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BORD DE MER II (1887) – Paul Gauguin<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u00f4i v\u1eeba r\u1eddi h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o.<\/p>\n

Chi\u1ebfc ph\u00e0 \u0111ang r\u1ebd n\u01b0\u1edbc h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u00e0o \u0111\u1ea5t li\u1ec1n. Nh\u1eefng d\u1ea3i s\u00f3ng tr\u1eafng n\u1ed1i d\u00e0i nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng trang gi\u1ea5y \u0111ang m\u1edf ra tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t bi\u1ec3n.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i l\u1ea5y chi\u1ebfc \u0111\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3 trong t\u00fai x\u00e1ch ra \u0111eo v\u00e0o c\u1ed5 tay. Kim gi\u00e2y l\u1eadp t\u1ee9c nh\u00fac nh\u00edch. R\u1ed3i \u0111\u1ebfn kim ph\u00fat v\u00e0 kim gi\u1edd.<\/p>\n

Tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea3o, m\u1ecdi chi\u1ebfc \u0111\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3 \u0111\u1ec1u ng\u1eebng ch\u1ea1y.<\/p>\n

Ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm c\u00e1ch gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 v\u00ec nhi\u1ec1u l\u00fd do kh\u00e1c nhau. V\u00ec t\u1eeb tr\u01b0\u1eddng, v\u00ec h\u01a1i mu\u1ed1i bi\u1ec3n, hay ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 ng\u1eabu nhi\u00ean. Nh\u01b0ng d\u00f9 gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch th\u1ebf n\u00e0o th\u00ec t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 c\u00e1c lo\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3: c\u01a1, \u0111i\u1ec7n t\u1eed, d\u00e2y c\u00f3t, th\u1eadm ch\u00ed chi\u1ebfc \u0111\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3 b\u1ecf t\u00fai \u0111\u00e3 h\u01a1n m\u1ed9t tr\u0103m n\u0103m tu\u1ed5i c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t \u00f4ng l\u00e3o ng\u01b0\u1eddi Anh, c\u0169ng c\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ee9ng y\u00ean.<\/p>\n

Chi\u1ebfc \u0111\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3 n\u00e0o c\u0169ng d\u1eebng l\u1ea1i ngay khi ng\u01b0\u1eddi mang n\u00f3 \u0111\u1eb7t m\u1ed9t ch\u00e2n l\u00ean \u0111\u1ea3o.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i t\u1eebng h\u1ecfi ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e1i ph\u00e0 chuy\u1ec7n \u1ea5y. \u00d4ng nh\u00ecn m\u1eb7t bi\u1ec3n r\u1ed3i n\u00f3i:<\/p>\n

\u2014 Tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea3o kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 th\u1eddi gian.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Th\u1ebf c\u00f3 g\u00ec?<\/p>\n

\u00d4ng c\u01b0\u1eddi nh\u1eb9, kh\u00f4ng tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi ngay. M\u00e3i \u0111\u1ebfn khi ph\u00e0 c\u1eadp b\u1ebfn, \u00f4ng m\u1edbi n\u00f3i th\u00eam m\u1ed9t c\u00e2u, nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 v\u1eeba nh\u1edb ra:<\/p>\n

\u2014 C\u00f3 nh\u1eefng th\u1ee9 v\u1eabn c\u00f2n \u1edf l\u1ea1i khi th\u1eddi gian \u0111\u00e3 tr\u00f4i qua.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i c\u1ee9 ngh\u0129 \u00f4ng \u0111\u00f9a, cho \u0111\u1ebfn l\u1ea7n th\u1ee9 t\u01b0 khi t\u00f4i tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i n\u01a1i \u0111\u00f3.<\/p>\n

\u203b<\/p>\n

H\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o n\u1eb1m c\u00e1ch \u0111\u1ea5t li\u1ec1n g\u1ea7n ba gi\u1edd \u0111i ph\u00e0.<\/p>\n

Ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e1i ph\u00e0 k\u1ec3 r\u1eb1ng nhi\u1ec1u n\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc, n\u01a1i n\u00e0y t\u1eebng r\u1ea5t \u0111\u00f4ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi. H\u1ecd \u0111\u1ebfn t\u1eeb ph\u00eda bi\u1ec3n, tr\u00ean nh\u1eefng con thuy\u1ec1n nh\u1ecf. Thuy\u1ec1n ch\u1edf qu\u00e1 nhi\u1ec1u ng\u01b0\u1eddi, nh\u01b0ng l\u1ea1i mang qu\u00e1 \u00edt th\u1ee9c \u0103n v\u00e0 n\u01b0\u1edbc ng\u1ecdt.<\/p>\n

H\u1ecd \u1edf l\u1ea1i \u0111\u00e2y \u00edt nh\u1ea5t m\u1ed9t n\u0103m, th\u01b0\u1eddng th\u00ec l\u00e2u h\u01a1n, tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi \u0111i n\u01a1i kh\u00e1c. C\u0169ng c\u00f3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u0129nh vi\u1ec5n n\u1eb1m l\u1ea1i n\u01a1i \u0111\u00e2y, m\u1eb7c d\u00f9 h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 \u0111\u00edch \u0111\u1ebfn cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd.<\/p>\n

B\u00e2y gi\u1edd tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea3o v\u1eabn c\u00f2n v\u00e0i n\u1ec1n xi m\u0103ng c\u0169 b\u1ecb d\u00e2y leo ph\u1ee7 k\u00edn. C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t n\u1ec1n nh\u00e0 l\u1edbn h\u01a1n nh\u1eefng n\u1ec1n kh\u00e1c, b\u1ed1n g\u00f3c c\u00f2n s\u00f3t l\u1ea1i b\u1ed1n tr\u1ee5 s\u1eaft \u0111\u00e3 g\u1ec9, u\u1ed1n cong nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng ng\u00f3n tay ch\u1ec9 l\u00ean tr\u1eddi. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 bi\u1ec3n ghi nh\u1edb hay t\u01b0\u1edfng ni\u1ec7m. C\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 nh\u00e2n ch\u1ee9ng n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ee9ng ra k\u1ec3 l\u1ea1i cho du kh\u00e1ch nghe chuy\u1ec7n g\u00ec \u0111\u00e3 x\u1ea3y ra \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1edbn tu\u1ed5i khi tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ea3o, h\u1ecd \u0111\u1ee9ng r\u1ea5t l\u00e2u tr\u01b0\u1edbc kho\u1ea3ng \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u1ed1ng n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3, tay khoanh tr\u01b0\u1edbc ng\u1ef1c, nh\u01b0 \u0111ang c\u1ed1 nh\u1edb xem ng\u00e0y x\u01b0a n\u01a1i \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eebng l\u00e0 g\u00ec. C\u00f3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ee9ng \u0111\u1ebfn khi b\u00f3ng n\u1eafng \u0111\u1ed5i h\u01b0\u1edbng m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng nh\u00fac nh\u00edch.<\/p>\n

\u203b<\/p>\n

B\u00e2y gi\u1edd, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta th\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ea3o m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh. M\u1ed7i ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 l\u00fd do ri\u00eang \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2y, v\u00e0 ch\u1eb3ng ai quan t\u00e2m \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fd do c\u1ee7a ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c. \u1ede \u0111\u00e2y kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng to\u00e0 nh\u00e0 cao t\u1ea7ng, hay nh\u1eefng con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng b\u00ea-t\u00f4ng r\u1ed9ng r\u00e3i. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng c\u0103n nh\u00e0 g\u1ed7 n\u1eb1m r\u1ea3i r\u00e1c gi\u1eefa r\u1eebng c\u00e2y v\u00e0 b\u1edd bi\u1ec3n. Nh\u00e0 n\u1ecd c\u00e1ch nh\u00e0 kia \u0111\u1ee7 xa \u0111\u1ec3 kh\u00f4ng nghe th\u1ea5y ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i chuy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a h\u00e0ng x\u00f3m. Tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea3o kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 s\u00f3ng \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i, hay internet. Ban \u0111\u00eam ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta th\u1eafp s\u00e1ng b\u1eb1ng n\u1ebfn. Ban ng\u00e0y ch\u1ec9 nghe gi\u00f3 v\u00e0 s\u00f3ng bi\u1ec3n. \u0110\u00f4i khi c\u00f3 ti\u1ebfng chim g\u00e1y \u0111\u00e2u \u0111\u00f3 trong r\u1eebng, nghe \u0111\u1ec1u \u0111\u1eb7n nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc \u0111\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i l\u00e0 gi\u00e1o vi\u00ean. M\u1ed7i m\u00f9a h\u00e8, t\u00f4i ra \u0111\u1ea3o v\u00e0i tu\u1ea7n. Ph\u1ea7n l\u1edbn th\u1eddi gi\u1edd t\u00f4i d\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ec3 lang thang trong r\u1eebng, hay ng\u1ed3i h\u00e0ng gi\u1edd b\u00ean b\u1edd bi\u1ec3n nh\u00ecn s\u00f3ng. \u0110\u00f4i khi t\u00f4i x\u00e2y nh\u1eefng l\u00e2u \u0111\u00e0i c\u00e1t r\u1ed3i ch\u1edd th\u1ee7y tri\u1ec1u \u0111\u1ebfn x\u00f3a s\u1ea1ch ch\u00fang \u0111i.<\/p>\n

L\u1ea7n \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o kh\u00f4ng b\u00ecnh th\u01b0\u1eddng l\u00e0 v\u00e0o n\u0103m th\u1ee9 ba. M\u1ed9t bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u, t\u00f4i g\u1eb7p m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0n \u00f4ng tr\u00ean b\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n. \u00d4ng ng\u1ed3i d\u01b0\u1edbi g\u1ed1c c\u00e2y phi lao, \u0111\u1ecdc s\u00e1ch. Cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch b\u00eca da \u0111\u00e3 s\u1eddn g\u00f3c. T\u00f4i g\u1eadt \u0111\u1ea7u ch\u00e0o. \u00d4ng c\u0169ng g\u1eadt \u0111\u1ea7u l\u1ea1i.<\/p>\n

N\u0103m sau, t\u00f4i g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i \u00f4ng \u1edf \u0111\u00fang v\u1ecb tr\u00ed \u1ea5y. V\u1eabn quy\u1ec3n s\u00e1ch tr\u00ean tay, m\u1edf \u0111\u00fang m\u1ed9t trang. V\u1eabn chi\u1ebfc \u00e1o m\u00e0u x\u00e1m. V\u1eabn m\u00e1i t\u00f3c b\u1ea1c. \u00d4ng kh\u00f4ng gi\u00e0 \u0111i ch\u00fat n\u00e0o. Nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 t\u00f4i m\u1edbi g\u1eb7p \u00f4ng chi\u1ec1u h\u00f4m qua. Khi t\u00f4i \u0111i ngang, \u00f4ng ng\u1ea9ng \u0111\u1ea7u nh\u00ecn l\u00ean. Nh\u01b0ng \u00e1nh m\u1eaft ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n xa l\u1ea1. \u00d4ng kh\u00f4ng nh\u1eadn ra t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n

Sau n\u00e0y t\u00f4i g\u1eb7p th\u00eam v\u00e0i ng\u01b0\u1eddi nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf. M\u1ed9t ph\u1ee5 n\u1eef tr\u1ebb ng\u1ed3i \u0111ong \u0111\u01b0a tr\u00ean chi\u1ebfc x\u00edch \u0111u tr\u01b0\u1edbc hi\u00ean nh\u00e0, t\u00e0 \u00e1o bay theo m\u1ed9t c\u01a1n gi\u00f3 ch\u1ec9 m\u00ecnh b\u00e0 c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y. M\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0n \u00f4ng c\u00e2u c\u00e1 \u1edf m\u1ecfm \u0111\u00e1 ph\u00eda nam, chi\u1ebfc c\u1ea7n l\u00fac n\u00e0o c\u0169ng bu\u00f4ng xu\u1ed1ng m\u1eb7t n\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u01b0ng ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng th\u1ea5y \u00f4ng k\u00e9o l\u00ean. N\u0103m n\u00e0o h\u1ecd c\u0169ng xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n trong b\u1ed9 qu\u1ea7n \u00e1o c\u0169, \u1edf \u0111\u00fang v\u1ecb tr\u00ed t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 th\u1ea5y h\u1ecd n\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc. Ch\u1eb3ng nh\u1eefng h\u1ecd kh\u00f4ng gi\u00e0 \u0111i, m\u00e0 c\u00e1i d\u00e1ng ng\u1ed3i c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng thay \u0111\u1ed5i. H\u1ecd tr\u00f4ng nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng m\u1ea3nh k\u00fd \u1ee9c b\u1ecb giam trong d\u00f2ng h\u1ed5 ph\u00e1ch th\u1eddi gian, trong su\u1ed1t v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 ch\u1ea1m t\u1edbi.<\/p>\n

\u0110a s\u1ed1 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ea3o l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u00e2u \u00c1. M\u1ed9t v\u00e0i ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00f3i ti\u1ebfng Anh v\u1edbi gi\u1ecdng M\u1ef9. Nhi\u1ec1u ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00f3i ti\u1ebfng Vi\u1ec7t. C\u00f3 l\u1ea7n t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi ph\u1ee5 n\u1eef t\u00f3c b\u1ea1c \u0111\u1ee9ng nh\u00ecn ra bi\u1ec3n, v\u00e0 g\u1ecdi to t\u00ean ai \u0111\u00f3. C\u00e1i t\u00ean b\u1ecb gi\u00f3 cu\u1ed1n m\u1ea5t, nh\u01b0ng b\u00e0 \u0111\u1ee9ng \u0111\u1ee3i r\u1ea5t l\u00e2u r\u1ed3i m\u1edbi b\u1ecf \u0111i, hai tay si\u1ebft ch\u1eb7t v\u1ea1t \u00e1o nh\u01b0 \u0111ang gi\u1eef l\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh. N\u0103m sau t\u00f4i g\u1eb7p l\u1ea1i b\u00e0 \u1edf \u0111\u00fang ch\u1ed7 \u1ea5y, v\u1eabn g\u1ecdi to m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i t\u00ean, v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ee9ng \u0111\u1ee3i.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd h\u1ecfi h\u1ecd l\u00e0 ai. C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t quy t\u1eafc b\u1ea5t th\u00e0nh v\u0103n tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea3o: ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta kh\u00f4ng h\u1ecfi nhau v\u1ec1 qu\u00e1 kh\u1ee9. Nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 ai c\u0169ng ng\u1ea7m hi\u1ec3u r\u1eb1ng c\u00e2u h\u1ecfi \u1ea5y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u00e1nh th\u1ee9c m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng n\u00ean \u0111\u00e1nh th\u1ee9c.<\/p>\n

\u203b<\/p>\n

Chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n gi\u1ea5y xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n v\u00e0o bu\u1ed5i chi\u1ec1u cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a chuy\u1ebfn \u0111i n\u0103m nay.<\/p>\n

L\u00fac \u0111\u00f3 t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u1ea1y tr\u00ean b\u1edd bi\u1ec3n. Gi\u00f3 r\u1ea5t m\u1ea1nh, th\u1ed5i c\u00e1t bay th\u00e0nh t\u1eebng v\u1ec7t m\u1ecfng l\u00e0 l\u00e0 tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t b\u00e3i. B\u1ed7ng t\u00f4i nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t v\u1eadt m\u00e0u tr\u1eafng n\u1eb1m tr\u00ean c\u00e1t, ngay m\u00e9p n\u01b0\u1edbc, c\u1ee9 ch\u1ef1c b\u1ecb s\u00f3ng cu\u1ed1n \u0111i r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u1ea9y tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i c\u00fai xu\u1ed1ng nh\u1eb7t l\u00ean. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n gi\u1ea5y, g\u1ea5p c\u1ea9n th\u1eadn, c\u00e1c n\u1ebfp g\u1ea5p c\u00f2n s\u1eafc.<\/p>\n

Ngay kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc nh\u1eefng ng\u00f3n tay ch\u1ea1m v\u00e0o l\u1edbp gi\u1ea5y, t\u00f4i nghe th\u1ea5y ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i, r\u1ea5t kh\u1ebd, nh\u01b0 ti\u1ebfng gi\u00f3 l\u1ecdt qua khe c\u1eeda.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u00d4ng v\u1eabn c\u00f2n \u1edf \u0111\u1ea5y \u00e0?<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i nh\u00ecn quanh. B\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n v\u1eafng tanh.<\/p>\n

Tr\u00ean th\u00e2n gi\u1ea5y c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t h\u00e0ng ch\u1eef vi\u1ebft b\u1eb1ng m\u1ef1c \u0111en, n\u00e9t m\u1ef1c \u0111\u00e3 ng\u1ea3 n\u00e2u v\u00ec n\u01b0\u1edbc bi\u1ec3n:<\/p>\n

“Are you still there?”<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i xoay chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n sang m\u1eb7t b\u00ean kia. M\u1ed9t d\u00f2ng ch\u1eef nh\u1ecf h\u01a1n, g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb n\u01b0\u1edbc bi\u1ec3n l\u00e0m nh\u00f2e:<\/p>\n

“April, 1975.”<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng r\u1ea5t l\u00e2u tr\u00ean b\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n, chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n n\u1eb1m g\u1ecdn trong l\u00f2ng b\u00e0n tay, nh\u1eb9 \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ee9c t\u01b0\u1edfng nh\u01b0 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 b\u1ecb gi\u00f3 th\u1ed5i bay b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 l\u00fac n\u00e0o. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i gi\u1eef ch\u1eb7t n\u00f3, nh\u01b0 s\u1ee3 bu\u00f4ng ra th\u00ec c\u00e2u h\u1ecfi kia s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi.<\/p>\n

\u203b<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i ng\u1ee7 r\u1ea5t mu\u1ed9n \u0111\u00eam \u0111\u00f3.<\/p>\n

N\u1eeda \u0111\u00eam, m\u1ed9t \u00e2m thanh \u0111\u00e1nh th\u1ee9c t\u00f4i d\u1eady. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 ti\u1ebfng\u00a0 gi\u1ea5y s\u1ed9t so\u1ea1t. T\u00f4i m\u1edf m\u1eaft. Chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n v\u1eabn n\u1eb1m tr\u00ean b\u00e0n, nh\u01b0ng n\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 xoay v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda c\u1eeda s\u1ed5, nh\u01b0 th\u1ec3 \u0111ang nh\u00ecn ra bi\u1ec3n.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i b\u01b0\u1edbc t\u1edbi. M\u1ed9t c\u01a1n gi\u00f3 l\u1ea1nh l\u00f9a v\u00e0o c\u0103n ph\u00f2ng, l\u00e0m ng\u1ecdn n\u1ebfn chao \u0111i r\u1ed3i \u0111\u1ee9ng th\u1eb3ng tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u00d4ng v\u1eabn c\u00f2n \u1edf \u0111\u1ea5y \u00e0?<\/p>\n

L\u1ea7n n\u00e0y r\u00f5 h\u01a1n. Gi\u1ecdng n\u00f3i \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng bu\u1ed3n, kh\u00f4ng vui. Ch\u1ec9 nghe nh\u01b0 c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c, m\u1ed9t n\u1ed7i c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c \u0111\u00e3 k\u00e9o d\u00e0i r\u1ea5t l\u00e2u.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i l\u1ea5y t\u1edd gi\u1ea5y, g\u1ea5p m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n kh\u00e1c. Tay t\u00f4i run, c\u00e1c n\u1ebfp g\u1ea5p kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ec1u nh\u01b0 th\u01b0\u1eddng l\u1ec7. R\u1ed3i t\u00f4i vi\u1ebft l\u00ean \u0111\u00f3:<\/p>\n

“V\u00e2ng. T\u00f4i v\u1eabn c\u00f2n \u0111\u00e2y.”<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n m\u1edbi c\u1ea1nh chi\u1ebfc c\u0169. Ng\u1ecdn n\u1ebfn ch\u1eadp ch\u1eddn. Trong kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc \u1ea5y t\u00f4i c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c hai chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n nh\u01b0 hai ng\u01b0\u1eddi xa l\u1ea1 v\u1eeba nh\u1eadn ra nhau qua m\u1ed9t kho\u1ea3ng c\u00e1ch kh\u00f4ng \u0111o \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c b\u1eb1ng chi\u1ec1u d\u00e0i hay n\u0103m th\u00e1ng.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng b\u00ean b\u00e0n, nh\u00ecn hai chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n gi\u1ea5y n\u1eb1m c\u1ea1nh nhau \u0111\u1ebfn khi ng\u1ecdn n\u1ebfn ch\u00e1y g\u1ea7n h\u1ebft. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ti\u1ebfng n\u00f3i n\u00e0o kh\u00e1c vang l\u00ean n\u1eefa. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i v\u1eabn c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c c\u0103n ph\u00f2ng kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 m\u00ecnh t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n

G\u1ea7n s\u00e1ng, t\u00f4i mang chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh ra bi\u1ec3n.<\/p>\n

Tr\u0103ng tr\u1ea3i m\u1ed9t con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng d\u00e1t b\u1ea1c tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t n\u01b0\u1edbc. T\u00f4i th\u1ea3 n\u00f3 xu\u1ed1ng. Con thuy\u1ec1n kh\u1ebd ng\u1ea3 nghi\u00eang, r\u1ed3i t\u1eeb t\u1eeb tr\u00f4i \u0111i, h\u01b0\u1edbng th\u1eb3ng v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i gi\u1eefa bi\u1ec3n, n\u01a1i kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 \u0111\u1ea5t li\u1ec1n, c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o n\u00e0o kh\u00e1c. T\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng nh\u00ecn cho \u0111\u1ebfn khi kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u00e2u l\u00e0 thuy\u1ec1n, \u0111\u00e2u l\u00e0 \u00e1nh tr\u0103ng v\u1ee1 tr\u00ean s\u00f3ng.<\/p>\n

\u203b<\/p>\n

S\u00e1ng h\u00f4m sau t\u00f4i r\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea3o.<\/p>\n

Chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n nh\u1eb7t \u1edf b\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n v\u1eabn n\u1eb1m trong t\u00fai x\u00e1ch. Khi ph\u00e0 \u0111i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c n\u1eeda \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng, t\u00f4i l\u1ea5y n\u00f3 ra. \u1ede g\u00f3c d\u01b0\u1edbi c\u1ee7a chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t ch\u1eef vi\u1ebft r\u1ea5t nh\u1ecf, g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 v\u00f4 h\u00ecnh. T\u00f4i nh\u00ecn s\u00e1t m\u1eaft, r\u1ed3i ch\u1ebft l\u1eb7ng.<\/p>\n

\u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 t\u00ean t\u00f4i. N\u00e9t ch\u1eef c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng l\u00e0m chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n n\u00e0y. Ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng vi\u1ebft d\u00f2ng ch\u1eef \u1ea5y. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 n\u00e9t ch\u1eef c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta nh\u1eadn ra khu\u00f4n m\u1eb7t m\u00ecnh trong g\u01b0\u01a1ng, d\u00f9 ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng \u0111\u1ee9ng tr\u01b0\u1edbc t\u1ea5m g\u01b0\u01a1ng \u1ea5y bao gi\u1edd.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i l\u1eadt l\u1ea1i chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n, t\u00ecm th\u00eam d\u1ea5u v\u1ebft kh\u00e1c. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 g\u00ec n\u1eefa. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 t\u00ean t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 b\u00ean d\u01b0\u1edbi, m\u1edd \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ee9c ph\u1ea3i nghi\u00eang thuy\u1ec1n theo m\u1ed9t g\u00f3c nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u1ecbnh m\u1edbi \u0111\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, m\u1ed9t h\u00e0ng s\u1ed1. T\u00f4i nh\u1eadn ra \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 n\u0103m t\u00f4i sinh ra.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i ng\u1ea9ng \u0111\u1ea7u nh\u00ecn v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o. N\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 \u1edf r\u1ea5t xa. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t d\u1ea3i xanh m\u1edd tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t bi\u1ec3n.<\/p>\n

\u0110i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 s\u00f3ng tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i. Nh\u1eefng tin nh\u1eafn li\u00ean t\u1ee5c hi\u1ec7n l\u00ean. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i\u00a0 kh\u00f4ng b\u1ea5m \u0111\u1ecdc tin n\u00e0o. Ch\u1ec9 l\u1eb7ng l\u1ebd c\u1ea5t \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i v\u00e0 chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n v\u00e0o t\u00fai x\u00e1ch.<\/p>\n

\u203b<\/p>\n

\u0110\u1ea7u m\u00f9a h\u00e8 n\u0103m sau, t\u00f4i tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i b\u1ebfn ph\u00e0.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i mang theo trong t\u00fai chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n gi\u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 ng\u1ea3 m\u00e0u. M\u1ef1c tr\u00ean th\u00e2n thuy\u1ec1n \u0111\u00e3 nh\u00f2e \u0111i \u0111\u00f4i ch\u00fat, nh\u01b0ng d\u00f2ng ch\u1eef v\u1eabn c\u00f2n \u0111\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c.<\/p>\n

B\u1ebfn t\u00e0u kh\u00f4ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi. C\u1eeda ph\u00f2ng v\u00e9 \u0111\u00f3ng. M\u1ed9t t\u1ea5m b\u1ea3ng g\u1ed7 treo tr\u01b0\u1edbc l\u1ed1i xu\u1ed1ng c\u1ea7u c\u1ea3ng, ch\u1eef vi\u1ebft tay \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ea1c m\u00e0u v\u00ec n\u1eafng m\u01b0a.<\/p>\n

Tuy\u1ebfn ph\u00e0 ra \u0111\u1ea3o \u0111\u00e3 ng\u1eebng ho\u1ea1t \u0111\u1ed9ng. H\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o \u0111\u00e3 ch\u00ecm xu\u1ed1ng bi\u1ec3n sau nh\u1eefng \u0111\u1ee3t \u0111\u1ecba ch\u1ea5n d\u01b0\u1edbi \u0111\u00e1y \u0111\u1ea1i d\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u00e0o m\u00f9a \u0111\u00f4ng n\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng \u1edf m\u00e9p c\u1ea7u c\u1ea3ng r\u1ea5t l\u00e2u. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 ai \u0111\u1ec3 h\u1ecfi th\u00eam \u0111i\u1ec1u g\u00ec. Ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e1i ph\u00e0 c\u0169 c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng th\u1ea5y \u0111\u00e2u, chi\u1ebfc ph\u00e0 c\u1ee7a \u00f4ng c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n neo \u1edf ch\u1ed7 quen thu\u1ed9c.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i nh\u00ecn ra m\u1eb7t bi\u1ec3n. Ngo\u00e0i kh\u01a1i ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t kho\u1ea3ng xanh m\u00eanh m\u00f4ng. Kh\u00f4ng m\u1ed9t d\u1ea5u hi\u1ec7u n\u00e0o cho th\u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eebng c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o \u1edf \u0111\u00f3. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 r\u1eebng c\u00e2y. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng c\u0103n nh\u00e0 g\u1ed7. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng ng\u1ecdn n\u1ebfn ch\u00e1y trong \u0111\u00eam. Ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 v\u00e0i con h\u1ea3i \u00e2u l\u01b0\u1ee3n th\u1ea5p tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t n\u01b0\u1edbc, th\u1ec9nh tho\u1ea3ng s\u00e0 xu\u1ed1ng r\u1ed3i bay l\u00ean, nh\u01b0 \u0111ang t\u00ecm m\u1ed9t th\u1ee9 g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n \u1edf \u0111\u1ea5y n\u1eefa.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i xu\u1ed1ng b\u1eadc \u0111\u00e1 cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a c\u1ea7u c\u1ea3ng, n\u01a1i s\u00f3ng v\u1eabn c\u00f2n li\u1ebfm t\u1edbi. T\u00f4i nh\u1edb \u0111\u1ebfn \u00f4ng gi\u00e0 \u0111\u1ecdc s\u00e1ch d\u01b0\u1edbi g\u1ed1c phi lao, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ph\u1ee5 n\u1eef tr\u00ean x\u00edch \u0111u, ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0n \u00f4ng bu\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n c\u00e2u xu\u1ed1ng m\u1eb7t n\u01b0\u1edbc kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd k\u00e9o l\u00ean, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ph\u1ee5 n\u1eef t\u00f3c b\u1ea1c \u0111\u1ee9ng g\u1ecdi m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i t\u00ean b\u1ecb gi\u00f3 cu\u1ed1n m\u1ea5t. T\u00f4i t\u1ef1 h\u1ecfi h\u1ecd \u0111\u00e3 \u0111i \u0111\u00e2u, khi h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n gi\u1eef h\u1ecd l\u1ea1i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c n\u1eefa. Hay c\u00f3 khi n\u00e0o, h\u1ecd ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng r\u1eddi \u0111i, ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 b\u00e2y gi\u1edd kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ai ra \u0111\u00f3 \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u00ecn th\u1ea5y h\u1ecd.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i l\u1ea5y chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n gi\u1ea5y ra kh\u1ecfi t\u00fai \u00e1o. Gi\u00f3 bi\u1ec3n l\u00e0m th\u00e2n thuy\u1ec1n rung nh\u1eb9.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i c\u00fai xu\u1ed1ng, th\u1ea3 chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n xu\u1ed1ng bi\u1ec3n. N\u00f3 ch\u00f2ng ch\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t l\u00fac gi\u1eefa nh\u1eefng g\u1ee3n s\u00f3ng nh\u1ecf, r\u1ed3i\u00a0 ch\u1eadm r\u00e3i tr\u00f4i ra xa, v\u1ec1 ph\u00eda n\u01a1i t\u1eebng c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o.<\/p>\n

T\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i \u0111\u00f3 nh\u00ecn theo cho \u0111\u1ebfn khi chi\u1ebfc thuy\u1ec1n ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ch\u1ea5m tr\u1eafng, r\u1ed3i bi\u1ebfn m\u1ea5t.\u00a0 \u0110\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3 tr\u00ean c\u1ed5 tay t\u00f4i v\u1eabn ch\u1ea1y \u0111\u1ec1u, kim gi\u00e2y nh\u00edch t\u1eebng kh\u1ea5c nh\u1ecf, th\u1ea3n nhi\u00ean nh\u01b0 ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng bi\u1ebft \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ed9t n\u01a1i m\u00e0 n\u00f3 t\u1eebng ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ee9ng y\u00ean.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

BORD DE MER II (1887) – Paul Gauguin
\nT\u00f4i v\u1eeba r\u1eddi h\u00f2n \u0111\u1ea3o.
\nChi\u1ebfc ph\u00e0 \u0111ang r\u1ebd n\u01b0\u1edbc h\u01b0\u1edbng v\u00e0o \u0111\u1ea5t li\u1ec1n. Nh\u1eefng d\u1ea3i s\u00f3ng tr\u1eafng n\u1ed1i d\u00e0i nh\u01b0 nh\u1eefng trang gi\u1ea5y \u0111ang m\u1edf ra tr\u00ean m\u1eb7t …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2631,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-105963","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-truyen-ngan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105963","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2631"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=105963"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105963\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":105974,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105963\/revisions\/105974"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=105963"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=105963"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/damau.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=105963"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}