{"id":23842,"date":"2012-04-03T00:03:00","date_gmt":"2012-04-03T00:03:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/?p=23842"},"modified":"2022-02-27T04:47:38","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T04:47:38","slug":"nhat-ky-nang-eva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/23842\/nhat-ky-nang-eva","title":{"rendered":"Nh\u1eadt k&yacute; n&agrave;ng Eva"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>Th\u1ee9 s\u00e1u &#8211; th\u1ee9 ba &#8211; th\u1ee9 t\u01b0 &#8211; th\u1ee9 n\u0103m v\u00e0 h\u00f4m nay: t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 c\u00e1c ng\u00e0y \u0111\u1ec1u v\u1eafng b\u00f3ng ch\u00e0ng. \u1ede m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh n\u00ean th\u1eddi gian tr\u00f4i qua l\u00e2u, tuy th\u1ebf th\u00e0 ch\u1ecbu l\u1ebb loi c\u00f2n h\u01a1n kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u1ed1i x\u1eed \u00e2n c\u1ea7n.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00ecnh c\u1ea7n ph\u1ea3i c\u00f3 ai \u0111\u00f3 \u0111\u1ec3 giao du. V\u00ec v\u1eady m\u00ecnh l\u00e0m b\u1ea1n v\u1edbi mu\u00f4ng th\u00fa. Ch\u00fang m\u1edbi \u0111\u00e1ng y\u00eau d\u1ec5 th\u01b0\u01a1ng l\u00e0m sao. Ch\u00fang l\u00e0 lo\u00e0i c\u00f3 l\u1ed1i s\u1ed1ng n\u1ec1 n\u1ebfp h\u01a1n h\u1ebft, c\u00e1ch h\u00e0nh x\u1eed c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang thanh nh\u00e3 l\u1ecbch l\u00e3m nh\u1ea5t. Ch\u00fang kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd g\u1eaft g\u1ecfng, kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 t\u1ea1o cho b\u1ea1n c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c l\u00e0 b\u1ea1n g\u00e2y phi\u1ec1n h\u00e0. Ch\u00fang m\u1ec9m c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n v\u00e0 v\u1eaby b\u1eb1ng \u0111u\u00f4i n\u1ebfu nh\u01b0 ch\u00fang c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i \u0111u\u00f4i. Ch\u00fang lu\u00f4n s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng c\u00f9ng n\u00f4 \u0111\u00f9a ch\u1ea1y nh\u1ea3y, hay c\u00f9ng \u0111i du ngo\u1ea1n ho\u1eb7c chi\u1ec1u theo b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 g\u00ec b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ec1 ngh\u1ecb. Ch\u00fang \u0111\u00fang l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng qu\u00fd \u00f4ng ho\u00e0n h\u1ea3o. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 m\u1ea5y ng\u00e0y \u0111\u00f3 b\u1ecdn m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc th\u1eadt vui t\u01b0\u01a1i. V\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i ch\u1ecbu l\u1ebb loi. Kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1. Kh\u00f4ng. M\u00ecnh ph\u1ea3i kh\u1eb3ng \u0111\u1ecbnh l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng. M\u00e0 sao l\u00fac n\u00e0o ch\u00fang c\u0169ng s\u1ed1ng b\u1ea7y \u0111\u00e0n, \u0111\u00f4i l\u00fac ch\u00fang qu\u1ea7n t\u1ee5 l\u1ea1i chi\u1ebfm c\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t kho\u1ea3ng r\u1ed9ng \u0111\u1ebfn b\u1ed1n n\u0103m c\u00e1nh \u0111\u1ed3ng, b\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ebfm cho xu\u1ec3. V\u00e0 khi b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ee9ng tr\u00ean m\u1ecfm \u0111\u00e1 ch\u00ednh gi\u1eefa r\u1ed3i ph\u00f3ng t\u1ea7m nh\u00ecn xu\u1ed1ng m\u1ed9t m\u1ea3ng l\u00f4ng th\u00fa tr\u1ea3i d\u00e0i, b\u00e3i l\u00f4ng l\u1ed1m \u0111\u1ed1m b\u1eadp b\u1ec1nh \u0111\u00f9a v\u1eddn l\u1ea5p l\u00e1nh r\u1ef1c r\u1ee1, \u00e1nh tr\u1eddi chi\u1ebfu xu\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 mu\u00f4n v\u00e0n l\u00e0n s\u00f3ng g\u1ee3n l\u0103n t\u0103n \u0111\u1ebfn n\u1ed7i ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u1ea7m \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t m\u1eb7t h\u1ed3, ch\u1ec9 duy b\u1ea1n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c n\u00f3i cho bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ea5y nh\u00e9. \u1ede \u0111\u00f3 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00e0n chim bay \u00e0o \u00e0o nh\u01b0 gi\u00f4ng b\u00e3o, nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00f4i c\u00e1nh v\u1ea7n v\u0169 quay cu\u1ed3ng v\u00e0 khi \u00e1nh tr\u1eddi r\u1ecdi xuy\u00ean qua \u0111\u00e1m l\u00f4ng \u1ea5y, b\u1ea1n nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y mu\u00f4n m\u00e0u s\u1eafc ch\u00f3i ch\u00e1ng \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00f3a c\u1ea3 m\u1eaft. Ch\u00fang m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed9c du ngo\u1ea1n d\u00e0i v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u \u0111i\u1ec1u tr\u00ean th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi; ph\u1ea3i n\u00f3i l\u00e0 g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 to\u00e0n b\u1ed9. M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1eef h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean v\u00e0 duy nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. Ch\u00fang m\u00ecnh c\u00f9ng \u0111i v\u1edbi nhau gi\u1eefa m\u1ed9t khung c\u1ea3nh nghi\u00eam trang ho\u00e0nh tr\u00e1ng. \u0110\u1ec3 ti\u1ec7n l\u1ee3i m\u00ecnh c\u01b0\u1ee1i l\u00ean l\u01b0ng m\u1ed9t ch\u00fa c\u1ecdp ho\u1eb7c m\u1ed9t ch\u00fa beo b\u1edfi v\u00ec l\u01b0ng ch\u00fang m\u1ec1m m\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ea7y \u0111\u1eb7n khi ng\u1ed3i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y v\u1eeba v\u1eb7n v\u00e0 b\u1edfi v\u00ec ch\u00fang l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng con v\u1eadt \u0111\u1eb9p \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1ebf kia m\u00e0. Th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng \u1edf nh\u1eefng ch\u1eb7ng \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng d\u00e0i ho\u1eb7c \u0111\u1ec3 h\u1ee3p v\u1edbi b\u1ed1i c\u1ea3nh r\u1ed9ng l\u1edbn m\u00ecnh c\u01b0\u1ee1i voi, n\u00f3 nh\u1ea5c b\u1ed5ng m\u00ecnh l\u00ean b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1i v\u00f2i nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 t\u1ef1 xu\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Khi m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ec3 d\u1eebng ch\u00e2n c\u1eafm tr\u1ea1i voi s\u1ebd ng\u1ed3i b\u1ec7t, v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh tr\u01b0\u1ee3t nh\u1eb9 t\u1eeb l\u01b0ng n\u00f3 xu\u1ed1ng. M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 chim v\u00e0 mu\u00f4ng th\u00fa t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ec1u l\u00e0 b\u1ea1n c\u1ee7a nhau, v\u00e0 ch\u1eb3ng h\u1ec1 c\u00f3 s\u1ef1 tranh c\u00e3i v\u1ec1 b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec.T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang \u0111\u1ec1u n\u00f3i v\u00e0 tr\u00f2 chuy\u1ec7n v\u1edbi m\u00ecnh nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u00f3 \u1eaft h\u1eb3n l\u00e0 th\u1ee9 ng\u00f4n ng\u1eef xa l\u1ea1 n\u00ean m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u00fang n\u00f3i g\u00ec. Tuy v\u1eady ch\u00fang th\u01b0\u1eddng v\u1eabn hi\u1ec3u m\u00ecnh, \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t l\u00e0 lo\u00e0i ch\u00f3 v\u00e0 voi. \u0110i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y l\u00e0m m\u00ecnh h\u1ed5 th\u1eb9n, ch\u1ee9ng t\u1ecf l\u00e0 ch\u00fang th\u00f4ng minh h\u01a1n do \u0111\u00f3 m\u00ecnh mu\u1ed1n c\u00f3 s\u1ef1 tr\u1ea3i nghi\u1ec7m \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t v\u1ec1 b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n v\u00e0 c\u0169ng c\u00f3 \u00fd \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c th\u00f4ng minh nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u00f4 s\u1ed1 \u0111i\u1ec1u v\u00e0 gi\u1edd c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 hi\u1ec3u bi\u1ebft, kh\u00f4ng nh\u01b0 l\u00fac ban \u0111\u1ea7u. Tho\u1ea1t \u0111\u1ea7u m\u00ecnh ngu ng\u01a1. Th\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00ecnh bu\u1ed3n b\u1ef1c b\u1edfi nh\u1eefng th\u1ee9 nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft. M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ee7 s\u00e1ng su\u1ed1t \u0111\u1ec3 d\u00f2 t\u00ecm khi n\u00e0o n\u01b0\u1edbc ch\u1ea3y ng\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u01b0ng b\u00e2y gi\u1edd m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng bu\u1ed3n \u0111\u1ec3 \u00fd \u0111\u1ebfn n\u1eefa . M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 th\u1eed nghi\u1ec7m v\u00e0 gi\u1edd v\u00e0 gi\u1edd v\u1eabn c\u00f2n th\u1eed nghi\u1ec7m. M\u00ecnh hi\u1ec3u n\u01b0\u1edbc ch\u1ea3 bao gi\u1edd ch\u1ea3y ng\u01b0\u1ee3c ngo\u1ea1i tr\u1eeb trong b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i. N\u01b0\u1edbc ch\u1ea3y ng\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c b\u1edfi l\u00f2ng h\u1ed3 kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd c\u1ea1n ki\u1ec7t, t\u1ea5t nhi\u00ean n\u00f3 s\u1ebd kh\u00f4 c\u1ea1n n\u1ebfu n\u01b0\u1edbc kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ea3y v\u00e0o ban \u0111\u00eam. Th\u1ef1c nghi\u1ec7m l\u00e0 ph\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u00e1ch t\u1ed1t nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u1ee9ng minh s\u1ef1 vi\u1ec7c. C\u00f2n th\u00ec n\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n d\u1ef1a v\u00e0o s\u1ef1 suy \u0111o\u00e1n, gi\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ecbnh, \u01b0\u1edbc ch\u1eebng b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng h\u1ecdc h\u1ecfi \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u00ec, kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 ra \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec. Th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd ch\u1ea3 bao gi\u1edd hi\u1ec3u cho r\u1eb1ng v\u1edbi s\u1ef1 \u01b0\u1edbc \u0111o\u00e1n th\u1ea9m \u0111\u1ecbnh b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1: Kh\u00f4ng, b\u1ea1n bu\u1ed9c ph\u1ea3i ki\u00ean nh\u1eabn ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c h\u1ecdc h\u1ecfi tr\u1ea3i nghi\u1ec7m cho \u0111\u1ebfn khi b\u1ea1n v\u1ee1 l\u1ebd ra r\u1eb1ng kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 t\u00ecm ra. V\u00e0 sung s\u01b0\u1edbng khi nh\u1eadn ra \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u01b0 v\u1eady, n\u00f3 l\u00e0m cho th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi n\u00e0y th\u1eadt th\u00fa v\u1ecb. N\u1ebfu ch\u1ea3 c\u00f2n g\u00ec \u0111\u1ec3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi n\u00e0y s\u1ebd bu\u1ed3n t\u1ebb v\u00f4 ngh\u0129a. Th\u00fa v\u1ecb ngay c\u1ea3 khi \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ed1 c\u00f4ng t\u00ecm t\u00f2i m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng t\u00ecm ra, v\u00e0 ch\u1ea3 bi\u1ebft \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u00ec th\u00eam. B\u00ed \u1ea9n c\u1ee7a n\u01b0\u1edbc l\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec1u qu\u00fd gi\u00e1 cho \u0111\u1ebfn khi m\u00ecnh kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 ra, sau \u0111\u00f3 s\u1ef1 h\u00e2n hoan h\u01b0ng ph\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1u kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c nh\u01b0 \u0111ang b\u1ecb m\u1ea5t m\u00e1t.<\/p>\n<p>B\u1eb1ng s\u1ef1 tr\u1ea3i nghi\u1ec7m m\u00ecnh bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng c\u1ee7i g\u1ed7 n\u1ed5i b\u1eadp b\u1ec1nh, l\u00e1 kh\u00f4, l\u00f4ng th\u00fa v\u00e0 nhi\u1ec1u nhi\u1ec1u nh\u1eefng th\u1ee9 kh\u00e1c, \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng nhi\u00ean v\u1edbi t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng b\u1eb1ng ch\u1ee9ng t\u00edch l\u0169y b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng m\u1ed9t t\u1ea3ng \u0111\u00e1 s\u1ebd n\u1ed5i tr\u00f4i nh\u01b0ng b\u1ea1n ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 tr\u00ecnh b\u00e0y gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch s\u01a1 s\u00e0i b\u1edfi v\u00ec kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 c\u00e1ch n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u1ee9ng minh \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c cho \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac n\u00e0y. Nh\u01b0ng r\u1ed3i th\u00ec m\u00ecnh c\u0169ng s\u1ebd c\u00f3 c\u00e1ch t\u00ecm ra, v\u00e0 r\u1ed3i s\u1ef1 h\u01b0ng ph\u1ea5n l\u1ea1i qua \u0111i &#8211; ch\u00ednh \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y l\u00e0m cho m\u00ecnh bu\u1ed3n, v\u00ec ngay sau khi b\u1ea1n kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 ra b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 g\u00ec th\u00ec s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n s\u1ef1 th\u00edch th\u00fa n\u1eefa, m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh l\u1ea1i r\u1ea5t y\u00eau s\u1ef1 h\u01b0ng ph\u1ea5n. \u0110\u00eam tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ee3p m\u1eaft \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u00ec suy t\u01b0 v\u1ec1 \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e2y.<\/p>\n<p>Tho\u1ea1t \u0111\u1ea7u m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 m\u1eb7t tr\u00ean \u0111\u1eddi \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0m g\u00ec nh\u01b0ng gi\u1edd th\u00ec hi\u1ec3u ra l\u00e0 \u0111\u1ec3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 nh\u1eefng b\u00ed \u1ea9n c\u1ee7a th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi k\u1ef3 di\u1ec7u n\u00e0y, \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u1ea3m nh\u1eadn \u0111i\u1ec1u h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac \u0111\u1ec3 r\u1ed3i c\u00e1m \u01a1n \u0111\u1ea5ng T\u1ea1o H\u00f3a \u0111\u00e3 sinh ra mu\u00f4n lo\u00e0i. M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 c\u00f2n nhi\u1ec1u \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u1ec3 h\u1ecdc h\u1ecfi. Hy v\u1ecdng l\u00e0 th\u1ebf. B\u1eb1ng s\u1ef1 d\u00e8 d\u1eb7t kh\u00f4ng h\u1ea5p t\u1ea5p m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd t\u00ecm hi\u1ec3u trong nh\u1eefng tu\u1ea7n k\u1ebf ti\u1ebfp. Hy v\u1ecdng v\u1eady. Khi b\u1ea1n n\u00e9m m\u1ed9t s\u1ee3i l\u00f4ng t\u01a1 l\u00ean tr\u1eddi n\u00f3 l\u01b0\u1ee3n l\u1edd tr\u00ean kh\u00f4ng v\u00e0 bi\u1ebfn m\u1ea5t kh\u1ecfi t\u1ea7m nh\u00ecn, sau \u0111\u00f3 b\u1ea1n n\u00e9m m\u1ed9t c\u1ee5c \u0111\u1ea5t l\u00ean th\u00ec n\u00f3 l\u1ea1i kh\u00f4ng bay \u0111i m\u00e0 lu\u00f4n r\u01a1i th\u1eb3ng xu\u1ed1ng. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 th\u1eed \u0111i th\u1eed l\u1ea1i v\u00e0 l\u00fac n\u00e0o c\u0169ng v\u1eady. M\u00ecnh t\u1ef1 h\u1ecfi sao v\u1eady nh\u1ec9? L\u1ebd \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng nhi\u00ean l\u00f4ng kh\u00f4ng r\u01a1i th\u1eb3ng xu\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5t v\u1eady th\u00ec t\u1ea1i sao l\u1ea1i th\u1ebf? M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 \u1ea3o gi\u00e1c, \u00fd m\u00ecnh mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i m\u1ed9t trong hai th\u1ee9 l\u00e0 \u1ea3o \u1ea3nh. M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng r\u00f5 \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i n\u00e0o, m\u00ecnh ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 n\u00f3i r\u1eb1ng c\u00e1i n\u00e0y ho\u1eb7c c\u00e1i kia kh\u00f4ng th\u1eadt v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ec3 cho m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1ef1a ch\u1ecdn l\u1ea5y.<\/p>\n<p>B\u1eb1ng quan s\u00e1t m\u00ecnh th\u1ea5y c\u00e1c v\u00ec sao s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng t\u1ed3n t\u1ea1i m\u00e3i m\u00e3i. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eebng nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t trong nh\u1eefng v\u00ec sao \u0111\u1eb9p nh\u1ea5t r\u00e3 tan sa xu\u1ed1ng tr\u00ean n\u1ec1n tr\u1eddi. M\u1ed9t v\u00ec sao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 tan th\u00ec mu\u00f4n v\u00ec sao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 tan, m\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 r\u00e3 tan \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c th\u00ec to\u00e0n th\u1ec3 c\u00e1c v\u00ec sao \u0111\u1ec1u c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 r\u00e3 lu\u00f4n trong c\u00f9ng m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00eam. \u0110i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00e1ng ti\u1ebfc \u0111\u00f3 s\u1ebd x\u1ea3y ra. M\u00ecnh hi\u1ec3u ch\u1ee9. M\u00ecnh c\u00f3 \u00fd \u0111\u1ecbnh h\u1eb1ng \u0111\u00eam ra ng\u1ed3i v\u00e0 ng\u1eafm ch\u00fang l\u00e2u th\u1eadt l\u00e2u ch\u1eebng n\u00e0o m\u00ecnh c\u00f2n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ee9c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u00e0 s\u1ebd kh\u1eafc ghi v\u00e0o t\u00e2m kh\u1ea3m b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi sao l\u1ea5p l\u00e1nh kia \u0111\u1ec3 r\u1ed3i khi ch\u00fang l\u1ea7n l\u01b0\u1ee3t tan h\u1ebft m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 b\u1eb1ng tr\u00ed t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0\u1ee3ng kh\u00f4i ph\u1ee5c l\u1ea1i mu\u00f4n v\u00e0n tinh t\u00fa \u0111\u00e1ng y\u00eau kia l\u00ean b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi \u0111\u00eam khi\u1ebfn ch\u00fang l\u1ea1i l\u1ea5p l\u00e1nh, ch\u1eadp ch\u1eddn h\u00f3a ra b\u1ed9i ph\u1ea7n qua m\u00e0n n\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft nh\u1ea1t nh\u00f2a.<\/p>\n<p>Sau c\u00fa v\u1ea5p ng\u00e3<\/p>\n<p>Khi m\u00ecnh ngo\u00e1i nh\u00ecn, v\u01b0\u1eddn \u0111\u1ecba \u0111\u00e0ng ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n l\u00e0 gi\u1ea5c m\u01a1. Khu v\u01b0\u1eddn \u0111\u1eb9p, qu\u00e1 \u0111\u1eb9p, \u0111\u1eb9p \u0111\u1ebfn m\u00ea h\u1ed3n, gi\u1edd th\u00ec bi\u1ebfn m\u1ea5t v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd ch\u1ea3 c\u00f2n bao gi\u1edd th\u1ea5y n\u00f3 n\u1eefa.<\/p>\n<p>Khu v\u01b0\u1eddn \u0111\u00e3 m\u1ea5t nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c Ch\u00e0ng v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh m\u00e3n nguy\u1ec7n. Ch\u00e0ng y\u00eau m\u00ecnh v\u1edbi c\u1ea3 tr\u00e1i tim. M\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng m\u00e3nh li\u1ec7t cu\u1ed3ng say, m\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 y\u1ebfu t\u1ed1 ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 v\u00ec tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb v\u00e0 gi\u1edbi t\u00ednh c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. N\u1ebfu m\u00ecnh h\u1ecfi l\u00f2ng m\u00ecnh v\u00ec sao m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng, m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng gi\u1ea3i \u0111\u00e1p \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u00e0 th\u1eadt ra m\u00ecnh ch\u1ea3 quan t\u00e2m t\u00ecm bi\u1ebft l\u00e0m g\u00ec. V\u1ea3 l\u1ea1i m\u00ecnh quan ni\u1ec7m r\u1eb1ng th\u1ee9 t\u00ecnh c\u1ea3m n\u00e0y kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 s\u1ea3n ph\u1ea9m sinh ra t\u1eeb l\u00fd tr\u00ed hay c\u00e1c s\u1ed1 li\u1ec7u th\u1ed1ng k\u00ea gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 ki\u1ec3u th\u01b0\u01a1ng t\u00e2m d\u00e0nh cho k\u1ebb kh\u1ed1n c\u00f9ng hay ki\u1ec3u th\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1ebfn d\u00e0nh cho lo\u00e0i v\u1eadt. \u1eaet h\u1eb3n l\u00e0 nh\u01b0 v\u1eady r\u1ed3i! M\u00ecnh y\u00eau con chim n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 v\u00ec \u0111i\u1ec7u h\u00f3t c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 &#8211; nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng Adam v\u00ec ti\u1ebfng h\u00e1t &#8211; kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i th\u1ebf; ch\u00e0ng c\u00e0ng h\u00e1t m\u00ecnh c\u00e0ng ch\u1ecbu kh\u00f4ng th\u1ea5u. Tuy nhi\u00ean m\u00ecnh c\u1ee9 y\u00eau c\u1ea7u ch\u00e0ng h\u00e1t v\u00ec m\u00ecnh mong sao t\u1eadp y\u00eau \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec ch\u00e0ng th\u00edch. M\u00ecnh ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd t\u1eadp \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c , b\u1edfi v\u00ec tho\u1ea1t \u0111\u1ea7u m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 ch\u1ecbu \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3, nh\u01b0ng gi\u1edd th\u00ec c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 r\u1ed3i. S\u1eefa c\u00f3 b\u1ecb chua lo\u00e9t ra v\u00ec gi\u1ecdng h\u00e1t c\u1ee7a ch\u00e0ng c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng v\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1 g\u00ec. M\u00ecnh c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 quen d\u1ea7n v\u1edbi lo\u1ea1i s\u1eefa chua \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n<p>Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i v\u00ec s\u1ef1 th\u00f4ng minh s\u00e1ng l\u00e1ng m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng &#8211; kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i th\u1ebf. Ch\u00e0ng kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u00e1ng b\u1ecb tr\u00e1ch c\u1ee9 v\u00ec s\u1ef1 th\u00f4ng minh v\u1ed1n c\u00f3, b\u1edfi l\u1ebd ch\u00e0ng \u0111\u00e2u c\u00f3 t\u1ef1 t\u1ea1o ra \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3, Ch\u00faa sinh ra ch\u00e0ng nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf m\u00e0 v\u00e0 v\u1eady l\u00e0 \u0111\u1ee7. C\u00f3 ch\u1ee7 \u00fd kh\u00f4n kh\u00e9o trong \u0111\u00f3 \u0111\u1ea5y. M\u00ecnh bi\u1ebft v\u1eady m\u00e0. V\u1ea3 l\u1ea1i theo th\u1eddi gian tr\u00ed tu\u1ec7 s\u1ebd d\u1ea7n ph\u00e1t tri\u1ec3n, ch\u1ee9 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 b\u1ed9c ph\u00e1t nhanh ch\u00f3ng, v\u1edbi l\u1ea1i c\u1ea7n g\u00ec ph\u1ea3i v\u1ed9i, ch\u00e0ng c\u1ee9 nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0y c\u0169ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1ed3i. Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i s\u1ef1 duy\u00ean d\u00e1ng \u00e2n c\u1ea7n kh\u00e9o l\u00e9o m\u1ec1m m\u1ecfng m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng. Kh\u00f4ng, ch\u00e0ng c\u00f2n khi\u1ebfm khuy\u1ebft v\u1ec1 ph\u01b0\u01a1ng di\u1ec7n n\u00e0y, th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u01b0 v\u1eady l\u00e0 \u0111\u1ee7 r\u1ed3i v\u00e0 ch\u00e0ng s\u1ebd d\u1ea7n ho\u00e0n thi\u1ec7n l\u00ean. Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i v\u00ec s\u1ef1 c\u1ea7n c\u00f9 n\u0103ng n\u1ed5 m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng &#8211; kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i th\u1ebf. M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 trong ch\u00e0ng v\u1ed1n ti\u1ec1m \u1ea9n \u0111\u1ee9c t\u00ednh \u0111\u00f3 v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u sao ch\u00e0ng l\u1ea1i gi\u1ea5u m\u00ecnh. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec1u duy nh\u1ea5t l\u00e0m m\u00ecnh \u0111au kh\u1ed5. V\u1ec1 m\u1eb7t kh\u00e1c ch\u00e0ng r\u1ea5t th\u1eb3ng t\u00ednh v\u00e0 c\u1edfi m\u1edf v\u1edbi m\u00ecnh trong l\u00fac n\u00e0y, m\u00ecnh ch\u1eafc ch\u00e0ng kh\u00f4ng gi\u1ea5u g\u00ec m\u00ecnh ngo\u00e0i \u0111i\u1ec1u \u1ea5y. M\u00ecnh bu\u1ed3n phi\u1ec1n v\u00ec ch\u00e0ng c\u00f2n c\u00f3 \u0111i\u1ec1u b\u00ed m\u1eadt gi\u1ea5u m\u00ecnh khi\u1ebfn \u0111\u00f4i l\u00fac c\u1ee9 ngh\u0129 t\u1edbi l\u00e0 m\u1ea5t ng\u1ee7 nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh g\u1ea1t qua b\u00ean kh\u00f4ng th\u00e8m \u0111\u1ec3 \u00fd. Kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111i\u1ec1u \u1ea5y ph\u00e1 r\u1ed1i h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac \u0111ang d\u00e2ng tr\u00e0n. Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i v\u00ec ki\u1ebfn th\u1ee9c c\u1ee7a ch\u00e0ng m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng. Kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i th\u1ebf. Ch\u00e0ng \u0111\u00e3 t\u1ef1 h\u1ecdc h\u1ecfi v\u00e0 th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 bi\u1ebft nhi\u1ec1u th\u1ee9 m\u1eb7c d\u00f9 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u ch\u00e0ng bi\u1ebft ch\u01b0a h\u1eb3n \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u00fang. Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i v\u00ec s\u1ef1 h\u00e0o hi\u1ec7p r\u1ed9ng l\u01b0\u1ee3ng c\u1ee7a ch\u00e0ng m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng -kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i th\u1ebf. Ch\u00e0ng l\u1ea5n \u00e1t m\u00ecnh nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng tr\u00e1ch ch\u00e0ng. M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 kh\u00e1c bi\u1ec7t gi\u1edbi t\u00ednh, ch\u00e0ng \u0111\u00e2u t\u1ef1 t\u1ea1o ph\u00e1i t\u00ednh c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng nhi\u00ean b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n m\u00ecnh c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng mu\u1ed1n \u00e1p \u0111\u1eb7t ch\u00e0ng, th\u00e0 r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh b\u1ecb h\u1ee7y ho\u1ea1i tr\u01b0\u1edbc, th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u00f3 c\u0169ng l\u00e0 n\u00e9t \u0111\u1eb7c tr\u01b0ng c\u1ee7a ph\u00e1i n\u1eef, ch\u1ea3 c\u00f3 g\u00ec \u0111\u00e1ng \u0111\u1ec3 khen \u0111\u00e2u b\u1edfi \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 ph\u00e1i t\u00ednh t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh \u1ea5y m\u00e0. V\u1eady sao m\u00ecnh l\u1ea1i y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng. M\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 ch\u1ec9 v\u00ec ch\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ea7y nam t\u00ednh. T\u1ef1 b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t ch\u00e0ng l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1ed1t v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng v\u00ec \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3, nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3. N\u1ebfu nh\u01b0 ch\u00e0ng c\u00f3 \u0111\u00e1nh hay m\u1eafng m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd v\u1eabn c\u1ee9 y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng. M\u00ecnh hi\u1ec3u \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 v\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1 gi\u1edbi t\u00ednh. Ch\u00e0ng m\u1ea1nh m\u1ebd \u0111\u1eb9p trai, m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng v\u00ec th\u1ebf, m\u00ecnh ng\u01b0\u1ee1ng m\u1ed9 v\u00e0 h\u00e3nh di\u1ec7n v\u1ec1 ch\u00e0ng nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n nh\u1eefng t\u1ed1 ch\u1ea5t \u0111\u00f3. N\u1ebfu ch\u00e0ng t\u1ea7m th\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00ecnh v\u1eabn s\u1ebd y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng, n\u1ebfu ch\u00e0ng t\u00e0n t\u1ea1 m\u00ecnh v\u1eabn c\u1ee9 y\u00eau, s\u1ebd ph\u1ee5c d\u1ecbch ch\u00e0ng, lao l\u1ef1c v\u1ea5t v\u1ea3 v\u00ec ch\u00e0ng, nguy\u1ec7n c\u1ea7u cho ch\u00e0ng, canh g\u00e1c b\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng ch\u00e0ng cho \u0111\u1ebfn cu\u1ed1i \u0111\u1eddi. V\u00e2ng m\u00ecnh y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n ch\u1ec9 v\u00ec ch\u00e0ng l\u00e0 c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh v\u00e0 ch\u00e0ng l\u00e0 \u0111\u00e0n \u00f4ng. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 l\u00fd do n\u00e0o kh\u00e1c, m\u00ecnh ngh\u0129 th\u1ebf. V\u00e0 c\u0169ng nh\u01b0 l\u00fac \u0111\u1ea7u m\u00ecnh n\u00f3i: Th\u1ee9 t\u00ecnh y\u00eau n\u00e0y kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 s\u1ea3n ph\u1ea9m c\u1ee7a l\u00fd l\u1ebd hay t\u00ednh to\u00e1n. N\u00f3 ch\u1ee3t \u0111\u1ebfn kh\u00f4ng ai r\u00f5 t\u1eeb \u0111\u00e2u v\u00e0 c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng t\u1ef1 c\u1eaft ngh\u0129a \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, m\u00e0 c\u0169ng ch\u1ea3 c\u1ea7n l\u00fd gi\u1ea3i.<\/p>\n<p>B\u1ed1n m\u01b0\u01a1i n\u0103m sau,<\/p>\n<p>M\u00ecnh h\u1eb1ng c\u1ea7u xin v\u00e0 mong m\u1ecfi c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 v\u1ec1 b\u00ean kia th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi c\u00f9ng l\u00fac v\u1edbi ch\u00e0ng, s\u1ef1 mong \u01b0\u1edbc s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd bi\u1ebfn m\u1ea5t kh\u1ecfi tr\u00e1i \u0111\u1ea5t, s\u1ebd ng\u1ef1 tr\u1ecb trong tim t\u1eebng ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1ee3 y\u00eau ch\u1ed3ng cho \u0111\u1ebfn m\u00e3i m\u00e3i, v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 mong \u01b0\u1edbc \u0111\u00f3 s\u1ebd \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u1ecdi b\u1eb1ng ch\u00ednh t\u00ean m\u00ecnh.<\/p>\n<p>Th\u1ebf nh\u01b0ng n\u1ebfu m\u1ed9t trong hai \u0111\u1ee9a ph\u1ea3i ra \u0111i tr\u01b0\u1edbc, m\u00ecnh c\u1ea7u cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh; v\u00ec ch\u00e0ng m\u1ea1nh m\u1ebd, m\u00ecnh th\u00ec y\u1ebfu \u1edbt, m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng qu\u00e1 c\u1ea7n thi\u1ebft cho ch\u00e0ng nh\u01b0 ch\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi m\u00ecnh. \u0110\u1eddi kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 ch\u00e0ng th\u00ec c\u00f2n \u00fd ngh\u0129a g\u00ec; l\u00e0m sao c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ecbu \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c? L\u1eddi nguy\u1ec7n c\u1ea7u n\u00e0y c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd b\u1ea5t t\u1eed s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd d\u1ee9t s\u1ebd v\u1eabn \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u1ea5t l\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ti\u1ebfp n\u1ed1i. M\u00ecnh l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1ee3 \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean v\u00e0 s\u1ebd hi\u1ec7n th\u00e2n l\u1ea1i trong ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1ee3 cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng.<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<h2>Eve\u2019s Diary<\/h2>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>Friday &#8211; Tuesday &#8211; Wednesday &#8211; thursday and today: all without seeing him. It is a long time to be alone, still, it is better to be alone than unwelcome.<\/p>\n<p>I had to have company. I was made for it animals. They are just charming and they have the kindest disposition and the politest ways; They never look sour, they never let you feel that you are intruding, they smile at you and wag their tail. If they have got one, they are always ready for a romp or an excursionor anything you want to propose. I thinhk they are perfect gentlmen. All these days we have such good times, and it hasn&#8217;t been lonesome for me, ever. Lonesome. No I should say not. Why there&#8217;s always a swarm of them around. Sometimes as much as four of five acres. You can&#8217;t count them; and when you stand on a rock in the midst and look out over the furry expanse it is so mottled and splashed and gay with color and friking sheen and sun flash and so rippled with stripes, that you might think it was a lake only you know it isn&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>And there&#8217;s storms of sociable birds and hurricanes of whirring wings and when the sun strikes all that that feathery commotion, you have a blazing up of colors you can think of, enough to put your eyes out.<\/p>\n<p>We have made long excursion and I have see a great deal of the world; almost of it, I think, and so I am the first traveler and the only one. When we are on the march, it is an imposing sight. There is nothing like it anywhere. For comfort I ride a tiger or a leopard because it is soft and has a round back that fit me, and because they are such pretty animals; bur for long distance or for scenery I ride the elephant he hoist me up with his trunk, but I can get off myself. When we are ready to camp, he sits and I slide dow the back way.<\/p>\n<p>The birds and animals are all friendly to each other, and there are no disputes about anything. They all talk and they all talk to me, but it must be a foreign language, for I cannot make out a word they say. Yet they often understand me when I talk back, particularly the dog and the elephant. It makes me ashamed. It shows that they are brighter than I am, for I want to be the principal experiment myself and I intend to be too.<\/p>\n<p>I have learned a number of things and am educated now, I wasn\u2019t at first. I was ignorant at first. At fisrt it used to vex me because with all my watching. I was never smart enough to be around when the water was running uphill, but now I do not mind it. I have experimented and experimented until now. I know it never does run uphill, except in the dark. I know it does in the dark because the pool never goes dry, which it would of course if the water didn\u2019t come back in the night. It is best to prove things by actual experiment, then you know; Whereas if you depend on guessing and supposing and conjecturing you never get educated somethings you can\u2019t find out; But you will never know you can\u2019t by guessing and supposing: No you have to be patient and go on experimenting until you find out that you can\u2019t find out. And it is delightful to have it that way, it make the world so interesting. If there wasn\u2019t anything to find out, it would be dull. Even trying to find out and not finding out, and I don\u2019t know but more so. The secret of the water was a treasure until I got it, then the excitement all went away, and I recognized a sense of loss.<\/p>\n<p>By experiment I know that wood swims and dry leaves and feathers and plenty of other things, therefore by all cumulative evidence you know that a rock will swim but you have to put up with simply knowing it, for there isn\u2019t any way to prove it- up to now. But I shall find a way then that excitement will go- such thing make me sad, because by and by when I have found out everything there won\u2019t be any more excitements, and I do love excitements so. The other night I couldn\u2019t sleep for thinking about it.<\/p>\n<p>At first I couldn\u2019t make out what I was made for, but now I think it was to search out the secrets of this the wonderful world and be happy and thank the Giver of it all for devising it. I think there are man things to learn yet. I hope so and by economizing and not hurrying too fast I thinhk they will last weeks and weeks. I hope so. When you cast up a feather it sails away on the air and goes out of sight, then you throw up a clod and it doesn\u2019t. It comes down, everytime. I have tried and tried, and it always so. I wonder why it is? Of course it doesn\u2019t come down , by why should it seem to? I suppose it is an optical illusion. I mean one of them is. I don\u2019t know which one it is, I can only demonstrate that one or the other is a fake, and let a person take his choice<\/p>\n<p>By watching I know that the stars are not going to last. I have seen some of the best ones melt and run down the sky. Since one can melt they can melt, since they can all melt they can all melt the same night. That sorrow will come. I know it. I sit up every night and look at them as long as I can keep awake, and I will impress those sparkling fields on my memory, so that by and by when they are taken away I can by my fancy restore those lovely myriads to the blacks sky and make them sparkle again and double them by the blur of my tears.<\/p>\n<p>After the fall<\/p>\n<p>When I look back, the garden is a dream to me. It was beautiful, surpassing beautiful, enchantingly beautiful and now it is lost and I shall not see it any more.<\/p>\n<p>The garden lost, but I have found HIM, and am content. He loves me as well as he can. I love him with all the strength of my passionate nature, and this I think is proper to m youth and sex- if I ask myself why I love him, I found I di not know, and do not really much care to know so I suppose that this kind of love is not a product of reasoning and statistics, like one\u2019s love for other reptiles and animals. I think that this must be so. I love certain birds because of their song- But I do not love Adam on account of his singing- no, it is not that; the more he sings the more I do not reconciled to it. Yet I ask him to sing, because I wish to learn to like everything he is interested in. I am sure I can learn because at first I could nots stand it, but now I can. It sours the milk but it doesn\u2019t matter. I can get used to that kind of milk. It is not on account of his brightness, such as it is, for he did not make it himself, he is as God make him and that is sufficient. There was a wise purpose in it. That I know. In time It will develop, though I think it will not be sudden, and besides there is no hurry; he is well enough just as he is. It is not on account of his gracious and considerate ways and his delicacy that I love him. No he has lacks in this regard, but he is well enough just so, and is improve. It is not on account of his industry that I love him- no it is not that. I think he has it in him and do not know why he conceals it from me. It is m only pain. Othewise he is frank and open with me now, I am sure he keeps nothing from me but these. It grieves me that he should have a secret from me, and sometimes it spoils my sleep thinking of it but I will put it out o my mind; It shall not trouble my happiness which is otherwise full to overflowing. It is not on account of his education that I love him \u2013 no, it is not that \u2013 He is self-educated and does really know multitude of things but they are not so.<\/p>\n<p>It is not on account of his chilvary that I love him \u2013 no, it is not that. He told on me, but I do not blame him. It is a peculiarity of sex, I think, and he did not make his sex, of course I would not have told on him, I would have perished first but that is a peculiarity of sex, too, and I do not take credit for it, for I did not make my sex. Then why is it that I love him? Merely because he is masculine, I think.<\/p>\n<p>A bottom he is good, and I love him, for that, but I could love him without it, if he should beat me and abuse me I should go on loving him. I know it. It is a matter of sex. I think he is strong and handsome and I lovehim for that, and I admire him and I am proud of him but I could love him without those qualities, if he were plain I should love him, and I would work for him, and slave over him and pray for him and watch by his bedsides until I died.<\/p>\n<p>Yes I think I love him merely because he is mine and is masculine. There is no other reason I suppose. And so I think it is as I first said: That the kind of love is not a product of reasoning and statistics. It just come \u2013 none knows whence \u2013 and cannot explain itself \u2013 And doesn\u2019t need to<\/p>\n<p>Forty years later<\/p>\n<p>It is my prayer, it is my longing, that we may pass from this life together. A longing which shall never perish from the earth, but shall have place in the heart of every wife that loves, until the end of time, and it shall be called by my name.<\/p>\n<p>But if one of us must go fisrt it is my prayer that I shall be I,for he is strong, I am weak, I am not so necessary to him as he is to me \u2013 life without him would not be life, how could I endure it?<\/p>\n<p>This prayer is also immortal and will not cease from being offered up while my race continues. I am the first wife and in the last wife I shall be repeated.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u1eaet h\u1eb3n l\u00e0 nh\u01b0 v\u1eady r\u1ed3i! M\u00ecnh y\u00eau con chim n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 v\u00ec \u0111i\u1ec7u h\u00f3t c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 &#8211; nh\u01b0ng m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng y\u00eau ch\u00e0ng Adam v\u00ec ti\u1ebfng h\u00e1t &#8211; kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i th\u1ebf; ch\u00e0ng c\u00e0ng h\u00e1t m\u00ecnh c\u00e0ng ch\u1ecbu kh\u00f4ng th\u1ea5u. 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