\u00f4 r\u0103\u0300ng, su\u00f4\u0301t h\u00ea\u0301t th\u01a1\u0300i thi\u00ea\u0301u n\u01b0\u0303 t\u00f4i \u0111a\u0303 ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0301 quen ai, kh\u00f4ng bi\u00ea\u0301t ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i li\u0301nh chi\u00ea\u0301n na\u0300o trong Qu\u00e2n \u0110\u00f4\u0323i VNCH.<\/p>\nT\u00f4i m\u00ea Chinh Phu\u0323 Ng\u00e2m. M\u00ea nh\u01b0\u0303ng anh hu\u0300ng Tra\u0301c Ba\u0323c, vung ki\u00ea\u0301m \u0111ao que\u0301t sa\u0323ch qu\u00e2n thu\u0300 n\u01a1i chi\u00ea\u0301n tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng xa x\u0103m, mu\u0300 mi\u0323t.<\/p>\nNh\u01b0\u0303ng tra\u0301ng si\u0303 ki\u00eau hu\u0300ng, da\u0323n d\u00e2\u0300y gio\u0301 s\u01b0\u01a1ng… \u0110e\u0323p ba\u0300ng ba\u0323c v\u01a1\u0301i hi\u0300nh a\u0309nh cu\u0309a chu\u0301t ng\u00f4ng cu\u00f4\u0300ng, phi\u00eau la\u0303ng.<\/p>\nNi\u00ea\u0300m u hoa\u0300i cu\u0309a thi\u00ea\u0301u phu\u0323 mong ch\u00f4\u0300ng, se s\u0103\u0301t trong nh\u01b0\u0303ng \u0111\u00eam da\u0300i ch\u01a1\u0300 \u0111\u01a1\u0323i, cu\u0303ng pha\u0309i m\u01a1 ma\u0300ng, r\u01a1i r\u01a1i theo tr\u0103m v\u00e2\u0300n th\u01a1 tra\u0301c tuy\u00ea\u0323t, \u0111e\u0323p ng\u01a1\u0300i va\u0300 n\u00ean th\u01a1…<\/p>\n\u201c Chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh\u201d, ma\u0300 t\u00f4i co\u0300n \u201ccho\u0323n l\u01b0\u0323a\u201d, co\u0300n ti\u0300m cho ra nh\u01b0\u0303ng kh\u00f4\u0309 \u0111au trong b\u00f4\u0301i ca\u0309nh la\u0303ng ma\u0323n, th\u01a1 m\u00f4\u0323ng va\u0300 co\u0300n pha\u0309i \u0111e\u0323p nh\u01b0 tr\u0103ng.<\/p>\n\u201c…Cha\u0300ng ru\u00f4\u0303i ng\u01b0\u0323a d\u0103\u0323m tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng m\u00e2y phu\u0309<\/i><\/p>\n Thi\u00ea\u0301p da\u0323o ha\u0300i l\u00e2\u0300u cu\u0303 r\u00eau in\u2026\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n<\/i><\/p>\n\u201c…Ti\u0300m cha\u0300ng thu\u01a1\u0309 D\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0110a\u0300i, l\u00f4\u0301i cu\u0303<\/i><\/p>\nG\u0103\u0323p cha\u0300ng n\u01a1i T\u01b0\u01a1ng Ph\u00f4\u0301, b\u00ea\u0301n x\u01b0a\u2026\u201d <\/i>[ Chinh Phu\u0323 Ng\u00e2m ]<\/p>\nKhi chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh n\u00e2\u0309y l\u01b0\u0309a, tang th\u01b0\u01a1ng vu\u0300i d\u00e2\u0323p tr\u00ean kh\u0103\u0301p ca\u0309 qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng, Sa\u0300iGo\u0300n v\u00e2\u0303n co\u0301 nh\u01b0\u0303ng \u0111\u01b0\u0301a ho\u0323c tro\u0300 nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i, chi\u0309 nghe \u201c chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh \u201d trong Radio, ngo\u0301 s\u01a1 s\u01a1 nh\u01b0\u0303ng th\u01a1\u0300i s\u01b0\u0323 chi\u00ea\u0301n tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng qua TV, va\u0300 \u0111\u0103\u0323c bi\u00ea\u0323t, kh\u00f4ng theo do\u0303i nh\u01b0\u0303ng Qua\u0309ng Tri\u0323 kinh hoa\u0300ng, Khe Sanh b\u01b0\u0300ng l\u01b0\u0309a tr\u00ean ba\u0301o chi\u0301….Nh\u00e2\u0301t \u0111i\u0323nh chi\u0309 \u0111o\u0323c Chinh Phu\u0323 Ng\u00e2m…, Va\u0300 chi\u00ea\u0301n tranh cu\u0309a t\u00f4i, \u0111a\u0303 m\u01a1 ma\u0300ng theo Chinh Phu lang ba\u0323t hay C\u00f4 Phu\u0323 ng\u00f4\u0300i ch\u01a1\u0300 ch\u00f4\u0300ng trong nh\u01b0\u0303ng \u0111\u00eam da\u0300i m\u01b0a r\u01a1i, gio\u0301 l\u00f4\u0323ng….<\/p>\nCho \u0111\u00ea\u0301n khi t\u00f4i g\u0103\u0323p Anh, c\u01b0\u0301 coi nh\u01b0 \u0111a\u0303 g\u0103\u0323p ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i chi\u00ea\u0301n si\u0303 duy nh\u00e2\u0301t, du\u0300 cu\u00f4\u0323c \u0111ao binh \u0323\u0111a\u0303 ta\u0300n. <\/p>\nN\u0103m 1982, Anh m\u01a1\u0301i ra kho\u0309i tra\u0323i tu\u0300 va\u0300i tha\u0301ng, sau 7 n\u0103m bi\u0323 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y a\u0309i n\u01a1i r\u01b0\u0300ng thi\u00eang n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c \u0111\u00f4\u0323c, C\u00f4\u0309ng Tr\u01a1\u0300i.<\/p>\nTh\u01a1\u0300i gian \u0111o\u0301, \u0111i theo anh chi\u0323 ho\u0323a si\u0303 Cu\u0300 Nguy\u00ea\u0303n, t\u00f4i mang h\u00ea\u0301t tu\u0309 sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Nghi\u00eau \u0110\u00ea\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 nho\u0323c c\u00f4ng gi\u1ea5\u0301u di\u00ea\u0301m ra ba\u0300y, ba\u0301n ch\u01b0\u0303 nghi\u0303a ngoa\u0300i Ch\u01a1\u0323 Sa\u0301ch tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng Calmette, Ky\u0301 Con.<\/p>\nBa\u0301n thi\u0300 i\u0301t ma\u0300 t\u00f4i ma\u0309i m\u00ea \u0111o\u0323c la\u0323i nh\u01b0\u0303ng cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch qui\u0301 \u0111o\u0301 thi\u0300 nhi\u00ea\u0300u. T\u00f4i xo\u0301t xa, ti\u00ea\u0301c re\u0309 khi pha\u0309i ba\u0301n \u0111i sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Arthur Koestler, Dostoevsky hay Solzhenitsyn\u2026. <\/p>\nNh\u01b0\u0303ng di\u0323ch gia\u0309 mi\u00ea\u0300n Nam \u0111a\u0303 mang v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng th\u00ea\u0301 gi\u01a1\u0301i tra\u0309i da\u0300i… cho n\u00ea\u0300n v\u0103n hoa\u0301 Vi\u00ea\u0323t nh\u01b0\u0303ng a\u0301nh \u0111e\u0300n r\u01b0\u0323c r\u01a1\u0303 sa\u0301ng. \u0110a\u0303 mang nh\u01b0\u0303ng minh tri\u00ea\u0301t, tinh hoa t\u01b0\u0300 mu\u00f4n ph\u01b0\u01a1ng, giu\u0301p tu\u00f4\u0309i tre\u0309 chu\u0301ng t\u00f4i \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0323c th\u01b0\u01a1\u0309ng la\u0303m va\u0300 ho\u0323c ho\u0309i qua nh\u01b0\u0303ng quy\u00ea\u0309n sa\u0301ch v\u00f4 cu\u0300ng gia\u0301 tri\u0323, \u0111\u00ea\u0309 chu\u0301ng t\u00f4i co\u0301 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y \u0103\u0301p nh\u01b0\u0303ng th\u0103ng hoa cho m\u00f4\u0323t cu\u00f4\u0323c s\u00f4\u0301ng \u0111e\u0323p ng\u01a1\u0300i.<\/p>\nB\u0103\u0300ng gio\u0323ng mi\u00ea\u0300n B\u0103\u0301c cu\u0309a Sa\u0300igon thanh thao, nh\u01b0ng la\u0323i tr\u00e2\u0300m nh\u01b0 m\u00f4\u0323t note nha\u0323c r\u01a1i xu\u00f4\u0301ng th\u00e2\u0301p. Anh \u0111a\u0303 la\u0300m t\u00f4i mu\u00f4\u0301n t\u0103\u0323ng lu\u00f4n cu\u00f4\u0301n \u201c \u0110\u00f4i ba\u0323n ch\u00e2n ti\u0300nh\u201d cu\u0309a Hermann Hesse thay vi\u0300 pha\u0309i ba\u0301n v\u01a1\u0301i gi\u0301a\u0301 r\u00e2\u0301t m\u0103\u0301c, m\u00f4\u0323t cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch ma\u0300 ch\u0103\u0301c kh\u00f4ng co\u0300n ai co\u0301.<\/p>\nChi\u0323 Cu\u0300 Nguy\u00ea\u0303n \u0111\u01b0a m\u0103\u0301t nhi\u0300n nh\u01b0 mu\u00f4\u0301n khi\u00ea\u0301u na\u0323i, th\u0103\u0301c m\u0103\u0301c. Sao t\u00f4i ba\u0301n ma\u0300 nh\u01b0 cho kh\u00f4ng, quy\u00ea\u0309n sa\u0301ch hi\u00ea\u0301m hoi t\u01a1\u0301i m\u00f4\u0323t \u0111\u00f4\u0323c gia\u0309 v\u01b0\u0300a g\u0103\u0323p nh\u01b0 v\u00e2\u0323y? <\/p>\nT\u00f4i hay bi\u0323 xu\u0301c \u0111\u00f4\u0323ng r\u00f4\u0300i mu\u0323 mi\u0323 ngang x\u01b0\u01a1ng, \u0111i\u00ea\u0300u na\u0300y bi\u0301 m\u00e2\u0323t, kh\u00f4ng ai hi\u00ea\u0309u \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0323c \u0111\u00e2u. Ch\u0103\u0301c chi\u0309 co\u0301 mi\u0300nh t\u00f4i bi\u00ea\u0301t\u2026<\/p>\nSau khi mua va\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 \u0111o\u0323c g\u00e2\u0300n h\u00ea\u0301t \u201ctu\u0309\u201d sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a t\u00f4i, Anh vi\u00ea\u0301t cho t\u00f4i m\u00f4\u0303i nga\u0300y, tr\u00ean m\u0103\u0323t sau cu\u0309a t\u01a1\u0300 gi\u00e2\u0301y ba\u0323c trong bao thu\u00f4\u0301c la\u0301. <\/p>\nNh\u01b0\u0303ng cay \u0111\u0103\u0301ng cu\u0309a m\u00f4\u0323t ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i sau ba\u0309y n\u0103m da\u0300i tu\u0300 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y, tr\u01a1\u0309 la\u0323i c\u0103n nha\u0300 x\u01b0a, ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i v\u01a1\u0323 \u0111a\u0303 bo\u0309 \u0111i bi\u00ea\u0300n bi\u00ea\u0323t….Anh chi\u0309 vi\u00ea\u0301t nh\u01b0 t\u00e2m s\u01b0\u0323 lan man, chu\u0301t chi ti\u00ea\u0301t u a\u0301m cho t\u00f4i hi\u00ea\u0309u, co\u0300n la\u0323i la\u0300 nh\u01b0\u0303ng m\u00f4ng lung quanh va\u0300i quy\u00ea\u0309n sa\u0301ch \u0111a\u0303 \u0111o\u0323c…Ho\u0103\u0323c va\u0300i y\u0301 nghi\u0303 r\u01a1\u0300i cu\u0309a nh\u01b0\u0303ng tha\u0301ng nga\u0300y tuy\u00ea\u0323t vo\u0323ng, kh\u00f4ng co\u0300n thi\u00ea\u0301t tha gi\u0300, v\u01a1\u0301i bao \u0111\u00f4\u0309i thay nghi\u00ea\u0323t nga\u0303 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y ta\u0300n ba\u0323o tr\u00ean qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng.<\/p>\nAnh co\u0300n loanh quanh vi\u00ea\u0301t va\u0300i c\u00e2u cho t\u00f4i hi\u00ea\u0309u r\u0103\u0300ng, ni\u00ea\u0300m vui duy nh\u00e2\u0301t cu\u0309a Anh b\u00e2y gi\u01a1\u0300 chi\u0309 la\u0300, ng\u00f4\u0300i qua\u0301n Cafe b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng nhi\u0300n…t\u00f4i ba\u0301n sa\u0301ch!! <\/p>\nT\u00f4i ng\u00e2\u0323m ngu\u0300i nghi\u00ea\u0323m ra n\u00f4\u0303i lo\u0300ng \u0111\u00e2\u0300y na\u0303o n\u00ea\u0300, \u00e2\u0309n \u01b0\u0301c cu\u0309a ca\u0309 d\u00e2n t\u00f4\u0323c t\u00f4i, trong \u0111o\u0301 co\u0301 Anh. B\u00f4\u0303ng d\u01b0ng ma\u0300 m\u00e2\u0301t tr\u0103\u0301ng ca\u0309 m\u00f4\u0323t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng, du\u0300 sau nh\u01b0\u0303ng n\u0103m da\u0300i \u0111a\u0303 pha\u0309i tra\u0309 b\u0103\u0300ng bao ma\u0301u x\u01b0\u01a1ng va\u0300 n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c m\u0103\u0301t. <\/p>\nT\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng co\u0301 \u0111u\u0309 s\u01b0\u0323 ma\u0323o hi\u00ea\u0309m \u0111\u00ea\u0309 th\u01b0 qua th\u01b0 la\u0323i cu\u0300ng Anh. Nh\u01b0ng cu\u0303ng ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0301 nghi\u0303a la\u0300 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ch\u01a1\u0300, kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01a1\u0323i, nh\u01b0\u0303ng l\u01a1\u0300i le\u0303 d\u00ea\u0303 th\u01b0\u01a1ng, \u0111\u00e2\u0323m \u0111a\u0300 Anh vi\u00ea\u0301t m\u00f4\u0303i nga\u0300y. Th\u00eam va\u0300o \u0111o\u0301, ch\u01b0\u0303 Anh r\u00e2\u0301t \u0111e\u0323p va\u0300 bay b\u01b0\u01a1\u0301m, ma\u0300 tu\u00f4\u0309i \u0111\u01a1\u0300i t\u00f4i co\u0300n nho\u0309 va\u0300 \u0111\u00e2\u0300y nh\u01b0\u0303ng u m\u00ea\u2026Co\u0300n thi\u0301ch ca\u0309 t\u01b0\u0300 m\u00f4\u0323t ne\u0301t ch\u01b0\u0303 ha\u0300o hoa, hay m\u00f4\u0323t gio\u0323ng no\u0301i th\u00e2m tr\u00e2\u0300m, \u00e2\u0301m a\u0301p…<\/p>\nAnh ki\u00ean nh\u00e2\u0303n vi\u00ea\u0301t, du\u0300 ch\u0103\u0309ng bao gi\u01a1\u0300 t\u00f4i da\u0301m tra\u0309 l\u01a1\u0300i.<\/p>\n**************<\/p>\nT\u00f4i ru\u0323c ra\u0303, tang th\u01b0\u01a1ng t\u01b0\u0300 nga\u0300y Ch\u00f4\u0300ng \u0111au y\u00ea\u0301u, r\u00f4\u0300i qua \u0111\u01a1\u0300i\u2026<\/p>\nTang l\u00ea\u0303 Anh trang tro\u0323ng, v\u01a1\u0301i r\u00e2\u0301t \u0111\u00f4ng ba\u0323n be\u0300 qui\u0301 m\u00ea\u0301n xa g\u00e2\u0300n t\u01a1\u0301i ti\u1ec5n \u0111\u01b0a, ch\u01b0\u0301 kh\u00f4ng pha\u0309i chi\u0309 ri\u00eang ta\u0323i California, n\u01a1i chu\u0301ng t\u00f4i \u0111a\u0303 nhi\u00ea\u0300u n\u0103m sinh s\u00f4\u0301ng.<\/p>\nKhi s\u0103\u0301p s\u01b0\u0309a ra v\u00ea\u0300, sau m\u00f4\u0323t nga\u0300y da\u0300i \u0111\u00e2\u0300y nghi l\u00ea\u0303…B\u00f4\u0303ng tr\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c m\u0103\u0323t t\u00f4i la\u0300 ai, r\u00e2\u0301t la\u0323. Ch\u01b0a ki\u0323p th\u0103\u0301c m\u0103\u0301c, \u00d4ng \u0111\u01b0a t\u00f4i cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch cu\u0303:\u201d \u0110\u00f4i ba\u0323n ch\u00e2n ti\u0300nh\u201d, Hermann Hesse. Kh\u00f4ng no\u0301i th\u00eam c\u00e2u na\u0300o, \u00d4ng bo\u0309 \u0111i ngay.<\/p>\nTrong m\u00f4\u0323t lu\u00e2n ly\u0301 v\u01b0\u0300a \u0111u\u0309, v\u00e2\u0303n c\u00e2\u0300n pha\u0309i gi\u0300n gi\u01b0\u0303, t\u00f4i cho tha\u0301i \u0111\u00f4\u0323 cu\u0309a \u00d4ng khi b\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c r\u00e2\u0301t nhanh, r\u01a1\u0300i kho\u0309i n\u01a1i m\u01a1\u0301i ch\u00f4n c\u00e2\u0301t ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i qua\u0301 c\u00f4\u0301, la\u0300 m\u00f4\u0323t s\u01b0\u0323 h\u01a1\u0323p ly\u0301\u2026Nh\u01b0ng v\u00e2\u0303n nhi\u0300n theo da\u0301ng \u00d4ng, nh\u00e2\u0323n ra ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i mua sa\u0301ch, va\u0300 ch\u01a1\u0323t t\u00f4i nh\u01a1\u0301 la\u0323i nh\u01b0\u0303ng t\u01a1\u0300 gi\u00e2\u0301y nho\u0309 n\u0103m x\u01b0a, \u0111a\u0303 15 n\u0103m cu\u0303.<\/p>\nGhe\u0301p trong cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch la\u0300 t\u01a1\u0300 gi\u00e2\u0301y ba\u0323c co\u0300n th\u01a1m mu\u0300i thu\u00f4\u0301c la\u0301. \u0110\u0103\u0323c bi\u00ea\u0323t la\u0300 nh\u01b0\u0303ng do\u0300ng ch\u01b0\u0303 v\u00e2\u0303n r\u00e2\u0301t \u0111e\u0323p, ke\u0300m theo la\u0300 s\u00f4\u0301 \u0111i\u00ea\u0323n thoa\u0323i\u2026<\/p>\nCh\u0103\u0309ng co\u0301 nghi\u0323 l\u01b0\u0323c, can \u0111a\u0309m na\u0300o \u0111\u00ea\u0309 t\u00f4i nghi\u0303 t\u01a1\u0301i chuy\u00ea\u0323n huy\u00ean thuy\u00ean, li\u0301u lo cu\u0300ng v\u01a1\u0301i ai. Sau m\u00f4\u0323t bi\u00ea\u0301n c\u00f4\u0301 d\u00ea\u0303 s\u01a1\u0323, \u0111a\u0303 nh\u00f4\u0301t t\u00f4i trong v\u00e2\u0323t va\u0303, \u0111\u01a1\u0301n \u0111au su\u00f4\u0301t 3 n\u0103m da\u0300i, va\u0300 kh\u00f4ng bi\u00ea\u0301t se\u0303 co\u0300n cho \u0111\u00ea\u0301n bao gi\u01a1\u0300 n\u01b0\u0303a?<\/p>\n\u0110i\u00ea\u0300u b\u0103\u0301t bu\u00f4\u0323c la\u0300 t\u00f4i pha\u0309i qu\u00ean ngay \u00d4ng. Va\u0300 r\u00e2\u0301t ng\u0103n n\u0103\u0301p, t\u00f4i x\u00ea\u0301p Hermman Hesse va\u0300o trong tu\u0309 sa\u0301ch, nh\u01b0 \u0111a\u0303 c\u00e2\u0301t \u0111i m\u00f4\u0323t ni\u00ea\u0300m bi\u0301 \u00e2\u0309n.<\/p>\n*****************<\/p>\nC\u00f4 ba\u0323n \u0111a\u0303 ghe\u0301p t\u00f4i t\u00f4\u0323i \u201cpha\u0309n qu\u00f4\u0301c\u201d, nh\u00e2\u0301t \u0111i\u0323nh m\u01a1\u0300i t\u00f4i t\u01a1\u0301i bu\u00f4\u0309i ho\u0323p m\u0103\u0323t ky\u0309 ni\u00ea\u0323m 30 tha\u0301ng 4, do h\u00f4\u0323i HO t\u00f4\u0309 ch\u01b0\u0301c nga\u0300y mai..<\/p>\n\u0110\u00ea\u0309 tra\u0301nh chuy\u00ea\u0323n bi\u0323 vu va\u0323 th\u00eam ca\u0309 t\u00f4\u0323i \u201c ba\u0301n n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c\u201d, chi\u0309 vi\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u01a1\u0300 la\u0300 \u201cNg\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i y\u00eau cu\u0309a li\u0301nh\u201d. T\u00f4i \u0111a\u0300nh pha\u0309i thu\u00e2\u0323n theo l\u01a1\u0300i, \u0111i v\u01a1\u0301i ba\u0323n.<\/p>\nT\u00f4i kho\u0301c khi ba\u0300i Qu\u00f4\u0301c Ca ha\u0300o hu\u0300ng vang l\u00ean cu\u0300ng la\u0301 c\u01a1\u0300 bay trong gio\u0301. \u0110a\u0303 bao n\u0103m r\u00f4\u0300i t\u00f4i m\u01a1\u0301i \u0111\u00ea\u0301n cu\u0300ng v\u01a1\u0301i qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng, m\u00f4\u0323t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u00e2\u0300y tai \u01b0\u01a1ng, va\u0300 v\u01a1\u0301i ca\u0309 nh\u01b0\u0303ng d\u00e2\u0323p vu\u0300i th\u00ea tha\u0309m\u2026<\/p>\nCo\u0301 ai \u0111o\u0301 tr\u00ean s\u00e2n kh\u00e2\u0301u, \u00f4m \u0111a\u0300n ha\u0301t gio\u0323ng tenor vang vo\u0323ng, \u0111a\u0303 la\u0300m t\u00f4i pha\u0309i l\u0103\u0301ng nghe:<\/p>\n\u201c…H\u00f4\u0300ng ha\u0300 m\u00eanh m\u00f4ng tr\u00f4i ca\u0301t t\u01a1\u0301i ch\u00e2n la\u0300ng qu\u00ea<\/i><\/p>\n\u201c\u2026H\u00f4\u0300ng Ha\u0300 \u01a1i, ta nh\u01a1\u0301 mu\u0300a thu x\u01b0a n\u01b0\u01a1\u0301c v\u00ea\u0300, khi bo\u0301ng c\u01a1\u0300 \u0111\u00eam khuya… <\/i>\u201d [ \u0110\u00f4\u0303 Nhu\u00e2\u0323n ]<\/p>\nT\u00f4i nh\u00e2\u0323n ra ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i \u0111ang ha\u0301t la\u0300 \u00d4ng, ng\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i \u0111o\u0323c Hermann Hesse. Kh\u00f4ng ng\u01a1\u0300 \u00d4ng ha\u0301t r\u00e2\u0301t hay m\u00f4\u0323t ba\u0300i t\u00f4i thi\u0301ch nh\u00e2\u0301t. Ti\u00ea\u0301ng ha\u0301t vang xa va\u0300 cao vu\u0301t nh\u01b0 cu\u0309a Luciano, m\u00f4\u0323t trong \u201cThe Three Tenor\u201d ma\u0300 t\u00f4i th\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng say s\u01b0a, t\u01b0\u01a1\u0309ng nh\u01b0 pha\u0309i nghe cho \u0111\u00ea\u0301n ch\u00ea\u0301t.<\/p>\nT\u00f4i ch\u01a1\u0323t ru\u0301ng \u0111\u00f4\u0323ng, b\u01a1\u0309i qua ti\u00ea\u0301ng ha\u0301t, t\u00f4i nh\u01a1\u0301 la\u0323i gio\u0323ng no\u0301i quy\u00ea\u0301n ru\u0303 cu\u0309a \u00d4ng khi g\u0103\u0323p \u01a1\u0309 \u201cCh\u01a1\u0323 Sa\u0301ch\u201d nh\u01b0\u0303ng n\u0103m x\u01b0a…<\/p>\nVa\u0300, \u00d4ng cu\u0303ng ch\u01a1\u0323t nh\u00e2\u0323n ra t\u00f4i, khi \u0111i vo\u0300ng qua vo\u0300ng la\u0323i, c\u01b0\u01a1\u0300i no\u0301i cu\u0300ng be\u0300 ba\u0323n.<\/p>\nNh\u01b0 m\u00f4\u0323t \u0111\u01a1\u0323i ch\u01a1\u0300 quen thu\u00f4\u0323c, t\u00f4i t\u01b0\u01a1\u0309ng \u00d4ng la\u0323i s\u0103\u0301p \u0111\u01b0a cho t\u00f4i mi\u00ea\u0301ng gi\u00e2\u0301y ba\u0323c, v\u01a1\u0301i nh\u01b0\u0303ng ne\u0301t vi\u00ea\u0301t ha\u0300o hoa\u2026<\/p>\n**<\/p>\nT\u00f4i v\u00ea\u0300 tay kh\u00f4ng. \u00d4ng \u0111a\u0303 ch\u0103\u0309ng co\u0300n hu\u0301t thu\u00f4\u0301c.<\/p>\nL\u00eaChi\u00ea\u0300uGiang<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Th\u01a1\u0300i gian \u0111o\u0301, \u0111i theo anh chi\u0323 ho\u0323a si\u0303 Cu\u0300 Nguy\u00ea\u0303n, t\u00f4i mang h\u00ea\u0301t tu\u0309 sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Nghi\u00eau \u0110\u00ea\u0300 \u0111a\u0303 nho\u0323c c\u00f4ng gi\u1ea5\u0301u di\u00ea\u0301m ra ba\u0300y, ba\u0301n ch\u01b0\u0303 nghi\u0303a ngoa\u0300i Ch\u01a1\u0323 Sa\u0301ch tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u01a1\u0300ng Calmette, Ky\u0301 Con.<\/p>\nBa\u0301n thi\u0300 i\u0301t ma\u0300 t\u00f4i ma\u0309i m\u00ea \u0111o\u0323c la\u0323i nh\u01b0\u0303ng cu\u00f4\u0301n sa\u0301ch qui\u0301 \u0111o\u0301 thi\u0300 nhi\u00ea\u0300u. T\u00f4i xo\u0301t xa, ti\u00ea\u0301c re\u0309 khi pha\u0309i ba\u0301n \u0111i sa\u0301ch cu\u0309a Arthur Koestler, Dostoevsky hay Solzhenitsyn\u2026.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1969,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[22,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-67020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sang-tac","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1969"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=67020"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":67021,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020\/revisions\/67021"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=67020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=67020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=67020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}](\"https:\/\/damau.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/clip_image002.gif\"){kind=link}