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<\/a>Ng\u01b0\u1eddi ng\u1ed3i chi\u1ec1u cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m – tranh \u0110inh C\u01b0\u1eddng (s\u01a1n d\u1ea7u tr\u00ean gi\u1ea5y 18 x 18 in)<\/p><\/div><\/p>\n
T\u00f4i s\u1ed1ng trong c\u0103n nh\u00e0 b\u1ecdc b\u1eb1ng m\u1ed9t lo\u1ea1i t\u00f4n, mang m\u00e0u x\u00e1m nh\u1ea1t c\u1ee7a s\u1eaft th\u00e9p. C\u0103n nh\u00e0 d\u00e0i v\u00e0 \u1ed1m nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t toa t\u00e0u l\u1eeda, l\u1ea1i g\u1ea7n tr\u1ea1m xe \u0111i\u1ec7n, l\u00fac n\u00e0o c\u0169ng c\u00f3 ti\u1ebfng c\u00f2i v\u1ecdng l\u1ea1i t\u1eeb xa, s\u00e1ng tr\u01b0a chi\u1ec1u t\u1ed1i, khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i lu\u00f4n c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c nh\u01b0 \u0111ang \u1edf tr\u00ean m\u1ed9t chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u.<\/p>\n
Nh\u00e0 s\u00e1t v\u00e1ch v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t d\u00e3y h\u00e0ng x\u00f3m. T\u00f4i may m\u1eafn \u1edf c\u0103n cu\u1ed1i c\u00f3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ea3nh v\u01b0\u1eddn nh\u1ecf. M\u1ea3nh v\u01b0\u1eddn c\u00f3 c\u00e2y chanh, c\u00e2y qu\u1ea5t, c\u00e2y chu\u1ed1i, c\u00e2y v\u1ea3i, v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t m\u1edb c\u00e2y l\u1ec9nh k\u1ec9nh kh\u00e1c. Nh\u00e0 ba t\u1ea7ng. T\u1ea7ng d\u01b0\u1edbi \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1ed1ng. T\u1ea7ng hai ph\u00f2ng kh\u00e1ch, ph\u00f2ng \u0103n, m\u1ed9t c\u0103n b\u1ebfp nh\u1ecf, m\u1ed9t ban c\u00f4ng nh\u00ecn xu\u1ed1ng m\u1ea3nh v\u01b0\u1eddn, nh\u00ecn ra \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng. T\u1ea7ng ba l\u00e0 ph\u00f2ng ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. Bung c\u1eeda s\u1ed5 ra, ch\u1ec9 th\u1ea5y nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i ch\u00f3p cao \u1ed1c th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1, l\u00fac n\u00e0o c\u0169ng c\u1ee9 nh\u01b0 \u0111ang \u0111ua nhau v\u01b0\u1ee3t l\u00ean v\u01b0\u1ee3t l\u00ean, ch\u1eb3ng bi\u1ebft \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0m g\u00ec.<\/p>\n
\u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 ch\u1ed7 t\u00f4i \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i g\u00f5 nh\u1eefng d\u00f2ng n\u00e0y. T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i \u0111\u00e2y m\u1ed7i ng\u00e0y, \u00edt khi ra kh\u1ecfi nh\u00e0.<\/p>\n
C\u00f3 th\u1ec3 g\u1ecdi \u0111\u00e2y ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, l\u00e0 chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u \u0111\u01b0a t\u00f4i \u0111i t\u1eeb ng\u00e0y sang \u0111\u00eam, r\u1ed3i t\u1eeb \u0111\u00eam sang ng\u00e0y. Th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 d\u01b0\u1edbi kia, \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng x\u00e1, h\u00e0ng qu\u00e1n, \u0111\u00e8n m\u00e0u, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 qu\u00ed v\u1ecb c\u1ee9 \u1edf \u0111\u00f3 m\u00e0 nh\u1ea5p nh\u00e1y. C\u00f2n t\u00f4i, trong con t\u00e0u b\u1eb1ng s\u1eaft n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c \u0111i, \u0111i qua, ch\u01b0a bi\u1ebft \u0111i t\u1edbi \u0111\u00e2u.<\/p>\n
V\u00ec sao t\u00f4i \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y?<\/p>\n
Cho \u0111\u1ebfn gi\u1edd n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i v\u1eabn kh\u00f4ng t\u00e0i n\u00e0o ngh\u0129 ra. Th\u00f4i th\u00ec m\u1eb7c k\u1ec7. C\u00f3 ngh\u0129 ra c\u0169ng ch\u1eb3ng thay \u0111\u1ed5i g\u00ec. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ecdn m\u1ed9t n\u01a1i kh\u00f4ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00e2n th\u00edch, m\u1ed9t toa t\u00e0u \u0111i li\u00ean t\u1ee5c ng\u00e0y \u0111\u00eam, \u0111\u00f3ng k\u00edn m\u00ecnh trong \u0111\u00f3. Toa t\u00e0u mang t\u00f4i \u0111i kh\u1eafp n\u01a1i, \u0111i th\u1eadt nhanh. C\u00f3 v\u1ebb n\u00f3 \u0111\u00fang l\u00e0 chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u t\u1ed1c h\u00e0nh, kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 b\u1eadn t\u00e2m vi\u1ec7c d\u1eebng l\u1ea1i \u1edf m\u1ed9t ga n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3. L\u1ee1 l\u00ean t\u00e0u r\u1ed3i, nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t k\u1ebb l\u1eef h\u00e0nh, c\u1ea3nh v\u1eadt b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng c\u00f3 \u0111\u1eb9p m\u1ea5y c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1ea7m tr\u1ed3 gi\u00e2y l\u00e1t.<\/p>\n
Tho\u1ea1t \u0111\u1ea7u, khi m\u1edbi d\u1ecdn v\u00e0o c\u0103n nh\u00e0 n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i lu\u00f4n c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c b\u1ea5t an. Ti\u1ebfng xe l\u00e0m t\u00f4i b\u1ea5t an. Ti\u1ebfng m\u01b0a l\u00e0m t\u00f4i b\u1ea5t an. Ti\u1ebfng h\u00e0ng x\u00f3m v\u1ecdng sang l\u00e0m t\u00f4i b\u1ea5t an. Ti\u1ebfng ch\u00e2n t\u00f4i \u0111i l\u1ea1i tr\u00ean s\u00e0n g\u1ed7 l\u00e0m t\u00f4i b\u1ea5t an. M\u1ed7i ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng do ch\u00ednh t\u00f4i g\u00e2y n\u00ean c\u0169ng khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i d\u1eebng l\u1ea1i, l\u1eafng nghe \u00e2m vang c\u1ee7a n\u00f3. D\u1ea7n d\u1ea7n, t\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u quen v\u1edbi t\u1eebng ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng, v\u00e0 nh\u1eadn ra m\u1ed7i ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng \u0111\u1ec1u c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng vang ri\u00eang.<\/p>\n
Khi anh \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y, m\u1ed7i ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng anh g\u00e2y n\u00ean t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ec1u ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Anh c\u1ea7m ly c\u00e0 ph\u00ea l\u00ean kh\u00e1c t\u00f4i, g\u00e2y m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng kh\u00e1c. Ti\u1ebfng ch\u00e2n anh c\u0169ng kh\u00e1c. Anh m\u1edf c\u1eeda, ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng r\u1ed9n r\u00e0ng h\u01a1n. Anh ho, anh c\u1edfi \u00e1o, anh th\u00e1o gi\u1ea7y, r\u1ed3i ti\u1ebfng c\u01b0\u1eddi, ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i, ti\u1ebfng th\u1edf, ti\u1ebfng th\u00ec th\u1ea7m\u2026 Anh mang m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 \u00e2m thanh kh\u00e1c h\u1eb3n nh\u1eefng \u00e2m thanh th\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u1eadt v\u00e0o \u0111\u00e2y. Khi anh r\u1eddi kh\u1ecfi ch\u1ed7 n\u00e0y th\u00ec nh\u1eefng ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng \u1ea5y c\u0169ng im theo, m\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 ng\u1eebng l\u1ea1i. M\u00e3i cho \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac t\u00f4i c\u1ed1 t\u00ecnh g\u00e2y n\u00ean m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng l\u1edbn, m\u1edf c\u1eeda ban c\u00f4ng ch\u1eb3ng h\u1ea1n, v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ec3 t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng t\u1eeb \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ph\u1ed1 l\u1ecdt v\u00e0o.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i ng\u1ee7 r\u1ea5t \u00edt. M\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh tr\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng, l\u00fac n\u00e0o t\u00f4i c\u0169ng m\u1edf m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn m\u00e3i v\u00e0o b\u00f3ng \u0111\u00eam. Khi b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u nh\u1eafm m\u1eaft th\u00ec t\u00f4i l\u1ea1i tr\u1edf m\u00ecnh. T\u00f3c l\u00e0m v\u01b0\u1edbng v\u00edu kh\u00f3 ng\u1ee7. Ti\u1ebfng gi\u00e3n n\u1edf c\u1ee7a s\u00e0n g\u1ed7 l\u00e0m t\u00f4i gi\u1eadt m\u00ecnh. Ti\u1ebfng gi\u00f3 l\u00e0m t\u00f4i b\u1ed3n ch\u1ed3n. T\u00f3m l\u1ea1i, b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng nh\u1ecf n\u00e0o c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00eam c\u0169ng khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i \u00fd th\u1ee9c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c s\u1ef1 \u0111\u01a1n \u0111\u1ed9c c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. V\u00e0 r\u1ed3i c\u1ee9 n\u1eb1m d\u1ecfng tai l\u1eafng nghe t\u1eebng ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng m\u1ed9t nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf, t\u00f4i c\u00e0ng ng\u00e0y c\u00e0ng nh\u1eadn th\u1ea5y \u0111\u00eam th\u1eadt t\u0129nh l\u1eb7ng.<\/p>\n
D\u1ea7n d\u00e0, t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y n\u00f3 c\u0169ng \u0111\u00fang l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 t\u0129nh l\u1eb7ng c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh t\u00f4i. \u0110\u00e3 qu\u00e1 l\u00e2u r\u1ed3i t\u00f4i s\u1ed1ng t\u00e1ch bi\u1ec7t v\u1edbi cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi ngo\u00e0i kia, ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n ch\u00ecm v\u00e0o b\u00f3ng \u0111\u00eam. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 khi \u0111\u00eam xu\u1ed1ng l\u00e0 t\u00f4i tr\u1edf m\u00ecnh, thao th\u1ee9c, c\u00f2n ban ng\u00e0y th\u00ec \u0111\u1ea7u \u00f3c t\u00f4i l\u00f9 m\u00f9, d\u00f9 \u0111ang th\u1ee9c nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i cho r\u1eb1ng c\u00f2n t\u1ec7 h\u01a1n c\u1ea3 ng\u1ee7.<\/p>\n
– Em n\u00e0y, hay l\u00e0 em d\u1ecdn \u0111\u1ebfn \u1edf v\u1edbi anh nh\u00e9!<\/p>\n
M\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n, khi \u0111ang \u1edf tr\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng, sau khi \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eadn h\u01b0\u1edfng nhau, anh b\u1ed7ng h\u1ecfi t\u00f4i nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf. \u0110\u00f3 c\u0169ng ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean t\u00f4i \u00fd th\u1ee9c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 t\u1eadn c\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh. Th\u1ebf l\u00e0 h\u1ebft. T\u00f4i ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3 khi nh\u1eadn ra t\u00ecnh y\u00eau c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i \u0111ang \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nu\u00f4i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng b\u1edfi ch\u00ednh s\u1ef1 \u0111\u01a1n \u0111\u1ed9c c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. C\u00f3 c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng \u1ed5n trong chuy\u1ec7n n\u00e0y, nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i ch\u1ecbu, kh\u00f4ng ph\u00e2n t\u00edch n\u1ed5i.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng nghi ng\u1edd g\u00ec v\u1ec1 t\u00ecnh y\u00eau t\u00f4i d\u00e0nh cho anh, th\u1eadm ch\u00ed t\u00f4i c\u00f2n hi\u1ec3u r\u00f5 n\u1ebfu m\u1ea5t anh th\u00ec t\u00f4i ch\u1eb3ng thi\u1ebft s\u1ed1ng n\u1eefa. Ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u0169ng r\u00e1ng t\u00ecm th\u1eddi gi\u1edd \u0111\u1ec3 g\u1eb7p nhau, d\u00f9 ch\u1ec9 k\u1ecbp \u0111\u1ec3 u\u1ed1ng v\u1edbi nhau m\u1ed9t t\u00e1ch c\u00e0 ph\u00ea. G\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 ni\u1ec1m vui trong ng\u00e0y c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i duy nh\u1ea5t l\u00e0 ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn g\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1eb7t anh, \u0111\u1ebfn gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat \u1edf b\u00ean anh. Nh\u01b0ng \u1edf b\u00ean nhau \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t l\u00fac r\u1ed3i th\u00ec t\u00f4i l\u1ea1i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y th\u00e8m c\u00e1i gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat c\u00f2n l\u1ea1i m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh.<\/p>\n
Th\u1eadm ch\u00ed \u0111\u00f4i l\u00fac t\u00f4i l\u1ea1i n\u00f4n n\u00f3ng chia tay anh \u0111\u1ec3 r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i ng\u1ed3i m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh trong c\u0103n nh\u00e0 r\u1ed9ng th\u00eanh thang ch\u1eb3ng l\u00e0m g\u00ec ngo\u00e0i c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c \u0111\u01a1n \u0111\u1ed9c c\u1ed1 h\u1eefu.<\/p>\n
Ch\u1eb3ng l\u1ebd ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ebft chuy\u1ec7n l\u00e0m v\u1edbi nhau r\u1ed3i sao?<\/p>\n
Ch\u1eb3ng l\u1ebd hai con ng\u01b0\u1eddi y\u00eau nhau say \u0111\u1eafm \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1ebf, quy\u1ebfn luy\u1ebfn nhau \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1ebf, m\u00e0 c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 \u1edf b\u00ean c\u1ea1nh nhau qu\u00e1 n\u1eeda ng\u00e0y hay sao?<\/p>\n
Hay l\u00e0 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1eddi k\u1ef3 ch\u00e1n nhau?<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i c\u0169ng c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c sau khi x\u1ea3 h\u1ebft n\u1ed7i nh\u1edb nhung v\u00e0o nhau th\u00ec anh b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u th\u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ebfn gi\u1edd ph\u1ea3i v\u1ec1. C\u00f3 l\u1ebd c\u1ea3 hai ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ec1u \u0111\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i\u1ec1u \u1ea5y n\u01a1i nhau n\u00ean nh\u1eefng l\u00fac nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf m\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 \u0111\u1ec1u c\u00f3 v\u1ebb th\u1eeba th\u00e3i.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 im l\u1eb7ng kh\u00f4ng tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi c\u00e2u h\u1ecfi c\u1ee7a anh, v\u00e0 v\u1edd ng\u1ee7 say.<\/p>\n
Tr\u01b0\u1edbc kia, t\u00f4i ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn ng\u00e0y h\u00f4m nay, c\u00e1i ng\u00e0y m\u00e0 t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i l\u01b0\u1ee1ng l\u1ef1 gi\u1eefa t\u00ecnh y\u00eau v\u00e0 t\u1ef1 do. B\u00e2y gi\u1edd, m\u1ed7i \u0111\u00eam, khi b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i l\u1eb7ng l\u1ebd tr\u00e0n v\u00e0o t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 c\u1eeda s\u1ed5, v\u00e0 th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 nh\u01b0 tr\u00f4i tu\u1ed9t \u0111i ngo\u00e0i kia, t\u00f4i hay th\u1eeb ng\u01b0\u1eddi ra ngh\u0129 ng\u1ee3i.<\/p>\n
\u0110\u00eam s\u1ebd d\u00e0i \u0111\u1ea5y, nh\u01b0ng c\u0169ng s\u1ebd qua r\u1ea5t nhanh. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 qu\u00e1 quen thu\u1ed9c v\u1edbi n\u00f3. S\u1ef1 c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh v\u1eeba bu\u1ed3n, m\u00e0 c\u0169ng v\u1eeba khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i th\u00edch th\u00fa. N\u01a1i \u0111\u00e2y, trong c\u0103n ph\u00f2ng r\u1ea5t th\u1ee9 t\u1ef1 theo ki\u1ec3u ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i do d\u1ef1 v\u00ec b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ed9ng n\u00e0o. N\u1eeda \u0111\u00eam t\u00f4i b\u1eadt d\u1eady, m\u1edf c\u1eeda s\u1ed5 nh\u00ecn ra th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 \u0111ang l\u1ea5p l\u00e1nh xa kia, tr\u00ean tay l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ly cognac. \u0110\u00f4i l\u00fac t\u00f4i c\u00f2n pha c\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t b\u00ecnh c\u00e0 ph\u00ea, h\u00edt th\u1edf m\u00f9i c\u00e0 ph\u00ea t\u1ecfa \u0111\u1ea7y c\u0103n b\u1ebfp, r\u1ed3i t\u00f4i th\u01b0 th\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ecdc s\u00e1ch b\u00e1o.<\/p>\n
G\u1ea7n \u0111\u00e2y v\u00e0o t\u1ed1i cu\u1ed1i tu\u1ea7n t\u00f4i c\u00f2n \u0111\u1ebfn b\u1ec3 b\u01a1i g\u1ea7n nh\u00e0 n\u1eefa. Sau \u0111\u00f3 th\u00ec t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng ng\u1eafm ngh\u00eda m\u00ecnh tr\u01b0\u1edbc g\u01b0\u01a1ng, ghi nh\u1edb nh\u1eefng v\u00f9ng da th\u1ecbt m\u00e0 t\u00f4i quy\u1ebft t\u00e2m h\u1ea1 b\u1edbt m\u1ee1. \u0110\u00eam h\u00f4m \u0111\u00f3 t\u00f4i m\u1ea5t ng\u1ee7 tr\u1ea7m tr\u1ecdng. Ng\u1ed3i th\u1eeb tr\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng, t\u00f4i ch\u0103m ch\u0103m nh\u00ecn qua c\u1eeda s\u1ed5, d\u00f5i theo \u00e1nh tr\u0103ng nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t n\u00e9t ph\u1ea5n m\u1edd tr\u00ean b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi \u0111en ngo\u00e0i kia. T\u00f4i ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn l\u0169 th\u01b0 t\u00ecnh trong chi\u1ebfc r\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u1ea5t k\u1ef9 d\u01b0\u1edbi g\u1ea7m gi\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00e0 ch\u1ec9 nh\u1eefng khi h\u00fat b\u1ee5i ho\u1eb7c nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam m\u1ea5t ng\u1ee7 t\u00f4i m\u1edbi \u0111\u1ee5ng \u0111\u1ebfn.<\/p>\n
L\u1ea7n n\u00e0o c\u0169ng th\u1ebf, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u00f4i kinh ng\u1ea1c khi \u0111\u1ecdc l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi n\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n \u1ea5y. G\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y c\u1ea3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi vi\u1ebft l\u1eabn ng\u01b0\u1eddi nh\u1eadn th\u01b0, \u0111\u1ec1u ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n xa l\u1ea1. Xem ra, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ec1u l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 n\u00f4ng n\u1ed5i, non n\u1edbt c\u1ee7a tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb, v\u00e0 b\u1ea5t ch\u1ee3t t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra t\u00ean anh \u0111ang d\u1ea7n d\u1ea7n, b\u1eb1ng tr\u00ed t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0\u1ee3ng c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u01b0a v\u00e0o chi\u1ebfc r\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u0169 \u1ea5y, chen ch\u00e2n v\u1edbi l\u0169 th\u01b0 t\u00ecnh c\u0169, gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta \u0111ang h\u1ea1 huy\u1ec7t m\u1ed9t ng\u00f4i m\u1ed9 t\u1eadp th\u1ec3. Ph\u1ea3i ch\u0103ng v\u1ebb quy\u1ebfn r\u0169 c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00eam ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c, v\u00e0 b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 truy\u1ec1n cho t\u00f4i s\u1ee9c m\u1ea1nh trong ch\u00ednh s\u1ef1 c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh?<\/p>\n
Trong c\u0103n ph\u00f2ng n\u00e0y, m\u1ed7i \u0111\u00eam, t\u00f4i tr\u0103n tr\u1edf v\u1edbi ti\u1ebfng c\u00f2i t\u00e0u. Ti\u1ebfng c\u00f2i t\u00e0u mang t\u00f4i tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng tr\u1ea1m xa x\u00f4i t\u1ef1a h\u1ed3 nh\u01b0 gi\u1ea5c m\u01a1 th\u1eddi th\u01a1 \u1ea5u. Anh c\u0169ng l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t gi\u1ea5c m\u01a1 k\u1ef3 di\u1ec7u m\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ea5t c\u00f4ng t\u00ecm ki\u1ebfm. Gi\u1ea5c m\u01a1 \u00e2m \u1ec9 th\u00e0nh c\u01a1n \u0111au, ng\u00e0y m\u1ed9t l\u1edbn d\u1ea7n, ph\u00ecnh to nh\u01b0 s\u1eafp n\u1ed5, s\u1eafp s\u1eeda x\u00e9 x\u00e1c t\u00f4i th\u00e0nh nhi\u1ec1u m\u1ea3nh, r\u01a1i tung to\u00e9 nh\u01b0 x\u00e1c ph\u00e1o ng\u00e0y \u0111\u1ea7u n\u0103m.<\/p>\n
Khi kh\u00f4ng sao b\u1ed7ng th\u1ea5y x\u00e1c ph\u00e1o \u0111\u1ea7u n\u0103m? C\u00f3 l\u1ebd v\u00ec l\u00fac n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e2y, chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i \u0111ang \u0111i qua m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m.<\/p>\n
H\u1ed3i c\u00f2n b\u00e9, cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ng\u00e0y r\u1ed9n r\u1ecbp nh\u1ea5t v\u00ec c\u1ea3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u1eddi \u0111ang c\u00f9ng nhau chu\u1ea9n b\u1ecb \u0111\u00f3n gi\u1edd ph\u00fat thi\u00eang li\u00eang. B\u00e0 ngo\u1ea1i t\u00f4i b\u1eadn r\u1ed9n v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t ngh\u00ecn chuy\u1ec7n kh\u00f4ng t\u00ean, tay d\u00ednh li\u1ec1n v\u1edbi c\u00e1i ch\u1ed5i, qu\u00e9t li\u00ean t\u1ee5c nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u xui x\u1ebbo ra kh\u1ecfi nh\u00e0. Xui x\u1ebbo \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c h\u1ed1t th\u00e0nh b\u1ee5i, mang v\u1ee9t \u1edf g\u1ed1c c\u00e2y me tr\u01b0\u1edbc c\u1ed5ng.<\/p>\n
Khi giao th\u1eeba \u0111i\u1ec3m, ngo\u1ea1i t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 kh\u0103n \u00e1o ch\u1ec9nh t\u1ec1. M\u1ed9t c\u00e1i b\u00e0n con \u0111\u1eb7t ngay ng\u1eafn tr\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u00e0, tr\u00ean b\u00e0n l\u00e0 th\u1ee9c \u0103n, b\u00ecnh tr\u00e0, h\u01b0\u01a1ng qu\u1ea3. Ngo\u1ea1i nghi\u00eam trang, th\u00e0nh k\u00ednh l\u1ea1y tr\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea5t, mi\u1ec7ng l\u00e2m r\u00e2m kh\u1ea5n nguy\u1ec7n. Gi\u00f3 th\u1ed5i v\u1ea1t \u00e1o d\u00e0i c\u1ee7a b\u00e0 lay \u0111\u1ed9ng, th\u1ed5i \u0111\u00e1m l\u00e1 me bay c\u1ea3 v\u00e0o b\u00e1t ch\u00e8 tr\u00ean b\u00e0n.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i n\u00edn th\u1edf quan s\u00e1t. B\u00e0 c\u00fang c\u00f4 h\u1ed3n c\u00e1c \u0111\u1ea3ng. Ti\u1ebfng c\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a ma qu\u1ef7 theo gi\u00f3 tr\u00e0n v\u1ec1, qu\u1eb9t ngang g\u00e1y t\u00f4i. N\u00f3i g\u00ec \u0111\u1ea5y? T\u00f4i th\u00ec th\u1ea7m, h\u1eb9n h\u00f2. T\u00f4i c\u00f2n r\u1ea5t nh\u1ecf, ch\u01b0a hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ea5t m\u00e1t, ch\u01b0a hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u1ebft ch\u00f3c, nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i hi\u1ec3u r\u1eb1ng, c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng \u00e2m h\u1ed3n xung quanh \u0111\u00e2y, ch\u1ec9 nh\u1eefng gi\u1edd thi\u00eang nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0y m\u1edbi l\u00ean ti\u1ebfng, v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i ai c\u0169ng nghe \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. L\u00fac n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e2y, khi kh\u00f3i nhang v\u1eeba bay l\u00ean, th\u00ec ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 ti\u1ebfng gi\u00f3.<\/p>\n
Gi\u00f3. T\u00f4i c\u0169ng r\u1ea5t quen thu\u1ed9c v\u1edbi \u00e2m thanh c\u1ee7a gi\u00f3. M\u1ed7i ng\u1ecdn gi\u00f3 mang theo m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng ri\u00eang, \u0111i v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t v\u1eadn t\u1ed1c ri\u00eang, c\u00f3 c\u1ea3 m\u00f9i v\u1ecb ri\u00eang. Gi\u00f3 Nam, gi\u00f3 B\u1eafc, gi\u00f3 bi\u1ec3n, gi\u00f3 n\u00fai. Gi\u00f3 m\u00f9a Thu r\u1ed3i gi\u00f3 m\u00f9a H\u1ea1. Gi\u00f3 t\u1eeb c\u1eeda s\u1ed5 t\u1eeb tr\u01b0\u1eddng h\u1ecdc t\u1eeb h\u00e0ng c\u00e2y t\u1eeb tr\u1eddi t\u1eeb \u0111\u1ea5t\u2026 T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 quan s\u00e1t t\u1eebng ng\u1ecdn gi\u00f3 v\u00e0 lu\u00f4n c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t ch\u00fang.<\/p>\n
N\u0103m 16 tu\u1ed5i, c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t ng\u1ecdn gi\u00f3 th\u1ed5i t\u00f4i kh\u00f4n l\u1edbn. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 khi t\u00f4i l\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean ng\u1ed3i tr\u00ean chi\u1ebfc xe \u0111\u1ea1p s\u01b0\u1eddn ngang c\u1ee7a ch\u00e0ng trai h\u01a1n t\u00f4i hai tu\u1ed5i, t\u00ecnh y\u00eau \u0111\u1ea7u \u0111\u1eddi c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng nhi\u1ec1u l\u1eddi v\u1edbi nhau. T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc, anh ng\u1ed3i ph\u00eda sau, g\u1eafng s\u1ee9c \u0111\u1ea1p chi\u1ebfc xe c\u0169 k\u1ef9 v\u00e0 g\u1ea7y g\u00f2 nh\u01b0 ch\u00ednh anh h\u1ed3i \u1ea5y. M\u01b0\u1eddi l\u0103m n\u0103m sau g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i, anh to l\u1edbn v\u1ea1m v\u1ee1, r\u00e2u t\u00f3c d\u00e0i v\u00e0 ch\u1ea1y m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc xe m\u00e1y. Anh \u0111\u1eb7t t\u00f4i ph\u00eda sau l\u01b0ng, ch\u1ea1y r\u1ea5t oai v\u1ec7 gi\u1eefa \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ph\u1ed1 S\u00e0i G\u00f2n. T\u00f4i loay hoay ng\u1ee1 ng\u00e0ng v\u00ec v\u1ecb tr\u00ed m\u1edbi. T\u00f4i mi\u00ean man nh\u1edb ng\u1ecdn gi\u00f3 ng\u00e0y x\u01b0a th\u1ed5i t\u00f3c t\u00f4i x\u00f2a v\u00e0o m\u1eb7t anh, v\u00e0 h\u01a1i th\u1edf anh sau \u00f3t.<\/p>\n
H\u01a1i th\u1edf anh, h\u1ed3i \u1ea5y t\u00f4i c\u0169ng g\u1ecdi l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u1ecdn gi\u00f3. Gi\u00f3 t\u1eeb l\u1ed3ng ng\u1ef1c anh. Ng\u1ecdn gi\u00f3 \u1ea5y theo ng\u00e0y th\u00e1ng d\u1ed3n th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t c\u01a1n b\u00e3o cu\u1ed1n t\u00f4i v\u1ec1 v\u1edbi anh, g\u00e2y bi\u1ebft bao s\u00f3ng gi\u00f3 cho \u0111\u1eddi t\u00f4i, g\u00f3p m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n \u0111\u01b0a t\u00f4i v\u00e0o chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u h\u00f4m nay.<\/p>\n
H\u00f4m nay l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m. T\u00f4i v\u1eabn mu\u1ed1n ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn h\u00f4m nay h\u01a1n l\u00e0 ng\u00e0y h\u00f4m qua. Kh\u1ed1n n\u1ed7i, h\u00f4m nay lu\u00f4n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c sinh ra t\u1eeb h\u00f4m qua. H\u00f4m nay, nh\u00ecn t\u1eeb toa t\u00e0u n\u00e0y, c\u1ea3nh v\u1eadt kia v\u1eabn v\u00f9n v\u1ee5t ch\u1ea1y lui. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111i qua bao nhi\u00eau ga kh\u00e1c, ng\u00e0y h\u00f4m kh\u00e1c\u2026 m\u1edbi c\u00f3 m\u1eb7t \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y.<\/p>\n
M\u1ed9t bu\u1ed5i tr\u01b0a n\u1eafng g\u1eaft, nh\u00ecn n\u1eafng t\u1eeb b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi, ch\u1edbp l\u00f3a qua m\u1ea5y ch\u00f3p cao \u1ed1c ch\u1ee5p xu\u1ed1ng c\u1eeda s\u1ed5 n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i t\u01b0\u1edfng nh\u01b0 \u0111ang th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t kh\u1ed1i l\u1eeda \u00e0o t\u1edbi. Con t\u00e0u s\u1eaft c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i v\u1eabn c\u1ed1 lao nhanh qua ng\u00e0y v\u00e0 \u0111\u00eam, nh\u01b0ng kh\u1ed1i l\u1eeda kh\u1ed5ng l\u1ed3 kia s\u1eafp \u0111u\u1ed5i k\u1ecbp n\u00f3. \u0110\u00fang l\u00fac \u0111\u00f3 anh nh\u1ea3y l\u00ean toa t\u00e0u, k\u00e9o t\u00f4i c\u00f9ng ng\u00e3 xu\u1ed1ng. L\u1eeda \u00e0o qua ph\u00eda tr\u00ean. Kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u c\u00e1i l\u01b0\u1ee1i l\u1eeda \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 b\u00f4i x\u00f3a ch\u1ed7 n\u00e0o tr\u00ean th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n
R\u1ed3i chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u n\u00e0y s\u1ebd \u0111\u01b0a t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2u?<\/p>\n
Tr\u1ea1m cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 quy\u1ebft \u0111\u1ecbnh \u0111\u01b0a ti\u1ec5n anh. C\u00f2n bao nhi\u00eau tr\u1ea1m n\u1eefa? N\u0103m nay t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 37. T\u00f4i v\u1eabn c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c tr\u00ean toa t\u00e0u c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, nh\u00ecn ra ngo\u00e0i, m\u01a1 \u01b0\u1edbc m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 g\u00ec b\u1ea5t bi\u1ebfn. M\u1ed7i \u0111\u00eam, t\u00f4i n\u1eb1m l\u1eb7ng l\u1ebd, \u0111\u1ebfm t\u1eeb m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ed9t tr\u0103m , \u00f4n l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng ng\u00e0y th\u00e1ng \u0111\u00e3 qua, \u0111\u00f4i khi h\u1ed3i h\u1ed9p, \u0111\u00f4i khi d\u1eedng d\u01b0ng tr\u01b0\u1edbc ng\u00e0y mai s\u1ebd \u0111\u1ebfn. T\u00f4i v\u1eabn ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ed9t vi\u00ean thu\u1ed1c ng\u1ee7, nh\u01b0ng r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ec3 d\u00e0nh.<\/p>\n
N\u0103m nay, \u0111\u00eam giao th\u1eeba, t\u00f4i s\u1ebd ng\u1ed3i trong toa t\u00e0u n\u00e0y, \u0111i su\u1ed1t nh\u1eefng gi\u1edd c\u00f2n l\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ec3 g\u1eb7p bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng mai, m\u1ed9t bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng \u0111\u1ea7u n\u0103m. T\u00f4i bi\u1ebft, b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u n\u00e0o d\u00f9 mu\u1ed1n ch\u1ea1y \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2u \u0111i n\u1eefa, \u0111\u1ec1u c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t ga cu\u1ed1i.<\/p>\n
M\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3, t\u00f4i s\u1ebd nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng r\u1eddi chuy\u1ebfn t\u00e0u c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. N\u01a1i s\u00e2n ga, b\u00e0 ngo\u1ea1i t\u00f4i m\u1eb7c \u00e1o g\u1ea5m, t\u00f3c b\u00fai g\u1ecdn, tay x\u00e1ch gi\u1ecf cau tr\u1ea7u ch\u1edd t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i s\u1ebd g\u00f3p v\u00e0o ti\u1ebfng gi\u00f3 lao xao c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c \u00e2m h\u1ed3n nh\u1eefng gi\u1edd linh hi\u1ec3n. T\u00f4i s\u1ebd qu\u1eb9t ngang g\u00e1y anh, th\u1ed5i v\u00e0o tai anh h\u01a1i th\u1edf c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi n\u1ed3ng \u1ea5m.<\/p>\n
N\u1ebfu nh\u01b0 anh, hay ai \u0111\u00f3 c\u00f2n nh\u1edb, c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y h\u01a1i th\u1edf \u1ea5y ph\u1ea3ng ph\u1ea5t m\u00f9i nhang th\u01a1m.<\/p>\n
Kh\u00f3i nhang t\u1eeb l\u1ed3ng ng\u1ef1c ng\u01b0\u1eddi y\u00eau \u0111\u1ea7u \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ebd theo gi\u00f3 bay l\u00ean.<\/p>\n
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T\u00f4i s\u1ed1ng trong c\u0103n nh\u00e0 b\u1ecdc b\u1eb1ng m\u1ed9t lo\u1ea1i t\u00f4n, mang m\u00e0u x\u00e1m nh\u1ea1t c\u1ee7a s\u1eaft th\u00e9p. C\u0103n nh\u00e0 d\u00e0i v\u00e0 \u1ed1m nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t toa t\u00e0u l\u1eeda, l\u1ea1i g\u1ea7n tr\u1ea1m xe \u0111i\u1ec7n, l\u00fac n\u00e0o c\u0169ng …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2304,"featured_media":62818,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[22,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-62805","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sang-tac","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62805","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2304"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=62805"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62805\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":62820,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/62805\/revisions\/62820"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/62818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=62805"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=62805"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=62805"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}