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B\u1ea3n Vi\u1ec7t ng\u1eef: Ho\u00e0ng Ch\u00ednh<\/p>\n

Jacobo Timerman ra \u0111\u1eddi \u1edf Ukraine, di d\u00e2n qua Argentina l\u00fac 5 tu\u1ed5i. Nh\u00e0 b\u00e1o, ch\u1ee7 nhi\u1ec7m ki\u00eam ch\u1ee7 b\u00fat nh\u1eadt b\u00e1o ti\u1ebfng t\u0103m La Opinion. N\u0103m 1977, trong cu\u1ed9c \u201cChi\u1ebfn Tranh D\u01a1 B\u1ea9n\u201d (Guerra Sucia) khi m\u00e0 h\u00e0ng ch\u1ee5c ng\u00e0n ng\u01b0\u1eddi Argentina b\u1ecb qu\u00e2n \u0111\u1ed9i b\u1eaft \u0111i m\u1ea5t t\u00edch v\u00e0 th\u1ee7 ti\u00eau, \u00f4ng b\u1ecb b\u1eaft giam v\u00e0 tra t\u1ea5n su\u1ed1t 30 th\u00e1ng kh\u00f4ng truy t\u1ed1, kh\u00f4ng x\u00e9t x\u1eed. \u00d4ng di d\u00e2n qua Israel v\u00e0 hi\u1ec7n s\u1ed1ng \u1edf Tel Aviv. \u201cThe Eye\u201d tr\u00edch t\u1eeb tuy\u1ec3n t\u1eadp \u201cPrisoner without a Name, Cell without a Number\u201d xu\u1ea5t b\u1ea3n n\u0103m 1981. Ho\u00e0ng Ch\u00ednh d\u1ecbch t\u1eeb b\u1ea3n Anh ng\u1eef c\u1ee7a Toby Talbot trong t\u1eadp \u201cThis Prison Where I Live\u201d, Tuy\u1ec3n T\u1eadp V\u0103n B\u00fat C\u1ee7a Nh\u1eefng Nh\u00e0 V\u0103n B\u1ecb C\u1ea7m T\u00f9.<\/i><\/p>\n

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T\u1ed1i nay, m\u1ed9t cai t\u00f9 ph\u00e1 l\u1ec7, \u0111\u1ec3 h\u00e9 l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m. T\u00f4i ch\u1edd m\u1ed9t l\u00fac xem chuy\u1ec7n g\u00ec s\u1ebd x\u1ea3y ra nh\u01b0ng l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m v\u1eabn \u0111\u1ec3 h\u1edf. T\u00f4i nh\u00f3n g\u00f3t, nh\u00f2m ra ngo\u00e0i. M\u1ed9t h\u00e0nh lang h\u1eb9p, v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n x\u00e0-lim c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y \u00edt nh\u1ea5t hai c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda n\u1eefa. Th\u1eadt s\u1ef1, t\u00f4i nh\u00ecn r\u00f5 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u1ea3 hai c\u1eeda. \u00d4i, c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c t\u1ef1 do th\u1eadt l\u00e0 tuy\u1ec7t v\u1eddi! C\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t v\u0169 tr\u1ee5 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u1eafn th\u00eam v\u00e0o khung Th\u1eddi Gian<\/i> ri\u00eang t\u00f4i, c\u00e1i th\u1eddi gian n\u1ed1i d\u00e0i \u1ea5y bay l\u01b0\u1ee3n ng\u1ea1o ngh\u1ec5 tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i, trong l\u00f2ng x\u00e0-lim ch\u1eadt h\u1eb9p. Th\u1eddi<\/i> Gian<\/i>, qu\u1ea3 l\u00e0 k\u1ebb th\u00f9 nguy hi\u1ec3m c\u1ee7a con ng\u01b0\u1eddi, khi m\u00e0 s\u1ef1 t\u1ed3n t\u1ea1i, s\u1ef1 k\u00e9o d\u00e0i v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 v\u0129nh c\u1eedu c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 ch\u1ea1m b\u00e0n tay v\u00e0o \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c.<\/p>\n

\u00c1nh s\u00e1ng ch\u00f3i chan trong h\u00e0nh lang. Ch\u00f3a m\u1eaft, t\u00f4i th\u1ee5t l\u00f9i, r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i h\u1ed1i h\u1ea3 d\u00e1n m\u1eaft v\u00e0o l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m. T\u00f4i c\u1ed1 \u0111\u1ed5 kho\u1ea3ng kh\u00f4ng gian tr\u00f4ng th\u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u1ea5y \u0111\u1ea7y \u1eafp trong t\u00f4i. B\u1ecb t\u01b0\u1edbc \u0111o\u1ea1t c\u1ea3m nh\u1eadn v\u1ec1 kho\u1ea3ng c\u00e1ch v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 c\u00e2n \u0111\u1ed1i qu\u00e1 l\u00e2u t\u00f4i b\u1ed7ng th\u1ea5y m\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 v\u1eeba tu\u1ed9t kh\u1ecfi x\u00edch xi\u1ec1ng. \u0110\u1ec3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 nh\u00f2m ra, t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i \u00e1p m\u1eb7t v\u00e0o c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda th\u00e9p l\u1ea1nh bu\u1ed1t. Ch\u1ec9 v\u00e0i ph\u00fat l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o ch\u1ecbu n\u1ed5i c\u00e1i l\u1ea1nh. Tr\u00e1n t\u00f4i d\u00e1n v\u00e0o kh\u1ed1i th\u00e9p v\u00e0 c\u00e1i l\u1ea1nh l\u00e0m \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i nh\u00f3i bu\u1ed1t. Nh\u01b0ng c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e2u – bao l\u00e2u nh\u1ec9? – kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u00f4n vinh nh\u1eefng kho\u1ea3ng kh\u00f4ng gian tr\u1ed1ng tr\u1ea3i. T\u00f4i \u00e1p tai v\u00e0o c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda, kh\u00f4ng nghe th\u1ea5y g\u00ec. T\u00f4i l\u1ea1i d\u00e1n m\u1eaft nh\u00f2m.<\/p>\n

H\u1eafn c\u0169ng l\u00e0m nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. T\u00f4i ch\u1ee3t nh\u1eadn ra l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m tr\u00ean c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n c\u1eeda ph\u00f2ng t\u00f4i c\u0169ng m\u1edf v\u00e0 ph\u00eda sau c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t con m\u1eaft. T\u00f4i ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3: B\u1ecdn ch\u00fang g\u00e0i b\u1eaby t\u00f4i. T\u00f9 nh\u00e2n kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ph\u00e9p nh\u00ecn qua l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m v\u00e0 ch\u00fang \u0111\u00e3 b\u1eaft g\u1eb7p t\u00f4i l\u00e0m chuy\u1ec7n \u0111\u00f3. T\u00f4i b\u01b0\u1edbc th\u1ee5t l\u00f9i, ch\u1edd \u0111\u1ee3i. T\u00f4i ch\u1edd m\u1ed9t Th\u1eddi Gian<\/i>, th\u00eam m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat Th\u1eddi Gian<\/i>, r\u1ed3i th\u00eam m\u1ed9t Th\u1eddi Gian<\/i> n\u1eefa. V\u00e0 t\u00f4i tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m.<\/p>\n

H\u1eafn c\u0169ng l\u00e0m h\u1ec7t nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n

V\u00e0 b\u00e2y gi\u1edd t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 b\u1ea1n, v\u1ec1 c\u00e1i \u0111\u00eam d\u00e0i m\u00e0 ch\u00fang m\u00ecnh tr\u1ea3i qua c\u00f9ng v\u1edbi nhau \u1ea5y, khi m\u00e0 b\u1ea1n l\u00e0 anh t\u00f4i, l\u00e0 b\u1ed1 t\u00f4i, l\u00e0 con trai t\u00f4i, l\u00e0 b\u1ea1n t\u00f4i. Hay b\u1ea1n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0 nh\u1ec9? N\u1ebfu v\u1eady, ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u00e3 qua \u0111\u00eam \u1ea5y nh\u01b0 \u0111\u00f4i nh\u00e2n t\u00ecnh. B\u1ea1n ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t con m\u1eaft, nh\u01b0ng ch\u00ednh b\u1ea1n, b\u1ea1n c\u0169ng nh\u1edb c\u00e1i \u0111\u00eam \u1ea5y, ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng? V\u1ec1 sau b\u1ecdn ch\u00fang b\u1ea3o b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebft, r\u1eb1ng tim b\u1ea1n y\u1ebfu kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ecbu n\u1ed5i \u201cgu\u1ed3ng m\u00e1y\u201d, nh\u01b0ng ch\u00fang kh\u00f4ng n\u00f3i b\u1ea1n l\u00e0 \u0111\u00e0n \u00f4ng hay \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0. L\u00e0m sao b\u1ea1n l\u1ea1i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c khi m\u00e0 \u0111\u00eam h\u00f4m \u1ea5y ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebf ng\u1ef1 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft?<\/p>\n

B\u1ea1n ph\u1ea3i nh\u1edb, t\u00f4i c\u1ea7n b\u1ea1n nh\u1edb, n\u1ebfu kh\u00f4ng t\u00f4i s\u1ebd ph\u1ea3i nh\u1edb chung cho c\u1ea3 hai ta, v\u00e0 c\u00e1i \u0111\u1eb9p m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta tr\u1ea3i nghi\u1ec7m c\u1ea7n c\u00f3 s\u1ef1 b\u1ea3o ch\u1ee9ng c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n n\u1eefa. B\u1ea1n ch\u1edbp m\u1eaft. T\u00f4i nh\u1edb r\u00f5 b\u1ea1n ch\u1edbp m\u1eaft. V\u00e0 c\u00e1i \u0111\u1ed9ng t\u00e1c rung nh\u1eb9 \u1ea5y ch\u1ee9ng t\u1ecf m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch tuy\u1ec7t \u0111\u1ed1i r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng s\u00f3t duy nh\u1ea5t tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t \u0111\u1ea5t gi\u1eefa v\u0169 tr\u1ee5 c\u1ee7a l\u0169 cai t\u00f9 t\u00e0n b\u1ea1o n\u00e0y. \u0110\u00f4i l\u00fac, trong x\u00e0-lim, t\u00f4i co tay, du\u1ed7i ch\u00e2n, ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1ed9ng t\u00e1c kh\u00f4ng nhu\u1ed1m v\u1ebb b\u1ea1o \u0111\u1ed9ng, kh\u00e1c v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng \u0111\u1ed9ng t\u00e1c t\u00f4i l\u00e0m khi b\u1ecb l\u00f4i k\u00e9o, x\u00f4 \u0111\u1ea9y b\u1edfi b\u1ecdn cai t\u00f9.<\/p>\n

V\u00e0 b\u1ea1n ch\u1edbp m\u1eaft. Tuy\u1ec7t v\u1eddi!<\/p>\n

B\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 – hay \u0111ang c\u00f2n – l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 \u0111\u1ea7y ph\u1ea9m c\u00e1ch cao \u0111\u1eb9p c\u1ee7a nh\u00e2n sinh, \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ban ph\u00e1t v\u1eefng ch\u00e3i m\u1ed9t ki\u1ebfn th\u1ee9c s\u00e2u xa v\u1ec1 cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng, b\u1edfi b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 b\u00e0y ra \u0111\u1ee7 tr\u00f2 ch\u01a1i \u0111\u00eam \u1ea5y, s\u00e1ng t\u1ea1o \u0110\u1ed9ng T\u00e1c<\/i> trong th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta. B\u1ea1n b\u1ea5t ng\u1edd bi\u1ebfn \u0111i, r\u1ed3i tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i. L\u00fac \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3. Nh\u01b0ng r\u1ed3i t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra b\u1ea1n \u0111ang b\u00e0y ra chuy\u1ebfn m\u1ea1o hi\u1ec3m v\u0129 \u0111\u1ea1i c\u1ee7a nh\u00e2n sinh trong tr\u00f2 ch\u01a1i th\u1ea5t-l\u1ea1c-v\u00e0-t\u00ecm-th\u1ea5y v\u00e0 t\u00f4i tham gia tr\u00f2 ch\u01a1i \u1ea5y v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n. \u0110\u00f4i khi ch\u00fang m\u00ecnh tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m c\u00f9ng m\u1ed9t l\u00fac, v\u00e0 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c th\u1eafng l\u1ee3i m\u1ea1nh m\u1ebd \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ed9 ch\u00fang ta c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y m\u00ecnh b\u1ea5t t\u1eed. Ch\u00fang ta b\u1ea5t t\u1eed.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i c\u0169ng ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3 l\u1ea7n th\u1ee9 nh\u00ec khi b\u1ea1n bi\u1ebfn m\u1ea5t m\u1ed9t l\u00fac l\u00e2u. T\u00f4i \u00e9p ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0o l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m trong tuy\u1ec7t v\u1ecdng, tr\u00e1n t\u00f4i \u0111\u00f4ng c\u1ee9ng trong \u0111\u00eam l\u1ea1nh l\u1ebdo \u1ea5y – l\u00fac \u1ea5y l\u00e0 \u0111\u00eam, ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng nh\u1ec9? – v\u00e0 t\u00f4i c\u1edfi \u00e1o ra, ch\u00eam l\u00ean tr\u00e1n. Khi b\u1ea1n tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 b\u1eebng c\u01a1n gi\u1eadn, v\u00e0 b\u1ea1n h\u1eb3n nhi\u00ean \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eadn ra b\u1edfi v\u00ec b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebfn \u0111i n\u1eefa. Ch\u1eafc b\u1ea1n c\u0169ng ph\u1ea3i c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng nhi\u1ec1u l\u1eafm. V\u00e0i h\u00f4m sau, khi b\u1ecb \u0111em ra \u201cch\u1ea1y m\u00e1y\u201d, t\u00f4i nghe m\u1ed9t t\u00ean g\u00e1c t\u00f9 k\u1ec3 v\u1edbi t\u00ean kia chuy\u1ec7n d\u00f9ng c\u00e2y n\u1ea1ng c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n l\u00e0m c\u1ee7i \u0111\u1ed1t. T\u00f4i ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn b\u1ea1n d\u01b0 hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u00e1nh l\u1edbi b\u1ecdn ch\u00fang d\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ec3 d\u1eb1n m\u1eb7t t\u00f9 nh\u00e2n tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi \u201cch\u1ea1y m\u00e1y\u201d – chuy\u1ec7n tr\u00f2 v\u1edbi Susan<\/i>, nh\u01b0 c\u00e1ch g\u1ecdi c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang. Th\u00e0nh ra t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e2u c\u00f3 tin. T\u00f4i th\u1ec1 v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n l\u00e0 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng tin l\u1eddi ch\u00fang. Kh\u00f4ng k\u1ebb n\u00e0o c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 h\u1ee7y ho\u1ea1i s\u1ef1 b\u1ea5t t\u1eed h\u1ed7 t\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta t\u1ea1o ra \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c trong c\u00e1i \u0111\u00eam chan h\u00f2a ngh\u0129a y\u00eau th\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u00e0 t\u00ecnh ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ed3ng c\u1ea3nh ng\u1ed9 \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n

B\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 – hay v\u1eabn \u0111ang c\u00f2n? – c\u1ef1c k\u1ef3 th\u00f4ng minh. Ch\u1ec9 m\u1ed9t h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ed9ng kh\u1ea3 thi m\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m: nh\u00ecn ra ngo\u00e0i, nh\u00ecn, nh\u00ecn kh\u00f4ng ng\u01b0ng. Nh\u01b0ng r\u1ed3i b\u1ea1n d\u00e1n c\u1eb1m c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n v\u00e0o l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m. R\u1ed3i mi\u1ec7ng b\u1ea1n, ho\u1eb7c m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n v\u1ea7ng tr\u00e1n b\u1ea1n. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 tuy\u1ec7t v\u1ecdng. V\u00e0 ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3. T\u00f4i d\u00e1n m\u1eaft v\u00e0o l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m, nh\u01b0ng ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u00ecn xuy\u00ean qua n\u00f3. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ed1, \u0111oan ch\u1eafc v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n, d\u00f9 ch\u1ec9 trong tho\u00e1ng gi\u00e2y, \u0111\u01b0a m\u00e1 t\u00f4i l\u00ean l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m, v\u00e0 khi \u1ea5y kho\u1ea3ng t\u0103m t\u1ed1i x\u00e0-lim tr\u00e0n ng\u1eadp th\u1ecb gi\u00e1c t\u00f4i v\u00e0 ngay ph\u00fat gi\u00e2y \u1ea5y, tinh th\u1ea7n t\u00f4i suy s\u1ee5p. Kho\u1ea3ng c\u00e1ch qu\u00e1 r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng gi\u1eefa \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng th\u1ef1c v\u00e0 n\u1ed7i c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n; bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng b\u1ea1n \u0111ang \u1edf r\u1ea5t g\u1ea7n, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ecbu n\u1ed5i s\u1ef1 \u00e9p bu\u1ed9c ph\u1ea3i nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y khung x\u00e0-lim c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. N\u1eafm b\u1eaft s\u1ef1 sinh \u0111\u1ed9ng v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 chuy\u1ec3n \u0111\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n, b\u1ea1n tha th\u1ee9 cho t\u00f4i chuy\u1ec7n \u1ea5y nh\u00e9. T\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra b\u1ea1n \u0111ang an \u1ee7i t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 t\u00f4i b\u1eadt kh\u00f3c. Trong c\u00e2m l\u1eb7ng, d\u0129 nhi\u00ean. B\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n ph\u1ea3i lo l\u1eafng. T\u00f4i bi\u1ebft m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng n\u00ean d\u1ea1i d\u1ed9t g\u00e2y ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ed9ng. Nh\u01b0ng b\u1ea1n c\u0169ng th\u1ea5y t\u00f4i kh\u00f3c, ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng? B\u1ea1n tr\u00f4ng th\u1ea5y m\u00e0. \u0110i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y d\u1ec5 ch\u1ecbu, kh\u00f3c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eb7t b\u1ea1n. B\u1ea1n bi\u1ebft chuy\u1ec7n bi th\u1ea3m \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ee9c n\u00e0o khi giam m\u00ecnh trong x\u00e0-lim v\u00e0 n\u00f3i v\u1edbi ch\u00ednh m\u00ecnh, \u0110\u00e3 \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f3c m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat, d\u00f9 l\u00e0 kh\u00f3c m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch kh\u00f4 kh\u00e0n, m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch v\u1eadt v\u00e3, m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch l\u01a1 l\u00e0. V\u1edbi b\u1ea1n, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 kh\u00f3c m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch thanh th\u1ea3n, m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch b\u00ecnh an, nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ph\u00e9p kh\u00f3c. Nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 m\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u1ed5 v\u00e0o trong c\u01a1n kh\u00f3c \u1ea5y, bi\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ed5i ch\u00fang th\u00e0nh l\u1eddi nguy\u1ec7n c\u1ea7u h\u01a1n l\u00e0 n\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft. B\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0\u1ee3ng t\u00f4i th\u00f9 gh\u00e9t c\u01a1n kh\u00f3c ng\u1eb1n ng\u1eb7t \u1ea5y c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i trong x\u00e0-lim \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ed9 n\u00e0o. \u0110\u00eam h\u00f4m \u1ea5y, b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 d\u1ea1y t\u00f4i c\u00e1ch tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh b\u1ea1n-\u0111\u1ed3ng-c\u1ea3nh-ng\u1ed9-trong-n\u01b0\u1edbc-m\u1eaft.<\/p>\n

Kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u sao nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i \u0111o\u00e1n ch\u1eafc b\u1ea1n l\u00e0 – hay \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0? – m\u1ed9t thanh ni\u00ean v\u00f3c ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1ea7m th\u01b0\u1edbc. Kho\u1ea3ng ba m\u01b0\u01a1i l\u0103m tu\u1ed5i, c\u00f3 \u00f3c kh\u00f4i h\u00e0i. V\u00e0i ng\u00e0y sau, m\u1ed9t g\u00e3 cai t\u00f9 v\u00e0o x\u00e0-lim \u0111\u1ec3 thuy\u1ebft ph\u1ee5c t\u00f4i. G\u00e3 cho t\u00f4i \u0111i\u1ebfu thu\u1ed1c: \u0111\u1ebfn phi\u00ean g\u00e3 \u0111\u00f3ng vai con ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1eed t\u1ebf. G\u00e3 khuy\u00ean t\u00f4i khai h\u1ebft m\u1ecdi chuy\u1ec7n, g\u00e3 b\u1ea3o v\u1edbi kinh nghi\u1ec7m \u0111\u1ea7y m\u00ecnh, g\u00e3 bi\u1ebft m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee1 t\u00f4i th\u00ec s\u1ebd ch\u1ebft trong v\u00f2ng tay c\u1ee7a Susan<\/i> b\u1edfi tr\u00e1i tim kh\u00f4ng c\u00e1ch g\u00ec ch\u1ecbu n\u1ed5i ho\u00e0i nh\u1eefng c\u00fa \u0111i\u1ec7n gi\u1eadt. V\u00e0 g\u00e3 b\u1ea3o t\u00f4i l\u00e0 b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 \u201cngu\u1ed9i \u0111i\u1ec7n\u201d r\u1ed3i. G\u00e3 n\u00f3i th\u1ebf n\u00e0y: \u201cNghe \u0111\u00e2y, Jacobo, m\u00e0y ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m th\u00f4i, \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 s\u1ed1ng s\u00f3t. Ch\u00ednh tr\u1ecb r\u1ed3i s\u1ebd thay \u0111\u1ed5i… M\u00e0y c\u00f2n con c\u00e1i. Trong c\u00e1i x\u00e0-lim \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n c\u00e1i c\u1ee7a m\u00e0y c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng \u0111i\u00ean. T\u1ee5i tao cho n\u00f3 ngu\u1ed9i \u0111i\u1ec7n<\/i> lu\u00f4n r\u1ed3i. Th\u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng, Jacobo…\u201d<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng tin l\u1eddi g\u00e3. N\u1ebfu t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u1ea7m c\u1ef1 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c th\u00ec ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn b\u1ea1n c\u0169ng c\u1ea7m c\u1ef1 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Tim b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 b\u1ecb y\u1ebfu kh\u00f4ng? Kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o \u0111\u00e2u. B\u1ea1n c\u1ee9ng r\u1eafn, r\u1ed9ng l\u01b0\u1ee3ng, can \u0111\u1ea3m. Nh\u1eefng tr\u00e1i tim \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o b\u1ecb h\u1ee7y di\u1ec7t b\u1edfi Susan \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. B\u1ea1n c\u00f3 nh\u1edb c\u00e1i l\u1ea7n \u0111i\u1ec7n tr\u1ea1i giam b\u1ecb t\u1eaft kh\u00f4ng? B\u1ea1n c\u00f3 bi\u1ebft t\u00f4i l\u00e0m g\u00ec kh\u00f4ng? T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng t\u1ea5m n\u1ec7m, qu\u1ea5n ch\u0103n quanh m\u00ecnh, v\u00e0 gi\u1ea3 b\u1ed9 ng\u1ee7. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3. B\u1ed7ng d\u01b0ng t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra m\u00ecnh ch\u01b0a m\u1eb7c \u00e1o. T\u00f4i m\u1eb7c \u00e1o v\u1ed9i v\u00e0ng. Nh\u01b0ng r\u1ed3i \u0111\u00e8n \u0111\u00e3 s\u00e1ng tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i. V\u00e0 t\u00f4i nh\u1edb ra r\u1eb1ng b\u1ecdn canh t\u00f9 v\u1eabn \u0111\u00f9a ngh\u1ecbch b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1ch t\u1eaft r\u1ed3i m\u1edf \u0111\u00e8n. D\u0129 nhi\u00ean c\u0169ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 t\u1ea1i Susan s\u1eed d\u1ee5ng nhi\u1ec1u \u0111i\u1ec7n qu\u00e1. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n nghi ng\u1edd g\u00ec n\u1eefa, nhi\u1ec1u t\u00f9 nh\u00e2n m\u1edbi nh\u1eadp tr\u1ea1i \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb \u0111em \u0111i \u201cch\u1ea1y m\u00e1y\u201d, ngay c\u1ea3 khi ch\u01b0a khai t\u00ean, h\u1ecd. C\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean c\u1ee7a t\u00f9 nh\u00e2n ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t lo\u1ea1t \u0111i\u1ec7n gi\u1eadt \u0111\u1ec3 b\u1ebb g\u1eaby b\u1edbt s\u1ef1 kh\u00e1ng c\u1ef1 c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd khi nh\u1eadp tr\u1ea1i. Sau n\u00e0y t\u00f4i kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 ra l\u00e0 k\u1ef9 thu\u1eadt \u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c thay \u0111\u1ed5i b\u1edfi c\u00f3 v\u00e0i t\u00f9 nh\u00e2n \u201cngu\u1ed9i \u0111i\u1ec7n\u201d ngay c\u1ea3 khi ch\u01b0a \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c th\u1ea9m v\u1ea5n. Ngay c\u1ea3 \u00f4ng b\u00e1c s\u0129 tr\u1ef1c (\u00e0, b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 \u0111\u1ec3 \u00fd th\u1ea5y \u00f4ng b\u00e1c s\u0129 \u0111\u1ec3 r\u00e2u m\u1ecdc d\u00e0i, \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u00e0i tu\u1ea7n th\u00ec c\u1ea1o \u0111i, r\u1ed3i \u0111\u1ec3 ria m\u00e9p r\u1eadp r\u1ea1p, r\u1ed3i \u0111\u1ec3 r\u00e2u hai b\u00ean m\u00e1, r\u1ed3i c\u00f3 l\u00fac \u00f4ng ta \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00f3c d\u00e0i, c\u00f3 l\u00fac c\u1ea1o tr\u1ecdc, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u1ec9 v\u00ec \u00f4ng ta s\u1ee3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta nh\u1eadn ra \u00f4ng ta kh\u00f4ng?) kh\u00f4ng, ngay c\u1ea3 b\u00e1c s\u0129 c\u0169ng ch\u1eb3ng lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n c\u1ee9u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c h\u1ecd.<\/p>\n

V\u1eady m\u00e0 hai ch\u00fang ta s\u1ed1ng s\u00f3t. B\u1ea1n c\u00f3 nh\u1edb khi ch\u00e2n t\u00f4i b\u1ecb chu\u1ed9t r\u00fat trong l\u00fac ch\u00fang tra t\u1ea5n t\u00f4i v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ed9t nhi\u00ean t\u00f4i ng\u01b0ng g\u00e0o th\u00e9t kh\u00f4ng? Ch\u00fang n\u00f3 t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u00f4i \u201c\u0111i lu\u00f4n\u201d r\u1ed3i, v\u00e0 ch\u00fang n\u00f3 cu\u1ed1ng l\u00ean. Ch\u00fang n\u00f3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u1ec7nh b\u1eaft t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn t\u1ed9i b\u1edfi ch\u00fang mu\u1ed1n thi\u1ebft l\u1eadp h\u1ed3 s\u01a1 m\u1ed9t v\u1ee5 l\u1edbn v\u1ec1 t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i ch\u1ebft th\u00ec ch\u1eb3ng \u00edch l\u1ee3i g\u00ec cho ch\u00fang n\u1eefa. V\u00e2ng, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ea li\u1ec7t m\u1ed9t l\u00fac v\u00ec chu\u1ed9t r\u00fat. Th\u1eadt k\u1ef3 l\u1ea1 khi ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u1ea3m nh\u1eadn c\u00f9ng m\u1ed9t <\/a>l\u00fac c\u1ea3 s\u1ef1 \u0111au \u0111\u1edbn l\u1eabn ni\u1ec1m vui. R\u1ed3i t\u00f4i l\u1ea1i r\u00ean r\u1ec9 v\u00ec Susan.<\/p>\n

Kh\u00f4ng, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ngh\u0129 l\u00e0 b\u1ea1n nh\u1edb \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y, d\u00f9 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng cho b\u1ea1n bi\u1ebft v\u1ec1 n\u00f3. Con m\u1eaft b\u1ea1n di\u1ec5n t\u1ea3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u \u0111i\u1ec1u so v\u1edbi con m\u1eaft t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ed1 di\u1ec5n \u0111\u1ea1t giai \u0111o\u1ea1n \u1ea5y cho b\u1ea1n, b\u1edfi n\u00f3 mang \u00fd ngh\u0129a c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t tr\u1eadn chi\u1ebfn m\u00e0 ph\u1ea7n thua ng\u1ea3 v\u1ec1 b\u1ecdn ch\u00fang. Nh\u01b0ng v\u00e0o th\u1eddi \u0111i\u1ec3m \u1ea5y t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ef1c k\u1ef3 hoang mang, v\u00e0 r\u1ea5t c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 t\u01b0\u1edfng l\u00e0 c\u00f3 n\u00f3i v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n m\u00e0 th\u1ef1c ra l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng n\u00f3i.<\/p>\n

B\u1ea1n t\u00f4i \u01a1i, ng\u01b0\u1eddi anh em c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i \u01a1i, \u0111\u00eam h\u00f4m \u1ea5y t\u00f4i h\u1ecdc h\u1ecfi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u t\u1eeb b\u1ea1n. Theo nh\u01b0 c\u00e1ch t\u00f4i t\u00ednh to\u00e1n th\u00ec d\u1ea1o \u1ea5y l\u00e0 kho\u1ea3ng th\u00e1ng T\u01b0 hay th\u00e1ng N\u0103m 1977. \u0110\u1ed9t nhi\u00ean b\u1ea1n d\u00e1n m\u0169i v\u00e0o l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m v\u00e0 c\u1ecd qua c\u1ecd l\u1ea1i. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i vu\u1ed1t ve ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng n\u00e0o? V\u00e2ng, m\u1ed9t vu\u1ed1t ve. B\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 k\u1ebft h\u1ee3p \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c bao nhi\u00eau l\u00e0 m\u1ee9c \u0111\u1ed9 tr\u1ea3i nghi\u1ec7m v\u00e0o s\u1ef1 giam c\u1ea7m c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta, nh\u01b0ng v\u1eabn ki\u00ean tr\u00ec trong vi\u1ec7c t\u00e1i t\u1ea1o t\u00ednh nh\u00e2n b\u1ea3n c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta. V\u00e0o gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat \u1ea5y, b\u1ea1n kh\u01a1i g\u1ee3i s\u1ef1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng, vu\u1ed1t ve b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1i c\u1ecd m\u0169i c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n trong l\u00fac b\u1ea1n nh\u00ecn t\u00f4i \u0111\u0103m \u0111\u0103m. B\u1ea1n l\u00e0m \u0111i l\u00e0m l\u1ea1i v\u00e0i l\u1ea7n. C\u00e1i vu\u1ed1t ve, r\u1ed3i con m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn. M\u1ed9t ve vu\u1ed1t n\u1eefa, v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn n\u1eefa c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n. B\u1ea1n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ngh\u0129 l\u00e0 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u. Nh\u01b0ng ch\u00fang ta hi\u1ec3u nhau ngay t\u1eeb \u0111\u1ea7u. T\u00f4i bi\u1ebft r\u00f5 b\u1ea1n mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i v\u1edbi t\u00f4i r\u1eb1ng s\u1ef1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng t\u1eed t\u1ebf c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 s\u1ebd tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i v\u1edbi ch\u00fang ta. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft t\u1ea1i sao \u0111\u00eam \u1ea5y b\u1ea1n c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y ph\u1ea3i c\u1ea5p b\u00e1ch kh\u1eb3ng \u0111\u1ecbnh m\u1ee9c quan tr\u1ecdng \u0111\u1ed3ng \u0111\u1ec1u, ho\u1eb7c h\u01a1n, c\u1ee7a s\u1ef1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng so v\u1edbi t\u00ecnh y\u00eau. C\u00f3 ph\u1ea3i v\u00ec s\u1ef1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng mang theo ch\u00fat g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 c\u1ee7a s\u1ef1 cam ch\u1ecbu v\u00e0 c\u00f3 l\u1ebd \u0111\u00eam \u1ea5y b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u00e0nh cam ch\u1ecbu? C\u00f3 ph\u1ea3i s\u1ef1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng l\u00e0 ni\u1ec1m an \u1ee7i cho nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi cam ch\u1ecbu? S\u1ef1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng, qu\u1ea3 th\u1eadt, l\u00e0 ni\u1ec1m an \u1ee7i, trong khi t\u00ecnh y\u00eau l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t nhu c\u1ea7u. V\u00e0 b\u1ea1n ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn c\u1ea7n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u1ee7i an. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3, nh\u01b0ng b\u1ea1n, ng\u01b0\u1eddi anh em c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, ng\u01b0\u1eddi-\u0111\u1ed3ng-c\u1ea3nh-ng\u1ed9-trong-n\u01b0\u1edbc-m\u1eaft c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, ph\u1ea3i ch\u0103ng b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 bi\u1ebft \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ec3 n\u00f3 khu\u1ea5t ph\u1ee5c b\u1ea1n? N\u1ebfu v\u1eady, t\u1ea1i sao t\u00f4i l\u1ea1i c\u00f2n l\u1ea3m nh\u1ea3m nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u ng\u1edb ng\u1ea9n n\u00e0y, v\u00e0 cho ai m\u1edbi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u1ee9? C\u00f3 ph\u1ea3i t\u00f4i \u0111ang l\u1ea3m nh\u1ea3m v\u1edbi t\u00f4i nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t th\u1eb1ng ng\u1ed1c kh\u00f4ng?<\/p>\n

C\u00f3 ph\u1ea3i th\u1ef1c ra ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f3 con m\u1eaft n\u00e0o \u0111\u0103m \u0111\u1eafm nh\u00ecn t\u00f4i ch\u0103ng?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

T\u1ed1i nay, m\u1ed9t cai t\u00f9 ph\u00e1 l\u1ec7, \u0111\u1ec3 h\u00e9 l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m. T\u00f4i ch\u1edd m\u1ed9t l\u00fac xem chuy\u1ec7n g\u00ec s\u1ebd x\u1ea3y ra nh\u01b0ng l\u1ed7 nh\u00f2m v\u1eabn \u0111\u1ec3 h\u1edf. T\u00f4i nh\u00f3n g\u00f3t, nh\u00f2m ra ngo\u00e0i. M\u1ed9t h\u00e0nh lang h\u1eb9p, v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n x\u00e0-lim c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y \u00edt nh\u1ea5t hai c\u00e1nh c\u1eeda n\u1eefa<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2153,"featured_media":47293,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[26,22,42,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47294","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dich-thuat","category-sang-tac","category-sang-viet-ngu","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47294","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2153"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47294"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47294\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47296,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47294\/revisions\/47296"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/47293"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47294"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47294"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47294"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}