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<\/a> <\/p>\nJean Michel Basquiat, Self Portrait (Ch\u00e2n Dung T\u1ef1 H\u1ecda)<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n
Nh\u00e0 v\u0103n ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng ch\u1ea5t li\u1ec7u c\u1ee7a \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng. Nh\u01b0ng h\u1eafn kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c quy\u1ec1n mang t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng ch\u1ea5t li\u1ec7u th\u00f4 c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi v\u00e0o trang gi\u1ea5y. \u0110\u1ed1i m\u1eb7t, ti\u1ebfp c\u1eadn v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi, nh\u00e0 v\u0103n ph\u1ea3i ghi l\u1ea5y nh\u1eefng h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh, nh\u1eefng \u1ea5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 v\u00e0o trong t\u00e2m h\u1ed3n. Ho\u1eb7c k\u1ef9 h\u01a1n n\u1eefa, h\u1eafn ph\u1ea3i lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t v\u00e0i m\u1ea3nh gi\u1ea5y r\u1eddi, hay m\u1ed9t quy\u1ec3n s\u1ed5 tay nh\u1ecf, b\u1ecf s\u1eb5n trong t\u00fai. "L\u1ea9n" v\u00e0o cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng, nh\u00ecn ng\u1eafm, quan s\u00e1t, rung \u0111\u1ed9ng, kh\u1ed5 \u0111au, h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac, gi\u1eadn d\u1eef, thi\u1ebft tha… v\u1edbi \u0111\u1eddi, h\u1eafn gi\u1eef l\u1ea1i t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 cho ri\u00eang m\u00ecnh. Khi thu\u1eadn ti\u1ec7n, t\u00ecm m\u1ed9t g\u00f3c ri\u00eang, h\u1eafn ng\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng, h\u00ed ho\u00e1y ghi nh\u1eadn cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi trong m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn, trong c\u1ea3m quan v\u00e0 \u1ea5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng c\u1ee7a ri\u00eang h\u1eafn. T\u1eeb nh\u1eefng c\u1ea3m quan, \u1ea5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u00f2n kh\u00e1 m\u01a1 h\u1ed3 \u0111\u00f3, nh\u1eefng t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m l\u1edbn c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ra \u0111\u1eddi.<\/p>\n
C\u00e1c nh\u00e0 v\u0103n Vi\u1ec7t Nam ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn l\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u ng\u01b0\u1eddi vi\u1ebft s\u1ed5 tay. Nh\u01b0ng r\u1ea5t \u00edt ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f4ng b\u1ed1 nh\u1eefng ghi nh\u1eadn, c\u1ea3m x\u00fac, \u1ea5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng ban \u0111\u1ea7u \u1ea5y cho \u0111\u1ed9c gi\u1ea3 quan s\u00e1t. \u0110\u1ed9c gi\u1ea3, tr\u01b0\u1edbc s\u1ed5 tay c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t nh\u00e0 v\u0103n, s\u1ebd l\u00e0m m\u1ed9t c\u00f4ng vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t: quan s\u00e1t c\u00e1i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c quan s\u00e1t. S\u1ef1 quan s\u00e1t n\u00e0y mang t\u00ednh v\u0103n h\u1ecdc, th\u1eadm ch\u00ed v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng n\u1eefa. N\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 c\u00e1i quan s\u00e1t mang nhi\u1ec1u t\u00ednh th\u1ef1c t\u1ebf, kh\u00e1ch quan, tr\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u1eefng hi\u1ec7n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng, s\u1ef1 ki\u1ec7n, bi\u1ebfn c\u1ed1 c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi. N\u00f3 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 quan s\u00e1t, theo d\u00f5i, \u0111\u00e1nh gi\u00e1 c\u00e1i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c quan s\u00e1t, theo d\u00f5i c\u1ee7a nh\u00e0 v\u0103n. Ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn m\u1ed9t s\u1ef1 quan s\u00e1t nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf s\u1ebd \u0111em l\u1ea1i nhi\u1ec1u th\u00fa v\u1ecb.<\/p>\n
Trong v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng Vi\u1ec7t Nam, Mai Th\u1ea3o \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111em l\u1ea1i cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ecdc nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i th\u00fa v\u1ecb nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf. Nh\u1edb, trong m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i vi\u1ebft v\u1ec1 Mai Th\u1ea3o, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ecdc c\u00e1i quan s\u00e1t, rung \u0111\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a Mai Th\u1ea3o, trong S\u1ed5 Tay c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng, nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0y:<\/p>\n
\nC\u00e2u v\u0103n c\u1ee7a Mai Th\u1ea3o \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y th\u01b0\u1eddng \u201ct\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean\u201d h\u01a1n l\u00e0 c\u00e2u v\u0103n c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng \u1edf nh\u1eefng ch\u1ed7 kh\u00e1c. R\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u c\u00e2u c\u1ee5t v\u00e0 ng\u1eafn m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch c\u1ed1 \u00fd. M\u00e0 v\u1eabn c\u00f3 ngh\u1ec7 thu\u1eadt. H\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh v\u00e0 nh\u1ecbp \u0111i\u1ec7u c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ph\u01a1i ph\u1edbi bay m\u00faa. Nh\u1ecbp \u0111i\u1ec7u c\u1ee7a h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh? V\u00e2ng, \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1eb7c tr\u01b0ng c\u1ee7a v\u0103n Mai Th\u1ea3o.<\/em><\/p>\n" (…) M\u01b0a. M\u00f9a Thu. M\u01b0a d\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u1ea7m Nghi\u00eam Ph\u00fa Phi. Thu v\u0129 c\u1ea7m \u0110an Th\u1ecd. Ph\u1ea7n t\u00f4i, s\u00e1ng nay m\u1ed9t h\u01a1i thu\u1ed1c l\u00e1 th\u1ea5y ngon h\u01a1n, h\u01a1i thu\u1ed1c c\u1ee7a th\u01a1 H\u1ed3 Dz\u1ebfnh: ng\u1ee1 l\u00f2ng m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 r\u1eebng, ng\u1ee1 h\u1ed3n m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 m\u00e2y, c\u1ed9ng v\u1edbi c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn b\u1edfi n\u1eafng \u0111\u00e3 lui qu\u00e2n n\u00ean \u0111\u1eb1m \u0111\u1eb1m b\u00f3ng r\u1ee3p, \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eefng \u00fd th\u01a1, h\u00ecnh th\u01a1, \u1ea3nh th\u01a1, t\u1ee9 th\u01a1 v\u1ec1 m\u00f9a thu, v\u1ec1 m\u01b0a tr\u1eddi, v\u1ec1 th\u00e1ng ch\u00edn \u00f3ng \u1ea3 hi\u1ec7n h\u00ecnh d\u01b0\u1edbi h\u00e0ng hi\u00ean t\u00e2m h\u1ed3n s\u00e1ng nay t\u00f4i \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i, tr\u00ean m\u1ed9t gh\u1ebf b\u00e0nh t\u01b0\u1edfng t\u01b0\u1ee3ng, nh\u00ecn m\u01b0a M\u1ef9 nghi\u00eang nghi\u00eang ch\u1edf m\u00f9a thu Vi\u1ec7t t\u1edbi (…)<\/em><\/p>\nM\u00f9a thu. Moderato, trong nh\u1ea1c d\u00e2n gian Ph\u1ea1m Duy. L\u00e1 v\u00e0ng m\u00f9a thu. Doloroso, trong nh\u1ea1c tr\u1eef t\u00ecnh Cung Ti\u1ebfn (…) Th\u01a1 ti\u1ec1n chi\u1ebfn v\u1ec1 m\u01b0a thu, n\u1eafng thu l\u1ea5p l\u00e1nh th\u1eadt nhi\u1ec1u ch\u00e2u b\u00e1u, kim c\u01b0\u01a1ng n\u01a1i th\u1ec3 th\u01a1 nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t b\u00ecnh ng\u1ecdc ri\u00eang \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u00fac ra \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ef1ng h\u1ebft m\u00f9a thu ng\u00e2y ng\u1ea5t l\u00e0 th\u1ec3 th\u01a1 l\u1ee5c b\u00e1t. C\u00e2u s\u00e1u \u0111\u1ed9i m\u01b0a thu bay. C\u00e2u t\u00e1m nh\u1eb7t ng\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed3ng r\u1ee5ng (…)"<\/em><\/p>\n(V\u0103n s\u1ed1 40, 10\/ 1985)<\/p>\n
"(…) \u0110\u00edch th\u1ef1c m\u01b0a xu\u00e2n. Ph\u01a1i ph\u1edbi, nghi\u00eang nghi\u00eang. V\u00e0 l\u1ee5c b\u00e1t tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng m\u00e1i nh\u00e0. V\u00e0 t\u1ee9 tuy\u1ec7t tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ph\u1ed1. V\u00e0 song th\u1ea5t \u1edf nh\u1eefng ng\u00e3 t\u01b0 (…)
\u0110\u00eam qua th\u1ee9c gi\u1ea5c, tho\u00e1ng nghe th\u1ea5y, th\u1eadt xa, nh\u1eefng ti\u1ebfng m\u01b0a tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng c\u1ea3nh ng\u1ed9, nh\u1eefng th\u00e2n th\u1ebf qu\u00ea nh\u00e0. Ti\u1ebfng m\u01b0a d\u00e0i nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi bu\u1ed3n. Nh\u1eefng ti\u1ebfng m\u01b0a t\u0103m t\u1ed1i (…)"<\/em><\/p>\n(V\u0103n s\u1ed1 57, 3\/ 1987)<\/p>\n
[Tr\u00edch trong L\u00fd Lu\u1eadn v\u00e0 Ph\u00ea B\u00ecnh\/Hai m\u01b0\u01a1i n\u0103m v\u0103n h\u1ecdc Vi\u1ec7t ngo\u00e0i n\u01b0\u1edbc<\/em> (B\u00f9i V\u0129nh Ph\u00fac, California: V\u0103n Ngh\u1ec7, 1996)]<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\nTrong v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi, c\u00f3 l\u1ebd S\u1ed5 Tay (Carnets) c\u1ee7a Albert Camus l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t trong nh\u1eefng trang v\u0103n, ghi nh\u1eadn nh\u1eefng hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c th\u00f4 c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng, b\u1eb1ng c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn r\u1ea5t \u1ea5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng, \u0111\u1eb7c th\u00f9 c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. H\u00e3y xem \u00f4ng t\u1ea3 khung c\u1ea3nh New York m\u00e0 t\u00f4i th\u1eed d\u1ecbch l\u1ea1i sau \u0111\u00e2y:<\/p>\n
\nC\u00f3 l\u1ebd New York s\u1ebd ch\u1eb3ng l\u00e0 g\u00ec c\u1ea3 n\u1ebfu n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi c\u1ee7a n\u00f3. V\u01b0\u01a1n m\u00ecnh ra kh\u1eafp b\u1ed1n g\u00f3c c\u1ee7a ch\u00e2n tr\u1eddi, tr\u1ea7n tr\u1ee5i v\u00e0 b\u00e1t ng\u00e1t, n\u00f3 \u0111em l\u1ea1i cho th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 s\u1ef1 huy ho\u00e0ng, tr\u00e1ng l\u1ec7 c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 v\u00e0o bu\u1ed5i ban mai v\u00e0 n\u00e9t v\u0129 \u0111\u1ea1i v\u00e0o nh\u1eefng bu\u1ed5i t\u1ed1i. (…) [T]\u00f4i ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u1eefng bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u kh\u00e1c, qu\u00e1 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng v\u00e0 l\u01b0\u1edbt qua qu\u00e1 nhanh \u0111\u1ebfn n\u1ed7i n\u00f3 b\u00f3p th\u1eaft tr\u00e1i tim ta, nh\u1eefng bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u nhu\u1ed9m t\u00edm nh\u1eefng kho\u1ea3ng s\u00e2n c\u1ecf b\u00e1t ng\u00e1t c\u1ee7a Central Park… Nh\u1eefng b\u1ea7y tr\u1ebb nh\u1ecf da \u0111en \u0111ang d\u00f9ng g\u1eady g\u1ed7 \u0111\u1ec3 qu\u1eadt b\u00f3ng, gi\u1eefa nh\u1eefng ti\u1ebfng reo c\u01b0\u1eddi \u1ed3n \u00e0o h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac, trong khi nh\u1eefng c\u1ee5 M\u1ef9 gi\u00e0, \u00e1o s\u1ecdc ca-r\u00f4, \u0111ang ng\u1ea3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi tr\u00ean b\u0103ng gh\u1ebf (…), nh\u1eefng ch\u00fa s\u00f3c v\u1ee5t ch\u1ea1y bi\u1ebfn lao m\u00ecnh v\u00e0o b\u1ee5i r\u1eadm t\u00ecm ki\u1ebfm nh\u1eefng m\u1ea9u th\u1ee9c \u0103n kho\u00e1i kh\u1ea9u c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang. Tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng l\u00f9m c\u00e2y r\u1eadm r\u1ea1p trong s\u00e2n c\u1ecf, nh\u1eefng con chim \u0111ang t\u1ea5u m\u1ed9t kh\u00fac nh\u1ea1c jazz ch\u00e0o m\u1eebng s\u1ef1 xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a ng\u00f4i sao \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean tr\u00ean n\u00f3c cao \u1ed1c Empire State… <\/em><\/p>\n(Albert Camus \/ Carnets<\/em>, "Le Ciel de New York")<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\nCarnets<\/em>, s\u1ed5 tay, theo \u0111\u1ecbnh ngh\u0129a, l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed1n s\u1ed5, gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t gi\u1ea5y th\u00f4ng h\u00e0nh, m\u1ed9t h\u1ed9 chi\u1ebfu, m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 gi\u1ea5y t\u1edd ch\u00ednh th\u1ee9c cho ph\u00e9p b\u1ea1n \u0111i l\u1ea1i, \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t cho ph\u00e9p b\u1ea1n v\u01b0\u1ee3t qua c\u00e1c bi\u00ean gi\u1edbi qu\u1ed1c gia. \u0110\u00fang l\u00e0 nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. V\u1edbi Carnets, Camus \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0a ra nh\u1eefng ghi nh\u1eadn v\u1ec1 m\u1ecdi s\u1ef1 c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi, nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn xuy\u00ean qu\u1ed1c gia, \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u00ecn v\u00e0o tr\u00e1i tim s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng. \u00d4ng \u0111\u00e3 vi\u1ebft, trong Carnets<\/em>, "M\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi tr\u00ed th\u1ee9c l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t k\u1ebb m\u00e0 tr\u00ed \u00f3c h\u1eafn quan s\u00e1t ch\u00ednh n\u00f3", v\u00e0 "Ch\u00fang ta ch\u1ec9 s\u1ed1ng th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 m\u1ed9t v\u00e0i gi\u1edd ph\u00fat trong cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh." Nh\u1eefng gi\u1edd ph\u00fat \u1ea5y h\u1eb3n ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng l\u00fac con ng\u01b0\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng r\u1ea5t th\u1ef1c v\u1edbi b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t, v\u1edbi rung \u0111\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh h\u1eafn.<\/p>\nNguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng c\u0169ng v\u1eady. \u00d4ng c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 s\u1ed1ng nh\u1eefng gi\u1edd ph\u00fat nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf trong S\u1ed5 Tay c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh.<\/p>\n
\u00d4ng \u0111\u00e3 vi\u1ebft nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0y trong m\u1ed9t \u0111o\u1ea1n S\u1ed5 Tay, khi n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n th\u00e2n thi\u1ebft m\u1ed9t thu\u1edf gi\u1edd \u0111\u00e3 ra \u0111i, kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n c\u00f3 m\u1eb7t trong cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng:<\/p>\n
\nChia tay v\u00e0 g\u1eb7p g\u1ee1 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t bi\u1ec7n ch\u1ee9ng. N\u00f3i theo nh\u00e0 tri\u1ebft h\u1ecdc Martin Heidegger th\u00ec b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t con ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 \u201clu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n b\u1ecb n\u00e9m v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc\u201d. Con ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 sinh v\u1eadt lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n lo toan v\u00e0 d\u1ef1 t\u00ednh, b\u1edfi v\u00ec b\u1ea3n th\u1ec3 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00f4ng \u1edf trong con ng\u01b0\u1eddi, nh\u01b0ng \u1edf tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eb7t n\u00f3. Ch\u00ednh trong vi\u1ec5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u00f3, Heidegger g\u1ecdi con ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 v\u1eadt s\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5y \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft. Con ng\u01b0\u1eddi sinh ra nh\u1ea5t thi\u1ebft ph\u1ea3i ch\u1ebft. Dasein l\u00e0 h\u1eefu th\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft (sein Zum Tode: \u00eatre pour la mort). S\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft \u0111\u1ec3 l\u1ea1i d\u1ea5u t\u00edch tr\u00ean t\u1eebng h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ed9ng, trong t\u1eebng \u00fd ngh\u0129 ta.<\/em><\/p>\n(tr\u00edch b\u00e0i "Chia Tay")<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n
Nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi, nh\u1eefng ch\u1eef \u1ea5y nh\u01b0 t\u1ef1 nh\u1eafc nh\u1edf cho m\u00ecnh. Nh\u01b0 t\u1ef1 nh\u1eafc nh\u1edf, r\u1eb1ng, m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 ta c\u0169ng ph\u1ea3i n\u00f3i l\u1eddi chia tay, t\u1eeb bi\u1ec7t v\u1edbi th\u1ebf gian n\u00e0y. T\u1ef1 nh\u1eafc nh\u1edf nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf \u0111\u1ec3 \u00fd th\u1ee9c h\u01a1n n\u1eefa v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat s\u1ed1ng c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i. \u0110\u1ec3 ta s\u1ed1ng m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch c\u00f3 \u00fd th\u1ee9c v\u00e0 c\u00f3 \u00fd ngh\u0129a h\u01a1n. V\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ecdc, khi ti\u1ebfp c\u1eadn v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng d\u00f2ng ch\u1eef tr\u00ean, ch\u1eafc h\u1eb3n c\u0169ng s\u1ebd l\u00e0m m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed9c quy chi\u1ebfu. Ngay tr\u00ean b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n m\u00ecnh. \u0110\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t h\u1eefu th\u1ec3 h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u1ec1 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft. \u00catre pour la mort<\/em>. Vi\u1ebft nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf l\u00e0 v\u01b0\u1ee3t qua bi\u00ean gi\u1edbi c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng h\u1eefu h\u1ea1n trong v\u00f2ng tr\u1ea7n gian n\u00e0y. \u0110\u1ec3 h\u01b0\u1edbng l\u00f2ng t\u1edbi m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00edch t\u1edbi xa v\u1eddi v\u00e0 s\u00e2u th\u1eb3m h\u01a1n.<\/p>\nVi\u1ebft nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf, nh\u00e0 v\u0103n \u0111\u00e3 s\u1eed d\u1ee5ng m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 carnets <\/em>v\u0103n h\u1ecdc. Nh\u1eadn th\u1ee9c hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c. V\u00e0 nh\u1eadn th\u1ee9c n\u00f3 v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t c\u1ea3m quan nhanh nh\u1eady v\u00e0 b\u00e9n s\u1eafc.<\/p>\nC\u0169ng trong tinh th\u1ea7n \u1ea5y, v\u01b0\u1ee3t m\u1ed9t bi\u00ean gi\u1edbi g\u1ea7n h\u01a1n, nh\u00ecn ng\u1eafm, suy ngh\u0129 v\u1ec1 th\u1ebf s\u1ed1ng l\u01b0u vong, xa qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00e1m \u0111\u00f4ng nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1ee9 x\u1ee9, \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u00e0o tr\u1ed9n trong m\u1ed9t m\u1ea3nh \u0111\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a hi\u1ec7p ch\u1ee7ng qu\u1ed1c Hoa K\u1ef3, Nguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng vi\u1ebft:<\/p>\n
\n(…) Nh\u1eefng khu\u00f4n m\u1eb7t kh\u00f4ng quen bi\u1ebft nh\u01b0ng g\u1ea7n g\u0169i v\u1edbi t\u00f4i. H\u1ecd l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi tr\u1ebb \u1ed3n \u00e0o ho\u1eb7c nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi trung ni\u00ean l\u1eb7ng l\u1ebd. \u0110\u1eadp v\u00e0o tai t\u00f4i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 ng\u00f4n ng\u1eef \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ph\u1ed1 m\u00e0 t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng l\u1eafm m\u1edbi n\u1eafm b\u1eaft \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. C\u00f3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ng\u1ed3i l\u1eb7ng thinh, m\u1eaft nh\u1eafm b\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ed9ng nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t b\u00f3ng ma, ch\u1ec9 b\u1eebng m\u1eaft d\u1eady \u0111\u00fang ga mu\u1ed1n xu\u1ed1ng v\u00e0 \u00e2m th\u1ea7m b\u01b0\u1edbc qua c\u1eeda. D\u00f9 h\u1ecd c\u00f3 l\u00e0 ai, nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft \u0111\u00e1m \u0111\u00f4ng \u1ea5y c\u00f9ng m\u1ed9t giu\u1ed9c v\u1edbi t\u00f4i. H\u1ecd l\u00e0 t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 t\u00f4i c\u0169ng ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 h\u1ecd. Sau l\u01b0ng ch\u00fang t\u00f4i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u00e3 v\u00e0 \u0111ang xa. V\u00e0 tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eb7t ch\u00fang t\u00f4i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng mu\u1ed9n m\u00e0ng \u0111ang g\u1ea7n. Nh\u01b0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u00ecnh cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng trong \u0111\u1eddi, qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u00f3 s\u1ebd \u1edf l\u1ea1i m\u00e3i m\u00e3i v\u1edbi t\u00f4i. <\/em><\/p>\n(tr\u00edch b\u00e0i "Ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n b\u1ea5t ng\u1edd tr\u00ean xe Bart")<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n
\u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c. Hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u00ecn ng\u1eafm v\u00e0 qu\u00e1n chi\u1ebfu \u1edf m\u1ed9t \u0111\u1ed9 g\u1ea7n v\u00e0 s\u00e2u. Nh\u01b0ng, nh\u01b0 trong m\u1ed9t \u0111o\u1ea1n kh\u00e1c, Nguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng \u0111\u00e3 vi\u1ebft, c\u0169ng nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch t\u1ef1 nh\u1eafc nh\u1ee7 m\u00ecnh: "T\u00f4i v\u1eabn ngh\u0129 \u0111\u00f4i khi h\u01b0 c\u1ea5u kh\u00f4ng b\u1eaft k\u1ecbp hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c." \u0110\u00fang nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. Cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng thi\u00ean bi\u1ebfn v\u1ea1n ho\u00e1 v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea7y nh\u1eefng b\u1ea5t ng\u1edd, nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o ti\u00ean li\u1ec7u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i g\u00ec h\u1ebft s\u1ee9c v\u0169 \u0111o\u00e1n. B\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 l\u00e0 h\u01b0 c\u1ea5u, m\u1ed9t nh\u00e0 th\u01a1 ch\u00e2u M\u1ef9 La-tinh, Juan Calzadilla, \u0111\u00e3 n\u00f3i nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. Th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1, hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c c\u00f2n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i g\u00ec h\u01b0 c\u1ea5u h\u01a1n c\u1ea3 h\u01b0 c\u1ea5u n\u1eefa. B\u1edfi l\u1ebd, \u0111\u1ec3 h\u01b0 c\u1ea5u, th\u01b0\u1eddng, t\u1ed1i thi\u1ec3u, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta c\u0169ng ph\u1ea3i tu\u00e2n th\u1ee7 m\u1ed9t s\u1ed1 lu\u1eadt t\u1eafc n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3. C\u00f2n hi\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c, h\u00e3y nh\u00ecn m\u00e0 xem, n\u00f3 c\u00f3 ch\u1ecbu ch\u1ea5p nh\u1eadn m\u1ed9t nguy\u00ean t\u1eafc n\u00e0o \u0111\u00e2u. B\u1edfi th\u1ebf, S\u1ed5 Tay, m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 gi\u1ea5y nh\u00e1p, \u0111\u1ec3 vi\u1ebft xu\u1ed1ng, \u0111\u1ec3 m\u00f4 t\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng khu\u00f4n m\u1eb7t v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng xung \u0111\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a \u0111\u1eddi, c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 ghi nh\u1eadn l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u h\u01b0 c\u1ea5u. Nh\u01b0ng, v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t tr\u00e1i tim.<\/p>\n
Gi\u00e1 tr\u1ecb c\u1ee7a s\u1ed5 tay l\u00e0 \u1edf m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn, \u1edf c\u00e1ch quan s\u00e1t. Nh\u01b0ng, d\u0129 nhi\u00ean, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u ghi ch\u00e9p \u1ea5y ph\u1ea3i b\u1eadp b\u00f9ng m\u1ed9t \u00e1nh l\u1eeda ph\u00eda sau. \u00c1nh l\u1eeda b\u1eadp b\u00f9ng \u1ea5y n\u1eb1m trong tr\u00e1i tim c\u1ee7a ng\u01b0\u1eddi vi\u1ebft.<\/p>\n
Nguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t tr\u00e1i tim b\u1eadp b\u00f9ng \u00e1nh l\u1eeda nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf. \u00d4ng vi\u1ebft v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u x\u1ea3y ra quanh m\u00ecnh, nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00e0o kh\u00e1c c\u0169ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y. Nh\u01b0ng nh\u1eefng h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh m\u00e0 \u00f4ng ghi nh\u1eadn xu\u1ed1ng, \u0111\u1ec3 th\u00e0nh nh\u1eefng con ch\u1eef nh\u1ea9y m\u00faa tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ecdc, \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u1ecdc qua m\u1ed9t l\u0103ng k\u00ednh \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t c\u1ee7a ri\u00eang \u00f4ng. Ch\u00fang ph\u1ea3n chi\u1ebfu c\u00e1i \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng ch\u00e1y \u0111\u1ecf, \u1ea5m n\u00f3ng c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng \u00e1nh l\u1eeda trong tr\u00e1i tim nh\u00e0 v\u0103n. C\u00e1i \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng \u1ea5y l\u00e0m cho nh\u1eefng h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh th\u00f4 th\u00e1p, t\u1ea7m th\u01b0\u1eddng trong \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng tr\u1edf n\u00ean l\u1ea5p l\u00e1nh, v\u00e0, \u0111\u00f4i khi, nh\u01b0 tr\u1ed9n l\u1eabn trong ch\u00fang \u00e2m thanh c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng ti\u1ebfng nh\u1ea1c, nh\u1eefng b\u00e0i h\u00e1t m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u00e3 nghe \u0111\u00e2u \u0111\u00f3, trong \u0111\u1eddi.<\/p>\n
\n… C\u00f3 nh\u1eefng b\u00e0i h\u00e1t ta nghe nhi\u1ec1u l\u1ea7n nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd nh\u1edb n\u1ed5i m\u1ed9t c\u00e2u v\u00e0 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng b\u00e0i h\u00e1t d\u00f9 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ph\u1ed5 bi\u1ebfn n\u1eefa, nh\u01b0ng n\u00f3 v\u1eabn c\u1ee9 vang l\u00ean trong \u0111\u1ea7u b\u1eb1ng m\u1ed9t tr\u00ed nh\u1edb kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c chu\u1ea9n b\u1ecb. Nh\u1eefng b\u00e0i h\u00e1t l\u00e0m s\u1ed1ng d\u1eady h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh v\u00e0 k\u1ef7 ni\u1ec7m, s\u1ed1ng d\u1eady m\u00f9i v\u1ecb c\u1ecf c\u00e2y v\u00e0 h\u01a1i th\u1edf c\u1ee7a da th\u1ecbt. (…)<\/em><\/p>\n(tr\u00edch trong "T\u00f4i nghe ti\u1ebfng n\u01b0\u1edbc reo tr\u00ean b\u1ebfp")<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n
Nh\u1eefng b\u00e0i h\u00e1t. V\u00e0 tr\u00e1i tim ta. V\u00e0 m\u1eaft nh\u00ecn, v\u00e0 ch\u1eef vi\u1ebft c\u1ee7a nh\u00e0 v\u0103n. \u0110\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng con ng\u01b0\u1eddi, c\u00f3 l\u1ebd, m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n nh\u1edd v\u00e0o nh\u1eefng th\u1ee9 \u1ea5y, m\u00e0 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c. D\u00f9 cho n\u00f3 c\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t "h\u1eefu th\u1ec3 h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u1ec1 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft" \u0111i ch\u0103ng n\u1eefa, t\u00f4i tin ch\u1eafc, con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u1ec1 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft kia v\u1edbi c\u1ea3 th\u00e2n x\u00e1c, t\u00e2m h\u1ed3n v\u00e0 tr\u00e1i tim c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. Th\u00e2n x\u00e1c, t\u00e2m h\u1ed3n v\u00e0 tr\u00e1i tim \u1ea5y v\u1eabn c\u1ea7n m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat "d\u01b0\u1ee1ng ch\u1ea5t tr\u1ea7n gian" \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111i tr\u1ecdn con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a n\u00f3. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 th\u01a1, v\u0103n v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec t\u1ea1o n\u00ean ngh\u1ec7 thu\u1eadt c\u1ee7a con ng\u01b0\u1eddi.<\/p>\n
Nguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng, trong ch\u1eef vi\u1ebft c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, \u0111\u00e3 \u0111em l\u1ea1i cho ch\u00fang ta m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat "d\u01b0\u1ee1ng ch\u1ea5t tr\u1ea7n gian" nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf.<\/p>\n
Xin c\u00e1m \u01a1n Nguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng. V\u00e0 c\u00e1m \u01a1n S\u1ed5 Tay.<\/p>\n
B\u00f9i V\u0129nh Ph\u00fac
Tustin Ranch, Calif.<\/em><\/p>\n(*) S\u1ed5 Tay Nguy\u1ec5n Xu\u00e2n Ho\u00e0ng<\/em>, s\u1ebd xu\u1ea5t b\u1ea3n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Carnets, s\u1ed5 tay, theo \u0111\u1ecbnh ngh\u0129a, l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed1n s\u1ed5, gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t gi\u1ea5y th\u00f4ng h\u00e0nh, m\u1ed9t h\u1ed9 chi\u1ebfu, m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 gi\u1ea5y t\u1edd ch\u00ednh th\u1ee9c cho ph\u00e9p b\u1ea1n \u0111i l\u1ea1i, \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t cho ph\u00e9p b\u1ea1n v\u01b0\u1ee3t qua c\u00e1c bi\u00ean gi\u1edbi qu\u1ed1c gia. V\u1edbi Carnets, Camus \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0a ra nh\u1eefng ghi nh\u1eadn v\u1ec1 m\u1ecdi s\u1ef1 c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi, nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn xuy\u00ean qu\u1ed1c gia, \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u00ecn v\u00e0o tr\u00e1i tim s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":829,"featured_media":20849,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,25,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20850","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bien-khao","category-nhan-dinh","category-phe-binh"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20850","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/829"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20850"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20850\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":56227,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20850\/revisions\/56227"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20850"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20850"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20850"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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