{"id":4134,"date":"2009-02-23T01:03:26","date_gmt":"2009-02-23T01:03:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/archives\/4134"},"modified":"2019-03-01T12:04:04","modified_gmt":"2019-03-01T12:04:04","slug":"ban-hoa-am-sinh-tu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/4134\/ban-hoa-am-sinh-tu","title":{"rendered":"B\u1ea3n H\u00f2a \u00c2m Sinh T\u1eed"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"margin-left: 2em\">\n<p><em>G\u1eedi Tr\u1ea7n Vi\u1ebft Minh Thanh, \u0111\u00e3 m\u1ea5t.<\/em><\/div>\n<p>C\u00f4 b\u1ea1n g\u00e1i c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i m\u1edbi qua \u0111\u1eddi, c\u00f4 c\u00f2n kh\u00e1 tr\u1ebb, tr\u00ean c\u00e1o ph\u00f3 \u1edf c\u1ea1nh tu\u1ed5i c\u00f4, c\u00f3 vi\u1ebft hai ch\u1eef \u201ch\u01b0\u1edfng d\u01b0\u01a1ng,\u201d c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a c\u00f4 ch\u01b0a b\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0o tu\u1ed5i s\u00e1u m\u01b0\u01a1i. Gia \u0111\u00ecnh m\u1edbi h\u1ecfa t\u00e1ng c\u00f4 s\u00e1ng nay. T\u00f4i \u1edf xa c\u00f4 m\u1ea5y ch\u1ee5c ng\u00e0n d\u1eadm bay, kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ebfn d\u1ef1, t\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i \u1edf nh\u00e0 nh\u00ecn ra ngo\u00e0i c\u1eeda s\u1ed5, nh\u00ecn c\u00e2y c\u1ecf co ro \u0111ang t\u1eeb t\u1eeb ch\u1ebft trong m\u00f9a \u0111\u00f4ng, ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn c\u00f4, nh\u1edb n\u1ee5 c\u01b0\u1eddi, ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i, li\u00ean t\u01b0\u1edfng \u0111\u1ebfn tro than. \u0110\u1ea7u \u00f3c t\u00f4i tr\u00f4i b\u1ec1nh b\u1ed3ng gi\u1eefa \u0111\u00f4i b\u1edd sinh t\u1eed, b\u1ed7ng t\u00f4i nh\u1edb \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ee9c \u0110\u1ea1t Lai L\u1ea1t Ma:<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201cCh\u1ebft l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean c\u1ee7a s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng, m\u00e0 t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang ta ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn s\u1ebd ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ea7u kh\u00f4ng s\u1edbm th\u00ec mu\u1ed9n. Theo t\u00f4i th\u00ec c\u00f3 hai c\u00e1ch \u0111\u1ec3 x\u1eed v\u1edbi c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft trong khi ta c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng. Ho\u1eb7c l\u00e0 ta t\u1ea3ng l\u1edd n\u00f3, ho\u1eb7c l\u00e0 ta ch\u1ea1m tr\u00e1n v\u1edbi vi\u1ec5n \u1ea3nh c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh m\u00ecnh, v\u00e0 b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1ch t\u01b0 duy s\u00e1ng su\u1ed1t v\u1ec1 n\u00f3, ta c\u1ed1 gi\u1ea3m thi\u1ec3u nh\u1eefng kh\u1ed5 \u0111au m\u00e0 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 mang l\u1ea1i. Tuy nhi\u00ean, trong c\u1ea3 hai c\u00e1ch, kh\u00f4ng c\u00e1ch n\u00e0o ch\u00fang ta c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ef1c th\u1ee5 chinh ph\u1ee5c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft.\u201d<\/em> (1)<\/p>\n<p>\u201cT\u1ea3ng l\u1edd v\u1edbi c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft,\u201d nghe th\u1eadt l\u1ea1 l\u00f9ng. M\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111ang kh\u1ecfe m\u1ea1nh, y\u00eau \u0111\u1eddi, gia \u0111\u00ecnh \u00eam \u1ea5m, c\u00f4ng danh th\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ea1t, b\u1ed7ng m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y \u0111i kh\u00e1m s\u1ee9c kh\u1ecfe t\u1ed5ng qu\u00e1t, b\u00e1c s\u0129 ph\u00e1t hi\u1ec7n ra m\u1ed9t c\u0103n b\u1ec7nh hi\u1ec3m ngh\u00e8o. Th\u1ebf l\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u1eddi b\u1ed7ng m\u00f9 s\u01b0\u01a1ng; m\u1eb7t tr\u1eddi h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng s\u00e1ng n\u1eefa, ng\u00e0y th\u00e1ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t thu, \u0111\u00f4ng. Nh\u1eefng \u00e2u y\u1ebfm nghe nh\u01b0 g\u01b0\u1ee3ng g\u1ea1o, n\u1ee5 h\u00f4n cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00e2n nhu\u1ed1m ch\u00fat ng\u1eadm ng\u00f9i. \u0110i ch\u1ee5p h\u00ecnh, si\u00eau \u00e2m, th\u1eed m\u00e1u, tr\u1ecb li\u1ec7u, th\u1eadm ch\u00ed ngh\u1ec9 h\u1eb3n c\u00f4ng vi\u1ec7c \u0111ang l\u00e0m, c\u00e1c giao t\u1ebf t\u1eeb t\u1eeb th\u01b0a th\u1edbt r\u1ed3i ng\u01b0ng h\u1eb3n; c\u00e1c chuy\u1ebfn du l\u1ecbch, \u0111i trong h\u1ed3i h\u1ed9p v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t va-li \u0111\u1ea7y thu\u1ed1c r\u1ed3i c\u0169ng ph\u1ea3i ch\u1ea5m d\u1ee9t. B\u00e2y gi\u1edd ra kh\u1ecfi nh\u00e0 ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 \u0111i \u0111\u1ebfn ph\u00f2ng m\u1ea1ch ho\u1eb7c v\u00e0o b\u1ec7nh vi\u1ec7n. Li\u1ec7u ta c\u00f3 \u201ct\u1ea3ng l\u1edd v\u1edbi c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft\u201d \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c kh\u00f4ng?<\/p>\n<p><em>C\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a con s\u00f3c nh\u1ecf<\/em>. T\u00f4i \u0111i lang thang tr\u00ean m\u1ed9t con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00f2n, \u0111i t\u1ea3n m\u1ea1n trong bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng, \u0111\u1ec3 h\u00edt th\u1edf tr\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea5t th\u01a1m tho v\u00e0o l\u1ed3ng ng\u1ef1c, hai m\u1eaft ng\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u00ecn nh\u1eefng b\u1ee5i d\u00e2u d\u1ea1i b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00f2n, ch\u00e2n t\u00f4i x\u00e9m ch\u00fat n\u1eefa d\u1eabm ph\u1ea3i m\u1ed9t con s\u00f3c nh\u1ecf n\u1eb1m gi\u1eefa l\u1ed1i \u0111i. T\u00f4i c\u00fai xu\u1ed1ng nh\u00ecn n\u00f3, n\u00f3 ch\u01b0a ch\u1ebft, hai con m\u1eaft nh\u1ecf trong veo nh\u00ecn l\u1ea1i t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i th\u1ea5y n\u00f3 c\u00f3 m\u1ea5y v\u1ebft th\u01b0\u01a1ng nh\u1ecf tr\u00ean l\u01b0ng, nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed9t v\u1ebft th\u01b0\u01a1ng to tr\u01b0\u1edbc b\u1ee5ng, v\u00e0 c\u00e1i ch\u00e2n sau c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 \u0111ang mu\u1ed1n r\u1eddi h\u1eb3n ra kh\u1ecfi c\u00e1i th\u00e2n b\u00e9 b\u1ecfng. N\u00f3 \u0111ang h\u1ea5p h\u1ed1i. Ch\u1eafc n\u00f3 b\u1ecb m\u1ed9t con <em>raccoon<\/em> (m\u00e8o r\u1eebng) n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 t\u1ea5n c\u00f4ng, ch\u1ea1y tho\u00e1t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ra \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2y th\u00ec ki\u1ec7t s\u1ee9c. Con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00f2n bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng ch\u01b0a \u0111\u00f4ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u201cb\u1ed9 h\u00e0nh\u201d l\u1eafm. T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i h\u1eb3n xu\u1ed1ng v\u1edbi n\u00f3, t\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n c\u1ee9u n\u00f3 m\u00e0 bi\u1ebft kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0m g\u00ec \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. T\u00f4i c\u1ee9 nh\u00ecn v\u00e0o hai m\u1eaft n\u00f3, v\u00e0 n\u00f3 nh\u00ecn t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n<p>Ch\u1eafc n\u00f3 bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111ang ch\u1ebft, ch\u1eafc n\u00f3 hi v\u1ecdng t\u00f4i s\u1ebd c\u1ee9u n\u00f3. T\u00f4i ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n b\u1ea5t l\u1ef1c. T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i v\u1edbi n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e2u l\u1eafm v\u00e0 ch\u1ee9ng ki\u1ebfn n\u00f3 th\u1edf h\u01a1i cu\u1ed1i. T\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t tay l\u00ean \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eafm c\u1ee7a n\u00f3, gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 ai \u0111\u00f3 v\u1eeba vu\u1ed1t m\u1eaft m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00e2n, n\u00f3 c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y c\u00e1i ch\u1ea1m tay c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111ang th\u1edf kh\u00f4ng nh\u1ec9? T\u00f4i t\u00ecm \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i l\u00e1 to nh\u1ea5t t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 t\u00ecm th\u1ea5y trong nh\u1eefng b\u1ee5i c\u00e2y, r\u1ed3i thu h\u1ebft can \u0111\u1ea3m k\u00e9o \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n n\u00e0o c\u00e1i th\u00e2n b\u00e9 b\u1ecfng c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 v\u00e0o chi\u1ebfc l\u00e1, \u0111\u1ea7u v\u00e0 ch\u00e2n n\u00f3 v\u1eabn th\u00f2 ra. T\u00f4i k\u00e9o n\u00f3 th\u1eadt s\u00e1t v\u00e0o g\u1ed1c m\u1ed9t b\u1ee5i hoa h\u1ed3ng d\u1ea1i, t\u00ecm m\u1ed9t c\u00e0nh c\u00e2y, x\u1edbi m\u1ed9t l\u0169m \u0111\u1ea5t nh\u1ecf, \u0111\u1eb7t n\u00f3 xu\u1ed1ng, l\u1ea5y l\u00e1 kh\u00f4 \u0111\u1eafp l\u00ean cho n\u00f3 th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t n\u1ea5m m\u1ed3. B\u00e2y gi\u1edd \u0111ang cu\u1ed1i \u0111\u00f4ng, m\u01b0a l\u1ea1nh, t\u00f4i hy v\u1ecdng th\u00e2n x\u00e1c t\u00ed teo n\u00e0y s\u1ebd mau ch\u00f3ng tan v\u00e0o \u0111\u1ea5t. Ki\u1ebfp sau (n\u1ebfu n\u00f3 c\u00f3 ki\u1ebfp sau) n\u00f3 c\u00f2n mu\u1ed1n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u00e0m con s\u00f3c b\u00e9 b\u1ecfng n\u1eefa hay kh\u00f4ng? Trong l\u00fac \u0111ang thoi th\u00f3p ch\u1ebft n\u00f3 ngh\u0129 g\u00ec? (T\u00f4i tin c\u00e1c con v\u1eadt \u0111\u1ec1u bi\u1ebft ngh\u0129.)<\/p>\n<p><em>C\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t d\u00f2ng s\u00f4ng<\/em>. T\u00f4i nh\u1edb l\u1ea1i trong m\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n v\u1ec1 Vi\u1ec7t Nam, t\u00f4i c\u00f3 qua b\u00ean kia s\u00f4ng B\u1ea1ch \u0110\u1eb1ng (S\u00e0i G\u00f2n), Th\u1ee7 Thi\u00eam. T\u00f4i v\u1ec1 \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00ecm l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng k\u1ef7 ni\u1ec7m th\u00e2n y\u00eau th\u1eddi c\u00f2n trung h\u1ecdc, nh\u1eefng l\u1ea7n qua ph\u00e0 sang nh\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n g\u00e1i. B\u1ea1n t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft th\u1ea5t tung ph\u01b0\u01a1ng n\u00e0o. Nh\u1eefng h\u00e0ng qu\u00e1n, d\u1ea5u v\u1ebft c\u1ecf c\u00e2y \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00ecm v\u00e0o con ng\u00f5 nh\u00e0 b\u1ea1n ng\u00e0y tr\u01b0\u1edbc \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb x\u00f3a s\u1ea1ch, nh\u01b0 c\u00f3 ai k\u00e9o xu\u1ed1ng c\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t ng\u00f4i l\u00e0ng c\u0169 th\u00e2n y\u00eau, r\u1ed3i d\u1ef1ng l\u00ean \u0111\u00f3 m\u1ed9t con ph\u1ed1 m\u1edbi, kh\u00f4ng c\u00e2y, kh\u00f4ng c\u1ecf, ch\u1ec9 v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng b\u1ee9c t\u01b0\u1eddng g\u1ea1ch, v\u1eefa, nh\u00f4 ra th\u1ee5t v\u00e0o, m\u1ea7u v\u00e0ng, m\u1ea7u \u0111\u1ecf. T\u00f4i \u0111i lang thang nguy\u00ean m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y, h\u1ecfi han tung t\u00edch c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n m\u00ecnh, h\u1ecfi t\u00ean con h\u1ebbm c\u0169. T\u00f4i nh\u1eadn \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i l\u1eafc \u0111\u1ea7u l\u1ea1nh nh\u1ea1t, ho\u1eb7c c\u00f3 ai \u0111\u00f3 n\u00f3i vu v\u01a1 r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u0111\u00f3 c\u0169ng b\u1ecf \u0111i r\u1ed3i, c\u00f4 \u0111\u00f3 h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 ch\u1ebft r\u1ed3i. T\u00f4i th\u1eabn th\u1edd t\u00ecm \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ra l\u1ea1i b\u1edd s\u00f4ng. Con s\u00f4ng sao n\u01b0\u1edbc b\u1ed7ng \u0111\u1ed5i m\u1ea7u, \u0111en \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1ebf! N\u00f3 ch\u1edf tr\u00ean c\u00e1i th\u00e2n m\u1ec1m y\u1ebfu, nh\u1eefng chuy\u1ebfn t\u1ea7u m\u00e1y th\u1ea3 kh\u00f3i n\u1eb7ng n\u1ec1, nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00e1m r\u00e1c b\u1ed1n ph\u01b0\u01a1ng ch\u1ee5m l\u1ea1i, th\u1ec9nh tho\u1ea3ng x\u00e1c x\u01a1, l\u1ea1c l\u00f5ng, ng\u01a1 ng\u00e1c m\u1ed9t v\u00e0i c\u1ecdng l\u1ee5c b\u00ecnh, tr\u00f4i theo nh\u1eefng v\u1eadt ph\u1ebf th\u1ea3i.<\/p>\n<p>Chao \u00f4i, c\u00f4 b\u1ea1n c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, c\u00f4 c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng hay c\u00f4 \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebft! T\u00f4i hy v\u1ecdng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i c\u00f4, \u1edf \u0111\u00e2u \u0111\u00f3 d\u00f9 c\u1ea3 hai ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng hay \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebft.<\/p>\n<p>Chao \u00f4i, con s\u00f4ng B\u1ea1ch \u0110\u1eb1ng th\u00e2n y\u00eau c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i! N\u00f3 \u0111ang s\u1ed1ng hay \u0111ang \u0111i d\u1ea7n v\u00e0o c\u00f5i ch\u1ebft. T\u00f4i tin con s\u00f4ng c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i c\u00f3 linh h\u1ed3n; n\u00f3 s\u1ed1ng \u1edf \u0111\u00f3 bao nhi\u00eau n\u0103m r\u1ed3i. N\u00f3 ch\u1ee9ng ki\u1ebfn s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng, s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a l\u1ecbch s\u1eed, c\u1ee7a c\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t qu\u1ed1c gia h\u01b0ng vong, n\u00f3 ch\u1edf qua s\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft bao nhi\u00eau k\u1ef7 ni\u1ec7m thanh xu\u00e2n, bao m\u1ea3nh \u0111\u1eddi c\u01a1 c\u1ef1c, bao nhi\u00eau l\u1ea7n m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc \u00e1o quan c\u00f3 ph\u1ee7 qu\u1ed1c k\u1ef3; v\u00e0 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi thay nhau th\u1ea3 xu\u1ed1ng l\u00f2ng n\u00f3 bao \u0111i\u1ec1u d\u1ecb bi\u1ec7t. Con s\u00f4ng s\u1ed1ng l\u00e2u qu\u00e1! Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf cho n\u00f3 m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng d\u00e0i qu\u00e1! Ki\u1ebfp sau n\u00f3 c\u00f2n mu\u1ed1n l\u00e0m con s\u00f4ng B\u1ea1ch \u0110\u1eb1ng n\u1eefa, hay kh\u00f4ng?<\/p>\n<p><em>C\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t c\u00e2y th\u00f4ng<\/em>.T\u00f4i ng\u1eaft m\u1ed9t b\u00f4ng hoa d\u1ea1i b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng, \u0111\u1eb7t l\u00ean n\u1ea5m m\u1ed9 m\u1edbi. Ng\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng chi\u1ebfc b\u0103ng g\u1ed7 ngh\u1ec9 ch\u00e2n, xoa hai b\u00e0n tay l\u1ea1nh v\u00e0o nhau, m\u1ed9t l\u00fac sau, hai b\u00e0n tay \u1ea5m l\u1ea1i, t\u00f4i nh\u00ecn xu\u1ed1ng gan l\u00f2ng b\u00e0n tay, th\u1ea5y c\u00f3 m\u1ea7u h\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3ng, \u00e0 th\u00ec ra m\u00e1u \u0111\u00e3 lu\u00e2n l\u01b0u v\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u h\u01a1n khi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u00e0 x\u00e1t. T\u00f4i \u0111ang s\u1ed1ng! T\u00f4i \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i tr\u00ean m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i b\u0103ng g\u1ed7, nh\u1eefng thanh g\u1ed7 t\u00f4i \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i v\u1edbi n\u00f3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u1ea5y ra t\u1eeb m\u1ed9t th\u00e2n c\u00e2y th\u00f4ng tr\u00e0n \u0111\u1ea7y nh\u1ef1a s\u1ed1ng. N\u00f3 \u0111ang v\u00e9o von ca h\u00e1t trong r\u1eebng m\u1ed7i b\u00ecnh minh, hay ng\u00e2m b\u00e0i th\u01a1 ng\u0169 ng\u00f4n m\u1ed7i khi chi\u1ec1u xu\u1ed1ng. M\u1ed9t h\u00f4m ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3 ch\u1ebft, n\u00f3 ch\u1ebft ngay t\u1eeb ph\u00e1t r\u00ecu \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean ch\u00e9m xu\u1ed1ng, n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng t\u1ef1 \u0111\u1ecbnh \u0111o\u1ea1t \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng m\u00ecnh. Lo\u00e0i ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf c\u1ee7a n\u00f3. T\u00f4i \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1eddi c\u00e2y. Gi\u1eefa t\u00f4i v\u00e0 n\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t b\u1ea3n h\u00f2a \u00e2m sinh t\u1eed.<\/p>\n<p><em>T\u00f4i \u0111ang s\u1ed1ng hay t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u1ebft?<\/em> Ch\u1eafc ph\u1ea3i n\u00f3i t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u1ebft th\u00ec ch\u00ednh x\u00e1c h\u01a1n. M\u1ed7i ng\u00e0y t\u00f4i th\u1ee9c d\u1eady, \u0111\u1eb7t ch\u00e2n xu\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5t ch\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3n m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y, t\u1ee9c l\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eeb gi\u00e3 ng\u00e0y h\u00f4m qua. T\u00f4i c\u1ed9ng th\u00eam m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y v\u00e0o tu\u1ed5i, t\u00f4i \u0111i d\u1ea7n v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda b\u00ean kia s\u1ee3i d\u00e2y \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng. Khi t\u00f4i sinh ra, t\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u hao \u0111i ng\u00e0y th\u1ee9 nh\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a s\u1ee3i d\u00e2y \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng, kh\u00fac d\u00e2y \u0111\u00f3 m\u1ed7i ng\u00e0y t\u00f4i l\u1ea5n m\u1ed9t kh\u00fac nh\u1ecf. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft s\u1ee3i d\u00e2y tr\u1eddi cho d\u00e0i ng\u1eafn bao nhi\u00eau, nh\u01b0ng bi\u1ebft ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn t\u00f4i l\u00e0m n\u00f3 ng\u1eafn \u0111i t\u1eebng ng\u00e0y, v\u00ec t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng \u0111i ng\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u1ea1i ng\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 qua. T\u00f4i \u0111i v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf, c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111i g\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ed9t ch\u1ed7 t\u00f4i ch\u01b0a h\u1ec1 bi\u1ebft (ai \u0111\u00f3 g\u1ecdi l\u00e0 thi\u00ean \u0111\u00e0ng hay ni\u1ebft b\u00e0n) T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft t\u00f4i s\u1ebd g\u1eb7p \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec, g\u1eb7p ai, \u1edf th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 n\u00e0o, qu\u1ed1c gia n\u00e0o hay ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u00f5i m\u00f9 s\u01b0\u01a1ng ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc, n\u1ebfu t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t t\u00edn ng\u01b0\u1ee1ng \u0111\u1ec3 vin v\u00e0o. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i, gi\u1ea3 d\u1ee5 c\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00f4 th\u1ea7n th\u00ec t\u00f4i c\u0169ng bi\u1ebft r\u1ea5t r\u00f5 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec t\u00f4i b\u1ecf l\u1ea1i. T\u00f4i b\u1ecf l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi ru\u1ed9t th\u1ecbt c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i: Ch\u1ed3ng, con, cha m\u1eb9, anh em, b\u1ea1n th\u00e2n, ng\u01b0\u1eddi quen bi\u1ebft, c\u00e1i nh\u00e0 \u0111ang \u1edf, c\u00e1i xe \u0111ang \u0111i, m\u1ea3nh v\u01b0\u1eddn nh\u1ecf t\u00f4i ch\u0103m b\u00f3n b\u1ed1n m\u00f9a, con chim th\u1ec9nh tho\u1ea3ng \u0111\u1eadu \u1edf tr\u01b0\u1edbc hi\u00ean nh\u00e0, nh\u1eefng h\u00e0ng c\u00e2y hai b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng, thay l\u00e1 t\u1eebng m\u00f9a; ng\u01b0\u1eddi h\u00e0ng x\u00f3m kh\u00f3 t\u00ednh b\u00ean tay ph\u1ea3i, ng\u01b0\u1eddi h\u00e0ng x\u00f3m d\u1ec5 th\u01b0\u01a1ng b\u00ean tay tr\u00e1i. T\u00f4i b\u1ecf l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng cu\u1ed1n truy\u1ec7n tr\u00ean k\u1ec7 s\u00e1ch, nh\u1eefng t\u00e1c gi\u1ea3 t\u00f4i th\u00edch nh\u1ea5t, nh\u1eefng cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch c\u1ea7n thi\u1ebft nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng v\u1ecb th\u1ea7y, b\u1ecf l\u1ea1i b\u00e0i th\u01a1 v\u1eeba m\u1edbi vi\u1ebft xong, b\u00e0i v\u0103n \u0111ang vi\u1ebft n\u1eeda ch\u1eebng, b\u1ecf d\u00f2ng n\u01b0\u1edbc l\u1eefng l\u1edd tr\u00f4i tr\u01b0\u1edbc c\u1eeda, d\u1eaby n\u00fai tr\u1ea3i d\u00e0i tr\u00ean cao, b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi nhi\u1ec1u m\u01b0a h\u01a1n n\u1eafng. T\u00f4i b\u1ecf l\u1ea1i t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3, b\u1ecf d\u1ea7n, b\u1ecf d\u1ea7n t\u1eebng ng\u00e0y, th\u1ebf m\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e2u c\u00f3 l\u00fac n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ec3 \u00fd \u0111\u00ean vi\u1ec7c m\u00ecnh \u0111ang t\u1eeb b\u1ecf. Cho \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ed9t h\u00f4m<em>\u201cC\u00e1i ch\u1ebft \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u01b0 k\u1ebb tr\u1ed9m.\u201d<\/em>Ch\u1eafc l\u00fac \u0111\u00f3 t\u00f4i m\u1edbi nh\u1eadn th\u1ea5y v\u00e0 ho\u1ea3ng h\u1ed1t hay \u0111i\u1ec1m t\u0129nh \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00e2y gi\u1edd, ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n tr\u1ebb c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, h\u00f4m nay \u0111\u00e3 <em>h\u00f3a<\/em> th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t n\u1eafm tro, n\u1eb1m thinh l\u1eb7ng trong m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc b\u00ecnh. Ch\u1ecb \u0111\u00e3 \u0111i \u0111\u1ebfn cu\u1ed1i s\u1ee3i d\u00e2y \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng tr\u1eddi trao cho ch\u1ecb t\u1eeb l\u00fac m\u1edbi sinh ra, s\u1ee3i d\u00e2y kh\u00f4ng d\u00e0i l\u1eafm. Ch\u1ecb \u0111i nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o nh\u1ec9? V\u00e0 t\u00f4i n\u1eefa, t\u00f4i t\u1ef1 h\u1ecfi: \u201cCh\u00fang ta \u0111i tr\u00ean s\u1ee3i d\u00e2y \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o nh\u1ec9?\u201d T\u1eeb l\u00fac sinh ra \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c cha m\u1eb9 th\u01b0\u01a1ng y\u00eau, nu\u00f4i l\u1edbn kh\u00f4n, \u0103n h\u1ecdc, \u0111i l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c, l\u1eadp gia \u0111\u00ecnh cho t\u1edbi khi t\u1eeb b\u1ecf cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi, ch\u00fang ta quay \u0111\u1ec1u nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t h\u1ea1t c\u00e1t b\u00e1m v\u00e0o b\u00e1nh xe. B\u00e1nh xe \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng quay \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2u, ch\u00fang ta quay theo \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00f3, h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 l\u00fac n\u00e0o ngh\u0129 ra r\u1eb1ng, ta c\u00f3 n\u00ean b\u1ea3o n\u00f3 ng\u01b0ng l\u1ea1i cho ta ngh\u1ec9 trong ch\u1ed1c l\u00e1t hay kh\u00f4ng? <em>Take a break<\/em>. T\u00f4i r\u1ea5t th\u00edch ch\u1eef <em>break<\/em> n\u00e0y. B\u1ebb th\u1eddi gian ra th\u00e0nh nhi\u1ec1u m\u1ea3nh, nh\u1eb7t l\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t m\u1ea3nh nh\u1ecf, ng\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng th\u1edf, ch\u01a1i.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 s\u1ed1ng c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1eddi. D\u00e0i hay ng\u1eafn \u0111\u1ec1u do c\u00e1ch t\u00f4i suy ngh\u0129, nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i s\u1ed1ng v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u00f4i tin l\u00e0 t\u1ed1t \u0111\u1eb9p, d\u00f9 \u0111\u00f4i khi t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i tr\u1ea3 c\u00e1i gi\u00e1 t\u1ed1t \u0111\u1eb9p n\u00e0y b\u1eb1ng nh\u1eefng gi\u1ecdt l\u1ec7. M\u1ed9t \u0111\u1eddi nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf, ch\u1eafc c\u0169ng s\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ee7 l\u1eafm r\u1ed3i.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00f3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 n\u00f3i: <em>\u201cNh\u00ecn c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft l\u00e0 \u0111o\u1ea1n cu\u1ed1i c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi, ch\u1eb3ng kh\u00e1c n\u00e0o b\u1ea1n nh\u00ecn \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ch\u00e2n tr\u1eddi b\u1ea3o \u0111\u1ea5y l\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec3m cu\u1ed1i c\u1ee7a \u0111\u1ea1i d\u01b0\u01a1ng\u201d<\/em> (2)<\/p>\n<p>H\u00f4m nay, t\u00f4i th\u1edf, t\u00f4i s\u1ed1ng, t\u00f4i l\u00e0m th\u01a1, c\u00f9ng v\u1edbi ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n, con s\u00f3c, d\u00f2ng s\u00f4ng, c\u00e2y th\u00f4ng \u0111\u00e3 qua \u0111\u1eddi. M\u1ed9t b\u1ea3n h\u00f2a \u00e2m sinh t\u1eed.<\/p>\n<p>Ng\u00e0y mai thu\u1ed9c v\u1ec1 ng\u00e0y mai.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0 tmt<\/p>\n<p>Jan.2009<\/p>\n<p>(1)- L\u1eddi t\u1ef1a c\u1ee7a Dalai Lama cho \u201cThe Tibetan Book of Living and Dying- Sogyal Rinpoche.\u201d Th\u00edch N\u1eef Tr\u00ed H\u1ea3i d\u1ecbch.<\/p>\n<p>(2)- David Searls- Seeing death as the end of life is like seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cCh\u1ebft l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean c\u1ee7a s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng, m\u00e0 t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang ta ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn s\u1ebd ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ea7u kh\u00f4ng s\u1edbm th\u00ec mu\u1ed9n. Theo t\u00f4i th\u00ec c\u00f3 hai c\u00e1ch \u0111\u1ec3 x\u1eed v\u1edbi c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft trong khi ta c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng. Ho\u1eb7c l\u00e0 ta t\u1ea3ng l\u1edd n\u00f3, ho\u1eb7c l\u00e0 ta ch\u1ea1m tr\u00e1n v\u1edbi vi\u1ec5n \u1ea3nh c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh m\u00ecnh, v\u00e0 b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1ch t\u01b0 duy s\u00e1ng su\u1ed1t v\u1ec1 n\u00f3, ta c\u1ed1 gi\u1ea3m thi\u1ec3u nh\u1eefng kh\u1ed5 \u0111au m\u00e0 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 mang l\u1ea1i. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":503,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[22,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sang-tac","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/503"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4134"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4134\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54093,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4134\/revisions\/54093"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}