{"id":15337,"date":"2010-08-18T00:04:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-18T00:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/archives\/15337"},"modified":"2022-02-27T12:17:46","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T12:17:46","slug":"nu-hon-dau","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/15337\/nu-hon-dau","title":{"rendered":"N\u1ee5 H\u00f4n \u0110\u1ea7u"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><strong>l\u1eddi ng\u01b0\u1eddi d\u1ecbch: Judith Ortiz Cofer<\/strong> ra \u0111\u1eddi n\u0103m 1952 \u1edf Puerto Rico. M\u1eb9 c\u1ee7a b\u00e0 l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi Puerto Rico. B\u1ed1 c\u1ee7a b\u00e0 tham gia H\u1ea3i qu\u00e2n Hoa K\u1ef3. B\u00e0 h\u1ea5p th\u1ee5 n\u1ec1n gi\u00e1o d\u1ee5c c\u1ee7a c\u1ea3 hai qu\u1ed1c gia, t\u1ed1t nghi\u1ec7p C\u1eed Nh\u00e2n, Cao h\u1ecdc ng\u00e0nh V\u0103n Ch\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u00e0 h\u1eadu Cao h\u1ecdc \u1edf Oxford.&#160; Sau \u0111\u00f3, b\u00e0 d\u1ea1y V\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng \u1edf Florida. B\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 xu\u1ea5t b\u1ea3n b\u1ea3y t\u1eadp th\u01a1. Truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn \u201cI Fell in Love, or My Hormones Awakened\u201d (T\u00f4i bi\u1ebft y\u00eau hay nh\u1eefng ch\u1ea5t k\u00edch th\u00edch t\u1ed1 trong ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u00f4i th\u1ee9c gi\u1ea5c) \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tr\u00edch t\u1eeb quy\u1ec3n t\u1ef1 thu\u1eadt <em>Silent Dancing<\/em> (\u00c2m Th\u1ea7m Khi\u00eau V\u0169), 1990. Ng\u01b0\u1eddi d\u1ecbch xin ph\u00e9p thay c\u00e1i t\u1ef1a \u0111\u1ec1 d\u00e0i c\u1ee7a truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn n\u00e0y b\u1eb1ng t\u1ef1a \u0111\u1ec1 \u201cN\u1ee5 H\u00f4n \u0110\u1ea7u\u201d cho ng\u1eafn g\u1ecdn h\u01a1n.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>&#160;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>T\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u bi\u1ebft y\u00eau, hay \u0111\u00f3 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 hi\u1ec7n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng sinh l\u00fd khi nh\u1eefng k\u00edch th\u00edch t\u1ed1 trong c\u01a1 th\u1ec3 t\u00f4i th\u1ee9c gi\u1ea5c sau m\u1ed9t gi\u1ea5c ng\u1ee7 d\u00e0i. B\u1ed7ng nhi\u00ean, ch\u1ee7 \u0111\u00edch trong ng\u00e0y c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 nh\u1eafm v\u00e0o m\u1ed9t vi\u1ec7c, \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y b\u00f3ng d\u00e1ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u00f4i th\u1ea7m y\u00eau. Chuy\u1ec7n n\u00e0y c\u1ea7n ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c gi\u1eef k\u00edn, b\u1edfi v\u00ec t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3, theo truy\u1ec1n th\u1ed1ng mu\u00f4n \u0111\u1eddi c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh b\u1ea5t h\u1ea1nh, t\u1ef1 nguy\u1ec7n y\u00eau th\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1ed9t ch\u00e0ng trai ngo\u00e0i t\u1ea7m tay c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. H\u1eafn kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi Puerto Rico c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng ngh\u00e8o nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i. Tr\u00e1i l\u1ea1i h\u1eafn l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u00dd, con nh\u00e0 gi\u00e0u c\u00f3, v\u00e0 l\u1edbn tu\u1ed5i h\u01a1n t\u00f4i. H\u1eafn \u0111ang h\u1ecdc n\u0103m cu\u1ed1i c\u1ee7a Trung h\u1ecdc trong khi t\u00f4i m\u1edbi v\u00e0o l\u1edbp Ch\u00edn. L\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean t\u00f4i g\u1eb7p h\u1eafn, \u1edf trong h\u00e0nh lang c\u1ee7a tr\u01b0\u1eddng, \u0111\u1ee9ng t\u1ef1a l\u01b0ng v\u00e0o t\u01b0\u1eddng n\u01a1i l\u00e0 ranh gi\u1edbi \u0111\u1ecba ph\u1eadn gi\u1eefa nam sinh v\u00e0 n\u1eef sinh c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c l\u1edbp nh\u1ecf tu\u1ed5i h\u01a1n. H\u1eafn \u0111\u1eb9p trai v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng, tr\u00f4ng gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 t\u00e0i t\u1eed Marlon Brando l\u00fac c\u00f2n tr\u1ebb &#8211; gi\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ebfn c\u1ea3 c\u00e1i n\u1ee5 c\u01b0\u1eddi nh\u1ebfch m\u00e9p m\u1ec9a mai. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft v\u1ec1 h\u1eafn, ng\u00f4i sao s\u00e1ng trong nh\u1eefng gi\u1ea5c m\u01a1 ng\u00e2y ng\u00f4 c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 ng\u1ea7n n\u00e0y: H\u1eafn l\u00e0 ch\u00e1u c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng ch\u1ee7 c\u00e1i si\u00eau th\u1ecb trong khu ph\u1ed1 t\u00f4i \u1edf; t\u00f4i nghe n\u00f3i h\u1eafn th\u01b0\u1eddng t\u1ed5 ch\u1ee9c ti\u1ec7c t\u00f9ng trong ng\u00f4i nh\u00e0 xinh \u0111\u1eb9p c\u1ee7a cha m\u1eb9 h\u1eafn \u1edf ngo\u1ea1i \u00f4, gia \u0111\u00ecnh h\u1eafn c\u00f3 ti\u1ec1n v\u00e0 ti\u1ec1n n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u00f3t v\u00e0o tr\u01b0\u1eddng t\u00f4i b\u1eb1ng nhi\u1ec1u c\u00e1ch \u2013 Ngo\u00e0i ra, c\u00f2n m\u1ed9t chi ti\u1ebft l\u00e0m ch\u00e2n t\u00f4i run r\u1ea9y; \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0, h\u1eafn l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c cho si\u00eau th\u1ecb g\u1ea7n chung c\u01b0 c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, cu\u1ed1i tu\u1ea7n v\u00e0 su\u1ed1t m\u00f9a h\u00e8.<\/p>\n<p>M\u1eb9 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u1ea1i sao t\u00f4i t\u00ecnh nguy\u1ec7n gi\u00fap m\u1eb9 \u0111i mua nh\u1eefng th\u1ee9 v\u1eb7t v\u00e3nh li\u00ean mi\u00ean kh\u00f4ng d\u1ee9t. T\u00f4i h\u0103ng h\u00e1i ch\u1ed9p l\u1ea5y b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i n\u00e0o, t\u1eeb th\u1ee9 S\u00e1u cho \u0111\u1ebfn chi\u1ec1u th\u1ee9 B\u1ea3y, \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i mua tr\u1ee9ng, thu\u1ed1c l\u00e1, s\u1eefa (t\u00f4i c\u1ed1 u\u1ed1ng s\u1eefa c\u00e0ng nhi\u1ec1u c\u00e0ng t\u1ed1t m\u1eb7c d\u00f9 t\u00f4i r\u1ea5t ch\u00e1n c\u00e1i \u0111\u1ed3 qu\u1ef7 n\u00e0y) \u2013 nh\u1eefng th\u1ef1c ph\u1ea9m m\u1eb9 mua t\u1eeb ti\u1ec7m c\u1ee7a M\u1ef9.<\/p>\n<p>H\u1ebft tu\u1ea7n n\u00e0y \u0111\u1ebfn tu\u1ea7n kh\u00e1c, t\u00f4i lang thang gi\u1eefa nh\u1eefng d\u00e3y k\u1ec7 h\u00e0ng h\u00f3a m\u1eaft li\u1ebfc nh\u00ecn v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda kho ch\u1ee9a h\u00e0ng \u1edf ph\u00eda sau, n\u00edn th\u1edf hy v\u1ecdng s\u1ebd g\u1eb7p ho\u00e0ng t\u1eed c\u1ee7a l\u00f2ng t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f3 k\u1ebf ho\u1ea1ch g\u00ec c\u1ea3. T\u00f4i nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t t\u00edn \u0111\u1ed3 h\u00e0nh h\u01b0\u01a1ng, ch\u1ec9 m\u01a1 \u01b0\u1edbc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y Mecca. T\u00f4i c\u0169ng ch\u1eb3ng mong g\u00ec h\u1eafn s\u1ebd \u0111\u1ec3 m\u1eaft \u0111\u1ebfn t\u00f4i. \u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t n\u1ed7i \u0111au kh\u1ed5 d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t h\u00f4m t\u00f4i nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y h\u1eafn, m\u1eb7c to\u00e0n tr\u1eafng nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t y s\u0129 gi\u1ea3i ph\u1eabu: qu\u1ea7n \u00e1o tr\u1eafng, m\u0169 tr\u1eafng, v\u00e0 (m\u1ed9t h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh nh\u1edbp nh\u00faa nh\u01b0ng ch\u1eb3ng \u0103n nh\u1eb1m g\u00ec v\u1edbi \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft b\u1ecb m\u01a1 huy\u1ec1n v\u00ec y\u00eau c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i) c\u00e1i t\u1ea5m t\u1ea1p d\u1ec1 tr\u01b0\u1edbc ng\u1ef1c b\u00ea b\u1ebft nh\u1eefng v\u1ebft m\u00e1u. H\u1eafn \u0111ang gi\u00fap khu\u00e2n m\u1ed9t t\u1ea3ng th\u1ecbt b\u00f2 to t\u01b0\u1edbng v\u00e0o ph\u00f2ng l\u1ea1nh c\u1ee7a ti\u1ec7m. C\u00f3 l\u1ebd t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ee9ng t\u1ea7n ng\u1ea7n cho\u00e1n ch\u1ed7 nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t ch\u1ecb ng\u1ed1, b\u1edfi v\u00ec t\u00f4i nh\u1edb l\u00e0 h\u1eafn nh\u00ecn t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 c\u00f2n n\u00f3i chuy\u1ec7n v\u1edbi t\u00f4i n\u1eefa. T\u00f4i x\u1ea5u h\u1ed5 mu\u1ed1n ch\u1ebft \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. H\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 h\u1eafn n\u00f3i, \u201cL\u00e0m \u01a1n tr\u00e1nh qua m\u1ed9t b\u00ean,\u201d v\u00e0 c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1edbi t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n<p>Sau l\u1ea7n \u1ea5y, t\u00f4i <em>ch\u1ee7 \u0111\u1ed9ng<\/em> t\u1ea1o c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i si\u00eau th\u1ecb. T\u00f4i quan s\u00e1t, g\u00f3i thu\u1ed1c l\u00e1 c\u1ee7a m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i sau l\u00e2u v\u01a1i qu\u00e1. T\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i h\u00fat thu\u1ed1c nhanh h\u01a1n. T\u00f4i u\u1ed1ng s\u1eefa v\u00e0 b\u1eaft em t\u00f4i u\u1ed1ng nhi\u1ec1u h\u01a1n (t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i h\u1ed1i l\u1ed9 em u\u1ed1ng ly th\u1ee9 hai b\u1eb1ng ph\u1ea7n b\u00e1nh Fig Newton c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, lo\u1ea1i b\u00e1nh c\u1ea3 hai ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u00f9ng th\u00edch nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed7i ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ph\u00e2n n\u1eeda h\u1ed9p b\u00e1nh). T\u00f4i hy sinh ph\u1ea7n b\u00e1nh c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i cho t\u00ecnh y\u00eau, v\u00e0 khi th\u1ea5y m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i h\u00fat g\u00f3i thu\u1ed1c L&amp;M kh\u00f4ng m\u1ea5y h\u1ee9ng th\u00fa; t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 (Tr\u1eddi \u01a1i, xin Tr\u1eddi \u0111\u1eebng \u0111\u1ec3 chuy\u1ec7n n\u00e0y x\u1ea3y ra) c\u00f3 l\u1ebd m\u1eb9 s\u1ebd gi\u1ea3m l\u1ea1i hay b\u1ecf h\u00fat thu\u1ed1c lu\u00f4n. Th\u1eddi \u0111i\u1ec3m n\u00e0y r\u1ea5t quan tr\u1ecdng v\u1edbi t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 d\u1ea5u k\u00edn m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. R\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u \u0111\u00eam t\u00f4i kh\u00f3c, n\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft nh\u1ecf xu\u1ed1ng g\u1ed1i n\u00f3ng h\u1ed5i, cho nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ebfn g\u1ea7n nhau. Trong \u00f3c t\u00f4i, t\u00f4i ch\u1eafc b\u1ea9m l\u00e0 h\u1eafn ch\u1eb3ng bao gi\u1edd nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y t\u00f4i, v\u00ec th\u1ebf t\u00f4i t\u1ef1 do nh\u00ecn h\u1eafn \u0111\u1eafm \u0111u\u1ed1i \u2013 t\u00f4i l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh. H\u1eafn kh\u00f4ng nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y t\u00f4i b\u1edfi v\u00ec t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t con b\u00e9 g\u1ea7y g\u00f2 ng\u01b0\u1eddi Puerto Rico, m\u1ed9t con b\u00e9 m\u1edbi b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u v\u00e0o l\u1edbp Ch\u00edn v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng thu\u1ed9c v\u00e0o b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 nh\u00f3m n\u00e0o c\u00f3 ch\u00fat g\u00ec li\u00ean h\u1ec7 v\u1edbi h\u1eafn hay sinh ho\u1ea1t c\u1ee7a h\u1eafn.<\/p>\n<p>Cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m h\u1ecdc, t\u00f4i v\u1ee1 l\u1ebd l\u00e0 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i l\u1ea7m t\u01b0\u1edfng. T\u00f4i h\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i h\u1ecdc v\u1ec1 b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u2013 s\u1ef1 t\u00e1n t\u1ec9nh n\u1ecbnh n\u1ecdt bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng \u0111\u1ec3 s\u00f3t l\u1ea1i m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i m\u00f9i, m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u1ec1u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c trang b\u1ecb \u0111\u1ec3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ph\u00e1t hi\u1ec7n, v\u00e0 cho d\u00f9 n\u00f3 m\u01a1 h\u1ed3 \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ed9 n\u00e0o, ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u1ec1u c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ph\u00e1t hi\u1ec7n c\u00e1i ngu\u1ed3n n\u01a1i \u0111\u00e3 ph\u00e1t ra m\u00f9i n\u00e0y.<\/p>\n<p>V\u00e0o th\u00e1ng S\u00e1u, c\u00e1c v\u1ecb n\u1eef tu trong tr\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i theo th\u00f4ng l\u1ec7 t\u1ed5 ch\u1ee9c m\u1ed9t v\u00e0i bu\u1ed5i tr\u00ecnh di\u1ec5n v\u0103n th\u01a1 hay \u00e2m nh\u1ea1c c\u00f3 t\u00ednh ch\u1ea5t l\u1ecbch s\u1eed v\u00e0 v\u0103n h\u00f3a. Trong n\u0103m l\u1edbp Ch\u00edn c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t bu\u1ed5i \u0111\u1ea1i y\u1ebfn theo ki\u1ec3u ng\u01b0\u1eddi La M\u00e3 th\u1eddi c\u1ed5. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ecdc su\u1ed1t n\u0103m m\u00f4n bi k\u1ecbch Hy L\u1ea1p (m\u1ed9t v\u1edf k\u1ecbch ng\u1eafn nh\u1eadp m\u00f4n v\u1ec1 l\u1ecbch s\u1eed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4n gi\u00e1o \u2013 trong \u0111\u00f3 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i l\u01b0\u1edbt nhanh t\u1eeb Sophocles \u0111\u1ebfn Euripedes h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u1ec1 th\u1eddi k\u1ef3 \u0111\u1ea7u c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi C\u00f4ng gi\u00e1o tu\u1eabn \u0111\u1ea1o) v\u00e0 c\u00f4 n\u1eef tu r\u1ea5t tr\u1ebb, r\u1ea5t n\u0103ng \u0111\u1ed9ng, S\u01a1 Agnes n\u1ed5i h\u1ee9ng mu\u1ed1n l\u00e0m m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 th\u1eadt x\u00f4m t\u1ee5. C\u00f4 ra l\u1ec7nh cho to\u00e0n th\u1ec3 h\u1ecdc sinh (ch\u1eebng 300 \u0111\u1ee9a) ph\u1ea3i v\u1ec1 nh\u00e0 b\u1eaft m\u1eb9 may cho c\u00e1i togas (y ph\u1ee5c La M\u00e3 th\u1eddi c\u1ed5) cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i b\u1eb1ng nh\u1eefng t\u1ea5m kh\u0103n tr\u1ea3i gi\u01b0\u1eddng. C\u00f4 ph\u00e2n ph\u1ed1i nh\u1eefng b\u1ea3n c\u00f3p pi mimeo m\u1edbi v\u1eeba in, b\u1eb1ng m\u00e1y in tay, nh\u1eefng m\u1eabu may y ph\u1ee5c La M\u00e3. T\u00f4i nh\u1edb m\u00f9i r\u01b0\u1ee3u n\u1ed3ng n\u1eb7c tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng t\u1edd gi\u1ea5y mimeo n\u00e0y v\u00e0 h\u1ea7u nh\u01b0 h\u1ecdc sinh n\u00e0o trong h\u1ed9i tr\u01b0\u1eddng c\u0169ng \u0111\u01b0a t\u1edd gi\u1ea5y in l\u00ean m\u0169i h\u00edt v\u00e0o th\u1eadt s\u00e2u &#8211; nh\u1eefng t\u1edd gi\u1ea5y mimeo ng\u00e0y \u1ea5y l\u00e0m ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ng\u00e2y ng\u1ea5t, c\u00e1i say s\u01b0a m\u00e0 tr\u1ebb con thu\u1ed9c th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 m\u00e1y c\u00f3p pi Xerox ng\u00e0y nay kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c h\u01b0\u1edfng. R\u1ed3i v\u00e0o l\u00fac nh\u1eefng tu\u1ea7n l\u1ec5 cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m h\u1ecdc d\u00e0i l\u00ea th\u00ea, th\u00e0nh ph\u1ed1 Paterson bi\u1ebfn th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t l\u00f2 nung v\u00e0 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i h\u00e9o r\u0169 trong b\u1ed9 \u0111\u1ed3ng ph\u1ee5c c\u1ee9ng ng\u1eafc kh\u00f4ng tho\u1ea3i m\u00e1i. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c v\u1ea5t v\u1ea3 nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng t\u00ean n\u00f4 l\u1ec7 La M\u00e3, cu\u1ed1ng cu\u1ed3ng x\u00e2y m\u1ed9t ho\u00e0ng cung (gi\u1ea3) \u0111\u1ec3 t\u1ed5 ch\u1ee9c bu\u1ed5i ti\u1ec7c ngay trong th\u00ednh \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a tr\u01b0\u1eddng. S\u01a1 Agnes mu\u1ed1n l\u00e0m m\u1ed9t kh\u00e1n \u0111\u00e0i \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u00f4i nam n\u1eef ch\u1ee7 t\u1ecbch c\u1ee7a bu\u1ed5i \u0111\u1ea1i y\u1ebfn n\u00e0y s\u1ebd \u0111\u0103ng \u0111\u00e0n nh\u01b0 c\u00e1c b\u1eadc vua ch\u00faa l\u00ean ng\u00f4i.<\/p>\n<p>S\u01a1 Agnes \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ecdn ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00f3ng vai Th\u1ee7 t\u01b0\u1edbng<a href=\"#_ftn1_1805\" name=\"_ftnref1_1805\">[1]<\/a> v\u00e0 Phu Nh\u00e2n trong gi\u1edbi h\u1ecdc sinh. Ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u1ee7 vai Phu Nh\u00e2n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t n\u1eef sinh r\u1ea5t \u0111\u1eb9p t\u00ean l\u00e0 Sophia, ng\u01b0\u1eddi Ba Lan m\u1edbi di c\u01b0 sang M\u1ef9, n\u00f3i ti\u1ebfng Anh kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u00fang gi\u1ecdng, nh\u01b0ng n\u00e9t m\u1eb7t th\u1eadt ki\u1ec1u di\u1ec5m, ngay c\u1ea3 khi c\u00f4 kh\u00f4ng d\u00f9ng son ph\u1ea5n v\u1eabn l\u00e0m ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta nao l\u00f2ng. M\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi khen ng\u1ee3i m\u00e1i t\u00f3c v\u00e0ng c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 nh\u01b0 su\u1ed1i ch\u1ea3y ch\u1ea5m th\u1eaft l\u01b0ng v\u00e0 gi\u1ecdng h\u00e1t c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 trong ban h\u1ee3p ca c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0a \u00e2m nh\u1ea1c l\u00ean thi\u00ean \u0111\u00e0ng. C\u00e1c v\u1ecb n\u1eef tu mu\u1ed1n t\u00e2ng c\u00f4 n\u00e0ng l\u00ean ng\u00f4i Ch\u00faa. H\u1ecd c\u1ee9 l\u1eadp \u0111i l\u1eadp l\u1ea1i l\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u00e2n s\u1ee7ng thi\u00ean ph\u00fa. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i chi\u00eam ng\u01b0\u1ee1ng c\u00f2n \u0111\u00e1m con trai c\u00f3 v\u1ebb e d\u00e8 ki\u00eang n\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y. C\u00f4 ch\u1ec9 vi\u1ec7c m\u1ec9m c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 thi h\u00e0nh nh\u1eefng vi\u1ec7c ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta giao ph\u00f3. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft c\u00f4 ngh\u0129 g\u00ec nh\u1eefng l\u00fac m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi s\u0103n \u0111\u00f3n c\u00f4. C\u00e1i quy\u1ec1n l\u1ef1c m\u1ea1nh nh\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a s\u1eafc \u0111\u1eb9p l\u00e0 m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng l\u00e0m t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 m\u1ecdi vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u1ec3 gi\u00fap b\u1ea1n, k\u1ec3 c\u1ea3 vi\u1ec7c suy ngh\u0129.<\/p>\n<p>Ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00f3ng \u0111\u00f4i v\u1edbi c\u00f4 l\u00e0 th\u00e0nh vi\u00ean trong \u0111\u1ed9i b\u00f3ng r\u1ed5 c\u1ee7a tr\u01b0\u1eddng. M\u1ed9t h\u1ecdc sinh n\u0103m cu\u1ed1i, cao r\u00e1o, t\u00f3c hung \u0111\u1ecf, c\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u anh ch\u1ecb em c\u00f9ng h\u1ecdc chung tr\u01b0\u1eddng. C\u1ea3 hai l\u00e0 bi\u1ec3u hi\u1ec7n m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00f4i di d\u00e2n c\u00f3 c\u00e1i gene t\u1ed1t \u0111\u1eb9p nh\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a c\u1ed9ng \u0111\u1ed3ng. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 th\u1eafc m\u1eafc, ngo\u00e0i c\u00e1i nh\u00e2n d\u00e1ng \u0111\u1eb9p \u0111\u1ebd h\u1ecd c\u00f2n c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec x\u1ee9ng \u0111\u00e1ng cho nh\u1eefng vai trong m\u00e0n k\u1ecbch c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i c\u00f3 \u0111i\u1ec3m cao nh\u1ea5t trong l\u1edbp s\u1eed h\u1ecdc v\u1ec1 t\u00f4n gi\u00e1o th\u1ebf m\u00e0 t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u00f3ng vai \u201cng\u01b0\u1eddi d\u00e2n c\u1ee7a x\u1ee9 La M\u00e3.\u201d T\u00f4i b\u1ecb ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ecbnh ng\u1ed3i ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u1eefng qu\u1ea3 c\u00e2y b\u1eb1ng nh\u1ef1a cao su v\u00e0 ph\u00e1t bi\u1ec3u l\u1eddi ch\u00e0o b\u1eb1ng ti\u1ebfng La Tinh v\u1edbi t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 h\u1ecdc sinh trong khi nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00f3ng vai ch\u1ee7 bu\u1ed5i \u0111\u1ea1i y\u1ebfn s\u1ebd \u0111i v\u00e0o trong \u201ccung \u0111i\u1ec7n\u201d v\u00e0 ng\u1ed3i v\u00e0o ngai b\u00e1u c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd.<\/p>\n<p>Trong \u0111\u00eam \u0111\u1ea1i y\u1ebfn n\u00e0y, b\u1ed1 t\u00f4i \u0111\u01b0a t\u00f4i trong b\u1ed9 y ph\u1ee5c toga \u0111\u1ebfn t\u1eadn c\u1ed5ng tr\u01b0\u1eddng. T\u00f4i th\u1ea5y ng\u01b0\u1ee3ng ngh\u1ecbu nh\u1ed9t nh\u1ea1t v\u1edbi c\u00e1i t\u1ea5m v\u1ea3i qu\u1ea5n l\u00ean ng\u01b0\u1eddi (\u00e1o v\u00e0 v\u00e1y ph\u1ea3i m\u1eb7c d\u01b0\u1edbi l\u1edbp v\u1ea3i qu\u1ea5n). M\u1eb9 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 t\u00e0i may qu\u1ea7n \u00e1o. M\u1eb9 ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00ean g\u1ea5u qu\u1ea7n hay g\u1ea5u v\u00e1y. \u0110\u00eam \u1ea5y, n\u1ebfu \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u00f4i c\u0169ng d\u00e1m \u0111\u00e1nh \u0111\u1ed5i m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t m\u1ee5 n\u00f4ng d\u00e2n c\u00f3 c\u00e2y kim v\u00e0ng. T\u00f4i th\u1ea5y c\u00e1c c\u00f4 g\u00e1i La M\u00e3 kh\u00e1c xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n t\u1eeb xe c\u1ee7a b\u1ed1 m\u1eb9 trong b\u1ed9 y ph\u1ee5c r\u1ea5t c\u1ed5 truy\u1ec1n v\u00e0 may r\u1ea5t kh\u00e9o v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng t\u1ea5m v\u1ea3i g\u1ea5p n\u1ebfp l\u01b0\u1ee3n uy\u1ec3n chuy\u1ec3n theo th\u00e2n h\u00ecnh c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c c\u00f4 n\u00e0ng nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng b\u1ed9 y ph\u1ee5c tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng b\u1ee9c t\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c Michelangelo s\u00e1ng t\u00e1c. H\u1ecd l\u00e0m c\u00e1ch n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf? T\u1ea1i sao t\u00f4i lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n c\u00f3 v\u1ebb g\u00ec khang kh\u00e1c v\u00e0 \u0111\u00f4i khi c\u00f2n x\u1ea5u t\u1ec7 h\u01a1n nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf? T\u00f4i ngh\u0129 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi chung quanh v\u00ec l\u1ecbch s\u1ef1 m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng n\u00eau ra c\u00e1i x\u1ea5u c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. \u201cT\u1ed9i nghi\u1ec7p con b\u00e9 Puerto Rico.\u201d T\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 nghe ti\u1ebfng suy ngh\u0129 c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd. Nh\u01b0ng th\u1eadt ra, t\u00f4i l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u1ec9 tr\u00edch t\u00f4i h\u0103ng nh\u1ea5t, t\u00f4i l\u00e0 k\u1ebb lu\u00f4n ch\u00fa \u00fd \u0111\u1ebfn khuy\u1ebft \u0111i\u1ec3m c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh.<\/p>\n<p>Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i v\u00e0o b\u00e0n. Nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i b\u00e0n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c x\u1ebfp chung quanh kh\u00e1n \u0111\u00e0i. Sophia r\u1ef1c r\u1ee1 nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t pho t\u01b0\u1ee3ng b\u1eb1ng v\u00e0ng. N\u1ee5 c\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 th\u1eadt th\u00e1nh thi\u1ec7n. C\u00f4 ra v\u1ebb m\u1ed9t v\u1ecb phu nh\u00e2n La M\u00e3 im l\u1eb7ng v\u00e0 to\u00e0n v\u1eb9n. V\u1ecb \u201cTh\u1ee7 t\u01b0\u1edbng\u201d c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 tr\u00f4ng kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tho\u1ea3i m\u00e1i l\u1eafm c\u1ee9 li\u1ebfc m\u1eaft chung quanh t\u00ecm c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n. C\u00f3 l\u1ebd h\u1eafn \u0111ang ch\u1edd \u0111\u1ee3i nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi ch\u1ebf nh\u1ea1o ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn h\u1eafn s\u1ebd ph\u1ea3i nh\u1eadn l\u00e3nh khi v\u00e0o ph\u00f2ng thay qu\u1ea7n \u00e1o. C\u00e1c v\u1ecb n\u1eef tu trong b\u1ed9 \u00e1o th\u1ee5ng \u0111en \u0111\u1ee9ng \u1edf ph\u00eda h\u1eadu tr\u01b0\u1eddng gi\u00e1m th\u1ecb ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. H\u1ecd \u0111\u00f3ng vai g\u00ec? N\u1eef th\u1ea7n \u0110\u1ecbnh M\u1ec7nh hay nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00f4 l\u1ec7 c\u1ee7a Nubia? C\u00e1c c\u00f4 h\u1ecdc sinh gi\u1eef ti\u1ebft m\u1ee5c m\u00faa \u0111\u00e3 bi\u1ec3u di\u1ec5n m\u1ed9t m\u00e0n m\u00faa ng\u0103n ng\u1eafn trong ti\u1ebfng nh\u1ea1c nho nh\u1ecf ph\u00e1t ra t\u1eeb nh\u1eefng chi\u1ebfc l\u1ee5c l\u1ea1c c\u00e1c c\u00f4 \u0111eo \u1edf c\u1ed5 tay, sau \u0111\u00f3 \u0111\u1ebfn ph\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ecdc c\u00e1c b\u00e0i di\u1ec5n v\u0103n. R\u1ed3i \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u1eefng ly r\u01b0\u1ee3u vang (gi\u1ea3 b\u1eb1ng n\u01b0\u1edbc nho) \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c n\u00e2ng l\u00ean \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u00fac m\u1eebng \u0110\u1ebf Qu\u1ed1c La M\u00e3. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft \u0111\u1ebf qu\u1ed1c n\u00e0y s\u1ebd tan r\u00e3 v\u00e0o tu\u1ea7n sau \u2013 tr\u01b0\u1edbc k\u1ef3 thi cu\u1ed1i kh\u00f3a.<\/p>\n<p>Trong su\u1ed1t bu\u1ed5i \u0111\u1ea1i y\u1ebfn n\u00e0y t\u00f4i r\u1ea5t b\u1ea5n lo\u1ea1n nh\u01b0ng c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng l\u00e0m t\u1ec9nh b\u1edfi v\u00ec ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u00f4i th\u1ea7m y\u00eau tr\u1ed9m nh\u1edb \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i \u1edf g\u00f3c t\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n v\u1edbi ch\u1ed7 t\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i. Tr\u00f4ng h\u1eafn c\u00f3 v\u1ebb nh\u00e0m ch\u00e1n c\u1ef1c \u0111\u1ed9. T\u00f4i quan s\u00e1t h\u1eafn trong t\u1eebng c\u1eed \u0111\u1ed9ng, tham lam u\u1ed1ng h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a h\u1eafn v\u00e0o trong m\u1eaft. T\u00f4i ng\u1eafm ngh\u00eda l\u00e0n mi cong v\u1edbi \u0111\u00f4i m\u00e1 h\u1ed3ng h\u00e0o, \u0111\u00f4i m\u00f4i m\u1ecdng nh\u1ebfch c\u01b0\u1eddi m\u1ec9a mai v\u1edf k\u1ecbch c\u1ecfn con v\u00e0 l\u1ed1 b\u1ecbch c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n h\u1eafn ng\u1ed3i b\u1eadt ng\u1eeda l\u00e8 ph\u00e8 tr\u00ean gh\u1ebf n\u00ean v\u1ecb n\u1eef tu ph\u1ee5 tr\u00e1ch k\u1ef7 lu\u1eadt ngay l\u1eadp t\u1ee9c ti\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ebfn g\u1ea7n v\u00e0 g\u00f5 v\u00e0o vai h\u1eafn m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch khi\u1ec3n tr\u00e1ch. H\u1eafn ch\u1eadm ch\u1ea1p ng\u1ed3i th\u1eb3ng l\u00ean v\u1ebb khinh th\u01b0\u1eddng. T\u00f4i th\u00edch c\u00e1i th\u00e1i \u0111\u1ed9 ph\u1ea3n kh\u00e1ng c\u1ee7a h\u1eafn. T\u00f4i tin l\u00e0 \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi h\u1eafn t\u00f4i v\u1eabn l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh, t\u00f4i ch\u1eb3ng l\u00e0 c\u00e1i th\u1edb g\u00ec, khi t\u00f4i ng\u1eafm ch\u00e0ng c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, nh\u01b0ng khi tr\u1eddi v\u00e0o khuya, l\u00fac ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng l\u00ean ch\u00e0o nhau \u0111\u1ec3 t\u1eeb gi\u00e3 b\u1eb1ng ti\u1ebfng La Tinh, h\u1eafn nh\u00ecn th\u1eb3ng v\u00e0o m\u1eaft t\u00f4i! T\u1ea1i sao t\u00f4i c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng tr\u01b0\u1edbc s\u1ee9c gi\u1ebft ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft \u0111en \u1ea5y? T\u00f4i run r\u1ea9y m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch th\u1eadt m\u1edbi l\u1ea1. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng l\u1ea1nh \u2013 tr\u00e1i l\u1ea1i t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u00e1y b\u1ecfng! th\u1ebf m\u00e0 t\u00f4i run r\u1ea9y t\u1eeb trong ra ngo\u00e0i, c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y cho\u00e1ng v\u00e1ng, ng\u1ea5t ng\u00e2y.<\/p>\n<p>Ph\u00f2ng ti\u1ec7c b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1eafng th\u01b0a ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 t\u00f4i h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u1ec1 ph\u00f2ng v\u1ec7 sinh c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c n\u1eef sinh. T\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n t\u1eadn h\u01b0\u1edfng c\u00e1i ph\u00e9p l\u1ea1 n\u00e0y trong im l\u1eb7ng. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 ngh\u0129 sau c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn n\u00e0y s\u1ebd c\u00f3 g\u00ec di\u1ec5n ti\u1ebfn ti\u1ebfp theo. T\u00f4i th\u1ea5y th\u1ecfa thu\u00ea v\u1edbi c\u00e1i \u00e2n hu\u1ec7 kh\u1ed5ng l\u1ed3 m\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u00f4i y\u00eau \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eb7ng t\u00f4i qua \u00e1nh m\u1eaft c\u1ee7a ch\u00e0ng. T\u00f4i nh\u1ea9n nha n\u1ea5n n\u00e1, d\u1eabu bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 b\u1ed1 t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u1edd t\u00f4i b\u00ean ngo\u00e0i, m\u1ea5t ki\u00ean nh\u1eabn, c\u00f3 l\u1ebd \u00f4ng \u0111ang t\u1ecfa s\u00e1ng trong b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i nh\u1edd b\u1ed9 \u0111\u1ed3ng ph\u1ee5c h\u1ea3i qu\u00e2n tr\u1eafng l\u00f3a. C\u00e1c h\u1ecdc sinh kh\u00e1c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u00f3n v\u1ec1 b\u1eb1ng xe h\u01a1i. T\u00f4i s\u1ebd \u0111i b\u1ed9 v\u1ec1 v\u1edbi b\u1ed1, c\u1ea3 hai ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ec1u m\u1eb7c y ph\u1ee5c h\u00f3a trang. T\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n c\u00e0ng \u00edt ng\u01b0\u1eddi nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u00e0ng t\u1ed1t. Khi t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n nghe th\u1ea5y ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i c\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00e1m \u0111\u00f4ng \u1edf h\u00e0nh lang, t\u00f4i r\u1eddi ph\u00f2ng v\u1ec7 sinh, v\u1eabn c\u00f2n ng\u00e2y ng\u1ea5t v\u1edbi \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft thu h\u1ed3n c\u1ee7a ch\u00e0ng t\u00f4i y\u00eau.<\/p>\n<p>\u0110\u00e8n \u1edf h\u00e0nh lang \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eaft v\u00e0 t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y \u00e1nh \u0111\u00e8n \u1edf c\u1ea7u thang, d\u01b0\u1edbi ch\u00e2n c\u1ea7u thang c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t v\u1ecb n\u1eef tu \u0111ang gi\u00e1m th\u1ecb. B\u1ed1 t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u1edd ngo\u00e0i kia. Su\u00fdt n\u1eefa t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 h\u00e9t l\u00ean khi t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y c\u00f3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u00f4m ngang h\u00f4ng t\u00f4i, nh\u01b0ng ngay l\u1eadp t\u1ee9c m\u00f4i t\u00f4i b\u1ecb ni\u00eam phong b\u1eb1ng \u0111\u00f4i m\u00f4i c\u1ee7a ai \u0111\u00f3. T\u00f4i \u0111ang b\u1ecb h\u00f4n. \u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 n\u1ee5 h\u00f4n \u0111\u1ea7u v\u00e0 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 nh\u1eadn ra ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00e0o \u0111ang h\u00f4n t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i c\u1ed1 v\u00f9ng ra \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u00ecn khu\u00f4n m\u1eb7t \u0111ang c\u00e1ch m\u1eb7t t\u00f4i ch\u1eebng n\u1eeda t\u1ea5c. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 h\u1eafn. H\u1eafn \u0111ang c\u00fai xu\u1ed1ng m\u1ec9m c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1edbi t\u00f4i. M\u1eb7t t\u00f4i c\u00f3 bi\u1ec3u l\u1ed9 n\u00e9t g\u00ec k\u1ef3 c\u1ee5c kh\u00f4i h\u00e0i kh\u00f4ng? \u0110\u00f4i m\u1eaft k\u00ednh c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i ng\u1ea3 nghi\u00eang tr\u00ean s\u00f3ng m\u0169i t\u00f4i . T\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng ch\u1ebft tr\u00e2n kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o m\u1edf mi\u1ec7ng hay c\u1eed \u0111\u1ed9ng. D\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng h\u01a1n, h\u1eafn n\u00e2ng c\u1eb1m t\u00f4i l\u00ean v\u00e0 c\u00fai xu\u1ed1ng \u00e1p m\u00f4i h\u1eafn l\u00ean m\u00f4i t\u00f4i. L\u1ea7n n\u00e0y t\u00f4i t\u1eadn h\u01b0\u1edfng c\u00e1i h\u00f4n. R\u1ed3i nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi y\u00eau ma qu\u00e1i, h\u1eafn \u0111i xa d\u1ea7n l\u1ea9n v\u00e0o b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i c\u1ee7a h\u00e0nh lang v\u00e0 bi\u1ebfn m\u1ea5t.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng b\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ed9ng trong bao l\u00e2u. Th\u00e2n h\u00ecnh t\u00f4i \u0111ang thay \u0111\u1ed5i ngay trong s\u1ea3nh \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t tr\u01b0\u1eddng C\u00f4ng gi\u00e1o. T\u1ebf b\u00e0o c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i tr\u1edf n\u00ean nh\u1ea1y b\u00e9n nh\u01b0 c\u00e1c nh\u1ea1c s\u0129 trong gi\u00e0n nh\u1ea1c giao h\u01b0\u1edfng, v\u00e0 tr\u00e1i tim t\u00f4i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t \u0111o\u00e0n h\u1ee3p ca. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t v\u1edf nh\u1ea1c k\u1ecbch m\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111ang s\u00e1ng t\u00e1c, v\u00e0 t\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n \u0111\u1ee9ng b\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ed9ng nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf m\u00e3i ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ec3 l\u1eafng nghe ti\u1ebfng nh\u1ea1c. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i nghe gi\u1ecdng n\u00f3i c\u1ee7a b\u1ed1 t\u00f4i \u0111ang n\u00f3i v\u1edbi ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u1eef tu, t\u00f4i s\u1ebd b\u1ecb tr\u00e1ch m\u1eafng n\u1ebfu b\u1ed1 t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i \u0111i t\u00ecm t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i h\u1ed1i h\u1ea3 ch\u1ea1y xu\u1ed1ng c\u1ea7u thang v\u00e0 c\u00f9ng l\u00fac \u1ea5y c\u1ed1 b\u1ecba l\u00e0 t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y ch\u00f3ng m\u1eb7t bu\u1ed3n n\u00f4n. \u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 l\u00fd do \u0111\u1ec3 gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch t\u1ea1i sao m\u1eb7t t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ecf b\u1eebng v\u00e0 khi v\u1ec1 nh\u00e0 t\u00f4i s\u1ebd \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c y\u00ean t\u0129nh kh\u00f4ng b\u1ecb ai qu\u1ea5y r\u1ea7y.<\/p>\n<p>Ng\u00e0y h\u00f4m sau \u1edf b\u00e0n \u0103n \u0111i\u1ec3m t\u00e2m B\u1ed1 b\u00e1o cho t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 B\u1ed1 ph\u1ea3i chuy\u1ec3n qua ch\u00e2u \u00c2u v\u00ec nhi\u1ec7m v\u1ee5 c\u1ee7a H\u1ea3i qu\u00e2n trong v\u00f2ng v\u00e0i tu\u1ea7n n\u1eefa. Cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m h\u1ecdc, m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i, em trai t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 t\u00f4i s\u1ebd ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ebfn Puerto Rico \u1edf nh\u00e0 c\u1ee7a b\u00e0 ngo\u1ea1i n\u1eeda n\u0103m. L\u00f2ng t\u00f4i tan n\u00e1t. \u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 chuy\u1ec7n x\u1ea3y ra r\u1ea5t th\u01b0\u1eddng xuy\u00ean v\u1edbi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i th\u01b0\u1eddng v\u1ec1 \u1edf nh\u00e0 c\u1ee7a b\u00e0 m\u1ed7i khi b\u1ed1 ph\u1ea3i v\u1eafng nh\u00e0 kh\u00e1 l\u00e2u. Nh\u01b0ng l\u1ea7n n\u00e0y v\u1edbi t\u00f4i l\u00e0 chuy\u1ec7n kh\u00e1c. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 y\u00eau v\u00e0 tr\u00e1i tim c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i b\u1ecb x\u00f4 ng\u00e3 va ch\u1ea1m v\u00e0o l\u1ed3ng ng\u1ef1c x\u01b0\u01a1ng x\u1ea9u c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i m\u1ed7i khi t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac ph\u1ea3i xa h\u1eafn. . . h\u1eafn c\u0169ng y\u00eau t\u00f4i ch\u1ee9? T\u00f4i b\u1eadt kh\u00f3c n\u1ee9c n\u1edf v\u00e0 ch\u1ea1y kh\u1ecfi b\u00e0n \u0103n.<\/p>\n<p>Tu\u1ea7n sau, t\u00f4i kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 m\u1ed9t s\u1ef1 th\u1eadt kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 tha th\u1ee9 hay ch\u1ed1i c\u00e3i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng b\u1eadc l\u00e0m b\u1ed1 m\u1eb9. H\u1ecd c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c th\u1ef1c hi\u1ec7n k\u1ebf ho\u1ea1ch c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd, l\u00e0m ng\u01a1 nh\u1eefng gi\u1ecdt n\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eaft, nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi \u0111e d\u1ecda v\u00e0 c\u1ea3 c\u00e1i c\u1ea3nh t\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111au l\u00f2ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t c\u00f4 thi\u1ebfu n\u1eef b\u1ecb tan v\u1ee1 tr\u00e1i tim. B\u1ed1 b\u1ecf m\u1eb7c cho m\u1eb9 \u0111\u1ed1i ph\u00f3 v\u1edbi t\u00f4i v\u00e0 m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i t\u1ec9nh t\u00e1o \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00e3nh \u0111\u1ea1m thu x\u1ebfp \u0111\u00f3ng g\u00f3i \u0111\u1ed3 \u0111\u1ea1c trong khi t\u00f4i c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch l\u1eadp \u0111i l\u1eadp l\u1ea1i l\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111ang \u1edf trong th\u1eddi k\u1ef3 quan tr\u1ecdng nh\u1ea5t trong vi\u1ec7c ph\u00e1t tri\u1ec3n s\u1ef1 h\u1ecdc c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i v\u00e0 n\u1ebfu t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i chuy\u1ec3n tr\u01b0\u1eddng b\u00e2y gi\u1edd th\u00ec cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i s\u1ebd b\u1ecb dang d\u1edf. M\u1eb9 t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 n\u00f3i \u201cCon l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00f4ng minh, con s\u1ebd b\u1eaft k\u1ecbp ch\u01b0\u01a1ng tr\u00ecnh h\u1ecdc.\u201d \u0110\u1ea7u m\u1eb9 \u0111\u1ea7y \u1eafp h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a <em>casa<\/em> (gia \u0111\u00ecnh) v\u00e0 nh\u1eefng cu\u1ed9c \u0111o\u00e0n t\u1ee5 v\u1edbi ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00e2n, nh\u1eefng cu\u1ed9c tr\u00f2 chuy\u1ec7n nh\u1ea3m nh\u00ed kh\u00f4ng d\u1ee9t v\u1edbi b\u00e0 v\u00e0 c\u00e1c d\u00ec c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. M\u1eb9 quan t\u00e2m g\u00ec \u0111\u1ebfn vi\u1ec7c l\u1ee1 d\u1edf m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh \u0111\u1ea7u c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i c\u01a1 ch\u1ee9?<\/p>\n<p>Trong kho\u1ea3ng th\u1eddi gian \u1ea5y, t\u00f4i c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng \u0111\u1ebfn m\u00f2n m\u1ecfi \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00ecm g\u1eb7p h\u1eafn. T\u00f4i ngh\u0129 r\u1eb1ng h\u1eafn c\u0169ng c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng t\u00ecm t\u00f4i. Tuy nhi\u00ean m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00f4i l\u1ea7n t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y h\u1eafn \u1edf h\u00e0nh lang trong tr\u01b0\u1eddng, h\u1eafn lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n v\u1ed9i v\u00e0ng l\u1ea3ng tr\u00e1nh. Sau nhi\u1ec1u tu\u1ea7n d\u1eb1ng d\u1eb7c \u1edf trong tr\u1ea1ng th\u00e1i ng\u01a1 ng\u00e1c kh\u00f3 hi\u1ec3u, t\u00f4i \u0111au \u0111\u1edbn nh\u1eadn ra r\u1eb1ng n\u1ee5 h\u00f4n \u1ea5y ch\u1eb3ng c\u00f3 \u00fd ngh\u0129a g\u00ec v\u1edbi h\u1eafn m\u00e0 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i c\u00fap v\u00e0ng, m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfn l\u1ee3i ph\u1ea9m d\u00e0nh cho l\u00f2ng cao ng\u1ea1o t\u1ef1 t\u00f4n c\u1ee7a h\u1eafn. \u0110\u1ed1i v\u1edbi h\u1eafn t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi ng\u01b0\u1ee1ng m\u1ed9 h\u1eafn m\u00e0 th\u00f4i. H\u1eafn h\u00e2n h\u1ea1nh \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u00f4i t\u00f4n th\u1edd trong im l\u1eb7ng, v\u00ec th\u1ebf ban b\u1ed1 cho t\u00f4i m\u1ed9t n\u1ee5 h\u00f4n c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ec3 th\u1ecfa m\u00e3n l\u00f2ng t\u1ef1 t\u00f4n c\u1ee7a h\u1eafn v\u00e0 l\u00e0m cho l\u1eeda t\u00ecnh trong t\u00f4i ch\u00e1y m\u1ea1nh h\u01a1n. T\u00f4i h\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c b\u00e0i h\u1ecdc v\u1ec1 chi\u1ebfn tranh trong t\u00ecnh y\u00eau c\u1ee7a nam v\u00e0 n\u1eef, \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0, kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ph\u00e9p qu\u00ean r\u1eb1ng: m\u1ee5c \u0111\u00edch ch\u00ednh kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n th\u1eafng, m\u00e0 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 gi\u1eef cho \u0111\u1ed1i th\u1ee7 (\u0111\u1ed3ng ngh\u0129a v\u1edbi \u201cng\u01b0\u1eddi y\u00eau\u201d) kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 \u0111o\u00e1n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u00fd mu\u1ed1n v\u00e0 t\u01b0 t\u01b0\u1edfng c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n.<\/p>\n<p>Quan ni\u1ec7m n\u00e0y kh\u00e1 chua ch\u00e1t v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea7y ho\u00e0i nghi n\u00ean kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 nu\u00f4i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c r\u1ea1o r\u1ef1c v\u00e0 b\u1ec1 m\u1eb7t say \u0111\u1eafm c\u1ee7a m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh \u0111\u1ea7u. Gi\u1edd \u0111\u00e2y nh\u1edb l\u1ea1i kinh nghi\u1ec7m c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 kh\u00e1ch quan \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ee9c \u0111\u1ed9 nh\u1eadn ra s\u1ef1 \u0111au kh\u1ed5 c\u00f3 v\u1ecb ng\u1ecdt ng\u00e0o nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o, c\u00e1i c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c b\u1ecb \u0111\u00f3ng khung trong tuy\u1ec7t v\u1ecdng nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o, v\u00e0 t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c v\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u1ea5n trong tr\u00ed n\u00e3o khi gi\u01a1 tay \u0111\u00f3n ch\u00e0o cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o. V\u1ec1 sau, v\u00e0 r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u n\u0103m sau n\u1eefa, sau c\u00e1i kho\u1ea3ng th\u1eddi gian tri\u1ec1n mi\u00ean v\u0129nh c\u1eedu, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 k\u00e9o l\u00ea l\u1ebft ph\u00eda sau t\u00f4i c\u00e1i tr\u00ec tr\u1ec7 c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t m\u1ed1i t\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng ngu\u00f4i ngoai, t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft c\u00e1ch l\u00e0m cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta ch\u00fa \u00fd \u0111\u1ebfn t\u00f4i v\u00e0 bi\u1ebft th\u1eafng nh\u1eefng cu\u1ed9c tranh gi\u00e0nh nho nh\u1ecf c\u1ea7n thi\u1ebft \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111o\u1ea1t c\u00e1i gi\u1ea3i cao qu\u00ed nh\u1ea5t trong cu\u1ed9c t\u00ecnh. V\u00e0 th\u00eam m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi gian kh\u00e1 l\u00e2u h\u01a1n n\u1eefa, t\u00f4i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u1ecdc v\u00e0 hi\u1ec3u th\u1ea5y c\u00e2u n\u00f3i c\u1ee7a Camus v\u1ec1 m\u1ed9t v\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1 quan tr\u1ecdng v\u1edbi tu\u1ed5i v\u1ecb th\u00e0nh ni\u00ean v\u00e0 c\u0169ng quan tr\u1ecdng v\u1edbi c\u00e1c nh\u00e0 tri\u1ebft h\u1ecdc: n\u1ebfu t\u00ecnh y\u00eau d\u1ec5 d\u00e0ng, cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ebd \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng.<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<hr size=\"1\" \/><a href=\"#_ftnref1_1805\" name=\"_ftn1_1805\">[1]<\/a> T\u00e1c gi\u1ea3 d\u00f9ng ch\u1eef Senator \u0111\u00e1ng l\u1ebd n\u00ean d\u1ecbch l\u00e0 Ngh\u1ecb S\u0129 nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i ph\u1ecba ch\u1eef Th\u1ee7 t\u01b0\u1edbng cho n\u00f3 oai.  <\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\">.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cu\u1ed1i n\u0103m h\u1ecdc, t\u00f4i v\u1ee1 l\u1ebd l\u00e0 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i l\u1ea7m t\u01b0\u1edfng. T\u00f4i h\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i h\u1ecdc v\u1ec1 b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u2013 s\u1ef1 t\u00e1n t\u1ec9nh n\u1ecbnh n\u1ecdt bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng \u0111\u1ec3 s\u00f3t l\u1ea1i m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i m\u00f9i, m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u1ec1u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c trang b\u1ecb \u0111\u1ec3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ph\u00e1t hi\u1ec7n, v\u00e0 cho d\u00f9 n\u00f3 m\u01a1 h\u1ed3 \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ed9 n\u00e0o, ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u1ec1u c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ph\u00e1t hi\u1ec7n c\u00e1i ngu\u1ed3n n\u01a1i \u0111\u00e3 ph\u00e1t ra m\u00f9i n\u00e0y.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1562,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[26,22,42,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15337","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dich-thuat","category-sang-tac","category-sang-viet-ngu","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15337","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1562"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15337"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15337\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54653,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15337\/revisions\/54653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15337"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15337"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15337"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}