{"id":21474,"date":"2011-09-30T00:04:00","date_gmt":"2011-09-30T00:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/archives\/21474"},"modified":"2022-02-23T22:48:09","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T22:48:09","slug":"tam-guong-soi-toi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/21474\/tam-guong-soi-toi","title":{"rendered":"t\u1ea5m g\u01b0\u01a1ng soi t\u00f4i"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i t\u00e2m h\u1ed3n, m\u00e0 v\u00f2m h\u1ecdng h\u1eafn, nh\u1eefng ph\u00e1t \u00e2m rung rung trong ti\u1ebfng n\u01b0\u1edbc x\u1ed1i, t\u00f4i \u0111u\u1ed1i b\u1eaft, \u00e2m thanh \u0111\u00f3, ch\u00fang bay kh\u1ecfi v\u00f2m ng\u1ef1c \u0111\u1ea5t hoang, qua c\u1eeda s\u1ed5, t\u00e1n c\u00e2y b\u00e0ng, v\u00f2m d\u00e2y \u0111i\u1ec7n, u\u1ec3 o\u1ea3i tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng d\u00e0i v\u00e0 ch\u00ecm t\u1eaft trong t\u00e0n l\u1eeda ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ed1t nh\u1eefng c\u00e1nh h\u1ed3ng kh\u00f4<\/p>\n<p>nh\u1eefng \u00e2m thanh lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n \u1edf hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i kh\u00f4ng qu\u00e1 kh\u1ee9 kh\u00f4ng t\u01b0\u01a1ng lai ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 s\u1ef1 tr\u1ed1ng r\u1ed7ng \u0111\u00e3 reo vui n\u01a1i kh\u00f4ng ai c\u00f2n nh\u1edb n\u1eefa<\/p>\n<p>t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft tr\u01b0\u1edbc t\u1ea5m g\u01b0\u01a1ng, ngay c\u1ea3 s\u1ef1 tr\u1ea7n tr\u1ee5i c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch h\u1ee3p l\u00fd, th\u1ef1c v\u00e0 h\u01b0, c\u00f3 v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng, k\u00ec di\u1ec7u v\u00e0 v\u00f4 ngh\u0129a, m\u00e0u xanh \u00f4 c\u1eeda v\u00e0 t\u00e1n l\u00e1 nu\u1ed1t m\u1ea5t g\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1eb7t m\u01b0a, nh\u1eefng b\u00e0n tay nh\u1ecbp tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t k\u00ednh r\u00e3 ra v\u00e0 tan bi\u1ebfn, t\u1eebng gi\u1ecdt caf\u00e9 im l\u1eb7ng th\u1edf, m\u00e0u hoa v\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ed5 xu\u1ed1ng ly r\u01b0\u1ee3u, m\u00f9a 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c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 g\u00e1i xa l\u1ea1 n\u00e0o tr\u00ean th\u1ebf gian \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ebfn tr\u01b0\u1edbc t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 b\u00e0n tay t\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t l\u00ean t\u1ea5m g\u01b0\u01a1ng, t\u1eeb \u0111\u00e2y t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft<\/p>\n<p>m\u1ecdi t\u1ea5m g\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ec1u nh\u1ea7m l\u1eabn, tr\u1eeb khi soi v\u00e0o g\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1eb7t k\u1ebb y\u00eau<\/p>\n<p>t\u00f4i nghe m\u1ed3 h\u00f4i h\u1eafn t\u00faa \u0111\u1ed5, ti\u1ebfng r\u00f3c r\u00e1ch kh\u00f4ng ng\u1edbt c\u1ee7a d\u00f2ng su\u1ed1i tr\u00ean l\u01b0ng h\u1eafn, ti\u1ebfng r\u00f3c r\u00e1ch m\u1ed9t m\u00f9a v\u0129nh vi\u1ec5n c\u1ee7a kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc, ti\u1ebfng r\u00f3c r\u00e1ch kh\u00f4ng qu\u00e1 kh\u1ee9 hay t\u01b0\u01a1ng lai, ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 ni\u1ec1m vui kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd c\u00f3 l\u1ea1i<\/p>\n<p>b\u00e2y gi\u1edd, tr\u01b0\u1edbc h\u1ed3 s\u00e2u, thi\u00ean nhi\u00ean l\u00e0m t\u00f4i qu\u1ef5 xu\u1ed1ng, t\u00f4i c\u1ea3nh gi\u00e1c t\u00f4i: 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