{"id":12526,"date":"2010-06-01T00:04:00","date_gmt":"2010-06-01T00:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/damau.org\/archives\/12526"},"modified":"2019-03-02T10:10:44","modified_gmt":"2019-03-02T10:10:44","slug":"lang-thang-quan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/12526\/lang-thang-quan","title":{"rendered":"Lang thang&#8230; &lsquo;Qu&aacute;n&rsquo;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u0110\u1ecdc <em>Qu\u00e1n<\/em> c\u1ee7a Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 (Th\u01b0 \u1ea4n Qu\u00e1n, Hoa K\u1ef3 2008)<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>\u0110\u00f4i khi, ta b\u1ea5t ch\u1ee3t nghe m\u1ed9t c\u00e2u h\u00e1t, l\u00f2ng b\u1ed7ng d\u1eady l\u00ean ch\u00fat b\u00f9i ng\u00f9i, nh\u1edb nhung v\u1ec1 ch\u1ed1n c\u0169 xa x\u00f4i. \u0110\u00f4i khi, ta b\u1ea5t ch\u1ee3t \u0111\u1ecdc m\u1ed9t c\u00e2u th\u01a1, \u0111\u1ea7u \u00f3c m\u1ee5 m\u1ecb b\u1ed7ng nh\u00f2e nho\u1eb9t v\u1ebft l\u0103n tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng. V\u00e0 d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 th\u1ea5p tho\u00e1ng \u0111\u00e2u \u0111\u00f3, c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng ph\u00fat gi\u00e2y ta h\u1ed1i h\u1ea3 c\u00f9ng b\u1ea1n trong kh\u00f3i s\u00f3ng m\u00f4ng lung v\u00e0, nh\u1eefng xao x\u00e1c c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n \u0111\u1ebfn v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng t\u1eadn, m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh b\u00ean qu\u00e1n nh\u1ecf d\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng . . . <\/p>\n<p>Th\u1eddi trai tr\u1ebb, nh\u1eefng t\u00ecnh c\u1edd \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111i nh\u01b0 ch\u00fat gi\u00f3 cu\u1ed1i m\u00f9a hiu nh\u1eb9 bu\u1ed5i x\u1ebf tr\u01b0a, th\u00ec \u0111\u00e2u c\u00f3 chi l\u1ea1 l\u00f9ng? Nay, \u0111\u00e3 qua tu\u1ed5i \u201ctri thi\u00ean m\u1ec7nh\u201d kh\u00e1 xa, l\u1ea1i v\u00f4 c\u1edb b\u1ed3i h\u1ed3i v\u00ec h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh \u1ea9n d\u1ee5 trong m\u1ed9t c\u00e2u th\u01a1; nh\u1eefng l\u01b0\u1edbt th\u01b0\u1edbt \u00e2m thanh trong m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i h\u00e1t, \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y ch\u1ea1nh l\u00f2ng, hu\u1ed1ng chi l\u00f2ng \u0111ang ch\u00f9ng xu\u1ed1ng, m\u1eaft m\u00eanh m\u00f4ng m\u1ed9t v\u00f9ng kh\u00f3i tr\u1eafng?<\/p>\n<p>C\u00f3 ph\u1ea3i v\u1eady kh\u00f4ng?<\/p>\n<p>T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft. C\u00f3 \u0111i\u1ec1u \u201c<em>chi\u1ec1u nay s\u01b0\u01a1ng kh\u00f3i l\u00ean kh\u01a1i\u201d <\/em>khi\u1ebfn l\u00f2ng qu\u1eb7n th\u1eaft, c\u1ed3n c\u00e0o m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat th\u01b0\u01a1ng nh\u1edb vu v\u01a1, kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec7n ra h\u00ecnh h\u00e0i r\u00f5 n\u00e9t. R\u1ed3i n\u1eefa:<\/p>\n<p><em>M\u01b0a      <br \/><\/em><em>\u0110\u01b0a ta v\u1ec1 ng\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i      <br \/><\/em><em>Trong qu\u00e1n ngh\u00e8o n\u0103m c\u0169,      <br \/><\/em><em>Tr\u1ed1ng kh\u00f4ng<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>(&#8230;)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Th\u01b0a ch\u1ecb c\u00f3 g\u00ec sao ch\u1ecb kh\u00f3c      <br \/><\/em><em>Ngo\u00e0i tr\u1eddi m\u01b0a v\u1eabn nh\u1ecf r\u01b0ng r\u01b0ng.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Nh\u1ea1c \u0111i\u1ec7u hiu h\u1eaft trong <em>Thuy\u1ec1n vi\u1ec5n x\u1ee9<\/em> ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o c\u1ee7a Ph\u1ea1m Duy c\u00f9ng m\u1ea5y c\u00e2u xa v\u1eddi lay l\u1eaft \u00e2m thanh nh\u1eefng gi\u1ecdt m\u01b0a kh\u00f4ng r\u01a1i xu\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5t \u201cKhi qua Ch\u01b0\u01a1ng Thi\u1ec7n\u201d c\u1ee7a Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 nghe \u0111\u1ebfn nao l\u00f2ng, \u0111\u1ebfn hiu h\u1eaft nh\u01b0 n\u1eeda khuya nghe kh\u00fac <em>D\u1ea1 c\u1ed5 ho\u00e0i lang.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>T\u00f4i \u0111\u1ecdc <em>Qu\u00e1n<\/em> c\u1ee7a Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 v\u1edbi t\u00e2m tr\u1ea1ng b\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ecbnh \u0111\u00f3. \u0110\u1ecdc <em>Qu\u00e1n<\/em> tr\u00ean d\u1eb7m \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng d\u00e0i lang thang mang theo n\u1ed7i \u01b0u u\u1ea5t, ch\u00e1n n\u1ea3n. \u0110\u1ecdc \u0111i \u0111\u1ecdc l\u1ea1i trong qu\u00e1n b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ch\u1edd m\u01b0a t\u1ea1nh, \u0111\u1ecdc tr\u00ean c\u0103n g\u00e1c nh\u1ecf nh\u00e0 b\u1ea1n qua \u0111\u00eam, \u0111\u1ecdc ven c\u00e1nh r\u1eebng ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n nh\u1eefng l\u00f9m b\u1ee5i th\u1ea5p, l\u00fac ch\u1edd c\u01a1m trong qu\u00e1n nh\u1ecf b\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng . . . V\u00e0, ngay c\u1ea3 trong gi\u1ea5c m\u01a1!<\/p>\n<p>\u0110\u1ecdc m\u00e3i r\u1ed3i ch\u1ee3t th\u1ea5y nh\u01b0 \u0111ang theo b\u01b0\u1edbc ch\u00e2n anh ta tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 v\u1ed9i v\u00e3 sau nh\u1eefng chuy\u1ebfn h\u00e0nh qu\u00e2n. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng chuy\u1ebfn ra \u0111i b\u1ea5t to\u00e0n c\u1ee7a tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb. Ra \u0111i v\u00e0 tr\u1edf v\u1ec1, r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i ra \u0111i. Gi\u1eefa s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng v\u00e0 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft ch\u1ec9 c\u00e1ch nhau m\u1ed9t \u0111o\u1ea1n ng\u1eafn, r\u1ea5t ng\u1eafn, trong nh\u1eefng l\u1ea7n h\u00e0nh qu\u00e2n. V\u1ed9i v\u00e3 ra \u0111i v\u00e0 v\u1ed9i v\u00e3 tr\u1edf v\u1ec1. Tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 \u0111\u1ec3 v\u1ed9i v\u00e3 b\u00ean c\u1ed1c c\u00e0 ph\u00ea, t\u00ecm ch\u00fat h\u01a1i \u1ea5m qu\u1ea1nh qu\u1ebd, nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 ch\u1ed1n b\u00ecnh y\u00ean. Nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt kh\u00f4ng h\u00ecnh h\u00e0i kia t\u1ef1 \u0111\u00e1nh l\u1eeba m\u00ecnh, hay ch\u00ednh x\u00e1c l\u00e0 t\u1ea1m t\u00e1ch m\u00ecnh ra kh\u1ecfi th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi th\u1ef1c t\u1ea1i anh ta \u0111ang l\u0103n cu\u1ed3ng ch\u00ecm ng\u1eadp \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00ecm ch\u00fat c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c g\u1ea7n g\u0169i trong \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng b\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng ch\u01b0a m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y \u00f4m trong tay m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch tr\u1ecdn v\u1eb9n. C\u00f3 g\u00ec l\u00e0 gh\u00ea g\u1edbm, l\u00e0 cao xa v\u1edbi ch\u1ec9 m\u1ed9t c\u1ed1c c\u00e0 ph\u00ea hay c\u00f4 h\u00e0ng n\u01b0\u1edbc b\u00ean b\u1ebfp l\u1eeda? C\u00e1i kh\u00e1c h\u01a1n, \u0111i\u1ec1u anh ta khao kh\u00e1t h\u01a1n ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 ch\u00fat <em>h\u01a1i \u1ea5m<\/em>, l\u00e0 <em>\u0111\u00f4i m\u00e1 au h\u1ed3ng<\/em> \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb chi\u1ebfn tranh gi\u1eadt kh\u1ecfi t\u1ea7m tay. S\u1ef1 m\u1ea5t m\u00e1t kia ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 n\u1ed7i c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n t\u1eadn c\u00f9ng, \u0111\u1ec3 ph\u1ea3i k\u00eau l\u00ean <em>tha l\u1ed7i cho t\u00f4i<\/em>, xin cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng b\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng y\u00ean \u1ea3 tha l\u1ed7i cho nh\u1eefng x\u00e1o \u0111\u1ed9ng m\u00e0 th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 anh \u0111ang ph\u00e1i h\u1ee9ng ch\u1ecbu:<\/p>\n<p><em>Th\u00e8m v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng, h\u01a1i \u1ea5m c\u1ed1c c\u00e0 ph\u00ea      <br \/><\/em><em>Th\u00e8m v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng. C\u00f4 h\u00e0ng \u0111\u00f4i m\u00e1 au h\u1ed3ng      <br \/><\/em><em>Ch\u1ee5m n\u1ed3i n\u01b0\u1edbc s\u00f4i b\u00ean b\u1ebfp l\u1eeda      <br \/><\/em><em>Tha l\u1ed7i cho t\u00f4i . . . <\/em><\/p>\n<p>Bu\u00f4ng m\u1ed9t ti\u1ebfng, r\u1edbt xu\u1ed1ng, r\u1edbt d\u00e0i tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb trong n\u1ed7i ho\u1ea3ng lo\u1ea1n v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng m\u00e0 \u0111\u00e1ng ra, tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i cam ch\u1ecbu nh\u1eefng \u0111au \u0111\u1edbn t\u1ee7i nh\u1ee5c \u0111\u1ebfn v\u1eady; m\u00e0 \u0111\u00e1ng ra c\u00e1i th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi nhi\u1ec5u nh\u01b0\u01a1ng, lo\u1ea1n cu\u1ed3ng kia ph\u1ea3i l\u00ean ti\u1ebfng xin l\u1ed7i tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb c\u1ee7a anh, c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u00e3 phung ph\u00ed trong cu\u1ed9c chi\u1ebfn tranh t\u01b0\u01a1ng t\u00e0n, phi nh\u00e2n m\u1edbi ph\u1ea3i. Gi\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ecbnh nh\u01b0, tu\u1ed5i thanh xu\u00e2n kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i h\u1ee9ng ch\u1ecbu, \u0111\u1ed1i m\u1eb7t v\u1edbi s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng v\u00e0 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft trong gang t\u1ea5c, th\u00ec li\u1ec7u ch\u00e0ng tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb c\u00f3 k\u00eau l\u00ean th\u1ea3ng th\u1ed1t, r\u1eb1ng:<\/p>\n<p><em>. . . v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ni\u1ec1m t\u1ee7i th\u00e2n c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n      <br \/><\/em><em>Khi ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u00f4i y\u00eau s\u1ee3 th\u00e0nh g\u00f3a ph\u1ee5<\/em><\/p>\n<p>C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi, trong v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ec1u \u0111\u1ed3ng lo\u1ea1t k\u00eau l\u00ean: phi l\u00fd, bu\u1ed3n n\u00f4n, n\u1ed5i lo\u1ea1n . . . v\u00e0 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch: \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 h\u1ed9i ch\u1ee9ng l\u00e0m d\u00e1ng c\u1ee7a \u0111\u00e1m tr\u00ed th\u1ee9c n\u1eeda v\u1eddi l\u00e0 b\u1eaft ch\u01b0\u1edbc, nhai nh\u00e1 l\u1ea1i nh\u1eefng J.P. Sartre, A. Camus, F. Sagan . . . m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 t\u01b0 t\u01b0\u1edfng bi quan kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u00e1ng l\u00e0m ng\u01b0\u1eddi. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn l\u1ed7i ph\u1ea1m c\u1ee7a ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1edbn \u0111\u00e3 an v\u1ecb, n\u1eb7ng t\u00ednh b\u1ea3o th\u1ee7, ngun ng\u00fat \u0111\u1ea1o l\u00fd phong ki\u1ebfn c\u0169 k\u1ef9, m\u00e0 n\u1ebfu nh\u01b0 h\u1ecd c\u0169ng b\u1ecb tung ra chi\u1ebfn tr\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ea7m s\u00fang v\u00e0 b\u00f3p c\u00f2, nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y m\u00e1u \u0111\u1ed5, nh\u00e0 ch\u00e1y, tan hoang x\u01a1 x\u00e1c nh\u1eefng c\u00e1nh \u0111\u1ed3ng ch\u1ebft ch\u00f3c, c\u1ea3nh d\u00e2n ngh\u00e8o b\u1ed3ng b\u1ebf ch\u1ea1y lo\u1ea1n, h\u1ecd s\u1ebd ngh\u0129 g\u00ec?<\/p>\n<p>Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb s\u1ed1ng v\u00e0 cam ch\u1ecbu m\u1ecdi tai \u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1edbi th\u1ea5u \u0111\u1ea1t ngh\u0129a l\u00fd bi th\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch ng\u1ecdt ng\u00e0o nh\u1eefng n\u1ed5i lo\u1ea1n \u0111\u1eafng cay trong su\u1ed1t \u0111\u1eddi trai tr\u1ebb.<\/p>\n<p><em>R\u01b0\u1ee3u qu\u00fd, m\u1eddi n\u00e2ng l\u00ean m\u00e0 n\u1ed1c      <br \/><\/em><em>\u0110\u1eddi n\u00e0y tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb m\u00e0 tr\u0103m n\u0103m      <br \/><\/em><em>Tha l\u1ed7i khi ta g\u00e0o h\u00e9t      <br \/><\/em><em>L\u00e0 ta \u0111i\u00ean cu\u1ed3ng      <br \/><\/em><em>Mu\u1ed1n n\u1ed5 x\u00e1c th\u00e2n<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Qu\u00e1 qu\u1eaft. Kh\u00f3 ch\u1ea5p nh\u1eadn. Kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 tha th\u1ee9. Gi\u1edbi \u0111\u1ea1o \u0111\u1ee9c tr\u01b0\u1edfng gi\u1ea3 \u0111\u00e3 k\u00eau to\u00e1ng l\u00ean nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. R\u01b0\u1ee3u qu\u00fd l\u00e0 th\u1ee9 <em>m\u1ef9 t\u1eedu<\/em>, \u0111\u00e3 v\u1eady th\u00ec ph\u1ea3i <em>b\u1ed3 \u0111\u00e0o m\u1ef9 t\u1eedu d\u1ea1 quang b\u00f4i, <\/em>c\u1edb sao l\u1ea1i <em>n\u00e2ng l\u00ean m\u00e0 n\u1ed1c<\/em>? R\u01b0\u1ee3u m\u00e0 n\u1ed1c th\u00ec c\u00f3 kh\u00e1c chi \u0111\u00e1m b\u1ee5i \u0111\u1eddi, lo\u1ea1i giang h\u1ed3 t\u1ee9 chi\u1ebfng, th\u1ee9 lang b\u1ea1t b\u1ea5t c\u1ea7n \u0111\u1eddi!<\/p>\n<p>Th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 l\u00e0 v\u1eady \u0111\u1ea5y. H\u1ecd bi\u1ebft r\u1ea5t r\u00f5 \u0111i\u1ec1u h\u1ecd l\u00e0m v\u00e0 tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m v\u1edbi n\u00f3 v\u00e0 ngay ch\u00ednh b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n; c\u0169ng b\u1edfi gi\u1ea3n d\u1ecb m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec1u: <em>tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb m\u00e0 tr\u0103m n\u0103m<\/em>? \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 c\u00e2u h\u1ecfi tra v\u1ea5n hay ti\u1ebfng k\u00eau th\u1ea7m ki\u1ebfn gi\u1ea3i \u0111\u1eddi thanh xu\u00e2n <em>v\u00ec ai g\u00e2y d\u1ef1ng cho n\u00ean n\u1ed7i n\u00e0y.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 kh\u00e1c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. C\u00e1i tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb d\u1eabu ch\u1eb3ng ai mu\u1ed1n ng\u00f4ng ngh\u00eanh kia c\u1ee9 l\u0103n tr\u00f2n, l\u0103n tr\u00f2n theo \u00e1nh h\u1ecfa ch\u00e2u, ti\u1ebfng \u0111\u1ea1i b\u00e1c c\u00f9ng nh\u1eefng \u0111\u00eam b\u1ee5i b\u1edd n\u1eb1m k\u00edch trong m\u00e0n \u0111en d\u00e0y \u0111\u1eb7c. H\u1ecd kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 nh\u00e0n h\u1ea1, kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 thong dong ng\u1eafm sao tr\u1eddi, nh\u1ea9n nha nh\u00ecn nh\u1eefng gi\u1ecdt c\u00e0 ph\u00ea r\u01a1i trong \u0111\u00e1y c\u1ed1c m\u00e0 l\u1ea1i <em>n\u1ed1c<\/em> m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch h\u1ed1i h\u1ea3.<\/p>\n<p><em>N\u1ed1c c\u1ea1n c\u00e0 ph\u00ea, n\u00e9m t\u00e0n thu\u1ed1c l\u00e1      <br \/><\/em><em>Mau k\u1ecbp kh\u1edfi h\u00e0nh, \u0111\u1ec3 k\u1ecbp gi\u1edd G.      <br \/><\/em><em>. . . Nh\u00e0 ai c\u00f2n \u0111\u00e8n, ch\u00e0o nh\u00e9 ta \u0111i . . .      <br \/><\/em><em>. . . G\u1eb7p b\u1ea1n gi\u1eefa \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng, ch\u1eedi th\u1ec1 m\u1ea5y ti\u1ebfng      <br \/><\/em><em>Ph\u00e1o d\u1ed9i r\u1ec1n vang, ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i m\u1ea5t c\u00f2n . . . <\/em><\/p>\n<p>Nh\u01b0ng ch\u1ea5t ng\u00f4ng ngh\u00eanh khi n\u1ed1c m\u1edbi ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng h\u00e0nh vi \u00fd th\u1ee9c th\u1ee9 c\u1ea5p, do th\u00f3i quen kh\u00e1ch quan, kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 c\u00f3 c\u00e1ch h\u00e0nh x\u1eed kh\u00e1c h\u01a1n. Nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed9t khi chi\u1ebfn tranh ng\u00e0y c\u00e0ng kh\u1ed1c li\u1ec7t th\u00ec ch\u1ea5t ng\u00f4ng ngh\u00eanh c\u0169ng t\u0103ng l\u00ean theo c\u1ea5p s\u1ed1 nh\u00e2n.<\/p>\n<p><em>T\u1ed9i l\u1ed7i m\u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng ng\u00e3 b\u1ea3y ng\u00e3 n\u0103m      <br \/><\/em><em>\u0110\u00e1i tr\u01b0\u1edbc c\u1eeda l\u1ea7u then c\u00e0i k\u00edn c\u1ed5ng      <br \/><\/em><em>C\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec7n m\u1ea5y h\u00e0ng chong \u0111\u00e8n l\u00ednh kh\u1ed5 . . .<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u0110\u1ecdc m\u1ea5y c\u00e2u n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i ch\u1ee3t nh\u1edb truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn \u201cB\u00ed \u0111\u00e1i\u201d c\u1ee7a Kinh D\u01b0\u01a1ng V\u01b0\u01a1ng tr\u00ean t\u1eadp san <em>V\u0103n<\/em>. M\u1ed9t truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn \u0111\u1ed9c \u0111\u00e1o. Nh\u01b0ng khi Kinh D\u01b0\u01a1ng V\u01b0\u01a1ng cho nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt gi\u1ea3i tho\u00e1t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c c\u00e1i ch\u1ea5t l\u1ecfng kia ra th\u00ec n\u00f3 c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng v\u1eadn h\u00e0nh sinh h\u1ecdc sau m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi gian d\u00e0i b\u1ecb r\u1ed1i lo\u1ea1n tr\u1eadt t\u1ef1 th\u00f4ng th\u01b0\u1eddng. C\u00f2n \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y, nh\u1eefng anh ch\u00e0ng <em>t\u00f3c d\u00e0i r\u00e2u ria<\/em> \u0111\u1ee9ng <em>\u0111\u00e1i tr\u01b0\u1edbc c\u1eeda <\/em>c\u00f3 <em>c\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec7n m\u1ea5y h\u00e0ng chong \u0111\u00e8n l\u00ednh kh\u1ed5<\/em> r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng s\u1ef1 \u0111\u00e1i c\u00f3 \u00fd th\u1ee9c h\u1eb3n hoi. T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng n\u00f3i \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 ph\u1ea3n kh\u00e1ng t\u00edch c\u1ef1c hay ti\u00eau c\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi trong cu\u1ed9c, l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 so k\u00e8 v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng b\u00ecnh an hay b\u1ea5t to\u00e0n, ch\u1ec9 bi\u1ebft nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi <em>tr\u1ed1n tr\u1ea1i v\u1ec1 th\u00e0nh, ng\u1ef1c \u0111\u1ecf chi\u1ebfn th\u01b0\u01a1ng <\/em>kia ch\u1eb3ng khi n\u00e0o c\u00f3 l\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t ch\u00fat y\u00ean b\u00ecnh: th\u00e2n x\u00e1c \u0111ang \u1edf ph\u1ed1, nh\u01b0ng m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n c\u1ee7a n\u00f3, hai tai v\u1eabn ph\u1ea3i d\u1ecfng l\u00ean v\u00e0 nghe <em>xa xa v\u1ecdng v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng tr\u00e0ng n\u1ed5 ch\u1eadm<\/em>. C\u00e1i l\u1ed7 tai \u1ea5y l\u1ea1i \u0111i\u1ec1u khi\u1ec3n n\u00e3o b\u1ed9, \u0111\u1ec3 sau \u0111\u00f3 ph\u00e1t ra nh\u1eefng t\u00edn hi\u1ec7u: <em>chi\u1ebfn tranh c\u00f2n d\u00e0i h\u00e3y c\u1ed1 \u0103n ch\u01a1i.<\/em> C\u00e1i ng\u1ea1o m\u1ea1n, khinh b\u1ea1c \u1ea5y c\u00f3 v\u1ebb nh\u01b0 th\u1ee9 v\u0169 kh\u00ed t\u1ef1 v\u1ec7 cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng cho c\u00e1c ch\u00e0ng tu\u1ed5i tr\u1ebb?<\/p>\n<p>Nh\u01b0ng anh \u0111\u1ea1o \u0111\u1ee9c v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea7u c\u01a1 chi\u1ebfn tranh l\u1ea1i l\u00ean ti\u1ebfng \u201c\u0103n ch\u01a1i ki\u1ec3u chi m\u00e0 l\u1ecda r\u1ee9a?\u201d Kh\u00f4ng \u201cl\u1ecda\u201d sao \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c khi nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi r\u1eebng lu\u00f4n ph\u1ea3i di chuy\u1ec3n, lu\u00f4n b\u1ecb nh\u1eefng m\u1ed1i nguy nan r\u00ecnh r\u1eadp. Nh\u1eefng l\u1ea7n \u0103n ch\u01a1i ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ph\u00fat gi\u00e2y hi h\u1eefu, \u00edt \u1ecfi. V\u00e0 m\u1ed7i l\u1ea7n t\u1ea1m bu\u00f4ng c\u00e2y s\u00fang l\u00e0 m\u1ed7i l\u1ea7n nh\u1eefng anh ch\u00e0ng <em>l\u00ednh kh\u1ed5<\/em> l\u1ea1i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c d\u1ecbp v\u00e0 h\u1ed1i h\u1ea3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 m\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec1u m\u1edbi m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u1ea1 \u1edf ch\u1ed1n kh\u00f3i bom ch\u01b0a b\u00e9n t\u1edbi, nh\u01b0 c\u00e1ch n\u00f3i c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1eb7ng Ti\u1ebfn \u201ckh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 trinh ti\u1ebft m\u1edbi.\u201d Nh\u1eefng ch\u00e0ng <em>t\u00f3c d\u00e0i r\u00e2u ria<\/em> c\u1ee7a Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 c\u0169ng \u0111ang kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 trinh ti\u1ebft m\u1edbi v\u1edbi \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft Tam Quan v\u00e0 nhi\u1ec1u \u0111\u1ecba danh kh\u00e1c. C\u00f3 th\u1ec3, v\u1edbi ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c, da tr\u1eafng m\u1eaft xanh ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 <em>m\u1eaft tr\u1eafng da xanh<\/em> t\u1ea7m th\u01b0\u1eddng, nh\u01b0ng nh\u1eefng con ng\u01b0\u1eddi <em>t\u00f3c d\u00e0i r\u00e2u ria<\/em> v\u1eeba t\u1eeb n\u01a1i l\u1eeda \u0111\u1ea1n tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 d\u1eabu m\u1eaft c\u00f4 n\u00e0ng c\u00f3 h\u01a1i ch\u1ed9t, da c\u00f4 n\u00e0ng c\u00f3 h\u01a1i \u0111en nh\u1ebbm, x\u00e1m ng\u1eaft th\u00ec v\u1eabn t\u1ecfa ra nh\u1eefng n\u00e9t \u0111\u1eb9p d\u1ecbu d\u00e0ng, b\u1edfi \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n c\u00e1c anh ch\u00e0ng ch\u01b0a h\u1ec1 n\u1eafm gi\u1eef \u00f4m \u1ea5p n\u00f3 trong v\u00f2ng tay, b\u1edfi <em>l\u00ednh nhi\u1ec1u h\u01a1n d\u00e2n<\/em>:<\/p>\n<p><em>\u0110\u00f4i m\u1eaft em xanh m\u00e0u d\u1eeba xanh      <br \/><\/em><em>. . . \u01a0i ng\u01b0\u1eddi Tam Quan, da em qu\u00e1 tr\u1eafng . . .      <br \/><\/em><em>. . . Qu\u1eadn l\u1ecb ti\u00eau \u0111i\u1ec1u l\u00ednh nhi\u1ec1u h\u01a1n d\u00e2n<\/em><\/p>\n<p>V\u00e0 \u0111\u00f3 c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 m\u1edbi l\u00e0 c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn trong nh\u1eefng ng\u00e0y gieo neo kh\u1ed1n kh\u00f3, nh\u01b0ng khi \u1edf x\u1ee9 ng\u01b0\u1eddi, m\u1ed9t n\u01a1i ch\u1ed1n b\u00ecnh an th\u00ec \u00f4ng c\u0169ng b\u1eadt rung l\u00ean c\u00f9ng m\u1ed9t gi\u1ecdng \u0111i\u1ec7u, cung b\u1eadc c\u1ee7a k\u1ebb lu\u00f4n l\u1ea1c lo\u00e0i, ng\u01b0\u1eddi xa l\u1ea1:<\/p>\n<p><em>Gh\u00e9 l\u1ea1i Dunkin g\u1ecdi c\u1ed1c c\u00e0 ph\u00ea      <br \/><\/em><em>C\u00f4 h\u00e0ng m\u1eaft xanh nh\u00ecn ra ngo\u00e0i c\u1eeda s\u1ed5 <\/em>. . .<\/p>\n<p>M\u00e0u <em>m\u1eaft xanh<\/em> kia c\u00f3 g\u00ec l\u00e0 kh\u00e1c nhau v\u00e0 <em>da em qu\u00e1 tr\u1eafng,<\/em> c\u00f3 chi l\u00e0 m\u1eabu s\u1ed1 chung cho nh\u1eefng ng\u1eafm nh\u00ecn trong tho\u00e1ng ch\u1ed1c, \u1ea9n ch\u1ee9a trong nh\u1eefng c\u00e2u th\u01a1 m\u1edbi tho\u1ea1t nghe nh\u01b0 kh\u1ea9u ng\u1eef. Kh\u1ea9u ng\u1eef m\u00e0 b\u00e0ng b\u1ea1c ch\u1ea5t th\u01a1, quay qu\u1eaft trong t\u00e2m th\u1ee9c c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n, l\u1ea1c l\u00f5ng, kh\u1ed5 \u0111au b\u1ea5t t\u1eadn . . .<\/p>\n<p><em>Nh\u1ea5p theo t\u1eebng h\u1edbp nh\u1ecf h\u00e9o hon      <br \/><\/em><em>C\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi thua tr\u1eadn l\u01b0u vong . . .<\/em><\/p>\n<p>C\u1ee9 m\u1ed9t gi\u1ecdng \u0111i\u1ec7u nh\u01b0 v\u1eady, Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 th\u1ea3 m\u1eb7c t\u00e2m tr\u00ed tr\u00f4i \u0111i, gi\u1eefa hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i l\u00e0 qu\u00e1 kh\u1ee9 v\u00e0 trong ch\u1ed1n qu\u00e1 kh\u1ee9 m\u1ecbt m\u00f9 kh\u00f3i s\u01b0\u01a1ng kia l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i phi hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i, l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9ng, t\u01b0\u1edfng, c\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng. L\u00fac \u1edf Chinatown th\u00ec t\u01b0\u1edfng r\u1eb1ng Ch\u1ee3 L\u1edbn, ng\u1ed3i \u1edf Ikea m\u1ed9ng v\u1ec1 hai ng\u1ea3, nh\u1eefng C\u1ea7n Th\u01a1, Ch\u01b0\u01a1ng Thi\u1ec7n, Pleiku . . . <em>trong nh\u1eefng ng\u00e0y rong ru\u1ed5i bi\u00ean khu <\/em>. . . v\u00e0 \u0111\u00f4i khi l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ph\u00fat d\u1eebng ch\u00e2n ng\u1eafn ng\u1ee7i.<\/p>\n<p><em>H\u1ecfi em, em xa x\u1ee9      <br \/><\/em><em>H\u1ecfi anh, anh xa nh\u00e0      <br \/><\/em><em>M\u1eddi em v\u00e0o qu\u00e1n v\u1eafng      <br \/><\/em><em>U\u1ed1ng th\u00eam m\u00e0u m\u00e2y xa . . .<\/em><\/p>\n<p>T\u00ednh nh\u1ea5t qu\u00e1n trong Qu\u00e1n c\u1ee7a Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 n\u1ed7i c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n, m\u1ea5t m\u00e1t. \u1ede qu\u00ea nh\u00e0 trong th\u1eddi k\u1ef3 \u0111\u1ecf l\u1eeda \u00f4ng l\u00e0 k\u1ebb c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n trong m\u1ed9t th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n. R\u1ed3i khi t\u1ea1m tr\u00fa x\u1ee9 ng\u01b0\u1eddi, n\u1ed7i c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n c\u00e0ng b\u00f9ng v\u1ee1 m\u1ea1nh m\u1ebd h\u01a1n, m\u1ea5t m\u00e1t l\u1edbn h\u01a1n.<\/p>\n<p><em>Em n\u01a1i n\u00e0o, \u1edf n\u01a1i n\u00e0o nh\u1ec9      <br \/><\/em><em>Tr\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 gi\u00eang r\u1ed3i, em bi\u1ebft kh\u00f4ng      <br \/><\/em><em>T\u00f4i qua N\u1eefu \u01af\u1edbc ng\u00e0y kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ed9      <br \/><\/em><em>G\u1ecdi c\u1ed1c c\u00e0 ph\u00ea, l\u1ea1nh n\u1ed7i l\u00f2ng      <br \/><\/em><em>L\u1ea1nh th\u00eam n\u1ed7i nh\u1edb tr\u00f9ng tr\u00f9ng      <br \/><\/em><em>T\u00ecm \u0111\u00e2u h\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u0169 gi\u1eefa d\u00f2ng vi\u1ec5n kh\u01a1i.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>31 b\u00e0i th\u01a1 trong <em>Qu\u00e1n<\/em>, ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 qu\u00e1n \u0111\u1eddi c\u1ee7a Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0, ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 n\u1ed7i c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng, l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng m\u1ea5t m\u00e1t n\u0103m th\u00e1ng.<\/p>\n<p><em>Qu\u00e1n<\/em> l\u00e0 Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0.<\/p>\n<p>Tr\u1ea7n Ho\u00e0i Th\u01b0 l\u00e0 <em>Qu\u00e1n<\/em> trong su\u1ed1t h\u00e0nh tr\u00ecnh t\u00ecm ki\u1ebfm nh\u1eefng b\u1ea5t to\u00e0n cho ri\u00eang m\u00ecnh.     <br \/>&#160;<\/p>\n<p><em>(L\u1eadp \u0110\u00f4ng Qu\u00fd S\u1eedu 2009)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\">.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn l\u1ed7i ph\u1ea1m c\u1ee7a ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1edbn \u0111\u00e3 an v\u1ecb, n\u1eb7ng t\u00ednh b\u1ea3o th\u1ee7, ngun ng\u00fat \u0111\u1ea1o l\u00fd phong ki\u1ebfn c\u0169 k\u1ef9, m\u00e0 n\u1ebfu nh\u01b0 h\u1ecd c\u0169ng b\u1ecb tung ra chi\u1ebfn tr\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ea7m s\u00fang v\u00e0 b\u00f3p c\u00f2, nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y m\u00e1u \u0111\u1ed5, nh\u00e0 ch\u00e1y, tan hoang x\u01a1 x\u00e1c nh\u1eefng c\u00e1nh \u0111\u1ed3ng ch\u1ebft ch\u00f3c, c\u1ea3nh d\u00e2n ngh\u00e8o b\u1ed3ng b\u1ebf ch\u1ea1y lo\u1ea1n, h\u1ecd s\u1ebd ngh\u0129 g\u00ec?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1535,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,132],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12526","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bien-khao","category-doc-va-doc-lai"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12526","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1535"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12526"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12526\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54959,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12526\/revisions\/54959"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12526"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12526"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12526"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}